(11-20-2015, 09:28 PM)LeonidasXVI Wrote:

(11-20-2015, 09:15 PM)Superman Wrote: But I hate it. I hate that I'm so cynical about everything. Because I see everything rationally everything has lost its magic. Everything is just a step in prescribed system. Want a good job? Follow these steps. Want a nice car? Follow these steps. Want a girl to like you? Follow these steps. Want to steal someone's girlfriend? Follow these steps.

Growing up I always believed in fate and destiny and now being able to see the mechanisms behind everything has ruined my outlook on life. Everything is conditional. And I don't feel like jumping through hoops.

This is EXACTLY what I was thinking yesterday! I have always been fascinated by fate and destiny, and everything happens for some magical reason. But since seeing things as they are, everything has lost its charm. If you want something, all you have to do is follow certain steps and it is yours. Sooner or later, it is yours. No magic. No coincidences. Only your intent plus action.

So the question lingers, is that all to life? Maybe yes, maybe not. But yeah, I can totally relate to this feeling.

(01-06-2016, 08:09 PM)Superman Wrote: Alright, story time.

Started wm2 on Dec 25th. After that I made plans with a girl to go over and watch a couple movies. I've known this girl for a while and she also has a boyfriend right now. I went over to her place and we watched the first movie. We sat on separate couches at first but I was Cold so I moved over to her couch. When I sat with her our bodies were like a pretzel, legs twisted in each others to fit on the couch. And then we started playing around tickling and teasing each other. I pinned her down and she looked at me with such lust but I didn't act on it because she has a boyfriend.

Then on new years Eve we went to a mutual friends place and we were supposed to go home but we both got drunk and she refused to go home. We both sobered up and ended up twisted together on the couch again and while everyone else was sleeping we started making out.

Fast forward to yesterday, she comes over to my place this time. We finish off the movies and start tickling and teasing each other again and then have sex in my room.

I think I now have a fwb. Hopefully I can save up enough money in the next 20 days to buy stage 2.

(01-07-2016, 02:09 AM)Vincent_Vega Wrote: Is this normal for you? Have you been this easy with women before subs or since BIABWS/AM?

(01-06-2016, 09:59 PM)FrostedFake Wrote: Btw, would you reccomend BIATBWS? I got it during the new year's sale and I might run it after WM or my future SM run.

(01-08-2016, 07:06 AM)Superman Wrote: I don't think we view the situation in the same way. I don't think she's really ***** 2 men anyways. She's tired of her boyfriend, if she weren't then I would have had no chance. And I lightly joke with this girl that I'm seeing other girls on the side and she doesn't get jealous. She wants to have three some. The kind with 2 girls and one guy, not the other way.

And with regard to morals. Living by my morals for 20 something years has gotten me no where. It's not such a big deal to be moral. Especially when you realize that most women don't act based on morals. They act based on how they believe society will view them, and their emotional state as well. As far as I'm concerned she's the one doing something immoral. I'm single, she's in a relationship.

If the day ever comes where society doesn't view sluts and whores as a bad thing. You will see the most immoral and ruthless people you have ever seen in your life time.