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RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Johannesbrst - 03-14-2024
(03-14-2024, 04:27 AM)Topaz Wrote:(03-14-2024, 03:35 AM)Johannesbrst Wrote: Perhaps you need to worry less about what people do and try to control their actions and instead focus more on how you react to things happening. The problem here isn't really her disrespecting you, it's you allowing yourself to get getting upset by her behavior.
We shouldn't let people treat us badly, then we should calmly tell them that is not an acceptable behavior, but we need to train ourselves ton not get affected by what other people do or don't do. If we are affected by it, we are in reality giving away our sense of inner stability to other people and letting our moods be affected by how they choose to act.
I see what you are saying and it's not new to me
What I'm talking about here is what I attract subconsciously and the energy I put out
You can try to force people to respect you by fear, but real respect is earned and it don't care about those that are not able to see why it should be given.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-14-2024
(03-14-2024, 05:01 AM)Johannesbrst Wrote:(03-14-2024, 04:27 AM)Topaz Wrote: I see what you are saying and it's not new to me
What I'm talking about here is what I attract subconsciously and the energy I put out
You can try to force people to respect you by fear, but real respect is earned and it don't care about those that are not able to see why it should be given.
Hey man,
I appreciate your perspective, and I understand the importance of earning genuine respect. However, my point is not about forcing respect through fear. It's more about the energy I project and what I attract subconsciously. I'm exploring how my inner state and the vibes I give off influence the way people interact with me. It's not about control, but more about understanding and possibly refining the signals I send out to the world.
I've also noticed some positive indicators of interest from younger, attractive female colleagues. However, I've observed that older clients, both male and female, as well as individuals who are not familiar with me, don't seem to pay much attention. Sometimes, I even receive negative attention from them, including disrespectful behaviors. It's an interesting contrast that I'm trying to understand better in terms of the energy I'm putting out and how it's perceived by different groups.
I should mention that the energy I project is influenced by the AM6 program I've been following. Before starting this program, I used to get better reactions from people. It's something I'm reflecting on as I continue with the program.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Johannesbrst - 03-14-2024
(03-14-2024, 07:56 AM)Topaz Wrote:(03-14-2024, 05:01 AM)Johannesbrst Wrote: You can try to force people to respect you by fear, but real respect is earned and it don't care about those that are not able to see why it should be given.
Hey man,
I appreciate your perspective, and I understand the importance of earning genuine respect. However, my point is not about forcing respect through fear. It's more about the energy I project and what I attract subconsciously. I'm exploring how my inner state and the vibes I give off influence the way people interact with me. It's not about control, but more about understanding and possibly refining the signals I send out to the world.
I've also noticed some positive indicators of interest from younger, attractive female colleagues. However, I've observed that older clients, both male and female, as well as individuals who are not familiar with me, don't seem to pay much attention. Sometimes, I even receive negative attention from them, including disrespectful behaviors. It's an interesting contrast that I'm trying to understand better in terms of the energy I'm putting out and how it's perceived by different groups.
I should mention that the energy I project is influenced by the AM6 program I've been following. Before starting this program, I used to get better reactions from people. It's something I'm reflecting on as I continue with the program.
Reflect on if your need to get reactions from people is what causing the issues. Younger people may not notice this but older people recognize when it's someone to keen on getting one or the other traction from them. Try to work on yourself and don't be so focused on the reactions or lack of reactions from others.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-14-2024
(03-14-2024, 11:03 AM)Johannesbrst Wrote:(03-14-2024, 07:56 AM)Topaz Wrote: Hey man,
I appreciate your perspective, and I understand the importance of earning genuine respect. However, my point is not about forcing respect through fear. It's more about the energy I project and what I attract subconsciously. I'm exploring how my inner state and the vibes I give off influence the way people interact with me. It's not about control, but more about understanding and possibly refining the signals I send out to the world.
