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RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-09-2018
Stage 3, Day 27:
Last night I had a dream that me and my best friend were living together. We were actually sitting down discussing the AM6 subliminal, and how the two of us and another roommate of ours could get the best benefit out of it from doing a second run. Now idk of this is my subconscious telling me that another run is going to be required a couple months after this current one ends, or if...we’ll I can’t say because of rule 4. Either way it was kind of funny to be dreaming about the same subliminal that I ran while I slept.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - Determined - 02-09-2018
(02-09-2018, 08:52 AM)DavisMind91 Wrote: Stage 3, Day 27:
Last night I had a dream that me and my best friend were living together. We were actually sitting down discussing the AM6 subliminal, and how the two of us and another roommate of ours could get the best benefit out of it from doing a second run. Now idk of this is my subconscious telling me that another run is going to be required a couple months after this current one ends, or if...we’ll I can’t say because of rule 4. Either way it was kind of funny to be dreaming about the same subliminal that I ran while I slept.
Lucid dreams are an interesting interface between the conscious and subconscious minds.
The conscious mind is represented by you and the subconscious colours everything else.
I'd take that as a very clear signal from your subconscious that you'd reap the best benefit from running it twice.
I'd also be feeling very good about myself because your subconscious mind likes you enough to be communicating with you. Co-consciousness is a very desirable state to be in, people who achieve that can think a thought and have their subconscious start to execute immediately and automatically.
I did a specialised training a few years ago on communicating with the subconscious mind through lucid dreams. One of the concepts was building a relationship. Next time your in their communicating with it, try giving it a gift and see what happens
RE: Ascending to Alpha - ffaux - 02-09-2018
Go easy on major life decisions like divorce until you've finished AM6. AM6 will make you extremely introverted and self-centred in the beginning to focus you on growth and you'll probably make your wife feel unloved as a result.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-10-2018
(02-09-2018, 09:16 AM)Determined Wrote:(02-09-2018, 08:52 AM)DavisMind91 Wrote: Stage 3, Day 27:
Last night I had a dream that me and my best friend were living together. We were actually sitting down discussing the AM6 subliminal, and how the two of us and another roommate of ours could get the best benefit out of it from doing a second run. Now idk of this is my subconscious telling me that another run is going to be required a couple months after this current one ends, or if...we’ll I can’t say because of rule 4. Either way it was kind of funny to be dreaming about the same subliminal that I ran while I slept.
Lucid dreams are an interesting interface between the conscious and subconscious minds.
The conscious mind is represented by you and the subconscious colours everything else.
I'd take that as a very clear signal from your subconscious that you'd reap the best benefit from running it twice.
I'd also be feeling very good about myself because your subconscious mind likes you enough to be communicating with you. Co-consciousness is a very desirable state to be in, people who achieve that can think a thought and have their subconscious start to execute immediately and automatically.
I did a specialised training a few years ago on communicating with the subconscious mind through lucid dreams. One of the concepts was building a relationship. Next time your in their communicating with it, try giving it a gift and see what happens
I’ll definitely try that, and yes I did pick up on the clue that another run next year may be best.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-10-2018
(02-09-2018, 02:28 PM)ffaux Wrote: Go easy on major life decisions like divorce until you've finished AM6. AM6 will make you extremely introverted and self-centred in the beginning to focus you on growth and you'll probably make your wife feel unloved as a result.
In all honesty issues like this have been prevalent before I even found AM6 but it does seem to have magnified, there are other factors making me not want to continue the marriage as well.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-10-2018
Stage 3, Day 28:
Studying more principles on masculinity throughout the day. My wife this morning asked if I was ok this morning because I sounded aggressive. Told her I’m fine, that may just be the develop a more masculine voice module displaying itself. I find my self these past few days not wanting to listen to music with lyrics anymore. It’s full of victimized lyrics and beta males talking about things in a way that make me lose respect for the artist as a man. I try not to judge too much but there are certain things that go against my personal code that I won’t stand for. For the foreseeable future the only music I’ll be listening to is classical and instrumentals that are jazz and hip-hop infusions (chillhop).
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-10-2018
Day 28 update:
- This girl in Walmart was staring at me while I was in the express lane, she was running the self checkout section. She made another coworker cover that section and opened up a whole new register for me. I could tell she wanted me to ask for her number but though she was beautiful, I know better than to open a new door while an old one is still open.. After I bought my Shit I said thanks and dipped out.
