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RE: SM3 Run-1 Journal Opening to Sexuality & Outgrowing Illusions - tolgaocal80 - 01-10-2022
stage 4 day xx
Nothing to report for now, not seemingly rise of self-esteem or frank aura effects.
Nofap continuing
RE: SM3 Run-1 Journal Opening to Sexuality & Outgrowing Illusions - tolgaocal80 - 01-17-2022
stage 4 day xx
guys around me literally "dont see or talk to me" at all, wow, one of them just came near to me to talk, but most of them didn't even answered my question.
And some girls just very very kind, lovely to me, giving needles thanks, etc. One of assistans in university who I also think she is fine to me, waited to everyone go, to talk to me. But I am not smooth as I should be, I think my aura is radiating some kind of sexiness that makes some men jealous and some women like me.
I relapsed after 34 days of nofap, this time I wrote down all the patterns that I realized that takes my willpower. It is really interesting to see how our own mind can be manipulative when its comes to manage ourself.
RE: SM3 Run-1 Journal Opening to Sexuality & Outgrowing Illusions - tolgaocal80 - 02-19-2022
stage 6 day xx
well, I am starting again AM6, this first run of SM3 didnot give what I want, mostly stonewalled I guess, will try next time.