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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-07-2013
I"ve been using Ultra Success primed up for three months now..consistently,since January 9th or 11th
Had another dream In which MY Mother was iritating me about sometime,else. I delt with it and walked. dont know what this is with MY Mother right now,but I do know in real life a smuch as I deeply love my mother,I can only deal with her stuff for only so long then Im done and gone.
MY entire family,I am the oldest Soul in the Family of 9. 7 of us siblings and Mama and Paw. Out of all of us,I am the one who has chosen to grow and change at depths,over 35 years of inner work,that the rest of the family will not reach in this lifetime. In short I've changed tremedously & they have not.
What remains is almost no ground for being in relationship.its NO accident that I Live 1,700 miles away
There will be further distance internally once BAMM Kicks in..this is not an all together bad thing,as I see it. Its nessasary for growth. I will always Love MY Family deeply,and I do stay in touch by calling at least once a week...even still be it in geographically close proximity or not /or by phone...there comes a time when ya just have to bless them with love and walk....a-way. Something with Much "Depth" is quite underway. Perhaps Im in the Nexus of The BAMM experience already. More at another time...Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-08-2013
5 Golden Rings.....!! yea!:-) 5 more days til BAMM hits the run way... yeahhhhhhh. Keith. early morning...3:53 A.M. Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-08-2013
Challenges ahead of me Lately:
ONe down,found new work was hired today... so in addtion to the night gig,of which I wil pair down to two days a night friday and saturday,I will have a day time 4 day a week gig. It'll all be modular in that the day gig and the night gig will fit well together.... only tuesday thru friday DAY time,then 10 pm on the night gig's saturday sunday,rest up sunday & Monday back to the equvilant of a 6 day a week gig. I Need the money and the productivity helps too.
I Have to find a new place in two months now. 2) IM Pissed off and resentful with MY roomate's level of selfishness,distance and dropping the ball on the agreement with us sharing a space. dealing with all of that internally and externally. H'es st8 IM gay MY Business is none of his,he doenst know and IM not telling his ignorant ass anyway. too many other issues at play right now to add on to it all. I May hav eto relocate and I really dont want to right now..(2 months from now)
searching for solutions,answers,options and oppurtunities.
2) MY family...ahhhh yes the family deal....aint it complicated. Internal Hurt of MY family not really being there for me and in so little ways. I'vre grown tons and they have not and it only makes MY awarnesss of just how litle they are there for me,that much greater....again seeking answers,solutions,options and oppurtunities.
Then BAMM comes soon...Im hoping that BAMM will help me get majorly on track with what all I really need to be doing and WANT to be doing,helping me to help Myself in re-designing MY self,MY Life and ambitions. MY family's weight,get tiresome. Trust Me I will be working on it all....and more.
Lets git this Ship outta dock and on the high seas. its time to rock. Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-08-2013
5 golden rings.....5 days to go for BAMM....the last 5 miles and the journey begins. woofs. Keith.
Edit: as IN 7 swans a swimming,6 geese a laying,5 golden rings,ect...count down to BAMM. bedtime at 5 am.
Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-09-2013
4 Calling Birds....hye hye hye BAMM 's on da way....4 miles and truckin'. 7:42 am...bedtime for the working man,soon.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-09-2013
The two bit job routine,I WILL NOT be doing for the rest of MY Life on Earth. This to me is where BAMM is super critical in the assistance and manifestation of people,places,resources and oppurtunities to upgrade,advance and manifest greater wealth and connectedness over time. Deeper abundance awaits me and me thinks that the entrepenurial route is gonna be my best best in the long run and short term,alike. The road to a thousand miles begins with ONE STEP...A-Hey-O !
THe building blocks,the foundational begins soon,and there after even more.... it is a good time to be alive on Earth. Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-09-2013
After 6 weeks of unbelievable tired-ness,exhaustion,irratibilty as a result of being up all night on my feet,bulhshot from two supervisors of the gig and stupid shot people on the job said/made,ect. I've finally reached mY goal as of last night,of having MORE than enough,thank you goodness,to purchase BAMM.... I reached my goal! Now wating on pay day on wednesday night @ midnight.Upon review of this semi-funky night gig,though I love my job,the work that I do,over all Im ready to drop this stuff like a bad dream. its over! I have another DAY time gig as of thursday afternoon(got the gig in 30 minutes or less NO Bull!) besides the fact, that is a better work enviroment, thus far.
