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The E7 Experience - Just Saiyan - 08-13-2025
E7 Experimental Silent track journal.
I just completed 6 months on OSC. That run was very difficult, with many emotionally intense experiences. It did help me to release painful emotions noticeably better than previous subliminals, and better than most other types of healing work I have done. The emotional releases weren’t easy though. They required me to cry, shake, scream etc to get the emotions out of my body. It also doesn’t feel like any particular emotional issue fully release or healed during that 6 months. It showed me some of the big issues that need healing still. One of them is an old heartbreak that I haven’t got over many years later. It seems to me that one of the reasons I haven’t gotten over it, or been able to heal many other things or make the progress I want in my life, is an energetic issue. It feels like a blockage in my head and spine. It affects every area of my life. In some ways it could be described as feeling like my crown chakra is only partly open and energy can’t release and it backs up in my head and spine.
A couple of days after stopping OSC, I experienced something related to the old heartbreak that brought up major feelings of regret, grief, sadness, longing etc. I started E7 earlier than I expected to with only a couple days break. The first listen, I could feel energy movements and there was one brief moment that felt like the energy floodgates opened just for an instant then stopped again. I have felt this feeling of getting energy to flow in other healing modalities before, and it has always been temporary. The 2 off days I went through constant negative thinking. I was thinking things like “what’s wrong with me, why am I like this? I don’t know if I’m going to get through this.” And all kinds of calling myself stupid, retarded, loser, weak etc. after a while of this I was trying to catch myself in the negative thoughts, and although I wasn’t able to consciously stop feeling that way I was trying to say I forgive myself for being x, instead. I was on the verge of crying a couple of times in those couple days.
The second run I almost cried while listening. The next 2 days I had similar negative thinking and it felt like it was ratcheted up to a fever pitch. I listen to the loop at night so there’s almost a full 3rd off day before I listen. That whole day leading up to the 3rd listen I didn’t feel too bad at all. The negative thoughts were way less. Not good, just not too bad.
Then today, the first off day of the third cycle, the negative thoughts are back but not as intense as before. When I think them, I try to catch myself and say “I can get through this.”
RE: The E7 Experience - ncbeareatingman - 08-14-2025
(08-13-2025, 11:43 PM)Just Saiyan Wrote: E7 Experimental Silent track journal.
I just completed 6 months on OSC. That run was very difficult, with many emotionally intense experiences. It did help me to release painful emotions noticeably better than previous subliminals, and better than most other types of healing work I have done. The emotional releases weren’t easy though. They required me to cry, shake, scream etc to get the emotions out of my body. It also doesn’t feel like any particular emotional issue fully release or healed during that 6 months. It showed me some of the big issues that need healing still. One of them is an old heartbreak that I haven’t got over many years later. It seems to me that one of the reasons I haven’t gotten over it, or been able to heal many other things or make the progress I want in my life, is an energetic issue. It feels like a blockage in my head and spine. It affects every area of my life. In some ways it could be described as feeling like my crown chakra is only partly open and energy can’t release and it backs up in my head and spine.
A couple of days after stopping OSC, I experienced something related to the old heartbreak that brought up major feelings of regret, grief, sadness, longing etc. I started E7 earlier than I expected to with only a couple days break. The first listen, I could feel energy movements and there was one brief moment that felt like the energy floodgates opened just for an instant then stopped again. I have felt this feeling of getting energy to flow in other healing modalities before, and it has always been temporary. The 2 off days I went through constant negative thinking. I was thinking things like “what’s wrong with me, why am I like this? I don’t know if I’m going to get through this.” And all kinds of calling myself stupid, retarded, loser, weak etc. after a while of this I was trying to catch myself in the negative thoughts, and although I wasn’t able to consciously stop feeling that way I was trying to say I forgive myself for being x, instead. I was on the verge of crying a couple of times in those couple days.
The second run I almost cried while listening. The next 2 days I had similar negative thinking and it felt like it was ratcheted up to a fever pitch. I listen to the loop at night so there’s almost a full 3rd off day before I listen. That whole day leading up to the 3rd listen I didn’t feel too bad at all. The negative thoughts were way less. Not good, just not too bad.
Then today, the first off day of the third cycle, the negative thoughts are back but not as intense as before. When I think them, I try to catch myself and say “I can get through this.”
