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RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-09-2025
It's funny. I seem to be getting different "wonky sensations" in different parts of my body depending, I think, on the particular nature of any attack, re: DRS v2. F. in. right now I'm getting a wonky sensation in my right eye, and this isn't the first time this has happened (it's like your proverbial "evil eye" thing). But DRS v2 is trucking on.
It's like certain individuals are trying all the nasty little tricks they've tried previously but now are failing. I assume this will pass in a day or two, heh.
I'm kinda wondering whether the different "wonky sensations" are a metaphorical somatization or is there an actual physical, anatomical link between various forms of attack and how they can sometimes somatize.
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - K-Train - 03-09-2025
(03-09-2025, 03:36 PM)Have at ye Wrote: It's funny. I seem to be getting different "wonky sensations" in different parts of my body depending, I think, on the particular nature of any attack, re: DRS v2. F. in. right now I'm getting a wonky sensation in my right eye, and this isn't the first time this has happened (it's like your proverbial "evil eye" thing). But DRS v2 is trucking on.
It's like certain individuals are trying all the nasty little tricks they've tried previously but now are failing. I assume this will pass in a day or two, heh.
I'm kinda wondering whether the different "wonky sensations" are a metaphorical somatization or is there an actual physical, anatomical link between various forms of attack and how they can sometimes somatize.
I'm finding that if a person is of the instinctual type like Shannon mentioned they're going to "spin the block" aka shoot some hate at you ---> get DRS'd ---> stand bewildered ---> try again ---> get DRS'd ---> think of another way ---> get DRS'd. Especially if, previously, they've been able to grind you down with guilt, shame, or fear. I'm going through this now. I would get sensations mainly in my stomach or maybe a slight headache.
I will say the combo of OSC and DRS for me allows me to press on past these attacks without an issue. The shield powers up so quickly to in my experience that the negative effects are short-lived. Have you noticed anything similar?
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-09-2025
Yeah, it could be this. But on DRS v2, seeing at it's better proof against such attacks, this doesn't bother me all that much either and seems to be stopping after a time alotgether (because even the most strongheaded are going to give up upon seeing that "fire = burns").
Also took a nap just had one heck of a dream!
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-10-2025
So after listening to my loops of DRS v2 and getting a good night's sleep, the "evil eye" thing passed.
I did have dreams most wonky, though.
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-10-2025
Just got an offer from a symphonic metal band to do vocals for them maybe (in a duet with a soprano), hopefully this will pan out, I've been on the lookout for a band for some time now.
Most wonky sensations have ceased some 24hr ago and they're not making a comeback that would be noteable. I'm actually feeling pretty weird without them, got so used to them by now! My quality of life has increased greatly thanks to DRS v2. I'll be writing a (most probably) glowing review after I've used it for full 3 months or thereabouts, heh!
Had a realization or two as well, could be OSC digging through things.
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - ncbeareatingman - 03-10-2025
(03-10-2025, 01:43 PM)Have at ye Wrote: Just got an offer from a symphonic metal band to do vocals for them maybe (in a duet with a soprano), hopefully this will pan out, I've been on the lookout for a band for some time now.
Most wonky sensations have ceased some 24hr ago and they're not making a comeback that would be noteable. I'm actually feeling pretty weird without them, got so used to them by now! My quality of life has increased greatly thanks to DRS v2. I'll be writing a (most probably) glowing review after I've used it for full 3 months or thereabouts, heh!
Had a realization or two as well, could be OSC digging through things.
GO Man!! Awesome!! I can hardly wait to do these two together, DRS+OSC. dang whadda combo!!
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-10-2025
(03-10-2025, 02:03 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:(03-10-2025, 01:43 PM)Have at ye Wrote: Just got an offer from a symphonic metal band to do vocals for them maybe (in a duet with a soprano), hopefully this will pan out, I've been on the lookout for a band for some time now.
Most wonky sensations have ceased some 24hr ago and they're not making a comeback that would be noteable. I'm actually feeling pretty weird without them, got so used to them by now! My quality of life has increased greatly thanks to DRS v2. I'll be writing a (most probably) glowing review after I've used it for full 3 months or thereabouts, heh!
Had a realization or two as well, could be OSC digging through things.
GO Man!! Awesome!! I can hardly wait to do these two together, DRS+OSC. dang whadda combo!!
Thanks! I think you're going to enjoy it as well!
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-11-2025
Finally found some auditions to prepare for, two recordings to make for preselections by April 25th, then if I'm pre-selected three numbers to do by May 11th. An opera studio with a very generous age limit (most cut off at 33 y/o or earlier, unfortunately for me). Together with that band thing, I'll finally have some singing goals to work towards! And I feel very confident in my singing, because, you know, OSC (and aslo because I'm awesome).
I think I'll do the recording after I've finished my full 2 months of OSC, to get the full effect.
As to online dating, I'm doing a bit here and there but I've never been all that much into online stuff. Mostly doing it in order to work on my conversation chops and to kill time, TBH. That one chick I've been conversing with recently more annoyed me by writing something I consider rude so I've stopped messaging her. She wants something now, she's gonna have to come and get it and be nice about it, lol.
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-11-2025
Not much in the way of wonky sensations this time around, but I did get some thoughts and emotions that would be indicative of attempted attacks. They pass rather quickly though and are nothing like before. I'm getting stronger, my detractors are weakening, heck yeah!
On the OSC front, I've noticed that people are more willing to chat me up and I'm more willing to engage in chit-chat, both men and women. I also came into my analysis sessions and outright complimented my analyst, haha (not on looks, which I'd be willing to do as well obviously, but more on her interpretation/translation skills), I think she enjoyed it though she's difficult to read with her analytic poker-face.
