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OGSF 6G - User_000 - 07-10-2025
I decided to try with this one to see how it goes, i tried to see if there was any difference in using ultrasonic and masked, at the end ultrasonic seems to be doing better, first thing i noticed was i didn't feel scared as always when my stomach digest food or feel pain, sounds stupid but somehow my subconscious associated any kind of feeling in my body as "I'm dying", my compulsive thoughts diminished as well as their reactions for example getting dizzy while thinking a lighting will hit me (somehow, that's the kind of stupid thoughts i have), finally since i'm the type of person who self deceives (for some reason) i decided to be scammed today even though i knew fully well it was fishy as hell but my mind kept pestering me about if it was real and the urges ended up winning, guess what? it was indeed a scam and i got very upset at myself for those stupid thoughts and my blind faith to them but maybe that was the kind of drive that i needed to stop believing my mind in the first place, now whenever my mind comes up with whatever shit i won't believe it and dismiss every kind of thought, if i think i'm going to die fuck it, if i think something would be a good idea fuck it too, if i got scared because i think it could go wrong fuck it too, just fuck my damn mind, always cause me troubles but somehow i was scared of finding out if what went through my thoughts could be real or not, guess my emotional self found the answer.
RE: OGSF 6G - User_000 - 07-15-2025
Now everything makes sense, not that i was unaware of it but first time experience is something else, my problem was always my body, no matter how much i tried to shift my thoughts and emotions to calm down it never worked or partially and that's because my body was stiff as hell all the time, it was like carrying a boulder and expecting to relax the muscles without dropping it, this is the first time i was able to let my body sink instead of trying to keep balance or keep me standing, i just let gravity do it's thing and i feel much better now, that also explain why i got very altered whenever some sensation appeared, my body already reached the limit.
RE: OGSF 6G - User_000 - 07-21-2025
Well guess it was too much to ask not to feel resistance symptoms, still, it's very subtle compared to before, no longer feel it's hard to breathe or getting dizzy but i can tell is the same as before, also looks like my previous symptoms were replaced by headaches and tiredness, here comes the good part though, with previous programs i always got depressed for days until i got motivated and the cycle repeated many times but this time my depressed mood only lasted a few hours and rather than unmotivated i feel i can handle my life, there's also minor progress in stuff i didn't care for like not caring about messing up or taking major risks in finances, so this is working just fine for once.
RE: OGSF 6G - GreekGod22 - 07-21-2025
That’s a good thing.
I also plan to start OGSF3 soon, this makes me hopeful.
RE: OGSF 6G - User_000 - 07-22-2025
(07-21-2025, 11:17 PM)GreekGod22 Wrote: That’s a good thing.
I also plan to start OGSF3 soon, this makes me hopeful.
Yeah, 6G is something else. Hope you get good results.
RE: OGSF 6G - User_000 - 07-22-2025
I think the guilt i feel whenever i make a mistake or forget something is gone, i don't have it in me to even get angry and it's not like i don't care is something like accepting it and letting go even though that kind of mistakes makes me go crazy, even now some part of myself tries to get angry but is overwhelmed by the calm of my mind, also made me want to go to sleep, perhaps my mind is processing it.