Progress. Brave Heart!!
RE: The E7 Experience - Just Saiyan - 09-01-2025
Im almost 4 weeks in now. So far it hasn’t been as raw as OSC. I must be working through things in a gentler way. I wouldn’t call it easy though. The big issues that came up on OSC are still on my mind constantly and they are still painful. I have many negative self beliefs that are being highlighted. I really don’t feel good about myself. I have had moments where I seriously question if I’m going to get past these things or if I’ll be stuck living a frustrating limited life.
One thing that has continued from OSC is that I am seeing really profound synchronicities. Things like that seem almost unbelievable and are related to the big emotional issues being worked through. I take these as signs that I’m on the right track and as hard as it is there will be light at the end of the tunnel.
RE: The E7 Experience - Shannon - 09-02-2025
"When you are going through Hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill
RE: The E7 Experience - Just Saiyan - 10-07-2025
I’m through 2 months now. It has been very difficult. I had met with a group that I’m training with for a form of emotional therapy. During that, I had what seemed like a big breakthrough with the end result being the opening of the possibility, “it’s good to be me?” I don’t feel like I’m there yet where I believe that. Since then I have been going through a really uncomfortable process of sluggish energy moving in my spine and head. I could describe it like energetically passing a kidney stone through my spine. Daily I breathe through the process of this energy slowly moving. It feels like I have a restriction of life force energy. I want so much more life and only a fraction of the energy needed to have that is available. I have felt brief moments in the past where that changed and I had access to massively more energy and my whole experience of life was different but these were always fleeting moments. I hope I’m working through those restrictions with this uncomfortable process I’m experiencing now.
I have continued to have very profound and unexplainable synchronicities. I also subscribed to directional shield a few weeks ago to test it because I was going to be going into a potentially confrontational environment. I didn’t experience any of the confrontation that I had been worried about so perhaps the shield helped with that. I probably will stop using the shield when the month is up and resubscribe when I might need it again.
I don’t feel like I’ve fully gotten past any of my known issues but there is definitely a process going on that’s working on them. I will continue for another 2 month run and see where I’m at then.
RE: The E7 Experience - Just Saiyan - 12-17-2025
I passed 4 months on the program. Up to about a week ago, it was brutally hard. So many memories, insecurities and negative beliefs were at a fever pitch and right at the surface, cycling one after another pretty much all the time. I felt like I was never going to get through this and I’d be fucked up forever. Along with my OSC run, that’s basically 10 extremely awful months where it felt like it was bringing up painful things without actually ever breaking through or healing any of them.
I met up with the latest group healing training. I could feel something big needed to come out. With intense breath work and bodywork I basically screamed harder than I ever have and it was like I was breaking out of a self made prison in my own body. I declared my own sovereignty and authority. My own energy was now able to fill up more of my own body in a way that it hasn’t been able to before. It was like wow, this is ME. I was curious to get to know myself without the armoring and shell hiding myself from everything, even myself. It feels like a profound and lasting change happened. Instead of always working to break out of negative feelings, I’m having moments of moving into positive feelings. This has been years in the making and now I know I’m really going to get through all this and things will get even better than this.
I think the body work aspect of this was integral to actually getting the breakthrough. I think I could have got there eventually with this other healing system that I’m training in but it definitely happened faster because the subliminal was pushing all the deepest stuff up to the surface and possibly healing and clearing things that I’m not consciously aware of to pave the way to get to this point. I haven’t experienced the subliminal getting me over the hump on any particular issue on its own but maybe with more time that would have happened too. I do think certain other things I’ve been doing I may have discovered from the subliminal guiding me to find them to assist in my healing. For me, a much more physical aspect to actually working the stuck emotions out of the tissues and the energy system seems necessary. Something that others might find useful is to simply spend some time each day moving your body around in any way it feels like it needs to move. Shake, shudder, sway, twist, stretch, etc while engaging deep breathing. If you notice any tight or painful or stuck areas, stretch into them or massage them. See how doing this changes the way you’re feeling.
I’m planning to subscribe to PTSD-RA for a couple months to see how it compares to E7.
RE: The E7 Experience - Frosted - 12-17-2025
Congrats on the progress man!