I've also noticed some positive indicators of interest from younger, attractive female colleagues. However, I've observed that older clients, both male and female, as well as individuals who are not familiar with me, don't seem to pay much attention. Sometimes, I even receive negative attention from them, including disrespectful behaviors. It's an interesting contrast that I'm trying to understand better in terms of the energy I'm putting out and how it's perceived by different groups.
I should mention that the energy I project is influenced by the AM6 program I've been following. Before starting this program, I used to get better reactions from people. It's something I'm reflecting on as I continue with the program.
Reflect on if your need to get reactions from people is what causing the issues. Younger people may not notice this but older people recognize when it's someone to keen on getting one or the other traction from them. Try to work on yourself and don't be so focused on the reactions or lack of reactions from others.
It's actually the opposite. I don't seek any reactions, which is why younger women at work are attracted to me. I'm subconsciously exuding alpha characteristics and showing non-neediness.
Also, it seems like it says on the sales page - the more attractive the women are, the more they will be attracted to me. It's now when I reflect back that I start to think about it more mm....
The hotter the girl is, the more I talk with a stronger voice and wake up!
And the hotter they are to more attracted they are to me.
It's true in my workplace. When the girls/women work with me and get a lot of exposure to me, they do chase me or are very interested in getting to know and talk to me. I've also seen these reactions from clients' daughters. They smile, laugh, and become shy when I'm around. What's interesting is clients' daughters don't need too much exposure it's like it is immediately there.
Again, I don't really care and was pleasantly surprised! I care more about opportunities outside of my workplace like bars, clubs, malls, streets, and subways. The girls at work do chase me, but I'm looking for something else...
And I care about the clients themselves because I work in sales. If the client doesn't connect with me, I'm losing potential money. I think that's why I'm pissed.
I want to touch on a the fact that where I am the economy affects sells.
Also, the non-reactions outside of work can be frustrating. When I do talk to people, they are nice overall, but I don't get looks or approach invitations from women.
And again, attractive women who don't know me in bars and clubs might be interested, but only if they have enough exposure.
For example, bartenders get attracted to me, but only if I visit the same place at least twice.
With every visit, I get more and more attention.
But I don't want to feel like I need to play the long game to get attention. When I write it, by the way, it doesn't sound that bad, but I have my moments when everything just seems to bother me, lol.
Regarding the people who may disrespect or just plainly not pay too much attention to me, it's not anything I'm doing.
It's something I'm not projecting, like maybe fun or welcoming energy.
It might be a too serious manager energy.
Or maybe clients try to save some money now.
Who knows.
When I write everything now I'm asking myself if clients might get frustrated with the economy and maybe feel disconnected because I've changed.
Last week I did feel a girl who works with me got really frustrated and upset with me because I didn't pay attention to her.
She's attractive and she knows it.
Then I saw her again this week and I was right because she didn't stop talking and pay attention to me! Again a present surprise. One girl stopped showing up for work when she understood I'm not interested/will not act on it. So I can't complain there.
Well let's see what's next
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-19-2024
Stage 6 day 23:
Generally, I was right.
When I started to just think or write some affirmations, within 1-2 days, my ability to stand my ground and not give a fuck when a client says shit was unbelievable.
Also, because of my affirmations, as I thought, my ability to sell went up
They respected me more, they bought more, and they couldn't challenge me or take advantage of me
Some might say I'm rude, but people are really rude and aggressive where I live I have no other options
And I will not be pushed over.
Other than that, the goals of AM seem broader than that. So, AM, it seems now, will not help with these people or situations but will help me find a better business I can run
I will need to handle people in my life one should not run away from that
And one should be super confident and able
But now the program tries to find either:
1. A way for my business to be super successful
2. Find a better business for me
Let's go!!!!!
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-24-2024
Stage 6, Day 28:
My journal is coming to an end soon. I had a few things happening which helped me understand what has changed within me.
Over the past week, I've gone out a lot, about 4 times.
Party after party.
