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RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - MrGnome - 04-07-2024
(04-07-2024, 05:07 AM)Topaz Wrote: That's sounds pretty good!
Being happy is a good sign
It Really is.
Still I'm going to be carefull, Because I'm used to get some ups and later some downs (as Shannon once said: It's 2 steps forward and 1 step back).
However since I'm not even 2 month's into the exp/sub it gives me a good sign that I'm going to get a Happy Future.
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - MrGnome - 04-29-2024
Day 69:
Last weak I got in this big mental battle, Where my fear to screw up and my memory of the excistense of self controll (ya know the part that says you had to end your break and start using it now) were fighting each other at the end the self controll part won,
so I got 4 days off now instead of 6, however I'm very tired right now, So I'm sorry if I make some grammer mistakes right now..
However it screws up the day that I invited a friend of mine over wich used to be in a day off but is now an on day?
(So how do I use The experience without harming someone else? this time I invited him to my own house..)
Also I have this very weird feeling of lots of fear yet feeling like things are gonna be okay aswell..
I also need to learn how to deal with boredom instead of eating it away..
Like I also need to find a way to get myself away from sociale media and it endless political discussions, Because that's also making me mental tired.. however I still wanna keep track on my friends and still have acces to past friends group...
Sorry if I write a little weird I'm very tired right now... Yet still felt like I needed to update..
that new brain and weight loss experience also look interesting but I'm still gonna follow the Path Shannon made for me.
(being absolute self confidence after this and alpha male 7 (6G) after this)
But yeah.. I can really tell that this version of OCGSF is way harder then version 1 was...
Kinda wondering if I'm gonna be tired forever with every experience..
not that being halve asleep is a new context for me though..
I also need to find a way to stop buying ice cream during hot whether because I really need the new Alpha Male Experience.
I really hope there comes a day when I fully stop being insecure and tired..
(heck mayby even go back to stop caring about politics again..)
Sorry the point of this long story is that I'm very tired.. Tired of everything... No worries I'm not thinking about ending my life : ).
It's Just that I cant wait till I'm no longer tired in life...
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - Shannon - 05-01-2024
When you go to ASC Free (currnt version) consider that it was one of the first 5G subliminals. It's vastly less powerful than current tech you're using.
ASC Free is going to be the first 6G subliminal I build and publish. AMv7 will be the second. I suggest you use the 6G ASC instead of the current one.
Stopping buying ice cream is as easy as choosing not to.
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - Frosted - 05-01-2024
@MrGnome I’ve found myself tired my entire OGSF2 run. Don’t remember if it was less depending on my listening times/volumes, but just that I’ve been incredibly tired throughout.
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - MrGnome - 05-01-2024
(05-01-2024, 05:31 PM)Shannon Wrote: When you go to ASC Free (currnt version) consider that it was one of the first 5G subliminals. It's vastly less powerful than current tech you're using.
ASC Free is going to be the first 6G subliminal I build and publish. AMv7 will be the second. I suggest you use the 6G ASC instead of the current one.
Stopping buying ice cream is as easy as choosing not to.
Yeah I was talking about the 6G version of ASC Free : ),
(I guess I can Use 5G version if 6G isn't out by then..)
True, I just need to find a way to train my will power, It does help that I'm at a weightloss supporters group now.
(05-01-2024, 07:43 PM)Frosted Wrote: @MrGnome I’ve found myself tired my entire OGSF2 run. Don’t remember if it was less depending on my listening times/volumes, but just that I’ve been incredibly tired throughout.
thanks @Frosted That is good to know, Guess I just have to stay strong and just go through with it : ) (it's just 3 months and 17 days left hehe, Also funny how I can go through subs/exps no matter how hard it gets and somehow I lack will power in avoiding food xD)
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - MrGnome - 05-17-2024
Day 87:
huh almost 3 month's done,
Anyway the last 4 days have been interesting:
Monday: I got Criticised at work again this time because I apparently used the wrong bucked and I opened up gloves in the storage room (but I'm also not allowed to walk in the kitchen so I didn't know how else I was supposed to pick them up..) and got told to clean up the bucket
because he thought I was done with it while I wasn't, meanwhile I got frozen and couldn't speak up and also got the childisched attitude of fine I'm not doing anything for the rest of the day... (wich was only 30 min left anyway but still..)
