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RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-11-2017
Day 11 Update - FLIGHT MODE ON YOUR PHONES!!!! (-1 for doubtful unlistening of sub: total upto now is 2)
I woke up after around 9 or 10hours sleep still little tired as usual however I looked at my phone and saw messages on it.
The s4 phone I use to play the sub through my speakers.
So I'm completely unsure if the phone continued to play uninterrupted or if the playing stopped.
Either way its a huge reminder and a big wake up call for me to realise that no matter how tired I am at night, I MUST put my s4 onto flight mode or lose that day or listening.
So I hope this was simply a mild hiccup
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Zane - 11-11-2017
(11-11-2017, 12:49 PM)Jake2015 Wrote:(11-10-2017, 05:35 AM)Zane Wrote:(11-10-2017, 03:12 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: Day 10 Update
I couldnt sleep easily yesterday/last night.
I woke today and was extremely tired once again.
This could be lack of sleep that made it difficult to wake or MLS....i will give it a few more days and see.
I always remember u saying that MLS-5.5G will hit on u after 4 months. Maybe after using EPRAH for a long time ur subconscious is tell u how long u have to listen to a sub before its finally starts showing results. I think 4th month is when MLS-5.5G finally hits ur core issue. Just like for me Every subliminal-talk.com starts hitting me after 60 days. No matter what. I guess its take alot of energy to get our subconscious moving on. Nothing wrong with that. Keep going buddy
So how long has it been for you on MLS so far?
Yeah ill keep going, I have to!!
I did told u that I am suffering from Herniated spinal disk. So I am using MHS-5.5G for past 30 days. But to tell u I did use MLS-5.5G for 40 days and believe me my memory is much better, not best but in 40 days MLS-5.5G did an amazing job and I can finally focus on materials even if I dont want to and still understand. But I still leave it and procastinate and motivation is low but I would say that before MLS-5.5G my brain was like paralysed and always avoided studying even if i would force myself the I won't under anything but after MLS-5.5G when I force myself I can now convince my subconscious to obay for some time before it rebels again. MLS-5.5G taught my brain how to start walking again. I still stumbled but it's better than before. I really think that I need 3-4 runs of MLS-5.5G to get at my best. I suggest you keep listening because I have seen changes that I thought were not possible. I could see that changes cause I am usually home all day and i have time to observe the changes I go thru but many here r busy so they can't seem to notice. MLS-5.5G works first in deep foundation and then after 4-5 months u will noticed external changes very quickly. Everyone one who was using MLS-5.5G hardly updates on their journal. When I was on MLS 5.5G even i didn't want to write journals. So this means MLS-5.5G is working for everyone. Something is changing inside ur mind and it's gonna blossom. U can't become like Einstein in 3 months. I guess u have also changed a bit I mean u don't seem to be that much worried about sub not working on u. Which means u are kinda calm and logical most of the time. Am I right? Buddy
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-12-2017
(11-11-2017, 01:35 PM)Zane Wrote:(11-11-2017, 12:49 PM)Jake2015 Wrote:(11-10-2017, 05:35 AM)Zane Wrote:(11-10-2017, 03:12 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: Day 10 Update
I couldnt sleep easily yesterday/last night.
I woke today and was extremely tired once again.
This could be lack of sleep that made it difficult to wake or MLS....i will give it a few more days and see.
I always remember u saying that MLS-5.5G will hit on u after 4 months. Maybe after using EPRAH for a long time ur subconscious is tell u how long u have to listen to a sub before its finally starts showing results. I think 4th month is when MLS-5.5G finally hits ur core issue. Just like for me Every subliminal-talk.com starts hitting me after 60 days. No matter what. I guess its take alot of energy to get our subconscious moving on. Nothing wrong with that. Keep going buddy
So how long has it been for you on MLS so far?
Yeah ill keep going, I have to!!