Once my goal was achieved,and after sevral hours of resting up,I realize this Night "Job relationship" and I need to part ways soon. IN the next two weeks, I finish this puppy up and move on....new housing Oppt.'s just came to me last night at work while a customer came in the store,spoke to him briefly and he recogonized my voice from a phone conversation I'd had with Him about housing. He even told Me,even if you dont want the place IM offering give me a call and I'll find ja what yer looking for! DAMN! Can YOU say "Ultra Success" @ work!? Funky beautiful is what that was... I will be giving Arron a call.
IN short MY ass is on the move, IM ready to groove and I damn shure AM READY for BAMM!! and thats NO BULL! Keith..lets git it boay and kick some Ass.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-10-2013
four calling birds three french omelettes,two turtle doves and a partriage and a pear tree. 3 days to BAMM....dang time jumped an hour ahead....lets go on Mayan Time its circular,28 days cycle and much more in tune and in harmony with Life,Nature,Source. Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-11-2013
2 1/2 days Til I order BAMM....wow,long time coming. the journey begins....honeslty I've already felt and have expereinced that I've been IN the experience for at least a year...though its hard to measure..more than likely , longer than that....
...in short the journey began a while Back as far as...making head way with prosperity and abundance...Im in a city thats Booming like Tombstone was back in the 1880's...lots a money here. This place,even still, in and of itself isnt my destiny, I know it
its a step a good step yet theres more to come....the intuitive boost that BAMM will give,- will help me in knowing better and being in tune more with where I need to be even more so,location wise and otherwise.
Keith March 11th 7:40 am.
PS:This time change Damn! gets on My ever loving cotton pickin nerves.(Yes IM southern!)
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-11-2013
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2 <----- Most recent Post, from Shannon:
So I have found BAMM 2.0 Stage 3 to be it's own fix. When I get resistance, it seems to fade out when I use the program longer and louder. I have been much more productive today because of it, and the resistance is mostly gone. I'm liking that.
Subliminal Audio Specialist & Administrator
Keith;s response:
Very Encouraging Shannon...reading your tesitmonial/rendering this morning. I read the previous me yesterday about all the resistance you were expereincing and I thot good gracious,if he's experiecing heavy resistance as well versed and expereince din all of this what the flip am I going to go thru as sensitive to light sound and energy as I am,holy cow its gonna majorly kick my ass but royal...but then you find out that the longer and louder you listen to BAMM the reistance subsides majorly...wow. how encouraging. I've gotta remember that when it feels like MY ass has hit a ditch!
NOT a fun ride,as it were:-) grinzzzzzz. very cool. I purchase BAMM in a few days. ready to walk over hot coals,luke skywalker faces the Cave and walks into it....geez...what to expect? hummmm
IM nervous and excited,but mostly nervous in the service,I admit it. its the unknown. right? here we go.
thanx again Shannon for the latest. Keith.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-12-2013
2 turtle doves and a partriage n a pare tree...tommarow nights da night...BAMM.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-12-2013
So much of what Andrew just shared in His journal...I can relate to so readily and easily. That I can identify on...Like Losing MY close grandfather at an early age I was 12 when he died,He left me is smile,his sparkal in his eye,laughter and his non bullshot approach to life... I still Miss MY grandpa,he left this world from Phenmonia in 1970.. it was weird cuz on day he was there, I went home from syummer vacation in august and Pa was gone in september...I Never understood why....there are some deep memories of the 12 years I got to know Paw-Paw....
THe isolation,the help me!,the I wanna fight,I wanna cry(and I have of late) the de-toxiing of Family and connection there of,Ive been her ein Dickinson ND for 4 1/2 Months now...1,700 miles form Home and a world away in someways.... the loneliness,the feeling of abandonment,again isolation,ect....all for me are sheeding the skin...when I say I feel Im already in the BAMM experience, I kid you not and in many way Im already in it and dont even realize how deeply so,that is....growth....one has to lose sight of familiar shores to gain insight,awareness and growth to new lands,new shores and beyound...