- Came to pick my daughter up in a neighborhood I’ve never been to because she’s getting her hair styled. Now mind you it’s the ghetto but not a dangerous one, the people are here because they can’t afford to live anywhere else. Anyway, a couple guys kept staring me down as I walked toward them. I’m dressed nice right now so I can’t tell if it’s jealousy or they just wonder who I am, either way I just walked towards them minding my business and looked them both in the eye and greeted them. No nervousness, no fear. In the past because of how I grew up I either would’ve asked them what the hell they were looking at and ended up in a fight, or have been paranoid making sure they would not try to harm me. None of that though this time. One guy greeted me, the other didn’t, oh well. Amazing how much I’ve grown since leaving these types of neighborhoods.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-12-2018
Stage 3, Day 30:
As I’ve had 4 different women call my phone this morning for various reasons, I had an epiphany. I love women sexually, mentally and platonically...but once it starts crossing over into becoming too romantic or even a deep friendship they start to annoy the hell out of me. I believe this is why I’ve had the history of falling for a woman very hard one year and then by the next, I couldn’t care less if they were around anymore or if we ever spoke again. Logically it doesn’t make much sense to me since women show me a lot of love and loyalty, especially in relationships, somewhere along the line I tend to turn cold for various reasons. I’m gonna have to get to the bottom of this one.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-14-2018
Stage 3, Day 32:
Time to wrap up the first half of the core training. Looking back, this stage started out a little slower than the others for me but interesting things did happen. Today at work we were in a meeting and when the female supervisors spoke they kept locking eyes with me as if they were getting lost in a daze. Even when I would be staring off into space, I noticed they’d keep staring at me until I locked eyes with them again and then they’d look hypnotized.
My daughter also seems happier these days when she sees me and spends time with me.
I’m finishing up my listening for stage 3 and plan to get 12 hours total today. After that I’ll prepare for bed and promptly begin playing stage 4 at midnight.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-15-2018
Stage 4, Day 1:
What a start...
- Libido through the roof.
- Women keep staring at me when checking me out like they're waiting for me to talk to them, even after I make eye contact.
- Was told that I've been making a lot of noise at work today, especially when talking.
- High energy for most of the day.
- Women that pass my aisle keep looking down it to stare at me while they walk by, it's starting to feel like inception when Leonardo DeCaprio kept having ppl stare at him in the dream.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-16-2018
Stage 4, Day 2:
- This stage is like an audio energy drink. I woke up and literally jumped out of bed and couldn't wait to accomplish all my tasks.
- Found a new restaurant I'll be eating at that fits in line with the dietary habits I'm forming with AM6. I also plan to implement more of a testosterone boosting and supporting diet that'll help support physical masculinity.
- My body language continues to noticeably become more alpha. Sitting up straighter, etc.
- I have a mixed reaction toward BS, some things I laugh off and other things I'm getting pissed at.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-17-2018
Stage 4, Day 3:
- Went to Walmart, I noticed the whole time that my walk was very confident and bold. I also noticed I had no fear when making eye contact with others. There was a woman who almost crashed into my buggy. I told her with a commanding voice to go ahead and cross my path, she stared at me nervously as she walked by. I laughed when she was out of sight. Didn’t mean to sound aggressive it just came out that way naturally.
- Went back to the healthy restaurant I went to yesterday. I had them pile on all the testosterone boosting foods I could think of. While me and my daughter ate, one of the employees was acting like my waitress even though there’s no waiters or waitresses there. She kept coming up to me repeatedly and asking if there was something she could do for me. She did this with absolutely no one else in the restaurant for the 30 minutes I was there. It was a little annoying but also funny because it’s a clear sign that stage 4 seems to be going full force for me.
- Again, my energy has been high since I woke up and I also feel a bit more serious today than the previous ones.
- I’m planning out every hour of my day the past couple days and pushing myself to stay on schedule, even with interruptions.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - Jake2015 - 02-17-2018
This update is brilliant!!!
1) When you make eye contact with a girl,where actually do you look while shes looking and when do you look away? - ie which eye or where?
2) what are the testosterone boosting foods? - I think avacado and olive oil are 2 I know of and steak maybe?
keep going
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 02-17-2018
(02-17-2018, 09:52 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: This update is brilliant!!!
1) When you make eye contact with a girl,where actually do you look while shes looking and when do you look away? - ie which eye or where?
2) what are the testosterone boosting foods? - I think avacado and olive oil are 2 I know of and steak maybe?
keep going
Thanks Jake...
1. I look women right in the eye with no fear and a relaxed look on my face. My gaze naturally sets upon her right eye, these days I tend not to look away unless the path I’m walking requires that I closely watch where I’m going. Call it cocky but I’m gaining this confident attitude with women of when there stare at me. My demeanor when we lock eyes is one where I know they like what they see and I’m not shy about them liking it.
2. Avacado is a good one, almond or sunflower seed butter is good too. High quality beef (such as bison)...make sure whatever meat you eat comes from a grass fed animal. Raw honey, pomegranate fruit, coconut, pumpkin seeds, dark chocolate, oats, eggs (organic), ginseng, wild salmon. I’m warming up to this diet right now because once I start using the testosterone maximizer sub later this year, I already want to have a good head start and I feel it’s the perfect follow up to AM6. Make sure whatever you take into your body is raw and/or organic when possible.