Later after work my friend cancelled our meeting because he sadly got more task for his work so that was another dissapointment
and I slowly started asking why I'm still alive anyway playing a little with suicide (not a proud moment of mine and I'm lucky I'm still to scared to do that hehe.. also I know it's not worth it in the end anyway)
(more context about that S word: before this week I got more cancelled plans with friends and simmulair dissapointments and stress.. not to mention feeling like a failure since I always struggled to get a job in the first place..)
Tuesday: Boss forgot that I asked day's off to take care of my dog for my last 2 remaining work days, Luckly he remembered it after I told him, Unlike last year where it became a drama..
Also the worst Part of everything was when I almost lost my Dog without even knowing... I needed to be called by my mother (who was on vacation at the time hence why I needed days of).
Luckly she was back home when I went to our main house (I live in the garden studio..) but someone was at the door, The town people who apperently brought my dog back home.
After finding out about everything I got pretty much broken and sorry to the point where I wanted to cry, untill I had a talk with my sister in law and a app group chat with my friends who helped me calm down and told me that they also almost lost there dog at one point.
Wednesday: After the event of the day before I got to play video games with my niece in the afternoon and with my nephew in the evening, While my Sister in law was cleaning up the house for my mother and I got invited to eat at there home, So I also got to see my brother again
, Also my Nephew told me he loved me wich was sweet .Yesterday: My sister in law was back to continue cleaning the house while I got to play games with my nephew again : ),
Also My Mother and Sister came back from vacation with a gift for me.
wich makes me wonder if the shit that happend at the beginning of the week, Happend in order to increase my bond with my familly?
Because I also realised how weak I still am despite all the subs/exps I did.. (also didn't help I messed up my first 3 ones..)
I guess I'm just impatienced and mayby the bad stuff happend in order for me to improve or something?
1 thing I know for sure is: AM7 is going to beat the shit out of me and I guess more bad stuff will happend in life.
if 6G isn't out by the time I'm done then I think I'm going to use EHPRA 6, Even if it means I may need to spend more money..
Because It's obvious I still have a long way to go when it comes to my emotions (and mayby it might reduce my minor seizure attacks..).
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - Shannon - 05-18-2024
Running EHPRA v6 before AM7 isn't a bad idea regardless. Have you done OGSF v2? That's also a good one to do.
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - MrGnome - 05-18-2024
(5 hours ago)Shannon Wrote: Running EHPRA v6 before AM7 isn't a bad idea regardless. Have you done OGSF v2? That's also a good one to do.
Euhm? I'm doing it right now? OGSF2 is what this journale is all about after all hehe.. after tomorrow my first 3 months are done.
So I still have 3 more month's to go. : )
RE: OGSF2: TIME TO FACE MY TRUE SELF - Shannon - 05-18-2024
(3 hours ago)MrGnome Wrote:(5 hours ago)Shannon Wrote: Running EHPRA v6 before AM7 isn't a bad idea regardless. Have you done OGSF v2? That's also a good one to do.
Euhm? I'm doing it right now? OGSF2 is what this journale is all about after all hehe.. after tomorrow my first 3 months are done.
So I still have 3 more month's to go. : )
It's hard to keep track of what everyone is running everyone sometimes when I am reading journals and being distracted on this end.
One thing I want you to know is that AM7 is going to be a major challenge. If you find yourself contemplating suicide now, while running OGSFv2, then you're not ready for AM v7. I suggest you try running AMv6 first to not only make sure you're ready, but begin laying the groundwork to make you able to handle it better by beginning to build the necessary foundation.