I did told u that I am suffering from Herniated spinal disk. So I am using MHS-5.5G for past 30 days. But to tell u I did use MLS-5.5G for 40 days and believe me my memory is much better, not best but in 40 days MLS-5.5G did an amazing job and I can finally focus on materials even if I dont want to and still understand. But I still leave it and procastinate and motivation is low but I would say that before MLS-5.5G my brain was like paralysed and always avoided studying even if i would force myself the I won't under anything but after MLS-5.5G when I force myself I can now convince my subconscious to obay for some time before it rebels again. MLS-5.5G taught my brain how to start walking again. I still stumbled but it's better than before. I really think that I need 3-4 runs of MLS-5.5G to get at my best. I suggest you keep listening because I have seen changes that I thought were not possible. I could see that changes cause I am usually home all day and i have time to observe the changes I go thru but many here r busy so they can't seem to notice. MLS-5.5G works first in deep foundation and then after 4-5 months u will noticed external changes very quickly. Everyone one who was using MLS-5.5G hardly updates on their journal. When I was on MLS 5.5G even i didn't want to write journals. So this means MLS-5.5G is working for everyone. Something is changing inside ur mind and it's gonna blossom. U can't become like Einstein in 3 months. I guess u have also changed a bit I mean u don't seem to be that much worried about sub not working on u. Which means u are kinda calm and logical most of the time. Am I right? Buddy
Sweet bro! youre pretty amazing at this. I think you could be write or on to something here.
I mean youre right I'm hardly eager to come on here and post and 1 reason for that is because I don't want to come daily with updates UNLESS i have something to update or say.
I also am i think maybe calm its still hard for me to see the changes, but I think 1 reason for this is because this is the 1 sub I cannot leave or won't leave UNTIL it makes changes and works.
I have no other reason to move to another sub so this is the sub that will either prove to me that these subs work on me or that they don't.
I think that calmness is therefore due to me simply accepting that I have to play and just let it do its thing. Thats what I've tried to do with all other subs I've used but my struggle in using them daily has been a dilemma too due to 1 reason or another.
I do know that once I became sick with a chest infection after the exam I had to and did pass, I then didn't want MLS in anyway to interfere with my healing and I didn't want to interfere with MLS because i was sick, so this rationale made me not play it for all this time.
I am now coming to the end of this infection, I have a cough that just won't go but its getting better a little daily so I'm optimistic it will clear by xmas if not before.
4 months I guess will take my listening to March 2018. Thats provided I don't stop listening at all. I know that I have to change how I listen, from my 23khz speakers to my mono S4 samsung phone and that is the only issue I have but I'm still hoping that daily consistent listening with 1 or 2 days a month missed won't make a big loss to me.
I will have major exams again in June and then I will have to retake 1 exam again in September just as I did this year so I'm super hoping this sub kicks in, not only in clearing my fears, procrastination and my motivation but also my focus and desire to study.
So I guess if you have any insight to anything I've said and any words of encouragement now is the time for me to hear it please since writing the above just gave me some fear as to whether I will achieve all this soon or not.
That being said, I'm sorry I had forgotten about your spine situation so how is your healing going buddy?
also I think since this sub is to be played in 3month intervals then that 4th month will be the 2nd interval so I guess it makes sense for the first round to be for clearing perhaps.
In this logic then 4 rounds seems to be the minimum before seeing if 4 more are needed, because 1 round to clear and 1 round to create changes but 2 more rounds to double this which I think everyone will need.
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-12-2017
12th Day Update - 12th November 2017
I couldnt sleep at all until 4am, but thats due to caffeine and just not feeling tired. (nothing to do with MLS but I'm posting it here for me to look back at if I need to).
I woke however around 11am-12pm and was and have been tired every since, the time here is now 4.25pm
I am also super hunger, I have eaten 2 left over pizzas slices and then some indian biryani which is delicious and then a cup of tea with a few not a couple but a few pieces of turkish/arab baklava which is a sweet crispy treat and this one was drenched in sugary syrup.
Ive since then simply sat at my pc watching tv shows and procrastinating.
I set myself an agenda today and so far besides feeling cold, hungry and tired I've achieved very little else, and oh I have done some laundry and dishes but thats all.
Im wondering if its MLS or more likely the colder weather that is causing me to feel all the above.
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-12-2017
12th Day Update - CONTINUED
Its now 11.07pm and I'm getting into the work zone....im planning rather than actual reading and learning but its more than I've done in days!!!!
The relevance is that all day I've avoided working, I've been at home/apartment, I've ate and wasted time on the world wide crazy web and yet only now near to bed time I'm awake.
I recall that Shannon said this night owl tendency I have is fear leading to procrastination.
I hope MLS fixes this!
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-19-2017
19th Day Update - 19th November 2017
So this could be more of an update about the 18th but im posting it up today, so labelled it accordingly.
Yesterday I sat to organise myself. Its november and ive done literally no study yet at all except whatever ive done in class which cant count.
That being said, I sat and tried to plan my google calendar and it took me forever as well as giving me stress due to feelings of overwhelm.
