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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Dmitry - 06-09-2018
(06-09-2018, 08:59 PM)Frosted Wrote: Shannon do you think it's better to run AM6 in a stress free environment or one wrought with challenges?
As an example I have a borderline abusive father figure in my life who I feel extremely irritated with how I'm treated but I don't try to win anything because he doesn't listen to anything I say and talks over me. Would AM6 work better on me without this stress or is it good because I have to rise above this challenge?
Also as an experiment what do you think would happen if somebody was isolated from the world and listened to AM6 would they still grow and would it be better or should the person engage in life for the changes to manifest?
This message is clearly adressed to Shannon but I would add something if you please
I find that optimal subs usage is: a few days in calm environment, especially from the start of stage and then get exposed to society. The difference from you “from past” and “new” you can generate such a difference (if only be in calm environment) that it can cause a fear based reactons. That happened to me.
Its just my IMHO.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Determined - 06-09-2018
Hey Shannon, what does your current timeline of work look like for the foreseeable future?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - maxx55 - 06-10-2018
Quick question Shannon, is it possible for someone to run 3.2A for the healing for a time and then go back to version 2.5 if it worked better for them, but gut immediate and stronger results? Or would the immediate results be more likely going from 3.2A to 3.2B?
Btw, congrats on hopefully having finished Beast!
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - thor2014 - 06-10-2018
Day 15 - DMSI 3.2 A 9 loops (using silence audios overnight then 2 loops early morning).
I dream't of waking up in a dirty room. The room was filthy I began picking up the garbage and throwing it out of the room. Then I walked across to the table and noticed my smart phone was plugged into the USB for charging. There was smoke coming from the phone.
Then I try to unplug my smart phone from the USB and scream. My smart phone is too hot to even touch. Eventually the phone was cold enough to pickup but was still warm. The dream then ended.
Spent nearly 2 hours working out at the gym today then went into my local town and bought a few tight tshirts. Noticed I look very good and was in good shape. I put on my tight tshirt and headed to the coffee shop and asked for a coffee.
I ordered a coffee the girl looked me up and down. I gave her a big smile she said "you can have this coffee for free today". The barrister was not the kind of girl that I find physically attractive but she was obviously a nice person.
Whilst on the train. This woman in her mid 30s again not the kind of woman I find attractive she began talking to herself. I also could smell alcohol she had obviously been drinking. I blurted out "Are you talking to me".
She replied "Oh I might be" she smiled and said "how was your day". It transpired she was on the way back from a party. We got into a brief chat about our backgrounds she then got off at her stop.
I met up with a friend and we went for a drink together. My friend commented that I was looking very good and commented that I must have been working hard at the gym.
My friend noticed a girl with her boyfriend walk past. He told me that the girl looked me up and down and the boyfriend had a jealous look on his face. Again not the kind of girl I find attractive. My friend also told me as soon as the boyfriend got jealous she began stroking her boyfriends shoulder to calm him down.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Fluffy - 06-10-2018
I have to be honest, I do like how the healing and clearing in version A, allows me to notice my "stuff" that needs to be healed/cleared, but not in a painful way, kinda like in a detached way.
I have this thing about being in a committed relationship, something that has come up, memories that pop up to me and remember where certain girlfriends (Not all of them) showed me they where attracted to other guys. It makes me think...why even bother getting into a committed relationship if your girlfriend can find other guys attractive?
What makes this more complicated is that there is a part of me that can see an attractive women, even if I am in a committed relationship and think sexual thoughts about other women. I really dislike this part of me, because I think to myself...I wouldn't like my girlfriend having these thoughts about other guys...but if I am, then she is. If this is the way it is, then why does it have to be like this? Why even get into a committed relationship to begin with? Especially as I want to treat people, as I wish to me treated.
I think why this effects me is because I have had girlfriends in the past, when I was young, that have done things deliberately to hurt me and I know how it feels. For example, I remember one girlfriend about 12 years ago, lustily flirting with my brother in front of me. What makes it worse is I found out that a few years after we was not together no more, my brother met up with her. He don't know I know that, but even though I am a much better man then back then in all the right ways, I still feel funny about girlfriends finding other people attractive, more so people i don't like, or I don't respect.
I am secure enough to acknowledged attractive actors with a girlfriend etc, but only if I respect the actors and hold them in high regard. If I don't like them or I think they are overrated or douchey and a girlfriend likes them, then I actually lose respect for my girlfriend, for real.
As I said, I am not crazy emotional about this, I can see this stuff with a detached viewpoint, I get a nudge in my emotions if I specifically focus on certain points.
