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RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 05-13-2025
Heads up on X4A-1600. Some of the experiments I have been doing recently are revealing that for people who have certain specific resistance points, it may require 3-4 months of use for 6G to work through the resistance that prevents it from operating fully.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 05-26-2025
First, allow me to apologize for my disappearance.
Okay, so you're probably wondering what's been going on with me.
Well, I have been doing an experiment on myself. It's designed to test something that apparently triggers a huge amount of resistance in me. The most I have ever seen - probably because nothing previous has been able to deal with the resistance at this level. Testing has been for the goal of the program, but has also become primarily about observing the resistance response and how 6G deals with it. It has been challenging.
6G will get through, but I am going to use what I learn from this to help me know how to adjust the Key Scripts to make it easier and faster to deal with resistance.
Here's what I have discovered so far.
First, 6G is more than capable of handling resistance as long as it is used for the right amount of time per day, days on, days off, and at the right volume for the title being used. For a "layer" of resistance, it usually takes 1-5 days to work itself through during my experiment. Sometimes, this process is rather less than fun and/or comfortable. But it always makes it through within a period of about 1 to 5 days. We haven't really seen the phenomenon of "layers" of resistance before. And this doesn't mean everyone will have multiple layers of resistance, or resistance to every goal, or at all. It applies to me in this case for a specific reason.
The goals of this experimental trigger resistance to my very core. This is something that traces back to some sort of very traumatic experience I apparently had when I was less than a month old. It has been interpreted by parts of my subconscious to mean, and be associated with, a couple of things that really make a big impact in my life. During my testing so far, this experimental has managed to chew through anything and everything that has been thrown at it. I could sense that each "layer" of resistance was representative of a different part of me at a different age. Then I broke through and entered into a situation that felt like I was drifting for a little while.
And then... the Root Cause showed up. The Final Boss decided to disagree. This "layer" - not being an echo, but the Root Cause - has been the most challenging so far. It's also lasted going on three weeks now. This part of me has extremely primitive awareness, and I believe it is from when I was less than a month old. The only thing I can think of to explain this - other than of some sort of past life experience, which I have no evidence for - is that I must have been seriously traumatized at an extremely early age by my parents fighting, or something along those lines.
This part of me has the lowest level of awareness of any I have dealt with. It is purely instinctual. It's response to discomfort at the level it feels from whatever this trauma is, is simply... stop doing everything and hide. It is also very strong willed and stubborn.
But even it is slowly losing the battle. I can feel that the experimental is making progress. It has actually broken through all resistance completely a few times. The part of me that is resisting isn't just being fought with, it seems to be being de-traumatized. And that is why I am able to be here today writing this.
I'm basically intentionally putting myself through this to figure out how to make it so nobody else has to go through it. It's been very hard, and I wouldn't expect others to be willing to go through this. It is the most extreme resistance response I have ever seen, perhaps second only to CatMan's infamous intransigence, and possibly on par with the responses of one or two others. But if I can get through this, then perhaps even they can get through theirs. And of course, making the process as fast and easy and comfortable as possible is going to be important.
So again... my apologies. This has been an extremely challenging experiment. But the knowledge I am gaining is priceless, and it will translate into additions to the Key Script that make things much easier for everyone. 6G can chew through just about anything when properly used, and when you don't give up in the face of resistance attempts, apparently... but I want it to be as easy and comfortable as possible. Even if you're triggering your Primary Life's Wound, as I appear to be doing. Quite accidentally, I assure you.
Because the faster and easier I can make it to get through this sort of thing, the more people will make it through to the other side.
I'm trying to get back to actively doing forum work. Please bear with me a while longer. This is not easy.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 05-27-2025
I am pleased to announce the publication of Ultimate Monetary Success v3.1 Stage 4! You can get your copy here:
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If you prefer to buy the whole set at once and save some money, please use this link instead:
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RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 05-31-2025
It would appear that I have finally managed to wrangle the RedHat based OS and Debian based OS to cooperate enough re the permissions on the old backup drive to actually recover the scripts for AM6. I have been avoiding doing this because I have been dreading doing it so much. And it didn't even require the 16 hours I thought it would.
It blows my mind that there could be so much difficulty just changing permissions on a backup drive. It should be so simple to do. I despise the way Debian handles permissions and security.
Regardless, it is finally done. From here the actual work can begin.
This will require months to do, so there will be other titles coming out in the mean time. I am not exactly looking forward to making another ulti-stage program right away after finishing the last one. But now... AM 7 can finally get underway.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-11-2025
Alright, so apparently, I have hit the core of the resistance, and it is a part of me that is both very stubborn and very afraid. The program I am testing is making progress with getting me through this fear and resistance, but the process seems to be challenging. The vast majority of people will not have to deal with this, thankfully. However... going through this is currently making it extremely difficult for me to work.
One thing I have concluded is that in 6G, the tech can achieve pretty much anything as long as you use it properly and don't stop using it until the changes are complete. It doesn't try to rush these changes, which means they will go as fast as they can go, and still make the changes. The resistant parts are resisting out of fear, and they must be encouraged to work through that fear, but cannot be pushed beyond the speed they can handle. Thata means sometimes, deep resistance can take a while to work to, and then work through. I'm on month #4 testing this experimental now.
I have never seen myself respond with a lack of motivation to do anything before. This is definitely the core of all of the resistance within me that is being dealt with. It doesn't seem to have an associated age of my body; it is pure instinctual response to discomfort generated by irrational fear. But as stubborn as this part of me is, 6G is making progress in working me through it. I know this will be overcome.
It isn't fun. It definitely isn't easy. But because I know this will hold me back from my goals forever until it is dealt with, and because the experience is absolutely invaluable for understanding how to improve our response to and overcoming resistance even for the most challenging cases, I continue.
