(04-25-2014, 04:45 PM)AfzalG Wrote: update...

just ***** a hot blonde,... i was driving home from work totaly tired and with no motivation when a blonde said next to me in the train, i ignored her felt unsexy and tired from life and everything, after a while she approached me and then nothing could stop me i talked and flirted with her was cocky and funny, and she laughed her ass off she told me she is only for two days in my town because of her work, and i asked her to let me show her the town... she agreed we drank some beer, ate something and went to her hotel room at first she was very rude to me, pushed me away and even said i can only touch her pussy when she wants it... but then while ***** she became much nicer, moaned like a crazy ape and massaged my ass and back... i ***** her pretty well and came when i wanted it although i was very tired and depressed... after the sex she was very kind to me wanted me to stay and shower together but i graped my things and left only saying "good bye and sleep well" without even hugging or kissing her,... i did this to punish her because she was so rude at the begining... it was a decent **** but i dont feel too happy about this but i am positive it will get better hope i will be approached more often...

i dont know which sub i will do next i have to decide in which direction i want my life to go...

(04-26-2014, 01:19 AM)AfzalG Wrote: I agree with you sarge... i think i will do the refresher for some months...

dont want to do the whole programm from the begining... then i will see wm or am6

PS: What I noticed is that my alphaness has increased to a ridiculous degree, i didnt stood up from my chair when our main boss from the company entered the room, when i meet my bosses on the floor i look them all in the eyes and wait till they say "good morning" first... yesterday some analysts came to check the productivity in our company everyone tried to impress them i ignored them until they came to me and then i was the center of their attention and i talked with them like i have to analyse their productivity... my friend tells me that i have become icecold... yesterday some arab gang was in the restaurant i sat directly in front of them looked them all in the eyes they couldnt hold eye contact... then later in the cclub i took place in the vip seats next to a group of 15 russian skins... and i hold eye contact with all of them didnt care what will happen even if i would get killed... its pretty cool but a little bit crazy too...

what i forgot to mention ist that my physical power and strength increased by 40%, although i am not using steroids since stage 3, i am now even stronger then when i used steroids... and my power endurance and stamina keeps increasing every day although i already use the maximu available weigths in my gym (300lbs for benchpress, 180lbs triceps, and 130lbs for biceps curls.)... when i train, i train to my absolut limit its like a beast is growing inside me... there is so much in this program only shanons knows how much but even he doesnt know all the positive side effects it has...

(04-28-2014, 10:40 AM)AfzalG Wrote: Another thing is i do try to help my friends and do approaches for them but not for me any longer, i dont like the idea of pursuing women anymore, i want them to come to me, but like i said i do approaches for my friends, but its depressing for me to realize that i am the only alpha there...there is no other guy i could learn from, and when i bring them one girl they are all 5 jumping right on her like hungry dogs on a piece of steak and at the end they can not do anything.. everywhere i go i see so much mistakes from men and see the reason why women are so shitty like they are, its the beta guys fault so i am getting a deep hate against both beta-men and arrogant women....sometimes i feel like an old men who has lived arleady one life...

(01-03-2014, 04:11 AM)AfzalG Wrote: started with stage 3 i feel like a piece of shit who can't do anything...

girls i approach and get number... block me if I call them back... don't understand what I am doing wrong...

perhaps it's because of germany...

like david deangelo once said "in europe it's like ten time harder to pick up girls..."

and in germany it's harder than england I was in london and the women there approached me 7 time in 4 days without me even knowing shit about pick up...

but i believe the guys using sm in afghanistan are having even a harder time haha =D

(05-03-2014, 02:54 AM)AfzalG Wrote: so guys few days left to the end of stage 6 ...

(08-31-2012, 08:36 PM)Shannon Wrote: WM and SM do conflict by their very natures. The conflict comes from SM's focus purely on sex, and the density and relative seriousness of the sexual energy being focused in, on and through. Sexual energy is very dense, compared to social energy.

WM is much more focused on a lighter, playful, almost aloof social energy and response, which pulls you out of the density and focus of SM and redirects you to a broader spectrum of options and opportunities.

You can use them back to back, but don't be surprised when the sexual seriousness and focus of SM gets blown away by WM's social, playful focus, or the playful, light, aloofness gets dragged into a dense focus on and through sex by Sex Magnet.

If you want to use them both, the best way is to use one, take a month off, run the refresher of AM for a month, and then use the other. That way you have time and opportunity to balance and integrate their effects better.
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(05-04-2014, 04:39 AM)AfzalG Wrote: Had two Dates yesterday, one was the first and the other the second, in both cases no sex. Continued clubbing and got the number of the hottest waitress there a cute arabic-girl..

Woke up and got texted by a few girls who want to see me.

I dont know I am not satisfied with my result, if i cant get a girl even on the second date to have sex with me then i am not a true sex magnet. What worth does it have to have girls around you and date several women if you dont **** them, that means nothing for me, i even dont like the companionship of women because i dont like their characters and their false personalities and their dishonesty. I really want to improve my skills and have more sex. But i also want women to depend on me, i mean if i call a girl to have sex she agrees but they dont all me to ask for sex and thats what i hate i always have to do the first step. So how to continue, because it seem that some guys get more laid with wm. I would like to have shannons opinion here.

Ps: I have become indifferent to other poeples negativity even direct insults or aggression cant influence my mood, i also cant be sad anymore no matter what happens i am in a stable state only my opinion and my goals matter.