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RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 05-27-2016
Stage 3 Day 27
depressed and tired again. After i high i feel a realy deep low now. Everything seems senseless. I should do alot of stuff and start a new life and hobbies, instead i just sleep most of my freetime
I feel so lazy and dont get the sense of all the hustle.
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - Blink - 05-27-2016
(05-27-2016, 01:35 AM)HorizonPUA Wrote: Stage 3 Day 27
depressed and tired again. After i high i feel a realy deep low now. Everything seems senseless. I should do alot of stuff and start a new life and hobbies, instead i just sleep most of my freetime
I feel so lazy and dont get the sense of all the hustle.
Very very normal on this program. You're not alone!
Age might be a factor too.Stay strong!
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - Kol - 05-27-2016
Yeah, stage 3 is tiring for me aswell, including the big highs and lows, almost bipolar like contrast.
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 05-28-2016
Stage 3 Day 28
Feel a total up again, like i can conquer the world
if i read my last post i cant believe its the same person!Was out yesterday with a few new wings and just approached every hot girl and got awsome reactions... beast mode
but big mistake was to get to focused on approaching and pushing my ego that i didnt try to close the deal. Lost a mega hot girl which isolated herself for me and invited me to privat party and i denied at least i got her number and she wrote me today initally, so still a good chance Mental Note for myself: emotions are always chnaging, dont stay in the negative just push through and get happy again
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 05-31-2016
Stage 3 Day 31
Feeling tired and slept to long again.
Feeling unsure about my future and general insecure
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 05-31-2016
Summary Stage 3:
Was a huge ride with alot of up and downs over the last month.
In the beginning Stage 3 was excellent and i felt like god and fully in control and more happy ever day.
The last 2 weeks have been a constant up and down wit bad depressions.
Felt also tired and exhausted all the time.
Probably had alot of bad decisions.
Started to drink alcohol again and party long night with some Phenibut and Tramadol.
I noticed i always have bad depressions and feeling guilty adterwards but its a bad habit/addiction i cant control if i go to partys.
On the other side i grew alot more confident in public and with other people.
I am not shy anymore and people respect me and search my advice and help.
Also got a new FuckBuddy, which wnats to experiment alot and loves and respects me aswell.
So in overall alot of changes. Next stage i hope there is more towards becoming outgoing and extroverted an being good with people in general.
I have to read some more good books and start meditating again to feel happy and growing.
Also stop to party whole nights and drinking/taking drugs.
I am excited!!!!
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 05-31-2016
Stage 4 Day 1
Feel motivated to change and make my life better.
I embrace change, its like a desire to reach my goals and make myself stand out and learn new things.
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 06-01-2016
Stage 4 Day 2
Feeling motivated and focused to do my tasks at work and reach my goals in private. Reading alot again, feels like i am thirsty for more knowledge
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - DisneylandUSA - 06-02-2016
(05-31-2016, 06:18 AM)HorizonPUA Wrote: Summary Stage 3:
Was a huge ride with alot of up and downs over the last month.
In the beginning Stage 3 was excellent and i felt like god and fully in control and more happy ever day.
The last 2 weeks have been a constant up and down wit bad depressions.
Felt also tired and exhausted all the time.
Probably had alot of bad decisions.
Started to drink alcohol again and party long night with some Phenibut and Tramadol.
I noticed i always have bad depressions and feeling guilty adterwards but its a bad habit/addiction i cant control if i go to partys.
On the other side i grew alot more confident in public and with other people.
I am not shy anymore and people respect me and search my advice and help.
Also got a new FuckBuddy, which wnats to experiment alot and loves and respects me aswell.
So in overall alot of changes. Next stage i hope there is more towards becoming outgoing and extroverted an being good with people in general.
I have to read some more good books and start meditating again to feel happy and growing.
Also stop to party whole nights and drinking/taking drugs.
I am excited!!!!
Drinking makes AM6 difficult at times. Try less. You may feel better
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 06-21-2016
Stage 4 Day 21
didnt post in a while. Had some trouble in change in my life.
Quitted my job for a better one and have to chnage city again and find new flat.
Still seraching for one and beginning next week with new job.
Had to leave my favourite city and all friends and girls. So new city will be a complete new start.
I will see, at the moment i am still depressed and sad, but i guess its nice to have a big change....
I missed alos alot of hours of subs, lkisten to it unregulary teh last 2 weeks, also have been tired and lazy alot, sleeping alot every day.
Need to change again!!!!
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - SargeMaximus - 06-21-2016
Congrats on the job/move! That can't be easy.
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 06-21-2016
Stage 4 Day 22
Each time i listen to the subs I get more calm and into the moment and happy.
Really tired the last days, but today i am awake eraly and motivated to change and setting new goals.
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - HorizonPUA - 06-22-2016
Stage 4 Day 23
Listen whole day to the subs to take up my missing hours.
Felt slighly overloaded and couldnt think straightforward in teh evening.
But now i am motivated to change and do sth for my goals big time.
I didnt even accept to sleep longer or dont shower this morning for myself,
as i see myself to valueable for that sloppy behaviour
Setting some goals, visuaöizing, meditating and reading today!!!
Did work out great for me a few weeks back when i followed LoA/Bob Proctor and got myself the option between a 30.000 raise or new job just after 4 weeks of being back to working after my worldtrip
See what wonders will await this time.
PS: How do you keep up with your subs if you sleep over at some girls place, i lost alot of hpurs because of that
RE: To a new Horizon - AM6 - Kol - 06-23-2016
I'm curious about that aswell. This stage i will sleep again with an girl at her place, so will miss some hours. Perhaps balancing the hours with the former stages?