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Alpha360 on AM6 refresher - JackOfHearts - 02-07-2015
Day 2 already:
Huge post, best story at the end:
Yesterday was an amazing day -> pure gold. I don't know where to start maybe at the beginning.
I woke up my first day with AM6 refresher, I thought I would face some resistance. I had a weird dream that night.
But who cares my day was great, first I call my friend the morning so I can get my IG phero bottle. I try to push him to come with me doing some approach but I'm glad he didn't come. He wouldn't have been persistent enough like I did
So I took off after seeing him and I drove toward town, there were a weirdo girl hitchhiking. I took her, small chat, she has been in university for 10 years, seems like she had some mental disorders (weirdo). I make her smell instant shine, she just smile afterward.
Then I drove to the sushi restaurant for launch. I think I did an OD with phero there. Nothing amazing yet.
Then I went to the main street in town where there is the most people shopping but I didn't catch any beautiful girl that I could approach. One hour later the rain came but I was persistent, I stayed a bit and then I went to a Ice cream bar.
interesting part:
It's where the good things started. I said hi to the 2 waitress. One of them knew me from sight and some very minimal talk (I asked her some stuff about 4 month early but it was nothing interesting). But what was interesting was her reaction when she said hi to me. The surprised in her eyes and the shock, at this point she was either "totally into me" or "totally scared in a bad way".
The second reason was highly improbable and it’s where you have to be confident. If you don’t think you are attractive you will deny it or search for other stuff in her behavior which I did. I have to admit I wasn’t sure about it even with her first reaction.
So I took an Ice Cream and sat alone in a corner watching every move around me, every stare from the different girls.
This is the most interesting thing I ever did, persistence is key here. First thing I notice from her is butt display which I think she did unconsciously. She did that a lot of times but it wasn’t that obvious either. It could have been said that she was just doing her job. So at this point that was 2 strange behavior from her. The totally scared attitude in a bad way can be rejected completely at this point. Depending on your confidence level you can still deny she is attracted obviously. When thinking about it for hours it can make someone mad and run away. But if you stay rational it’s impossible that she wasn’t attracted. If she was scared she won’t display her butt that way.
Then there is the second waitress she wasn’t attractive to me, a 6 on the scale ( n°2) . Her friend was around 8 (n°1), I like her type so it didn’t matter for me. I watch closely n°2 and I think she wasn’t behaving in her normal way. I think she was angry or surprised or jealous from her friend behavior(I think they are friend). Her eyes was speaking for her (n°2), she look at her n°1 with a look that would say “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”. It was another sign, the third one because she wasn’t doing anything wrong in her job.
As a 4th sign she was looking at me from time to time but very discreetly.
There were another girl (n°3), I think she was a manager, she was around 3 on the scale. She was watching my every movement, jealous and curious I think. She knew I was attracted to N°1 because she saw me staring at her ass at multiple times, I’m sure N°2 saw me too because I didn’t see her see me when I was doing it, she was very discreet and had low self esteem.
I stayed around 4 hour in this bar. Because I wanted to be persistent about it. Shannon’s story about his manifestation gave me this idea.I decided to talk to her outside at the end. The second reason was because there were a lot of beautiful woman coming into this Ice cream bar. Most of them underage, some not. But their behavior was very interesting. A lot of test subject, I was able to perfect my body language reading. A lot of girls coming into this bar was attracted to me obviously. But they are very subtle about it. I notice some pattern about it. The younger one, barely legal, or just above barely legal (16 to 20) are more obvious to notice. One of them got the Deer in headlight, I was talking to 2 stranger males about drugs when this girl around 18 was staring at me. She stayed in this position for at least 7 seconds, can’t be more obvious at this point . Then she sat in the seat in front of me with her skirt/legs pointing at me on purpose. Looking at me like she knew me already then checking if I was still there because some guys were blocking the view. There were also a girl about 16 I think that look at me at least 30 times. I was in a corner, you don’t need to look here obviously unless I’m so attractive. That were the most obvious. The less obvious were older or the blond category. At first I thought the blond category weren’t attracted but now I think I was wrong. I think they are the most subtle, avoiding one. One of them acted like she was talking to her friend but in fact she was looking at me. I should do that more often, staying in a crowded place where I can study people body language.
So then at around 6:30pm she came out n°1 for a long pause, walking toward the coast with a girl friend about 15 years old, a customer and friend. Which I think was attracted to me also but too scared to admit it, she wasn’t my type at all and obviously was too young.
