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DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 09-29-2019
Day 1-3 ( A New Dawn/ Is this thing even working)
I say this over the last 3 years each version has gotten strong. Like as in the celebrity effect has been stronger on each version. Over the last few days i'm diffidently getting noticed even more so than before.So now i get smiles and hi when walking by most of the time, which is a good sign as i'm only 3 days in. Last night i had a chance to see what effects it would have on people i like or already like me. At work i have young kat( black 21year old, and Bubbles ( latino girl 22old) Bubbles had a mild effect on her with some accidently touching bumbing into me stuff as well as the normal celberty stuff. Now with young kat( girl i manifested already has feeling for me and viceversa to some level. Since we're at work i ussually don't like getting into a realationship with someone at work. I can littleery feel the sniper firing around her and me nad her as always up and close in person in each others space so much i had to really reastrain myself from doign something since we at work with cameras around. I rember in pervious versions of the sniper and the effect it had against dancer but this is much more intense Atleast with young kat seems like things are heading that way, hopefully won't loose control with all that.
This mourning at my meeting with all my frinds, dancer, shy girl, and bossy, plus got a new girl that joing the group tree girl she enfs up living in the apartment complete right next to me i see maybe something coming out of that. Shy girl who i have the most feelings for right now. Dose have strong feeling for but i really trying hard to hid them to make sure the group works
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 09-29-2019
Day 3 (hot times at work)
Can feel the sniper shooting, lots of attention little action. Since young cat, a 20 year old co corker dince we be up in each others space so much. must people think were going together. although nothing yet.. i,ve been holding back lot to see if she initiates something. Right now just flirting but i would say it could get interesting
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 09-30-2019
Day 4 (Is It Me or is it hot in here?)
Been busy with work much of the last few days. I think what's been happening be seeing and feeling how attracted i am to certain girls. It is very strong, maybe i had hid it down so far didn't know what it felt like anymore, i can feel it now. Pretty much all girls i'm close with have a strong attraction to them. So far although they have been responding still looking for something major. The main thing i noticed that almost regardless of the girl is how comfortable they are getting close to me or in my space and with no fear or anything or accidental touching etc. Little minor stuf like that has become pretty common. I have been tempted to get a pic of someone and try and see if it has a effect, maybe latter. Anyway off to work more to report latter
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-01-2019
Day 5 (So what you dont like me)
This program makes it easy to see who likes you and whoo is taken. Which is good little tine to spare on the others. At the staffing place was sitting flirting with dome girl. Sone hie she got offended and it went no where. Back before i,d ve upset etc this sine i,m clam knowingng their are plenty of fish out there. It d funny even though she was msd she kept coming around me. Course i paid her no kind. More to come
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-03-2019
Day 6-7 (look nobody can see you)
Mainly base line celebrity effect mainly. I have noticed a increased desire to, ckean up my room, away from porn and go out and get noticed. However still not noticing much effect on the gorls other than increased attractiveness.
Today i had my meeting with all 3 of the girls dancer,shy girl, and bossy. Body language wise dancer seems the most atracted to me, shy girl who i had the strongest feelings trys really hard to hide her feelings, but can't help to let it slip out every now and then. Dancer and Shy girl are fighting at the moment so it's hard to get them to come together for anything. I asked her to hangout tomorrow mourning we'll see if she shows up. I can feel the sniper going off around all 3 of them probley strongest for shy girl and bossy. As far still feel the sniper isn't strong enough yet to influence them, although i did feel soemthing etra from shy girl tonight when i was alone with her. more to come
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-04-2019
Day 8 (Is it working)
Looking back at this new version
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-05-2019
Day 9 (We shouldn't be doing this)
Break day 1
Could be me or something else something has been making me drowsy i seem to want to sleep all the time now and takes longer to get up. Last night was working at punching tickets for a concert so i got alot of testing the effects how the program was doing. Also latter that night had a older vo worker give me a ride home which she seemed more than happy to do so. After getting to my place she wanted to talk etc i was thinking of making something happen. I held back cause I wanted to see if she initiated anything directly. Which she seemed pretty ready for sex just wanted me to do it Nothing happened but sonething tells me she,ll have her chance again some time
That,s as close as anything has come yet. Only thing i could notice about that interaction is had a while to spend around her but only like a few hours. Latter that night at the club bartender girl keeps bumping into me, im like really?