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - ncbeareatingman - 03-11-2025
(03-11-2025, 09:28 PM)Have at ye Wrote: Not much in the way of wonky sensations this time around, but I did get some thoughts and emotions that would be indicative of attempted attacks. They pass rather quickly though and are nothing like before. I'm getting stronger, my detractors are weakening, heck yeah!
On the OSC front, I've noticed that people are more willing to chat me up and I'm more willing to engage in chit-chat, both men and women. I also came into my analysis sessions and outright complimented my analyst, haha (not on looks, which I'd be willing to do as well obviously, but more on her interpretation/translation skills), I think she enjoyed it though she's difficult to read with her analytic poker-face.
Amazing Man. I think this combo of DRS+OSC is " stupendous" , to say the least!! Thank you, too,for your generous feedback on my journal about using DRS! Detractors detract somewhere else before some one drops a house on you, oh wicked ones !! Thanks again Have at Yee,Man,I'm soon to be swimming in similar waters, as you are!! Yeah!!
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-11-2025
(03-11-2025, 10:45 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:(03-11-2025, 09:28 PM)Have at ye Wrote: Not much in the way of wonky sensations this time around, but I did get some thoughts and emotions that would be indicative of attempted attacks. They pass rather quickly though and are nothing like before. I'm getting stronger, my detractors are weakening, heck yeah!
On the OSC front, I've noticed that people are more willing to chat me up and I'm more willing to engage in chit-chat, both men and women. I also came into my analysis sessions and outright complimented my analyst, haha (not on looks, which I'd be willing to do as well obviously, but more on her interpretation/translation skills), I think she enjoyed it though she's difficult to read with her analytic poker-face.
Amazing Man. I think this combo of DRS+OSC is " stupendous" , to say the least!! Thank you, too,for your generous feedback on my journal about using DRS! Detractors detract somewhere else before some one drops a house on you, oh wicked ones !! Thanks again Have at Yee,Man,I'm soon to be swimming in similar waters, as you are!! Yeah!!
It is a very good combo indeed. Can't wait to see what results you're gonna get. Keep on rockin'!
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-12-2025
Day 35 of OSC and DRS v2
Had a slightly worse day today, it could have been mix between an attack of some sort and OSC digging through stuff. I skipped singing practice even though I intended to do it. Gonna practice first thing in the morning, though.
There was some drama in this, let's call it, social group I had joined some time ago. It was most unfortunate, one of the veteran members threw what amounts to a tantrum. He did not leave altogether, though, so maybe he'll get a proverbial grip. This affected my mood as well.
I joined this group of mental health educators and the meetings there are *really* boring (except for the beauty of the red-headed psychologist lady I mentioned earlier. Totally gonna attempt to X4A/DMSI her at a later date, TBD
) and lenghty and they leave me feeling exhausted for some reason. I do think I will ultimately enjoy the work we're doing there, though.That band thing did not pan out; they decided one opera singer is enough, so ultimately they don't want another one - well, perhaps for the occasional song which they intend to inform me about. A bummer, I was getting kinda excited about the prospect. The other audition preparations are very much ON, though. Also found another one I'd be interested in but it's very short notice and in Italy to boot - if I had more time, I'd go for it (also they fall on a day when I have a busy social calendar which I do not want to cancel).
A lady-friend of mine (another psychoteraphist/sexologist, go figure, heheh) just informed me she's considering breaking up with her current guy, I offered to meet and talk things through with her (she's a very good friend). If she decides to break up, I'm X4Aing her *hard* (for science).
Also kinda glad at the prospect of the proposed DMSI v5 being a regular program, not a premium one. My bank account feels thankful already! Still, saving up for potential premiums in the future. I already got one but did not get much mileage out of it (the aphrodisiac one in 5.11G) and probably won't, seeing as I do not intend to mess up running 6G, especially the shield, but oh well. Let's consider it an investment *in science*!
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-13-2025
Found some more auditions, with more demanding repertoire, went to practice it today to check it out and got frustrated a bit after the proverbial High Notes were not taking off to my satisfaction, lol. But this feeling of frustration passed mostly after I went back home and listened to OSC. So the improved self-confidence is there, it just needs to stabilize/become more permanent, I think.
No more wonky sensation pretty much these past few days, I could get used to this. I still get dreams, but they're also less wonky/have fewer "I'm fighting off numerous people" themes to them.
While awaiting OED 6G, and X4A-1600 being most probably the next program I'll be running, I tested out taking 10 mg taladafil (you can get this stuff over-the-counter around here, lewl). It did make my erections stronger and thus made me feel more confident as well. So I may be supporting myself using it every now and again while X4Aing in circumstances in which sex could result, we'll see how it goes.
RE: 6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS)) - Have at ye - 03-14-2025
Still no more wonky sensations, but these past couple of days I've been feeling a little down and been needing more sleep. I do get vivid dreams, mostly showbiz-related, which - for some odd reason - feature a lot of attractive female butts. No joke. They're not the main motif of the dreams, but they keep appearing here and there consistently. I dunno, perhaps this is supposed to be a motivational device of some sort?
I hope my mood improves as I've been flying high this past month despite wonky sensations which would sometimes get unpleasant. I think I'll be skipping the auditions I've found yesterday and focus on the main ones - mostly because I don't want to divide my focus too much and because I've got another thing going at the same time they're supposed to be at, and I plan to test X4A there (there's this one chick in that crowd with a *dat ass* type of ass there who's been acting quite often seductively and very friendly towards me even without aphrodisiac subs, so... we'll see
).