I stop her (n°1) saying “ Can I talk to you for a moment?”. At this point I notice she was very intimidated, she couldn’t believe I did that. But in the moment I wasn’t very confident and I didn’t notice all that. I began to stutter a bit and I couldn’t talk properly. It was actually better that way because I didn’t hide it. I told her I couldn’t talk anymore, I took a pause. Then she asked if it was apparent that she was blushing. I told her it wasn’t but if I were myself I would have notice but I didn’t. The conversation went much better after that, we started to laugh. I forgot to write the conversation’s content but I think it doesn’t matter at all or little. I think I shouldn’t pay attention to it. I asked her “ If she would like to take a drink with me”, that’s where she started blushing I think. She said she couldn’t do it, but she didn’t told me why. I didn’t notice it was an unusual answer but it was, most girl say ” I have already a boyfriend”. So then we started to walk toward the coast, we talked about what they were thinking about my strange behavior, I stayed there for ~4 hours. She said they (the girls) thought I were there for another girl which was staying inside in another room, I didn’t notice her or it was the number 3 which is highly improbable because she is just a 3 obviously (a little fatty and not my type at all). So then after this chat I leave them after a 10 min convo I think. I shouldn’t have left, I wasn’t persistent enough. When I left them, I saw on their face the disappointment, they didn’t want me to leave. I was a little scared to bother them, how stupid is that. The 15 girl couldn’t even talk at all, too intimidated (attracted also).
I also notice that she said 2 times “I would have take a drink with pleasure but I can’t”. The thing I’m sure know is that she is going to regret her choice, she already did. She said no but her body was saying yes. The second thing but I’m not sure is that she doesn't have a boyfriend. She said no because her friends were attracted to me. She put herself down to save her friendships. Maybe she think she doesn't deserve it. Or maybe the other one were too jealous so she is scared. She didn't think I was here for her, she couldn't believe it, that is sure. At least one of the girl, n°3 was sure I was attracted to her because she saw me looking at her ass. And I’m pretty sure the other one n°2 saw me too, because I did that a lot. So It doesn’t make sense that she think I wasn’t here for her, irrational behavior, attracted for sure.
The day didn't end here, I will talk about it later, it’s about hypnosis.
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - JackOfHearts - 02-11-2015
So I have listen AM6 refresher for 4 days. First day I couldn't admit it but there was some crazy resistance. This night I wake up thinking there were a fly moving around my speaker that was bothering me. As you can guess there were no fly, it was all in my mind. When I woke up I didn't think about that but later I notice it didn't make sense to have a fly just near my speaker. It remind me of my dream through AM5 and AM6 around stage 4 or 3, I had some dream that my ear where attack by an animal.
Then there were the hiding, I start to regress to an internet addict, porn addict, video watching addict so I could run from any thinking. Of course I didn't do that consciously. Then later the nights when I think the sub was processed, my mind got clearer, more focus, more rational thinking, more happy, laughing which was my previous state before. One morning I wake up with some depression about life, what I'm doing about it, very unmotivated.
A lot of negative thinking the morning, I couldn't think about positive thing or do what I was suppose to do.
Very different from how I was behaving before listening to the refresher. I also started to notice some eyes bags appearing like when I was on AM6 around Stage 3-4 I think. There was also the constant thinking about what sub I should do next, I wanted to switch sub and I knew why.
On top of that I became much more sensitive to sound, at this point I don't really care about the ear ringing. it's more a problem with this sensitiveness. On the worse day I notice that even when I'm cooking some stuff it's bothering me, when someone talk loudly it's bothering too. I notice it took me around 18 days (13h/days) with BIABW to get me to this state where I just can't keep going with a normal life. With 8h/days with BIABW I was able to keep going a normal life. So with the refresher it took me 4 days to get me there at 9h/days. So now I know it's not about time listening but about data input or resistance.
So to keep testing about this and obviously because I couldn't keep going because of this sensitivity and resistance I switch yesterday to Ephra.
http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Instant-Happiness-with-Ephra-underated-Sub
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - shub - 02-12-2015
Out of curiosity : How many times have you run the 6 stages of AM before running this refresher?
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - JackOfHearts - 02-12-2015
I did AM5 and AM6, that's all.
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - IceAlive - 02-12-2015
(02-07-2015, 11:59 PM)maniac360 Wrote: The day didn't end here, I will talk about it later, it’s about hypnosis.
Oh, come on man
, what was the thing about hypnosis?
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - ffaux - 02-12-2015
(02-07-2015, 11:59 PM)maniac360 Wrote: I also notice that she said 2 times “I would have take a drink with pleasure but I can’t”.
Dude you really need to get better at reading between the lines. I'm 90% confident she's not of legal drinking age or has another reason she can't drink (religion maybe?). She couldn't be any more obvious that she wants you to suggest something for you to do that doesn't involve alcohol so she can say yes.
