(01-27-2015, 02:55 PM)dissonance Wrote: Subs affect my sleep too...
1. How loud are you listening to the subs when u sleep?
2. If you listen with iPhone, what volume % are you at?
3. Are you using headphones while sleep?
4. Do you wake up in the middle of the night?
5. Is it hard to fall asleep as well, or just hard to wake up?
6. How long has it been since you started using 5G subs?

So recently I find out one of my buddies split up with his girlfriend who I know and spoke to often at my work.

I have been messaging her to try and help her out with some advice and not only does she disrespectfully not reply but adds to her fb message indirectly saying Im wasting her time.

So I unfriended her and am not going to bother with her ever again. I will not allow behaviour that is petty and childish like that to happen with me no matter who you are. I will not tolerate the bs of it.

Reason I'm posting this is because it is new from me and I am happy to have been an alpha male about it. A beta version of me would have tried to say sorry for nothing but in this instance I am the one who should be expecting an apology at least. leepy:

Subs are f**king awesome!!



More to come

LM

Slowly beginning to see the light of the Alpha male inside me showing through.
Today was a day where I felt relaxed, at ease and comfortable being me.

I am nearing stage 3 now, only 11 days left to go. I hope that the changes I see there are even more kick ass than they have been so far.

Quick recap of beta things that have gone away since starting AM6

• Letting go of the past
  
• Overcoming guilt, shame and fear
  
• Overcome any victim mentality you may have when you start the program.
  
• Approval seeking destruction
  

There is a shit tonne more stuff to go but standing up for myself, not tolerating other people's bs, moving forward for me and letting go of the past me has all changed.

I am so happy to be on this journey. There will be more ups and downs to come, that I'm sure, but I'm staying hungry and humble. Never giving up!

Thank you to everyone who is reading this as even just one viewer who can see my trials and tribulations is an honour for me

Take care guys and more to come!


LM

In case I hadn't explained at the beginning, I will let you guys in on a little secret.

In my past I suffered from what has recently been theorised as "Maladaptive Daydreaming" which as the name suggests you spend a VERY VERY considerable amount of time spending the day just daydreaming. Daydreaming about typical things: power, respect, fighting bullies who pissed me off, fighting crime and saving/fucking women. What would trigger and exacerbate this is the use of music. Any music with a fast or heavy beat would set me off instantly and I would go into my own little world for most of the day.

As you can imagine this drained most of my teen years as instead of fitting in socially I would be introverted and just daydream my emotional problems away instead of speaking out about them. Add depression and lack of motivation for life into the mix and you have a recipe for...life alterting disaster..

Fortunately it never came to that as I'm here now typing on this forum for you guys.The Daydreaming has ended since beginning AM6 and I am replacing introverted fantasies with real life situations that are akin to the same thing . I am my own living proof that no matter how hard it gets I can always get back up. The subs have been phenomenal - I'm no where near finished with the subs; and I'm no where near the beta male I used to be.

If you are reading these journals guys and are afraid of the price or just sitting down and listening to fucking water for 8 hours a day I want you to ask yourselves. Do I really want this? DO I really want to become a badass, self-confident, self-motivating, smooth operating, vag tingling, heart throbing, women fucking , macho invigorating, kick ass mother fucking son of a god :exclamation:

If the answer to that isn't Yes then turn away and never come back

Do yourselves a favour guys Get AM6



LM

Decided today to go shopping for some good food.

Brown Rice
Chicken
Kale
Nuts & Almonds
Yoghurts
Juice
Acai berries
Green tea
Peppermint tea & more

The subs are making me more aware of what should be in my body and what shouldn't be.

I may add this to a workout routine and begin working out at the gym before my swims. Combine that with tennis that I have played for the last 6 years.

Also the subs still have me feeling great. Cannot wait for stage 3. Stage 2 has been phenomenal
Time to get active!

Hey I appreciate you guys coming to post here. It's not something most people know or have heard about so it's good to see others who can understand.

Listen while it's good you guys have met, you can use the PM system to contact one another as I want to keep this on topic which is about the AM6 subs. So thanks guys

On the plus side, my extroversion and conversational skills have seen a big boost. Tonight at work, I was talkative, funny, chatty and flirty with many players and women. I'm definitely seeing a rise in testosterone too as all I could think of at work was sex haha.

I did say I want to do my own thing business wise but I have too many loose ends I need to tie up at the casino before I leave (apologise to people from my past beta behaviour type stuff)


More to come!

LM

So today things are pretty much the same as yesterday. I am still being more of an alpha version of myself at work though. Still got the banter and social skills.

Nearing the end of Stage 2 and I must say it is very different from stage 1. Stage 1 was about pure garbage removal which caused me to become confused and to shut down socially while I recalibrated myself.

Stage 2 is now allowing my output to be more refined in a social way. I can however see through manipulation and insidious behaviour a mile away. I am also becoming more intuitive with people's motives - I can easily read people now and knowing what they want is a big boost in social interaction for me.

Anyone know what stage 3 is like?

LM