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RE: AM6 Journal - The beast awakens - DarthXedonias - 02-05-2015
All I can say is stage 3 was probably the toughest for me and the only one where I really felt any resistance throughout the whole program. I found myself getting very agitated and angry at things that before might have been only slightly annoying. It wasn't til around the third week that I finally "accepted" the anger and accepted that it was ok to be angry at somethings. Needless to say though, that I was still relieved when I was able to move on to stage 4. Thing is though, everyone is different so you might react to the stage better than I did.
S2-D30- Jerkish vibes/Road ahead - LiquidMind - 02-08-2015
Day 30. Nearly completed my second stage to the Alpha male subs. Something recently has clicked inside of me. Like a switch. I have visualised a new way to be as an alpha. I can see myself, head held high; alpha male gaze, outward grin aka jerk mode. Like I am testing the next person who comes along - are you an asset or are you a liability?
It is safe to say the beta male sympathy I felt for people is slowly turning into impatience and indifference. I only care about my own status and legacy. The life I leave behind WILL affect the people in the world in some form or another. Whether people love me or people hate me they WILL NOT ignore me. The second stage subs have brought out the desire to be in the spotlight, not, per se, in an ego-tistical way, but with the need to step up and show the world my value.
I want to so desparately do my own thing it is not even remotely funny to me anymore. I want my own career that I own myself and can proudly go up to people and say "I do X Y and Z without A B and C and I feel like a motherf***king king"
I am just replenishing the hours in the next few days for any that i missed from the second stage
Then it is onto the 3rd stage of the subs...
Stay tuned
S2-D31 - LiquidMind - 02-10-2015
Today I feel great. I feel comfortable and at ease. Totally ready for stage 3 in every possible way.
Also for me, women are no longer a priority. Only if you are a quality woman who has brains, character and sex appeal will I consider you an option. Women now have to prove themselves to me. No exceptions
I'm also going to sit down with a good old pad and pen later, focusing on potential ideas for a business that could work. It will be computer related as I am quite tech savvy. A new job would be okay but ideally I want to work for myself and take orders from no one.
RE: AM6 Journal - The beast awakens - Leo1990 - 02-10-2015
Feeling lucky? Punk.
End of Stage 2 summary - LiquidMind - 02-11-2015
Come to the end of stage 2 now and I can comprise a list of things that improved for me during this time.
- More self aware and self motivated
- Much more in tune with my expectations
- Understand people's strengths and liabilities
- Refuse to listen to BS
- Stand up for myself a lot more
- Urge to get up and do things for myself
- More confidant socially and mentally
Things that have gone away during this time are:
- No more picturing things going bad
- No more negative attitude
- No more bad self talk
- No more focusing on family invfighting
- Way more social
- No longer pander after women
- No longer care what people think or say about me
As you can see this is a huge improvement so far. I am now beginning stage 3 and cannot wait to report the changes I will no doubt see along the next month.
Buckle up guys. It's going to be a hell of a ride
LM
S3- D1 - Immediate changes/ Big guns - LiquidMind - 02-11-2015
This is it guys. The main course of our 6 stage beast of a self-development feast.
Already saw a lot of change from an hour and a half of listening before I went to work. I felt very relaxed. Sociable. Slow alpha movements. Strong eye contact.
This is gunna be gooooood!
I also report feeling way more talkative and expressive than the other 2 stages. Almost like it's bringing an emotionless robot into character emotion by emotion, expression by expression. I feel like I am a character in a novel that is slowly coming to life.
This is just the beginning. Time to let it sink it and absorb all the goodness this stage has to offer.
More to come!
LM
S3- D2 - Power surge - LiquidMind - 02-12-2015
Omg. 2 days into stage 3 already and I am reaping a lot of benefits of improvement already. I am way more confidant, social even playful now with people whichn never used to happen. I feel like an entirely new person but not quite as there are still shades of my old self still in the background.
I feel like I am gaining power in certain areas. My friendliness and social skills have increased dramatically. I even naturally flirted with a colleague at work and she responded (laughing, playfully touching me pushing me etc) and the main thing is I don't even care if it doesn't go no where - just like "Ah well plenty of women out there if nothing comes of this"
Complete 180 from when I first began my journey. Now this is just stage 3. I understand that the big guns are being unleashed right now but I am no where near complete to becoming an Alpha male. 3 more stages remain and I have a feeling I'll be re-running it to make it truely ingrained in my body and soul.
Also as a side note I went ahead and bought The Unchained Man - Alpha male 2.0
I have a feeling that will come in handy for looking at how to gear up and improve my life in all areas.
So far if you could compare the stages ala animals stage 3 is a tiger - unrestrained, uncontrolled, raw power!!