This is a learning experience. I will use it to improve how, how quickly and how comfortably and easily we get past resistance.
For the time being, I'm seriously struggling to remain productive. Please bear with me while I go through this.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-13-2025
We will be launching a new program soon. I have also concluded that as difficult as it has been for me to drag myself through this quagmire as I'm working through the adjustments to this extremely primitive part of myself, I'm going to be building a program after this that has a short script. I think I'm going to focus on upgrading one of the hormone optimizers, or creating a new one.
While this process of making these deep, primal adjustments to myself is neither fast nor fun, it is actually making progress. The program I am testing is showing more and more positive results in the specific direction it is designed for, and some of these results are startlingly eye opening. I am more and more executing in spite of the last remaining part of me trying to resist. This is extremely impressive for two reasons:
First, I am seeing results that are what I was hoping for, but even though I created and designed this experimental and the results make perfect sense, I am still stunned at some of what I'm seeing happen, given the circumstances surrounding testing. Second, the fact that I am not just executing, but escalating how much and how well I am executing, while this part of me tries to stop the process, just blows my mind. This is the part of me that has underlain all of the times that I tried to accomplish something using a subliminal and failed. It's extremely low level and instinctual, and it's extremely hard for me to detect or detect the influence of at a conscious level. This part of me, for example, is what caused BAMM v1.0 to eventually stop achieving it's goals when I ran it. It's what ab-reacted to Money Magnet when that started really making progress for me, as well. I have never seen it be this active in trying to stop me, and I have definitely never seen anything grab it by the scruff of the neck and drag it to the goal while I executed and while it was being adjusted to get past it's fears!
So I'm not having an easy time right now, but 6G is working. Again... just have to use it correctly and keep using it. And of course, not everyone is going to have the specific personality traits or deep traumas that appear to be behind this experience for me. I'd wager the vast majority of people do not have this combination of factors.
I'm doing what I can to remain productive while I go through this. I'll be really glad when it's over, both because it's not fun, and because I have needed this growth my whole life. Until this, I really didn't even understand what was holding me back or why fully.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-15-2025
I am pleased to announce that we have finally, after 16 years of development, finished working on General Pain Relief to get it to version 1.0. Based on General Pain Relief Prototype 24, this one is very special. If you have pain this is what you need to quickly, easily and effectively get relief, no matter what is causing your pain, and regardless of how much pain you're in when you start using it.
Since this program isn't extremely popular, I've decided to release it as subscription only.
You can learn more about this program and get subscribed here:
https://subliminal-shop.com/products/general-pain-relief-6g
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-24-2025
I am still struggling somewhat with the resistance to the program being tested. By how my inner child is responding, I would say this must be getting down to the wire on this. It's like wrestling a giant crocodile to get what I want and need to do done sometimes. But no matter what resistance I encounter, the program and the cooperative parts always end up on top, as long as I just use it properly and keep going.
I've been working on Hormone Optimizer for Weight Loss v2.0 in 6G and I am finally done developing the script. Build begins now. Should be published in two or three days. This version is much improved from the last version in several directions. More details in the product description. This one should be very popular.
More soon.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-27-2025
I was expecting to be able to publish HOWL v2 yesterday, but yesterday got wasted on a cluster of stupid nonsense that was out of my control.
I have just finished developing and editing the product description, and now I am working on the calculation of usage patterns.
HOWL v2 is significantly different than v1 so be sure to read everything.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-28-2025
I am very pleased to announce the addition of Hormone Optimizer For Weight Loss v2.0 in 6G to our catalog of titles! You can learn more about this exciting new title and get immediate access to it for yourself by going here:
https://subliminal-shop.com/products/hormone-optimizer-for-weight-loss-v2-6g
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-03-2025
This is what my plate currently looks like:
July's releases: In active development/in prep for development
DMSI v5: In active development
AM7: In prep for development
Anti-Aging: In R&D
X4A-Premium: In development
Money Magnet: In prep for development
EHPRA 6G: In prep for development
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-04-2025
I have finished extracting the script components of DMSI v4.0 from the 5.9G skeleton script. I have also determined that not only should v5.0 include the full FRM, but it of course must be upgraded to FRM v6.1. That has also been done.
Now I have to start working on verifying which parts that were extracted actually need to be included (they might have been replicated in the 6G skeleton script in a few cases), and then I have to develop them into 6G standard scripting convention. That last one is going to take more time than I thought, because the amount of script that I extracted that belongs specifically to DMSI is about 2x more than what I thought it would be.
So done with that for today. Now working on a program I can publish this month.
For those who celebrate the 4th of July, Happy 4th! But please don't be like my neighbors, rude and inconsiderate about your fireworks. I have been listening to fireworks for the last 5 days previous to the 4th of July, and I will likely have to deal with them until 2-3 weeks from now, because my neighbors are extremely selfish, thoughtless, careless and rude, and our city is run by some very low IQ people who prioritize landscaping to make the city look pretty (and of course extensive maintenance) over things like funding the police department (not joking). Our police force also doesn't seem to really care much about enforcing the law in a lot of cases, probably because they're constantly overwhelmed since they're only half or less the number of officers our city actually needs. (I hope that's why, at least.)
Please be safe and considerate with your fireworks and your partying. Remember that fireworks disrupt other people's sleep, children ability to sleep, children's ability to calm down, people with PTSD (including veterans) and frighten pets. Don't be one of those people who has turned the whole month of July into a nightmare for my city.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-13-2025
Have been working on Money Magnet 6G and it's been a much different ride than I expected. I thought I was just going to optimize the key script and build, but it turned out to be that optimizing the key script got much, MUCH more in-depth than I expected. It's finished and being uploaded, and with any luck I'll be able to publish it tomorrow. But it's taken a a lot more to fully optimize it than I expected.