(04-23-2017, 05:54 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: Day 20

Update #2

I am procrastinating from studying and everything

I have no idea why

I know I can do it but I feel something is making me feel unmotivated and just unable to sit still to study or even watch a youtube video on how to study.

I sit for 5mins and then rush away to my phone to play a game....my focus or concentration or is it called attention, whatever it is, is only lasting 5mins then I'm avoiding the stuff that would make me productive.

why?

will E2 sorry this out for me?

(04-23-2017, 07:50 AM)Zane Wrote:

(04-23-2017, 05:09 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: Wait you think somehow E2 did this, really? like how?

what if I can't or don't move forward?

I mean I'm still very very much drawn to her and what she and I once had.

Also Zane I replied to your previous post above too so get back to me about that too.

I have seen healing subs LTU and E1 causing some kind of manifestation to overcome certain Issues mostly related to Fear Guilt and Shame.

The reason E2 bought her back into ur life cause were are drawn to her but now face her and move forward.

Think logically..She is married now. There is nothing u can do.

You cant expect to move forward in life if ur foot is stuck in past. You have to move forward or else u will become a slave to past. It hard I knw but its worth it.

(04-23-2017, 08:00 AM)Zane Wrote:

(04-23-2017, 05:54 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: Day 20

Update #2

I am procrastinating from studying and everything

I have no idea why

I know I can do it but I feel something is making me feel unmotivated and just unable to sit still to study or even watch a youtube video on how to study.

I sit for 5mins and then rush away to my phone to play a game....my focus or concentration or is it called attention, whatever it is, is only lasting 5mins then I'm avoiding the stuff that would make me productive.

why?

will E2 sorry this out for me?

Procrastination is a product of fear. We think if we dont procrastinate then we will not be able to enjoy life or miss life's enjoyments.

E2 is working on ur issues

(04-24-2017, 12:26 AM)Zane Wrote: Indeed it is working and bring all the suppressed or unresolved issues.. Otherwise how do u explain all this?

(04-24-2017, 08:58 AM)Zane Wrote: I have read AM journals where ex gf started coming back in their life..Dont stress much let E2 do its stuff..

(04-25-2017, 02:07 AM)Zane Wrote: First thing I am gonna tell you that u have a lot of Fears.. After doing E2 I recommend you to do OF-5G for a month. Cause it's totally focused on removing fears. I am not saying that E2 won't remove fears. But Using OF after E2 will make sure that nothing is left behind. I can see ur certain situations are similar to mine.

Your fear creates doubt that if E2 is working or not. Since u are using E2 it is affecting u so u can hardly notice if u are changing or not but when u journal here we know what's going on.. This is how Shannon is able to upgrade his Subliminal technology..

I told you recently that E2 will solve ur issues...ur 3 year old past came in front of you and now it suddenly vanishes again and then again u came in contact with some other girl.. I think E2 or ur subconscious is telling you that u don't have to fear anything and that there are millions of girls available.. So no fear..

"You feeling that E2 is not working is a definite proof that it's working... Remember this thought that Healing isn't always pleasant experience it's mostly boring or negative when u first start

When u are in a hospital with a broken leg then u have no choice but to lie on bed for whole month... Which so boring.. But after u have healed you can kick anyone's ass...

U r healing that's why it feels boring once u r healed ur life will become awesome again..

Currently I am on MHS and man I feel so bored it's like it's not working but When I see the results then I know it's working..

I listen to MHS on a really old Tablet which is like 10 feet away from me..and it still works..

If u keep thinking that u some Alien from Planet Mars who can't hear Ultrasonic sound or immune to them then... U will always find faults..Dont try to convince yourself that E2 is not working... It's not u but ur Stupid fear who is speaking...

(04-25-2017, 03:39 AM)Jake2015 Wrote:

(04-25-2017, 02:07 AM)Zane Wrote: First thing I am gonna tell you that u have a lot of Fears.. After doing E2 I recommend you to do OF-5G for a month. Cause it's totally focused on removing fears. I am not saying that E2 won't remove fears. But Using OF after E2 will make sure that nothing is left behind. I can see ur certain situations are similar to mine.

Your fear creates doubt that if E2 is working or not. Since u are using E2 it is affecting u so u can hardly notice if u are changing or not but when u journal here we know what's going on.. This is how Shannon is able to upgrade his Subliminal technology..

I told you recently that E2 will solve ur issues...ur 3 year old past came in front of you and now it suddenly vanishes again and then again u came in contact with some other girl.. I think E2 or ur subconscious is telling you that u don't have to fear anything and that there are millions of girls available.. So no fear..