S3-D4- Natural Born Competitor - LiquidMind - 02-15-2015
Of all stages thus far, stage 3 is the most promising. It just feels like the main part of the subliminal and I'm getting all the good stuff from it sent directly into my subconscious.
Lately I've been very competitive and driving to do well in most tasks I used to do. If I make a mistake or fail in any fashion, I get angry at myself and it makes me want to try even harder. Just yesterday I played tennis with my 3 other close friends. We have played for 6 years and I was never troubled with how I performed in tennis. Contrast to yesterday when I got frustrated with poor shots and mistakes and even caught myself cursing a few times. Inevitably it pushed me to succeed and we (my mate and I) ended up winning the doubles match quite comfortably after I revved up my engines.
The point is, Alpha's are natural born competitors. They strive to lead by example and beating people is the way to do that. It can look like an ego thing or childish but at the end of the day Alpha's are winners and take what they want regardless of how they achieve it (mostly legally speaking of course)
Competition and success are what ultimately drive Alpha's. I will use the new found drive to reach the top in anything I choose to do
More to come!
LM
S3-D7 - LiquidMind - 02-18-2015
Feeling like things are slowing down a little. I am listening to this subliminal non stop and I can feel the headaches coming from using it.
In terms of Alphaness I am picking up the ball I dropped a while ago.
I am going after an IT job like the one I did before. (I used to work in IT support help desk but got "fired" intentionally becauses they overworked me and treated me like trash) I stood up to one of the managers and they didn't like it
My aim is to move out into my own place, gain skills and knowledge to form my own company in IT one day and just generally earn more money than I am now.
All in all however life is good and I'm moving forward none the less
P.S I'm having weird ass dreams lately. For example my most recent one consisted of a work colleague dying in front of my eyes and then she came back alive and I was happy but she had no idea what I was going on about - you were just dead dude!
LM
S3-D8- I'm feeeeeeling gooood - LiquidMind - 02-19-2015
Today I wake up in a great mood. Laughing at random stuff and singing. Today is going to be a good day.
Alpha male subs seem to be kicking in further and further. It seems sometimes you'll reach a plateau and see no change for a while and the BAMM you're up out of bed with more energy that a nuclear power plant.
I so want to leave my work at the casino. It'd be much better to play there than to work there. I want to come back and play poker there as I know everyone and it'll be such good fun.
I had a dude call me up yesterday about a job I applied for. I'm going to be positive about it and believe I will get it. I'm very grateful for life right now.
On the up and up!
RE: AM6 Journal - The beast awakens - Bayern2 - 02-19-2015
You work at a casino too? I've been working at one for about 8 months, but am thinking about looking for a job at another one, possibly in Vegas.
GL, hope you get that job.
S3-D9 - More of the good stuff - LiquidMind - 02-20-2015
Ah stage 3 is very refreshing. Your no tolerance to bs takes a very sweetened approach. You don't snap at people for bs but you make fun of it along the way so everyone wins. It's very interesting
In stage 2 if someone pissed me off I would get annoyed with them verbally. In stage 1 I would be pissed but not really have the strength to say anything more like "you better watch out pal" body language. But stage 3 is like the best outcome for all parties.
I also like the increased humour and wittiness. Also my social ability is scaling each stage I listen to.
Do you have any more notes about this Shannon? In your section it doesn't really describe what stage 3 will do but just says "big guns". Now I know everyone's experience will be different but I am very curious about what is in it.
Many thanks
LM
S3-D11 - LiquidMind - 02-21-2015
I'm feeling very comfortable wherever I am now. Light flirting with women also comes more naturally. Also noticed people noticing me from afar as well. Like some 6th sense of alphaness.
I'm also becoming more of my own person. Forming my own opinions, doing my own things and saying what I like. I feel this is more hard hitting than in the first 2 stages.
Had a job prospect last week when some dude rang me up. Total bust.. He didn't reply to my email and hasn't contacted me at all regarding my position. It's getting very irritating now. The job sector here in the UK is f**ked
Is there any BASE in AM6? Anything remotely like it if that isn't the case?
LM
S3-D12- Aura envelops all? - LiquidMind - 02-23-2015
Okay so today was weird. I had noticed that people were responding to me differently today. Cashiers in mcdonalds were bright and smiley when I arrived. Everyone entering the walmart where we were sat down eating stared straight at me as soon as they could. Groups of girls would also look my way and whisper to their friends about me and look away very quick. Some would even smile. Also combine this with general looks from women lately too. wtf is going on?
Is this the Aura that Catman was talking about that is featured in AM6. I just find it odd to me. Aura of Command and respect and Aura of sexiness. I will definitely be keeping an eye out for more changes like those but alas those were the main highlights of today.
Anyone else noticed these changes around stage 3? Perhaps knowledge of how the Auras work?
Thanks guys
LM