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New Journal (EHPRA 5.75.5G) - EvolvingPhoenix - 08-06-2025
Been using EHPRA 5.75.5G for 4 months and haven't really felt like posting anything on it but damn... lately, it is hitting pretty hard.
I feel like I have wasted my life and potential and let myself down and have a hard time looking at all the distractions I've been distracting myself with my whole life up to just today now without seeing what distracting pointless bullshit it all is and how little any of it matters.
I want to be a singer/songwriter, but I feel like I have done so little with my life that even if I have something to say, none of it matters cuz what have I done in my life to give it any meaning, like anything I would have to say matters.
The good news is, I have enough self awareness to realize this is self-pitying victim talk o keep talking myself out of doing it, which means EHPRA has REALLY hit something lately and my guilt, shame, fear and ego are desperately fighting to survive here, it seems. Some major issue is being worked through and it's a stubborn one. When I let myself truly feel the feelings I'm having about it (and naturally tear up) I can really feel something going on in my solar plexus.
RE: New Journal (EHPRA 5.75.5G) - Shannon - 08-06-2025
That is E5?
RE: New Journal (EHPRA 5.75.5G) - EvolvingPhoenix - 08-07-2025
(Yesterday, 07:56 PM)Shannon Wrote: That is E5?
I dunno. Sorry if I got that wrong. Whichever version I'm using. It's the 5.75.5G version. Whatever version it is, that's the one I'm using currently.
RE: New Journal (EHPRA 5.75.5G) - EvolvingPhoenix - 08-07-2025
Just upgraded to E7. Need to figure out where the link is to download it though. EDIT: Never mind. Found it.