(02-01-2016, 07:21 PM)Jason Capital Wrote:

(02-01-2016, 01:47 PM)Darkness Wrote: I had to take anxiety pills by the end of SM as well bc I could not calm down

I have never taken any pills in my life for any stress, for sleeping or for calming me down. Maybe it's the way I described things, I was pretty fine by the resistance of the program, because it dint matter to me at all, and resistance dint affect me that much.

Sorry to hear that you had to take the pills, thought there was heavy resistance in AM6 run, and I think I had read about the forum that time in detail.

AM6 run was where I had felt mostly very terrible, and I am glad that I made it through.

(02-01-2016, 12:40 PM)Jason Capital Wrote: Nah, I dint.

And, that's the point.
Every girl I meet doesn't seem like she is worth to have me.
Before using SM, I wouldn't have thought that ignoring girls and their any advancements and they failng my tests will not make me wanna go ahead with my game into seducing them.
I just feel and it doesn't make sense to sometimes think or believe that I am literally turning down girls for even approaching me or talking to me, not being fun and challenging or meeting my standards.
Earlier in SM till stage 3, or 4, sex was the whole focus of mine, and now, I don't think sex is any important thing to consider upon, though I feel extremely sexy and turned on even in touching a girl and I had a boner just in random touch.
Though talking about anything like this or even posting on forums feel like why am I doing this?
I force myself to post here because how would I even know what I have been through.

I had felt an instant connection and some kind of energy pulling me and a girl I am talking to, together and I can't explain this feeling, but like in stage 5, a female friend of mine, which I had met in first week of SM, came with her female friend in one social setting, where I dint talk with her friend, but later that night, we talked just for a moment, and we touched each other, and we laughed a lot, and all the things were extremely seductive and our voices and eyes were also so seductive, but just for that moment, I knew that this is SM3 working in full fledge, because like fate is making situations and putting us together and making us feel so sexy, and connected, and whatever I say, I cannot explain it in words and I am failing miserably, this feeling was extremely different.

And, I just love to have that kind of feeling.

My ex also tried a lot to contact me, and I was so into her, after our breakup, but I dint even care to talk to her.

And, I am glad that Optimus engine is making things perfect and balanced according to my unique situation.

I feel SM3 is the extreme aphrodasic one can put on, and the manifestation part is also the best. SM3 can be very tricky to understand in terms of result.

And, just by starting SM3 refresher, I felt shivering and loss of energy in my body in 2 hours, and I had to eat a lot just to feel balanced, and I had eaten well just few hours earlier.

This program is the best one and that's why after SM3 and AM6 refresher, I am going back to SM3 whole run, because the person and I am becoming and I have become, and the person that I see at the end of tunnel, which I want to become is something very much promising and I know will happen. Just vibrating with happiness and joy that I completed the SM3 run.

(02-01-2016, 07:30 PM)CatMan Wrote: I thought the same thing, but the lack of "real" results on a magnet says otherwise, according to Shannon. So, even though I thought I didn't have fears, if you aren't having sex with attractive women on a magnet, and are actually out in situations where they are and not in some deserted wasteland...then yes, it's fear causing that.

It was a bit of a shock to me too.

But hey, if you went through all of SM3, and didn't have sex with any women, and are positive you have zero issues with fear, then all the more power to you. I'm not sure how that would be the case, but Shannon could probably elaborate more than I could on why that would ever happen. But I don't have an answer for it. IMO, and Shannon's from what I've gathered both in his comments and the FAQ about why guys fail on magnets, is it's either fear holding back results with the program, or you have sex with attractive women.

I've enjoyed your journal, man! Looking forward to running an attraction program again someday after I've done more work preparing myself for it.

(02-01-2016, 08:46 PM)Guider Wrote: Are you going to ask for a refund Jason lmao

(02-02-2016, 12:06 AM)hiddenalias Wrote:

(02-01-2016, 12:40 PM)Jason Capital Wrote: Nah, I dint.

And, that's the point.
Every girl I meet doesn't seem like she is worth to have me.
Before using SM, I wouldn't have thought that ignoring girls and their any advancements and they failng my tests will not make me wanna go ahead with my game into seducing them.
I just feel and it doesn't make sense to sometimes think or believe that I am literally turning down girls for even approaching me or talking to me, not being fun and challenging or meeting my standards.
Earlier in SM till stage 3, or 4, sex was the whole focus of mine, and now, I don't think sex is any important thing to consider upon, though I feel extremely sexy and turned on even in touching a girl and I had a boner just in random touch.
Though talking about anything like this or even posting on forums feel like why am I doing this?
I force myself to post here because how would I even know what I have been through.