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - JackOfHearts - 02-12-2015
I don't know in your country but in mine a drink can be without alcohol, she is 23. But thanks that might be the case, anyway I will see her soon to clear things out. Persistence is the key.
I thought everyone forgot about hypnosis, I decided to fine tune what I experienced. I'll talk about it soon enough.
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - FREAK4LIFE - 02-13-2015
(02-11-2015, 08:53 PM)maniac360 Wrote: So I have listen AM6 refresher for 4 days. First day I couldn't admit it but there was some crazy resistance. This night I wake up thinking there were a fly moving around my speaker that was bothering me. As you can guess there were no fly, it was all in my mind. When I woke up I didn't think about that but later I notice it didn't make sense to have a fly just near my speaker. It remind me of my dream through AM5 and AM6 around stage 4 or 3, I had some dream that my ear where attack by an animal.
Then there were the hiding, I start to regress to an internet addict, porn addict, video watching addict so I could run from any thinking. Of course I didn't do that consciously. Then later the nights when I think the sub was processed, my mind got clearer, more focus, more rational thinking, more happy, laughing which was my previous state before. One morning I wake up with some depression about life, what I'm doing about it, very unmotivated.
A lot of negative thinking the morning, I couldn't think about positive thing or do what I was suppose to do.
Very different from how I was behaving before listening to the refresher. I also started to notice some eyes bags appearing like when I was on AM6 around Stage 3-4 I think. There was also the constant thinking about what sub I should do next, I wanted to switch sub and I knew why.
On top of that I became much more sensitive to sound, at this point I don't really care about the ear ringing. it's more a problem with this sensitiveness. On the worse day I notice that even when I'm cooking some stuff it's bothering me, when someone talk loudly it's bothering too. I notice it took me around 18 days (13h/days) with BIABW to get me to this state where I just can't keep going with a normal life. With 8h/days with BIABW I was able to keep going a normal life. So with the refresher it took me 4 days to get me there at 9h/days. So now I know it's not about time listening but about data input or resistance.
So to keep testing about this and obviously because I couldn't keep going because of this sensitivity and resistance I switch yesterday to Ephra.
http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Instant-Happiness-with-Ephra-underated-Sub
Maybe you are listening to the sub took loudly !
What db do you have it on "frequensee"? Have you checked? If you haven't I strongly suggest that you do.
Better to be smart about this instead of going deaf for some pussy man.
A few changes for me regarding the volume and the positioning of the speakers has gotten rid of the sensitivity that I had before e.g. ear popping noise due to people talking loudly or utensils clanging into each other while making food!
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - JackOfHearts - 02-13-2015
On frequensee it's around -85db , it's almost like the room noise when it's completely quiet or my computer laptop fan on power saver. Maybe I can lower it down again, I will have to test that too. If I put the mic just in front of my speaker I have -75db, but that is a test I did the day, I think I use a lower volume the night.
How much db you use?
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - jonathan4all - 02-13-2015
(02-13-2015, 11:17 PM)maniac360 Wrote: On frequensee it's around -85db , it's almost like the room noise when it's completely quiet or my computer laptop fan on power saver. Maybe I can lower it down again, I will have to test that too. If I put the mic just in front of my speaker I have -75db, but that is a test I did the day, I think I use a lower volume the night.
How much db you use?
-50 to -40 db rance. But on BASE I completely rely on earbud.
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - FREAK4LIFE - 02-14-2015
(02-13-2015, 11:17 PM)maniac360 Wrote: On frequensee it's around -85db , it's almost like the room noise when it's completely quiet or my computer laptop fan on power saver. Maybe I can lower it down again, I will have to test that too. If I put the mic just in front of my speaker I have -75db, but that is a test I did the day, I think I use a lower volume the night.
How much db you use?
I have mine on -50db to -60db.
RE: Maniac360 on AM6 refresher - iceman - 02-28-2015
(02-11-2015, 08:53 PM)maniac360 Wrote: So I have listen AM6 refresher for 4 days. First day I couldn't admit it but there was some crazy resistance. This night I wake up thinking there were a fly moving around my speaker that was bothering me. As you can guess there were no fly, it was all in my mind. When I woke up I didn't think about that but later I notice it didn't make sense to have a fly just near my speaker. It remind me of my dream through AM5 and AM6 around stage 4 or 3, I had some dream that my ear where attack by an animal.
That crazy, because I had a similar experience. I woke up in the middle of the night during the 2nd or 3rd day of AM6S2. But it felt like there was some insect making some fuzzy sound about a feet away and nothing was there, then i woke up again imagining like its back, then I just checked around and there was nothing. Was scared to shit so I switched on the lights and slept!