ON the hand usage thing,I would say IM 80% left handed,and 20% right handed. talk on the phone with MY left hand - MY Left Ear,Eat with MY left and of course write with MY Left,I Play drum left handedly but with a right hand drum set Up and criss cross back in forth,left right and back again...guitar with MY right( brothers Guitar,was the only one in the house,he's right handed) drive with MY right hand pre-dominantly,ect.....bass right handed and keyboards thats another story(Baby keyboard playing:-) I feel much much better today,yesterday I was dragging,detoxing physically as well as emotionally- majorly pissed off with Man kind,resentful,ect.. did some 'deep' innner clearing as well as over night clearing(this stuff is on going-one issues canhave several weeks or months of clearing around it)light healing,light realization process,ect.
Again IM so much better today,I';ll be out n about....today. stuff to git done ec,t.
NOw with BAMM up coming...I feel like the a combo of the Lion and the Scare Crow and da Tin Man about to go into the GREAT HALL to met OZ the Great and Mysterious Wizard. Scared some,nervous but knowing and wanting to go IN,knowing MY Spirit & Heart Needs to Go IN and walk the gauntlet,as it were.....I've faced some of the deepest things a humane being can face before..death,life after life, incredible Loss(Lots of it),sorrow,trauma,grief that felt endless(Many times) and yet Joy relief and ectasy that would make one almost piss himself with careless-ness. I Think I'm ready,I FEEL it and deep deep down know it,for BAMM.
I wil be traveling this summer...towards the west,not shure when,this came to me clearly this morning in a relaxed modus operandi-brain waves were still slown down- while quietly cooking breakfast...the intuition,psychic abiltiies have always been there and have been utilized thru out my life,now with the addition of BAMM,is gonna be deep to see where this all leads.(undrstatement)
Peace,Happiness and all that other good shit.;-) Keith
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - Shannon - 03-12-2013
I think once you start doing BAMM, there won't be nervousness anymore. BAMM has really shifted how I am... Andrew said to me that it's making him even more alpha, and I realize it's doing the same to me, but it's a sort of transcendent alpha. It's so sublime that it just is, and it is freeing in a way that becomes you so subtly and naturally that it's almost dreamlike in recognizing the changes. It's like you start off shackled, and then you shed the skin that's shackled and you are free now in so many ways that you find yourself living a new reality, a whole different level of freedom, but it happened so naturally that it almost seems dreamlike both in figuring out that a change took place, and in how the old reality seems odd now from the new point of view.
You'll be getting OGSF in every stage, and that running theme is going to transform your whole life. It takes time, but it also sets you free in ways you can't even imagine yet. I know I have a long way to go before I finish discovering what it's like, but it's amazing. And that freedom from guilt, shame and fear is going to enable all the changes and necessary actions for becoming a multi-millionaire to be taken with ease.
I think instead of being nervous, if I was you, I would be excited. It's freedom. Freedom in a way that is very hard to describe... but it's exhilarating, exciting and thrilling. It's being "in flow" and unifying with your own natural highest potential... it's flowing into being exactly what and who you were born to become... it's really, really hard to describe!
But if your experience is anything like mine, you'll find yourself glowing with whatever this is that I'm having difficulty describing, and there will be a lot of happiness with it. Even resistance based on fear feels like you're just dealing with a part of yourself that needs to be given time to accept the change... there's no fear, it's a calm knowing, a presence, almost as if to say... we are in the flow of the river that will inevitably lead us to success, and resistance is futile. The success simply is. There is no escaping it. So I'll calmly, certainly wait a little while and let the river of flow toward the inevitable success wash this away.
And it does. And you keep moving with the flow, because you can't help it... the flow is as much carrying you as you are.
It's an amazing experience, but one you'll have to experience to understand. There simply are no words for this.
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound - ncbeareatingman - 03-12-2013
WooooooooooooooooooooooooooW! whoah! Come on tomorrow night! Keith.
THank YOU!!!