It was the content and the amount of information I was trying to process simply to plan that lead me to feel overwhelm and surprised me.
I hope that MLS will work on my mental processing power and ability to handle information and file/organise said information effectively and in a relaxed manner.
I didnt finish and had to stop and then move onto something else.
By the end of the day, and after a few hours doing all this I binged watch a tv show.
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-20-2017
20th Day update - November 20th 2017
Woke today exhausted. Couldnt get up until I had around 12hours sleep. I did wake during the night at 3am for the bathroom, and had to pause the MLS but that is life.
Today tried to get more organised, which made backing up my laptop (only around 200mb of HD space was free) and organise my external hard drives etc.
I also did bit more on the planning side of things.
All of the above though important arent what I classify as hard work yet it takes time and energy and honestly I dont see any difference as yet from MLS or due to MLS.
Nothing in terms of focus, concentration etc
When Im doing these non mental forms of work I can do them for a long time, but when im using my mind and doing anything scholastic/academic well the waves come crashing down lol
Ive only 4weeks left till xmas vacation/holidays so have to get myself moving.
I plan to also try and fix my sleep this week and then my diet from next week.
During xmas and my time back home, im guessing all of this hard work will go to pots! lol
So im going to have to return in january and then get back into fixing my sleep, fixing my diet and also studying for the pending 2 exams.
On another front, ive not been out at all today, stayed in, in my PJs and been basically an Old ben kenobi on tattoine lol
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-22-2017
Day 22 Update - 22nd Nov 2017
I have only slept for 4hours.
I drank alot of a diet drink and it has caffeine so kept me awake.
Therefore I only got 4hours listening which is what 3 or 4loops.
Anyway I have been home from Uni since noon/12pm and its 3.55pm.
I have procrastinated. I dont know why. I dont feel scared or anything consciously.
I dont feel anything in my solar plexus that I can say is strong, ok there is some anxiety there but its not feeling that strong however its enough to keep me from wanting to work.
Ive talked about it, ive planned what I need to do, ive got the stuff out, books and pens and ready and instead im here to tell you im procrastinating and im going to make a cup of tea cos im british and its how we roll haha
HELP! lol
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Zane - 11-22-2017
I have something to tell. I have a younger brother (youngest btw). He is never into studying and is doing Engineering in college. He just started and will be his first semester. So I did a little experiment. He has a habit of doing things only when he is on verge of a deadline. So I first ran E1 and his motivation vanished . Then after a week of E1 I put him on MLS-5.5G and what I noticed that he somewhat became logical in his daily talks and he would wake up everyday at 6 am and start studying his subjects . Sometimes he would start discussing his subject problem and by the time he finished telling me, he would figure out the solution on his own.. He just thought it was his drive to study.
I asked him a few questions after few weeks and came to realise that even he wasn't aware that he became logical.(Naturaliser)
The thing is that we know that we are playing something which could make us smart so we become lazy or think that it will do that job for us. But I think we need to dissappoint conscious mind to such a level that we don't expect anything from a subliminal. Just like play and forget. Its a little bit of hard work to do that. But if someone plays a subliminal for like 6 months or a year then that would be a different story. Sometimes I wonder how do people do that. It's easy yet its difficult. Cause our mind blames that subs for resistance.
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-22-2017
(11-22-2017, 07:51 AM)Zane Wrote: I have something to tell. I have a younger brother (youngest btw). He is never into studying and is doing Engineering in college. He just started and will be his first semester. So I did a little experiment. He has a habit of doing things only when he is on verge of a deadline. So I first ran E1 and his motivation vanished . Then after a week of E1 I put him on MLS-5.5G and what I noticed that he somewhat became logical in his daily talks and he would wake up everyday at 6 am and start studying his subjects . Sometimes he would start discussing his subject problem and by the time he finished telling me, he would figure out the solution on his own.. He just thought it was his drive to study.
I asked him a few questions after few weeks and came to realise that even he wasn't aware that he became logical.(Naturaliser)
The thing is that we know that we are playing something which could make us smart so we become lazy or think that it will do that job for us. But I think we need to dissappoint conscious mind to such a level that we don't expect anything from a subliminal. Just like play and forget. Its a little bit of hard work to do that. But if someone plays a subliminal for like 6 months or a year then that would be a different story. Sometimes I wonder how do people do that. It's easy yet its difficult. Cause our mind blames that subs for resistance.
