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RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 04-03-2018
Starting day 1 of cycle 2 of 3.2A today, the first week i used masked trickling stream this round i will give hybrid another go.
I can say i feel slightly more at ease talking to people when have something to say but going up and making conversation doesnt happen can convince myself not to do it still, such as today a young woman i see a lot was nearby doing her workout then on a treadmill i was thinking of saying hi as i moved to another area but instead didnt say anything. I have spoken to her once before and that was before starting dmsi and i would like to talk to her more but confidence levels after 38 days isnt there yet to try again.
Several ladies i see often would like the aura and sniper to start working but hasnt so far.
Its hard to tell if subconscious is resisting the program since i dont think im trying to resist it just not getting noticable results from others yet. Like the ladies today they can be pretty close by and not even look in my direction. Atleast the care free attitude more relaxed and able to talk to someone a bit better once they say something has improved so atleast got those benefits so far.
See how things go with a week on 3.2a hybrid trickling stream
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 04-06-2018
Completed day 3 of hybrid 3.2a 2nd round.
I was at a bbq tonight a few ladies no one that i was interested in but no interest from them either spoke to a couple didnt really try to talk to others didnt feel like needed to make the effort to do so but was relaxed.
A couple things i do believe 3.2a is doing compared to 3.2b on b i would wake up on 3-4 hours sleep all the time i could wake up at 5am every morning just because at the time thats when i decided to listen to the track but i was finding i was waking up without an alarm not really tired either.
3.2a is a very different story i have added 3 kilos in just over 2 weeks, i seem to be eating a lot of food and not much are good. On top of that sleeping a lot i wake up at 8-9am have no energy at all to even want to get out of bed, getting to the gym is an impossible task just because got no energy to do anything and the times i do force myself there has been a struggle.
I thought i was coming down with something but that wasnt the case its just 3.2a drains me of energy has me eating all the wrong foods and in large amounts and its now becoming very frustrating as i was getting to the gym daily and most days twice a day with energy left over on track a if i make it to the gym twice in a week thats pretty good.
I havent noticed any dreams or any changes apart from the relaxed carefree attitude but that hasnt helped me with talking to strangers too much unless they initate which is rare, that was also seen on 3.2b though but its suggested to stay on 3.2a for 28 days or 4 cycles but if my energy is so drained im unable to do anything im not sure i will be able to do that, atleast on b i had plenty of energy and never tired.
I kept thinking it was other things but it seems its clear 3.2a is what is making me so tired as before i started i was full of energy.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 04-10-2018
So this may or may not be from dmsi but its rare if ever for this to happen, i was out to dinner and went to dominos to get some icecream they do mini sundaes 4 pack for 10, when i got there placed my order and a few minutes later a lady came out said they forgot to order more icecream and didnt have any so could give me a complimentry snack of my choice so i picked mini dutch pancakes, anyway when i went up another guy came to talk to me and said could get 2 sundaes done but not 4 and i thought ok will still pay for the 2 when i went to pay he said no both sundaes and the pancakes were complimentry for the trouble.
That may be nothing but they could of said sorry cant do any icecreams, could of said can do 2 and charge me 5 dollars for them but gave all 3 items for nothing. That never happens to me ever so maybe thats from dmsi as i have read others get given free things too.
Also at the gym had a good 10 minute chat near end of my workout with a female trainer i say hi to her sometimes but first time we had a chat for that long and she did initiate the conversation asking how things were going when i was nearby.
Thats the first 2 things ive noticed on an external side, no glances from women in an interest kind of way though and around plenty of attractive women, but the conversation was easier than normal for me with the trainer so that is atleast something i noticed.
Hopefully attraction picks up soon from other women would be good but its a start after 30 days on 3.2b and 14 days on 3.2a
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 04-12-2018
Had my one day break yesterday, after 14 days of side a going to try side b again for 14 days and switch back and forth see if i notice any changes.
Trying 3.2b masked today 1 loop and will use this one for 14 days before my break.