Hopefully, in time A will help disentangle all this.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-10-2018
Quote:(06-09-2018, 06:19 PM)Hatman Wrote: [quote='Have at ye' pid='198714' dateline='1528584121']
Glad to hear about the progress on Beast and the custom! Not envying the build-process though. Gotta be one hell of a program.
I of course can't focus on Beast 17 much on any given day, or every day for that matter, and as a consequence it likely will be coming out in August of this year. Testing will take 1-3 months. It took me 4 days to build B16 from script. B17 will likely take at least as long.
The custom will be the second most complex program I have ever built to date, only exceeded by Beast. It will be 1 stage per day I can work full time, 7 stages. I'm close to ready to build it. I hope. Still have to adjust certain script sections and verify that it's finished, nothing overlooked.
It is indeed a very tedious process to develop and build both of these.
Quote:6G technology will have the ability to change many lives when used correctly. I don't know what Shannon has in mind for the future, but I trust that it's going to be something world changing, and for the better, to whatever degree he can manage.
I'm certainly hoping to do some major and serious improvements of the human condition. We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-10-2018
(06-09-2018, 08:59 PM)Frosted Wrote: Shannon do you think it's better to run AM6 in a stress free environment or one wrought with challenges?
Generally, it will depend on specifics and variables I can't know the values of.
Quote:As an example I have a borderline abusive father figure in my life who I feel extremely irritated with how I'm treated but I don't try to win anything because he doesn't listen to anything I say and talks over me. Would AM6 work better on me without this stress or is it good because I have to rise above this challenge?
It is my opinion that you would do better to use AM in an environment where developing that change would not be immediately subject to harsh challenge and potentially be attacked. I would seek an environment in which to make the change without needing to deal with that while undergoing the metamorphosis.
However, under certain circumstances, AM can provide the motivation to exit or break such a situational pattern. That would not be an easy or likely a pretty experience, but it could be used that way for some people. I wouldn't favor that if I could find another way.
Quote:Also as an experiment what do you think would happen if somebody was isolated from the world and listened to AM6 would they still grow and would it be better or should the person engage in life for the changes to manifest?
In isolation, you have nothing to stimulate you socially. There is little to no learning opportunity in that. You are going to grow to whatever degree you can without that interaction, but a significant part of what AM is doing requires calibration via social interaction. So you would get some benefit, but not all of what you could or would get via including social interaction.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-10-2018
(06-09-2018, 11:54 PM)Determined Wrote: Hey Shannon, what does your current timeline of work look like for the foreseeable future?
Custom, B16 testing, a few focusfires, B17, B17 testing and then likely a series of more complex programs than focusfires.
Generally speaking.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-10-2018
(06-10-2018, 12:18 AM)maxx55 Wrote: Quick question Shannon, is it possible for someone to run 3.2A for the healing for a time and then go back to version 2.5 if it worked better for them, but gut immediate and stronger results? Or would the immediate results be more likely going from 3.2A to 3.2B?
I did not design DMSI to be used regressively. I have no idea what will happen if you do that. I don't recommend it, though, because it is unlikely to work in my opinion. I'm sure some of you will decide to see what happens regardless. What I expect is that those who do, will find that it no longer does what it did before, and instead, simply allows them to waste time and verify that newer versions are stronger than older versions.
Quote:Btw, congrats on hopefully having finished Beast!
Thanks.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - SargeMaximus - 06-10-2018
Wait, Beast is finished! Awesome! Congrats!
Also, will Beast be in DMSI 3.3?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Darwinn - 06-10-2018
oooooohh yeeh - all of this talk of new technologies is whetting my appetite for AM7 (though that's probably like a year and a half away)
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - samba99 - 06-10-2018
Shannon,
Wouldn’t you want to get us shocked to with the beast 16 initial results? xDD come one just clues maybe
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Smuggler - 06-10-2018
I'm curious they way you talk about the Beast experiment Shannon. You saw something unexpected but you say if it happens during testing, Beast is finished. I can't work out whether that's negative or positive. As in have you experienced something that you can't allow to be part of the program or it's achieved the goal and Beast is complete?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - THolt - 06-10-2018
(06-10-2018, 07:15 AM)Shannon Wrote:(06-09-2018, 11:54 PM)Determined Wrote: Hey Shannon, what does your current timeline of work look like for the foreseeable future?
Custom, B16 testing, a few focusfires, B17, B17 testing and then likely a series of more complex programs than focusfires.
Generally speaking.
I know this is early, but what ideas for the subs that will be more complex than focusfire subs?