Yeah I understand that and what youre saying.
I mean I guess im consciously aware im playing the sub and hoping it works but for someone like me the only way then for it to work has to be the long play of 6+months. Just hate seeing and knowing others are studying and working and im not.
It could also be im too relaxed at home but I only ever get moving at night which is the pressure of the next day approaching I guess.
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-26-2017
Day 26 update - 26th November 2017
I have 3 essays to write. very easy yet im avoiding and procrastinating heavily.
Theyre not even that difficult and sometimes I wonder if the illusion of ease makes me feel I can do it later or do it anytime and do it well.
I dont like this behaviour. I want to be a goal achiever. Someone that does what he sets or has to do and not push it on to later and later.
On another note, friday went out shopping with 2 friends, came home at pizza and chilled until they went home. Saturday was super unmotivated and apathetic.
My friend says its the like a post party hangover, a fall in energy and mood simply due to having alot of fun. I dont drink btw. So no idea what this was.
Today Sunday 26th, i woke after 9-12hrs sleep (not too sure) and its now 9pm and I feel ive done very little, except eat, shower etc.
I wanted to share the above and now will try the essays. thanks
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-27-2017
Day 27 Update - 27th November 2017
So as you read from yesterdays update, I got started with the essays I had to do.
Like always and as usually is the case BEFORE I started MLS, the starting was the issue. Once I got down to it I then flowed, got it done and wanted to do more.
I felt that I could do anything.
I was feeling very pleased with myself at uni today because I did all these essays whereas others in my group had yet to do 1 more or a few more.
I felt at ease.
I got home early today (only 1 lesson) and since then did anything but study.
I tidied my apartment which HAD to be done, as a female friend
may have come over. I doubted she would and she hasnt but oh well kudos to me for trying hahaAnyway I also had the building manager come on behalf of my landlord to check my broken shower.
I also ate, and tidied up which I had to do.
I then got down to finding everything I could on my external portable hard drive on a topic im covering at uni. I found them and copied to my desktop in a folder to study from.
I am ready to study and instead feel as if I still have something else to do, rather than study. This could be the perfectionism side of me wanting to make sure I have everything rather than just start.
I just realised by typing the above that I have always been this way as a kid with instruction manuals for anything bought or given to me. Whereas my bro would just get into the gadget/gift and start using it, I would read the instructions first and he would then try fail and wait for me to tell him what ive read and found out.
anyway ill try and get started on some work now. I dont feel any fear or anxiety that I can sense but im sure the fact im not jumping and racing to do the work, the fear must be there somewhere. I must be so used to it that ive become insensitive to the feeling.
I also feel as I type the above that my subconscious is indicating to me that I fear what i cant control, what I cant figure out, basically in summary I fear and dislike the initial confusion and hard work associated with working new things out, figuring them out, trying to understand and organise the information and thus learn.
Funny because im not like this with anything pleasurable such as playing games or trying the latest phone app.
anyway ill stop here and get on with things, thanks.
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-28-2017
Day 28 Update - 28th November 2017 (- 1 day for possible no listening. Total so far: -3 days)
I woke today to find my phone on the bed next to me rather than plugged into my speakers.
I however know and remember that i did connect and play lastnight so ive absolutely no memory of waking and disconnecting the phone at all :/
Is this selective amnesia or am I simply not remembering - help me MLS kenobi lol
on another note, today lessons are being cancelled 1 by 1 due to heavy snow fall.
So what have I done.... youve guessed it, nothing.
ive ate and now just been dealing with non-urgent things.
I seem to have alot of important things but non urgent.
I am a procrastinator and this must change.
This morning in bed I sat finding apps for my phone to help me change habits and set goals.
So I know I must change and need to change and that is why im using MLS, but the struggle is both SLOW and Real
RE: JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!! - Jake2015 - 11-28-2017
Day 28 - Epiphany
I have been over eating, stuffing my face silly for the past few days to 7days and I have been struggling to work out why.
I was blaming the cold wintery snowy weather and perhaps it still is that but if its not that then I just realised that it could be due to stress and more importantly lack of my 9hrs sleep.
I have been getting around 4-6hrs each day sometimes 7 but all of these are far below what I really need which is 9hrs at the mimimum.
I wake up whenever the sun beams through my flimsy transparent curtains so then im struggling more.
I think this could be the reason im eating alot and eating poorly.
I am recording this epiphany here for myself and also incase its of importance to others. thanks