No looks at the gym today but was nearby this one lady last 2 days a fair bit, didnt try to talk to her though as i dont want to bother women in a gym, will see if over time she approaches me. I see this lady most days so she would be a good one for the sniper to work on but not working so far.
Thats why going back to b side to see if after being on 3.2a and a 2nd run on b will have a stronger effect.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 04-16-2018
On day 5 of 3.2b after 2 cycles on a to see if the tiredness would be a bit different back on b.
I can stay up late wake up early but motivation of getting out of bed isnt there this time around, my workouts in gym are taking it out of me and feel sore each morning which could be the main reason but its hard to get going of a morning.
My main places ive been since starting 3.2 is the gym which is a pretty big gym always packed and a lot of very attractive women many of which i see on a daily basis. The shops most days is my other main place unfortunately external results just not there no glances or any clear looks like many others are noticing, the sniper would be a good one to work at the gym being close by to so many attractive women but nothing so far.
Confidence when walking is better which can be from both improved fitness better posture and dmsi, approaching women or even knowing how to start a conversation is non existant with people i dont know, my main issue is i dont start conversations unless have specific things to say or ask so general conversation is something im not good at as i feel its just bothering the person something that needs to change. Dmsi is aiming for the women to approach us but i may have to go upto them and see if the aura starts once a conversation is started.
No dreams like many seem to get and did add upto 4 kilos since listening but have managed to drop 2 of those but got another 6-7 to go before im happy.
Also limiting caffeine unless at night when im not leaving the house.
Resistance may be happening but hard to tell since i dont feel any different from one day to next to know if happening or passing, like mood swings others have noticed that hasnt been an issue either.
I possibly am being more assertive at times which is a positive, but so far external results hard to notice especially from others.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 04-18-2018
7 days in of 3.2b 2 loops with headphones after 2 cycles on a and 30 days of b before hand.
External results no aura or sniper working so far can be less than 5 feet from women im attracted to and see frequently and not even a glance, where before using dmsi they would atleast show some slight interest from glances, not sure if thats a good or bad thing but if they are meant to chase not seeing any signs of anything so far.
Dreams still nothing, not as tired as i had been on 3.2a, can still look at porn without feeling bad doesnt do anything though but nothing stopping me from watching it apart from me just not feeling like it but thats always how its been even before dmsi so stopping porn not working yet either apart from me just choosing not to watch at times.
Confidence around strangers hasnt improved or changed, i had a chance to talk with a lady but my head still says dont bother them.
Thinking of going to 3 loops see if anything might change since so far aura and sniper certainly not working yet which is the main idea of dmsi to get some sort of slight attention even from women.
I realise it might take a while but others seem to get plenty of results quickly.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-02-2018
completed 3 cycles of 3.2a using hybrid and masked with headphones, completed 44 days of track 3.2b.
So far i can be in places surrounded by attractive women and yet no interest no looks no glances, maybe every now and then a glance in my direction but no more than i was getting before dmsi, actually think was getting more interest before hand atleast when comes to looks and i have since improved my appearance a lot more from the gym.
So far no dreams, no aura and no sniper, since there are several women im around daily that i would like to get interest from but nothing yet.
I even talk to ladies i have known a while and no interest there either and they are single so its not because a relationship is stopping them.
So maybe im resisting but since its hard to know when we resist and when its actually working, unsure if im resisting the sub or just not effecting anyone around me.
Most seem to have mood swings up and down from other threads to atleast know something is happening im no different either way up or down.
Will keep trying 3.2a but so far 65 days of a very powerful sub and i got nothing noticable that i can say is changing.
If there was a way to get the subconscious to work would be great, but just have to wait until our subconscious decides to execute so i read earlier, and affirmations dont do anything either that i have been trying too.
Still waiting patiently for something to happen.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-05-2018
Yesterday was my day break from 3.2a had completed 3 cycles of track b 3 cycles of track a by yesterday, i went out to a street full of bars with a couple other guys.