"You feeling that E2 is not working is a definite proof that it's working... Remember this thought that Healing isn't always pleasant experience it's mostly boring or negative when u first start

When u are in a hospital with a broken leg then u have no choice but to lie on bed for whole month... Which so boring.. But after u have healed you can kick anyone's ass...

U r healing that's why it feels boring once u r healed ur life will become awesome again..

Currently I am on MHS and man I feel so bored it's like it's not working but When I see the results then I know it's working..

I listen to MHS on a really old Tablet which is like 10 feet away from me..and it still works..

If u keep thinking that u some Alien from Planet Mars who can't hear Ultrasonic sound or immune to them then... U will always find faults..Dont try to convince yourself that E2 is not working... It's not u but ur Stupid fear who is speaking...

Thank you so much Zane, its great to have support and from someone in exactly the same or has been in the same position as me

Ive no idea how long I'm going to do E2 for, though as you know I'm eager to do MLS but rather clear all this garbage in my head first so E2 may be 3months, 6months or longer as long as it works of course lol but then will only 1 month of OF-5G be enough?

If I'm honest 1 way that I know E2 has worked on me will be if it removes fears around procrastination or whatever makes my motivation go super high and low but also fears such as fears of bees and wasps, insects, spiders, heights etc thats when I feel that yeah this is getting deep into me and then I really hope that I can remove all fears that come from even deeper than that...what do you think?

ahh i see well I'm trying to journal and make it useful to you, others, Shannon and myself. So that brilliant cos I didn't actually realise that this was how the journalling helps Shannon lol makes sense now.

Did you ever read my journal from the start? not needed but if it helps you or helps you to help me further id appreciate it.

I realise that the women that I have attracted to me in the past few say years have been women with some form of issues, where they run away from whatever love I give them....no idea how or why that is as I thought I was pretty cool and well rounded as a guy to be honest :/

Well if its E2 doing all this, bringing girls to me etc then fantastic lol as in I mean helping me to understand, even though right now consciously I don't really understand whats the purpose etc.

Ahhh i see i see so ok so I understand it not working means that it is working great

hahah the hospital to kick ass analogy worked perfect!!! well said!!! I get it now!

I can't wait for life to be awesome again but I've no idea what that would be since I'm unsure how many fears I have and for how long they have ruled my life lol

Youre on MHS but why, after E2, why did you do OF then MHS? - wasnt E2 enough?

Do you listen to masked or US on the tablet, and for 8hours a day?

Yeh thats right, it is my fear speaking youre right, I'm always concerned if I'm listening at the right volume etc, if its working etc, if I'm not doing something right etc - I get all this yeah for sure!

(04-25-2017, 04:18 PM)Zane Wrote:

(04-25-2017, 03:39 AM)Jake2015 Wrote:

(04-25-2017, 02:07 AM)Zane Wrote: First thing I am gonna tell you that u have a lot of Fears.. After doing E2 I recommend you to do OF-5G for a month. Cause it's totally focused on removing fears. I am not saying that E2 won't remove fears. But Using OF after E2 will make sure that nothing is left behind. I can see ur certain situations are similar to mine.

Your fear creates doubt that if E2 is working or not. Since u are using E2 it is affecting u so u can hardly notice if u are changing or not but when u journal here we know what's going on.. This is how Shannon is able to upgrade his Subliminal technology..

I told you recently that E2 will solve ur issues...ur 3 year old past came in front of you and now it suddenly vanishes again and then again u came in contact with some other girl.. I think E2 or ur subconscious is telling you that u don't have to fear anything and that there are millions of girls available.. So no fear..

"You feeling that E2 is not working is a definite proof that it's working... Remember this thought that Healing isn't always pleasant experience it's mostly boring or negative when u first start

When u are in a hospital with a broken leg then u have no choice but to lie on bed for whole month... Which so boring.. But after u have healed you can kick anyone's ass...

U r healing that's why it feels boring once u r healed ur life will become awesome again..

Currently I am on MHS and man I feel so bored it's like it's not working but When I see the results then I know it's working..

I listen to MHS on a really old Tablet which is like 10 feet away from me..and it still works..

If u keep thinking that u some Alien from Planet Mars who can't hear Ultrasonic sound or immune to them then... U will always find faults..Dont try to convince yourself that E2 is not working... It's not u but ur Stupid fear who is speaking...

Thank you so much Zane, its great to have support and from someone in exactly the same or has been in the same position as me

Ive no idea how long I'm going to do E2 for, though as you know I'm eager to do MLS but rather clear all this garbage in my head first so E2 may be 3months, 6months or longer as long as it works of course lol but then will only 1 month of OF-5G be enough?

