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DMSI 3.3 TID chronicles - PerhapsBagels - 02-22-2018
I am one of those stonewallers from 3.1. My subconcious basically said Nope and freaked out after a couple months of using it and I avoided it ever since. Didn't report much from 3.1, but will try to turn a new leaf with 3.2.
edit: got my first loop done, using Hybrid trickling stream version(flac).
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 02-23-2018
Been tired most of the day, even with a nap. Did the loop in the morning.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 02-24-2018
After getting good night's rest, everything seems ok (still a bit drowsy). The wall hasn't made it's appearance yet, possibly still early for it to settle in.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 02-26-2018
The wall seems to have some more substance today after doing the loop. We'll see tomorrow if it holds.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 03-04-2018
Doing well in nofap this month.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 03-07-2018
Nofap still doing well. Tommorow's first day off from dmsi.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - Zane - 03-09-2018
I busted my nuts on first loop.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 03-20-2018
been very anxious out in public, and sleeping a lot.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 03-28-2018
After switching to DMSI 3.2 version A, mood has improved drastically.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 04-12-2018
I am able to start enjoying videogames again (3.2A). On 3.2 B felt like immense pressure of despair or something and couldn't do anything except sometimes listen to music for entertainment. But enjoying videogames and starting to listen to what I normally listen to is a big plus.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 09-06-2018
I've been keeping up with DMSI 3.2 A all this time, and for the last month 1/2 I have been upped it to around 5 loops per day. I've still been tripping up on the no fap, and other ways of resisting but it's helping with some of those problems. I got an interesting IOA that hasn't happened before. For the last two weeks I have been on version B and thinking of continuing with B side until 3.3.
RE: DMSI 3.2 journal - PerhapsBagels - 09-15-2018
going to start taking the break in preparation for 3.3 after my last listen. After all the healing from side A, B wasn't as harsh as it was from the get go and was reasonable this time around.