I had felt an instant connection and some kind of energy pulling me and a girl I am talking to, together and I can't explain this feeling, but like in stage 5, a female friend of mine, which I had met in first week of SM, came with her female friend in one social setting, where I dint talk with her friend, but later that night, we talked just for a moment, and we touched each other, and we laughed a lot, and all the things were extremely seductive and our voices and eyes were also so seductive, but just for that moment, I knew that this is SM3 working in full fledge, because like fate is making situations and putting us together and making us feel so sexy, and connected, and whatever I say, I cannot explain it in words and I am failing miserably, this feeling was extremely different.

And, I just love to have that kind of feeling.

My ex also tried a lot to contact me, and I was so into her, after our breakup, but I dint even care to talk to her.

And, I am glad that Optimus engine is making things perfect and balanced according to my unique situation.

I feel SM3 is the extreme aphrodasic one can put on, and the manifestation part is also the best. SM3 can be very tricky to understand in terms of result.

And, just by starting SM3 refresher, I felt shivering and loss of energy in my body in 2 hours, and I had to eat a lot just to feel balanced, and I had eaten well just few hours earlier.

This program is the best one and that's why after SM3 and AM6 refresher, I am going back to SM3 whole run, because the person and I am becoming and I have become, and the person that I see at the end of tunnel, which I want to become is something very much promising and I know will happen. Just vibrating with happiness and joy that I completed the SM3 run.

Well you know what, if I ever use SM, and realize I am getting girls throwing themselves at me, I will **** them right away cuz pre SM I'd be the needy guy, worthy of my time or not, the first meat that gets thrown at me, I want to take her out for a test ride and enjoy the manifestation of SM.......2 or 3 times like that in a month then follow your "are they worth my time" perception.

thats just me though.

(02-02-2016, 04:08 AM)Jason Capital Wrote:

(02-01-2016, 08:46 PM)Guider Wrote: Are you going to ask for a refund Jason lmao

I am more than satisfied with SM3, and besides it took even Shannon to see the resurlts after 5 or 6 runs of AM and 2 runs of SM. Doesn't matter if it's SM 2.0 or later.

The point is growth takes time and we sometimes tend to be little bit impatient for the results.
And, all I ever wanted from my run was internal changes, and external may or may not be there or may not be permanent, the sure thing that will remain there is the internal changes.

Sometimes, I do the :writing down and be aware exercise" to clear my head of anything that I want to be transparent about.

The thing about the exercises I often do of any course under consideration, is that, I am mostly atleast good in terms of the expected results.

Like for example, what's on my mental desk all the day, and listing out those activities is something that shows me where my focus is and how carefree am I.

And, funny thing is that when I have done these kinda exercises, I have found that, I am mostly above or at par with the intended behaviour.

And, funny though, SM3 is a one hell of sub to go through, and the thing about naturalizer is that it makes me wonder if I had even run of SM3.

Though I wish ASC 6G should not come before my SM3 run is complete.
Just kidding.

(02-03-2016, 11:59 PM)Guider Wrote:

(02-02-2016, 04:08 AM)Jason Capital Wrote:

(02-01-2016, 08:46 PM)Guider Wrote: Are you going to ask for a refund Jason lmao

I am more than satisfied with SM3, and besides it took even Shannon to see the resurlts after 5 or 6 runs of AM and 2 runs of SM. Doesn't matter if it's SM 2.0 or later.

That was my point in asking it would be ridiculous to say u didn't make any progress and ask for a refund when you are that much closer to your goal. I would say this journal is a success

(02-04-2016, 07:27 AM)Guider Wrote: Yea thank you how's the refresher going btw

(02-12-2016, 10:26 AM)Jason Capital Wrote: Lucid dream, while I was sleeping, the girl I am super attracted to, and due to some limitations, I cannot seduce her and cannot go further with her, was seducing me and touching me a lot. And the best part of that was I was resisting to her seducing me because of that limitation, but that was the fcking best dream.
2. My focus is coming back on approaching girls, though I haven't been out in atleast week, I am focusing on approaching more often.
Yesterday, I watched Jason Capital the dating coach approaching girls, and I thought if that's the best coach as he claims, I am surprised that I am way better than him at so many levels, and just not knowing this. Haha, don't know what does Sex Magnet do and makes it seem pretty easy.

(02-12-2016, 11:23 AM)FrostedFake Wrote: Are you going to run SM3 again right after? What's your plan?