If I'm honest 1 way that I know E2 has worked on me will be if it removes fears around procrastination or whatever makes my motivation go super high and low but also fears such as fears of bees and wasps, insects, spiders, heights etc thats when I feel that yeah this is getting deep into me and then I really hope that I can remove all fears that come from even deeper than that...what do you think?

ahh i see well I'm trying to journal and make it useful to you, others, Shannon and myself. So that brilliant cos I didn't actually realise that this was how the journalling helps Shannon lol makes sense now.

Did you ever read my journal from the start? not needed but if it helps you or helps you to help me further id appreciate it.

I realise that the women that I have attracted to me in the past few say years have been women with some form of issues, where they run away from whatever love I give them....no idea how or why that is as I thought I was pretty cool and well rounded as a guy to be honest :/

Well if its E2 doing all this, bringing girls to me etc then fantastic lol as in I mean helping me to understand, even though right now consciously I don't really understand whats the purpose etc.

Ahhh i see i see so ok so I understand it not working means that it is working great

hahah the hospital to kick ass analogy worked perfect!!! well said!!! I get it now!

I can't wait for life to be awesome again but I've no idea what that would be since I'm unsure how many fears I have and for how long they have ruled my life lol

Youre on MHS but why, after E2, why did you do OF then MHS? - wasnt E2 enough?

Do you listen to masked or US on the tablet, and for 8hours a day?

Yeh thats right, it is my fear speaking youre right, I'm always concerned if I'm listening at the right volume etc, if its working etc, if I'm not doing something right etc - I get all this yeah for sure!

First thing is that I remember ur journal. I read it few months ago and u were the guy who was always worried if E2 is working or not and IIRC then you were always worried if ur equipment was right for ultrasonic or not...I was in the same position.
I always doubt if this is working or not. I have a had time trusting other and think that I know much better..It was my fear disguised as ego..

Your past journal has nothing to do with ur present. If u become friends with someone then u dont need to tell them ur Past story from BIrth to present for him to know you..Just walk along with him and he will know who u are and what u like and dislike..

This is just a journal so see you progress its not ur Autobiography...Take it lightly.

I say u use E2 as long as u want but I bet you would jump on MLS 5.5G as soon as it comes out. I have never never used E2. I didnt have money and also my health was/is in worse shape so I got MHS. I have only used LTU for 30 days and 2 Months of OF(4G for one month and then switched to 5G in Second). I used few 4G subs like IYGSH and SM(Stop Masturbating).

Thing is fapping was really fuckking up my life so when I first came to IML it was in end of 2013 and I made a request to Shannon to make a Subliminal program for Stopping masturbation...After that I vanished and came back in 2015 and I saw that my request was unfilled but many users were requesting for a sub like that..This is the post

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-2109.html?highlight=masturbation

Finally Shannon made it and I bagan using it hoping that my life will improve if I dont fap(what a fool I was). I used the sub for three months and believe me I had sooo much resistance due to fear that in those 3 months I had relapses like never before..IT was hell and I havnt experienced any thing like this...I gave up on the program and it didnt work on me...After one year I came back and listened to it again for two months but It still didnt work...Then I tried IYGSH and then MLS...****!!! Nothing worked...I really didnt understand why was this happening..why..this is the best subliminal on this planet why doesnt it work.....It took me 13 months to kill my God Damn ego and convince myself that i was a fool and know nothing and must ask Shannon for help

I brushed all of my ego and asked Shannon he asked me to Listen to Either of this program OF,OGSF,E2,DMSI as fear is the reason I was rejecting the program.

SO I got OF . Because I remember Shannon say that fear is root of all problems.(Fear of releasing from Guilt,Fear of Releasing from Shame,Fear of releasing from fear itself)....I got OF 5G and listened to it for a month and man it was the best thing I have ever done...

if I had some cash I would have bought E2 but OF did what it was suppose to do. Get rid of fear...I needed to target fear alone.

SInce u r doing E2 u are in much better situation than mine. I say used E2 as long as u want and if u still think there still some fears let then try OF5G..It will do its job as its focus only on Fear removal. But I am 100% sure E2 will do it job..

As for fear of Bees and wasp,insect we ya I was afraid of them too..Before using OF when ever I would see a Bee or Insect I would be LIke"OMG ITS GONNA KILL ME...HELP!!!"......after using OF i am Like " WHAT THE **** R U DOING HERE? U LITTLE INSECT"..I mean I would freak out but not be afraid...As for fear of Height well I dont have any Tall buildings in my area to test that ..loool. I did overcame my fear of Cold Shower though in 1 month. Also after using OF fapping doesnt affect me that much but still do....I aim is to be like BUDDHA..lol

I listen to subs on my tab for about 8-9 hours but in MHS only 5 Hours