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Breeze's OFv2 Chronicles - Breeze - 01-27-2021
This might be the only post I am making, or this might be the first of many. I am not going to write much, or as often. But I do have some thoughts to share. First of all, this subliminal is incredible.
I can't help myself but compare it to the previous version, which was a masterpiece in its own right. It felt like an oasis, a safe and impenetrable bubble. OFv2 approaches the same result, but differently. Instead of wearing a protective shield, it's the part of my skin now. It's a greater sense of being. It's the pure realization of the phrase, "being comfortable in your own skin". I've had some criticism the past few days, from the people who always do nothing but criticize, but I've handled it to perfection. And I've surprised myself with how well I have handled it. My ability to see through things rationally has sky-rocketed.
The first couple of days were weird, in the sense that my mind couldn't process the instructions fast enough. I still feel like it's chewing on the new input. As a result, I am sleeping an extra couple of hours but that's no big deal.
People struggle, and I don't mean to undermine anybody's struggle since everybody is in a different place in her/his life, but as I progress through the overcoming fear journey, it all seems so pointless. There are practical problems to deal with in everybody's life, including my own, but they can be dealt with without the participation of fear. Easier said than done, I know. With the previous version, I was flirting with the idea of believing that it is possible to be fearless. Now I am aligning with the reality that being fearless is. It wouldn't be wrong to say that I am on the top of my personal mountain, and it's a bit lonely here, but I wouldn't change it for the world. I don't know what's the next mountain to climb is, but I am enjoying the view while I am here.
Even imagining "fearful" scenarios has lost the weight behind them. For instance, being in a crazy road-accident, or dancing in public, or being accidentally naked in front of strangers. For that matter, "practical fears" such as failure. In that light, I do feel detached/indifferent, but at the same time, I am connected to the world around me. It's a sweet, sweet balance.
I had a porn stash saved up on my hard disk, which I didn't watch, but I deleted that right away, the very first loop. I held onto that as security. Actually, I haven't watched porn or masturbated at all since I pressed play on OFv2. I believe this energy can be utilized elsewhere. I am eating healthier, and weight is one issue where I go up and down, but I do feel in charge of it at the moment. Hopefully, this is setting a new trend.
In a nutshell, I am in far greater control of my life. There's nothing more to ask for. Being fearless doesn't mean that I am going to wake up tomorrow, living a perfect life. A life, which speaks true to you, is cultivated through constant time and effort.
RE: Breeze's OFv2 Chronicles - JustAnotherLeader - 01-29-2021
Thanks for sharing your journey. I'm curious why OF seems to be the new trend here. Will keep reading your progress. Best luck.
RE: Breeze's OFv2 Chronicles - tolgaocal80 - 01-29-2021
very good improvement