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-06-2019
Day 10 (at least it,s something)
Break Day 2
I,m thinking this thing makes me sleepy. Any way a few good signs although small are atleast a step in the right direction Last night i was getting off early from work. A coworker tank girl (20,s black girl athletic build) came sit by me and chatted a bit, she had been smiling at me before. And dhe is totally physically my type, so i,m very attracted to her. I,ll give her props for putting in a little effort. Furst time for that atlrast girca girl i dont know well.
Switching gears at my mourning meeting oth shy girl and nurse girl which i,ve known for a while both seem to be more ok being closer in my space. That has remained true and getting more so with girls just getting up in my personal space much more often. Atleast it,s a start.will note that i,ve been able to stay away from porn stuff much easier without the rage build up from last tine. Still nothing as far as someone asking for sex yet which did happen arround 10 days in last go around
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-07-2019
Day 11 (can we get it on already)
Break Day 3
Had good flirty Interactions from bubbles at work. Good amount of touching and back and forth so always a good sign. Had a fight with dancer had to get on her about taking me for granted. I have noticed even in break the staring at me seeming to more common at work etc. All thus goid but i,m like when is sex going to happen. All this flirting is nice but not worth much at the end of the day
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 10-10-2019
Day 14 (it,s getting there)
Cycle 2/ day 2
Nothing new other than increased celebrity effect. More to come
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 11-04-2019
Day 38
One of the perks of the program is that mist of the interactions with the various girls that showing intrest go pretty well. I think alot of mainly depends on how comfortable i am with things going forward ie weather i feel ok putting effort into them getting more comfortable with it everyday alot of it cones down to am i ready to bring someone in this messed up situation of various girls like me at some level and actually pick ing one or some of them. More to come
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 11-07-2019
Day 41 (it's just like magic)
One of the things i have noticed is how often is how random girls just magically appear next to me in my zone. Having no real reason for being there or stopping in front of me and many times will continue to wait there for a quite a while. The effect is stunning to see how ofter it's triggered. SO to her credit she makes a move to get my attention, good stuff. On the sub i feel even less motivation to act on her to get something going then i normally would. So for right now that's as far as it going most of the time. with girls i know pretty well they at times take it bit further. It could be me but i think in actually power it dose seem to be less strong as last version. I had no random girls or anything like i had before but this one is more consistent. Which is a good thing, less randomness. most times if there not taken their will be some kind of reaction of come kind. I think we're on the right track with the experiment
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 11-10-2019
Day 42 (hey watch out)
Was at the bar had a girl that was with her main plow into me as she was trying to sit down. She was trying to get me to dance with her. Her boyfriend was with he so i had to play it off.she seemed up for more than that but agin with her bf there mde it ackward. All i had to do was stick round and something was going to happen.lycily her bf got her out of three before it went down. Other than that's i have notcied how certsin girls just appears out if no where. Various girls at wok seem to apear out of no where.
RE: DMSI V3.3.2 5.75G Shadow's Awesome Journal Part 2 - Shadow2200 - 11-10-2019
Day 44 (She's back)
This week Dancer and Tall girl are out of town this week for some meetings so this was the first time in a long while i got to be around girls i normally never get a chance ot talk to since. The main 2 run them off most of the time or block them so they next are able. Tree girl, giing that name since she took a nap under a tree at our panic we had in the summer had been gone for a while. At the panic time she was pretty interested in me and keep trying to get super close but tall girl kept blocking her away. Wich is cool cause not super attracted to tree girl but she's so willing to be with me or something i have to respect that. Also tough girl was there. also giving that name since she's tough fighter girl from the streets. She also got a thing for me and is kinda the fighter type i was looking for in dancer. She's keeps to the side because of the other 2 seeing how i respond and also close friends with em. She was going to talk to me but saw tree girl and held off some. Mean while tree girl lives right next to the apartment i stay at, so she asked for my number and give me a ride etc. very accommodating. She has 2 daughters and already suggested we have dinner. She's jsut so despreate for a man it feel like a trap. Since we're so close we're bound to hook up etc and going to complicate things with the other girls but mans got to do what a man's got to do.
Etc like i said in my last post it's funny how people i'm intersted in pop up out of now where. Still working on getting sex to pop up out of that, but will say shannon has done a good job in getting females to do as much initiating i think as most females naturally want to do. Maybe in a few more years they will do even more.