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RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Shannon - 03-28-2013
Affirmations must be worded properly and used properly to be beneficial.
Cortez, which version of the CUPR sub were/are you using, and what more specifically has been your experience?
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 03-30-2013
I was using the latest version of it, Shannon. My back and hip had been making me take upwards of 800 mg a day of Ibuprofen for a while. I decided to stop it completely, because that is just nasty stuff. For a while there I was having a rough time with it, but the pain lessened over time to the point where I rarely ever take any pain medicine anymore. I still have pain, but it's not what it was by any means. I was limping around all over the place for a while there. I could barely walk right. I have a had a back injury for years now, but I guess in the last year I haven't been taking care of it like I should and it got bad really fast because of it.
I didn't know how well the sub was going to help because this wasn't just some meaningless pain, but I consider not having to use pain killers anymore just to get through the day a great result and the rest, I'm slowly fixing over time. So, thank you for that great free resource, Shannon. It certainly did help.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Shannon - 03-30-2013
I'm planning to release a generalized painkiller here in a little while. It'll be a single stage 5G sub at $89.95, but it will work for all pain. I'm also planning to try to make it include a healing accelerator, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to work that in. This one should kick in within 4 to 10 minutes and produce 85-100% pain relief. I'm also going to try to create it so that it doesn't rely on the painkillers in your brain, which can be depleted over time and force a pause in use.
How much pain relief do you get from the CUPR 5g?
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 04-12-2013
I didn't get any immediate pain relief from it, just a gradual decrease over time. Overall in my situation, it only slightly helped along with the other things I was doing, but it gave me the momentum I needed to get well again. I'm felling pretty good these days.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Shannon - 04-12-2013
It's interesting, everyone gets pain relief, but some people seem to require only an hour or two and some seem to gradually reach full effect. For the new general pain reliever I'm working on making it work very rapidly for everyone.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 04-21-2013
I would say my back is about 80% healed now. It's amazing how the body can heal itself.
I have been keeping to myself for a while now. I haven't been going out at all, not doing much else but working and planning my future, but this girl started working with me who is pretty much exactly what I want in a girl. I didn't pursue this girl because even then I still wasn't interested in going out of my way. I did flirt a lot, though and make her constantly laugh her ass off. She just wouldn't leave me alone. She gave me her number, constantly asked me if I was doing anything after work and just was all over me. I finally gave in and hung out with her last night and well...I'll just say it's pretty electric attraction.
Maybe there is something to manifestation, haha. I had been thinking for a while that I would like a nice pretty farm girl that comes from a strong family, but I let it go and she just sort of showed up.
I'm currently listening to Overcoming Fear again before I re-start AM5. I feel like I've grown up a lot, but I still have a problem with commitment. I've always grown tired of women I've been with really quickly. Perhaps OF will help with that some. I feel like like it will.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 04-26-2013
I must say one of my favorite parts of the "Overcoming Fear" sub is the phrases related to the "Everything is possible" mindset. I've been feeling it a lot lately. I've also been saying whatever the hell is on my mind, regardless of what I think someones reaction will be. The new girl I'm seeing certainly likes it. Even though I say things all the time that you would think would piss women right off, but then again I make her laugh all the time.
Her and I just seem to go together very well, like we've always known each other almost. It's very strange. I really wasn't looking for a girl, and I even tried to resist her, but we were way too drawn to each other for that, so I figured what the hell.
I'm about ready to start up AM5 again and probably do AM6 after that.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Shannon - 04-26-2013
I'm finding that the OGSF in BAMM is certainly making me feel cmfortable saying and doing things I wouldn't have done before... sometimes I say things and then it's like... did I just say that out loud? Very few negative responses, though.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 04-26-2013
It's a pretty funny effect. I enjoy it.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 05-06-2013
Every time I go through the first three stages of AM, I seem to have some very angry mood swings. It seems like it gets better every time I do the set, though. Just a part of the process, I guess. I know I have a lot of repressed anger from my life. Every time some of it is released that's a good thing.
Meanwhile, my new girl takes damn good care of me. She cooks for me, gives me massages anytime I want them, and loves taking care of me in general. I like this one. She's exactly the type of woman I'd want to have kids with some day. A rare gem. I think I'll keep her around a while.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 05-11-2013
I had a dream where there were snakes everywhere and I was terrified, but immediately got the thought to go in to action mode, grab a knife and start killing. I love how AM obviously affects my dreams.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 05-19-2013
This program hits me harder every time I go through it. This time is much stronger than all of the other times I've listened to it. Here's a few bullet points of things I've noticed.
-I'm unconcerned anymore over if someone likes me or not. In fact I'd rather a lot of people not like me. That would let me know I'm living life on my terms.
-I get pissed off when my girlfriend says something I do is cute or if anyone calls me a boy in any way. I would say this has something to do with the programming in here of identifying now as a man instead of a boy. It's working because any comments like that really get under my skin. Whenever she says something like that I usually scowl at her and tell her she's great at killing erections.
-I feel really driven to succeed. In my case that means securing the land I want later this year and spending my future building an off the grid sustainable house. It is the only future I see for myself. It really is. I get no satisfaction whatsoever from this pampered, decadent society.
-My leadership skills have definitely increased and I'm pretty sure the actual leadership training doesn't start until later stages, but I might be wrong.
-I don't really speak all that much anymore, but when I do I'm able to communicate powerfully. I don't really like to speak about my life that much to people anymore. Anonymity is a great gift, because then people will draw their own conclusions about you. It usually works in your advantage. Besides, you wont really be at a lack for conversational topics as most people would rather talk about themselves anyway.
-I just feel overall more solid like , no matter what, my future is secured and things will work in my favor.
-As it always is in stage 1 I'm listening to a lot of metal and lifting a lot.
I love this program. I really look forward to AM6 if it's as powerful as it seems like it will be.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 06-05-2013
I'm on stage 2 now and feeling like an animal still. I just had sex 7 different times in 12 hours, got 3 HJ's and one BJ. Needless to say I am worn out, haha.
It's hard to say what other effects the second stage is having other than revving up my sex drive like a permanent viagra pill.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Spiral - 06-05-2013
So far how does it compare to AM2011? AM2011 stressed me out and my sex drive dropped to nothing.