Attractive women all around but had no confidence to approach women which is always an issue for me if ive spoken to someone once i can do it all the time but that first time i convince myself im bothering them if in a gym or somewhere else and bars its not easy to hear anyone talking.
Unfortunately also got no interest from any women no looks or anything.
I realise maybe we need to do most of the work and start the interaction but the reason for this sub is to atleast get the attention of the women to make that part easier.
I do feel more confident around people i already know and posture is better from improving fitness.
Just no attraction from women yet and last night if i was going to see something would of been the best opportunity.
Onto 4th cycle of 3.2a today doing 2 loops this week hybrid.
I have no dreams no mood swings no aura no conflicting things in my head apart from approaching women which has always been my trouble, hoping this sub would help with that but so far 44 days and 21 days of 3.2a and b hasnt happened.
Just have to keep seeing if things change soon.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-10-2018
Completed another 7 days on 3.2a hybrid flac with headphones, unfortunately no internal and external results, no changes that i can see or feel, no dreams no aura or anything else so far.
Confidence still not there which i thought 3.2a had a boost in self confidence and self esteem yet i still hesitate to talk to women letting my head convince me not to bother them like at the gym even when an opportunity is there to talk.
Day off tomorow and will give 3.2b a try for next 14 days see if it will get some results happening.
Im amazed how so many have dreams good and bad ones, emotional ups and downs too, if that happened to me maybe then might know if the subliminal is working for me but so far i feel the same as before i started dmsi but will continue to listen and see what happens.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-13-2018
Yesterday got a couple looks while at the shops after using dmsi for 3 months.
Today is day 1 of using 3.2b hybrid flac with headphones 2 loops after 2 cycles of 3.2a.
Going to do 14 days on b 14 days on a and continue this until 3.3 comes out and see what happens.
I know i need some healing or something from 3.2a because my lack of confidence in approaching women just isnt there even after all this time on dmsi.
Today is an example danced with a lady a couple times last sunday night and saw her at the shops where she works, i managed to speak to her for a few minutes but didnt get her name or ask her for a drink sometime even though i wanted to.
See if the aura on 3.2b will start to get stronger after using it for 3 cycles so far onto the 4th run i think on b track.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-13-2018
One thing i do notice when laying on the bed listening to either 3.2a or b tracks heart starts racing pretty fast so the subliminal is doing something to cause an increase in heart beating.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-14-2018
Decided for the next 13 days will give masked flac a try at 70% vlc on 3.2b last night used hybrid which is the one i have used pretty much everyday apart from breaks on both a and b tracks.
I dont know if i have a do not tell me what to do personality so im inbetween hybrid which i want to use being most powerful but lacking results or using the one considered weakest but might be more effective, so will see if 13 days on track b of masked will show any changes as after 3 months im not noticing anything from either track so far internally or externally.
Will see what masked can do.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-14-2018
It seems 3.2b masked might be better for me, i am currently on my 2nd loop of 3.2b masked tonight and im having times where i can be awake and all good then be so tired almost falling asleep in the chair, for this to suddenly happen must be the subliminal doing something as i never got that after first couple of days using hybrid when first released since then i can stay awake for 2 loops without feeling anything.
Also while listening different parts of my body and head felt different for a minute or 2 at a time hard to describe just a different feeling, so looks like i will stay on masked for 13 days then give 3.2a on masked a go too.
RE: dmsi 3.2 journal - josh84 - 05-15-2018
3rd day back on 3.2b and 2nd day of masked flac through vlc player at 66% volume.
2nd day where i am falling asleep at times and waking up during listening sort of in and out for a couple minutes, hybrid apart from very first few days never did this so im guessing masked will provide better results than hybrid as it seems to be having an impact atleast in that way.
Its not from being tired as each night after listening can be wide awake again it only happens while listening last couple days, so hopefully 3.2b will start doing something soon externally.
Once complete this cycle will go back to 3.2a for 2-3 cycle runs and see if using masked will boost my confidence as i have always used hybrid with 3.2a and didnt see much change.