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RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 06-28-2021
Have considered taking up tennis and soccer as a way to mix up my fitness routine. It’s something I wouldn’t have sorb before due to a fear of being bad and a fear of failure.
Interesting results so far…
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-07-2021
Have been running 2 loops of hybrid and so far so good. I notice I am having better relationships with people with whom I didn’t have before. I have people messaging me to do stuff and what not. It’s interesting. Also notice I am a lot more assertive.
I still stutter from time to time.
I am glad E5 is getting made. I think I will run it after I finish my OF V3 run. I think 6 months of OF will make a E5 run a lot better.
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-08-2021
@Shannon
Can we switch from hybrid to masked?
It’s hard to tell if hybrid is better or not.
I was running 3 loops on masked. Now I am running 2 loops on hybrid so I figure I am getting more input with hybrid.
RE: OF V3 Journal - Shannon - 07-08-2021
(07-08-2021, 09:04 AM)THolt Wrote: @Shannon
Can we switch from hybrid to masked?
It’s hard to tell if hybrid is better or not.
I was running 3 loops on masked. Now I am running 2 loops on hybrid so I figure I am getting more input with hybrid.
You are. And you can.
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-09-2021
Went out tonight and had quite a bit of anxiety. So much so to the point where I avoided people I knew because of social anxiety.
Feel like my progress on OF has been reversed all of a sudden
Social anxiety has been a major issue for me. Covid hasn’t helped matters either.
RE: OF V3 Journal - Shannon - 07-09-2021
Tidal effect.
RE: OF V3 Journal - GreekGod22 - 07-10-2021
@THolt Curious how old are you.
I find it relevant how some people like @Kol respond very well to subs, and others like you seem to be spinning in circles without much progress, even after having run E3 / E4. It's almost discouraging as I seem to fit the same category as you
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-10-2021
(07-10-2021, 01:40 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: @THolt Curious how old are you.
I find it relevant how some people like @Kol respond very well to subs, and others like you seem to be spinning in circles without much progress, even after having run E3 / E4. It's almost discouraging as I seem to fit the same category as you
I am running hybrid. I wonder if it is the format I am doing.
Perhaps I don’t need to be running hybrid.
I may change back to mask next cycle.
@Shannon
Last night I ran 3 loops of hybrid.
If I wanted to switch back to masked. How many loops should I do?
RE: OF V3 Journal - Shannon - 07-10-2021
(07-10-2021, 06:03 AM)THolt Wrote:(07-10-2021, 01:40 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: @THolt Curious how old are you.
I find it relevant how some people like @Kol respond very well to subs, and others like you seem to be spinning in circles without much progress, even after having run E3 / E4. It's almost discouraging as I seem to fit the same category as you
I am running hybrid. I wonder if it is the format I am doing.
Perhaps I don’t need to be running hybrid.
I may change back to mask next cycle.
@Shannon
Last night I ran 3 loops of hybrid.
If I wanted to switch back to masked. How many loops should I do?
Going backwards in power is an unknown right now, so probably start over at the original instructions.
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-11-2021
Had a great day today socially. Wherever I went was assertive and took the lead. Made eye contact. Also people messaged me about stuff out of the blue. Conversations flowed too. No stuttering.
Definitely a 180 shift from the last week. Have that body buzz thing going on today too.
Will stick with 3 loops of hybrid, 2 days on, 2 days off.
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-18-2021
Have felt quite a bit of depression the past few days. More than I normally would. OF must be working on something. I have been sleeping quite a bit lately. Today I slept for almost 10 hours.
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-19-2021
Starting to feel another “craving”. This time for more days instead of more loops. I’m already doing 3 loops hybrid, 2 days on, 2 days off.
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-20-2021
So today my dad was nagging me about getting married and having kids. He said he wanted a grandchild and I said “I bet you do”. Sarcastically.
I wouldn’t have been direct with them before OF.
L
RE: OF V3 Journal - THolt - 07-24-2021
For the past couple days I have been feeling tired and a bit depressed.
The depression on OF 3 is really pronounced. I wonder what the reason behind it is. I hope to get past it soon!