I had more anxiety approaching women than I had before the program, to the point where some friends told me I'm not as confident as I used to be.
But that's not true. The reason I have more approach anxiety or an unwillingness to approach women as much as before is for the following reasons:
1. I'm not needy or see women as important or as exciting, which changes the weight on the balance scale between how important it is for me to meet women and - the negative, how rude they can be or afraid I am to approach them.
I hope that makes sense.
2. The self-image of an alpha male is of someone who doesn't chase women, and I think that's the biggest reason. As an alpha male, I don't see myself as a teenager or a player who needs to prove himself to his friends or needs to approach women to score.
Yes I want to have sex but I want beautiful and happy women. Not boring with a bitchy face.
I see myself as a well-rounded person, and if the vibes I get aren't right, I will not do so.
3. Most women don't seem very interesting or of high quality. I see more faults in most women than I'd like. I see through their beauty and see through their manipulations and unhealthy habits.
But, of course, I've talked to and approached some women.
Some girls were rude and unpleasant. Some girls were really into me.
One example is a beautiful Russian woman I approached near the beach.
Who apparently has a boyfriend in Russia. She was really into me and didn't seem to care about the fact she has a bf. She left on the same day we met and told me she'll be back to my country in 2 months. She's already a citizen in my country and told me her bf can't get citizenship, so she'll probably not stay with him.
I really don't respect girls who give their phone numbers to other guys when they have a bf.
I was very clear I will not meet her as long as she has a bf. Maybe I'm just lying to myself, I got the number anyway, but I was pissed.
On a different night, a friend talked to a girl in a club, and I started a conversation with her friend, who was hotter.
She was immediately into me!
I just knew she wanted to kiss me now!
Even though I had sex with beautiful girls before, I don't remember kissing a girl in a club.
Maybe I did it once, but it was not so quickly.
Usually, I meet girls during the day, like the Russian woman.
Anyway, it was a weekend of partying. I felt she wanted me, kissed her, and she was too passionate.
I told her "hey relax! Easy!" It didn't help, she was drunk young and eager.
She then left me to go back to dance with her friends, and later didn't want to talk. Her friend protected her and she didn't want to feel like a slut in front of the friend. I think I could have taken her to the bathroom when we kissed I had a 20 second opportunity there.
The exchange of Instagram was a total flake.
In comparison after i saw my friend struggle to kiss the not as beautiful friend.
She wanted him but it took him 5 minutes to have the courage to do so.
I on the other hand didn't think. I acted.
Another party I went to, I was really anxious, didn't feel I could open up women easily, and when I did, they were not positive.
I left and didn't enjoy it.
It was a day party.
I went back to my car, and two Russian girls were going to another party; they passed by me.
I said hi, we talked, and exchanged phone numbers.
She's a really beautiful girl and much younger than the one I talked about before.
Another night:
Another Russian in another bar talked to for a few minutes and exchanged Instagram. She's beautiful, but there's something unpleasant about her face, facial expressions, and energy.
I went to another party on another day; it was like a "meet up." My friend and I talked to a Norwegian girl and a Russian; both are friends. We chatted them up and drove with them to another party. Apparently, the beautiful one has a bf and was not open to something sexual.
Her friend, though, wanted me and was very disappointed I didn't want her back.
But they both really liked me! And we had great fun and laughed together! In the club, they actually tried to help us meet other women, but to no success.
But when I approached one woman alone:
In that club, I met an older woman, again Russian, lol.
Sidenote: The Russians, I find are easier for me to connect with for some reason. (They all have citizenship and a job.)
She was into me, and I was like, "she looked better from far away." She told me " if you want to get to know me, get my number; if you're not sure, you better leave. Because I see you don't want me."
She was right; she was not that beautiful and was older. My friend was like, "wtf?!" He thought I didn't have the balls to do anything with her. I felt she wanted to kiss me there and then. But I didn't want to.
Approached another girl; apparently, she is a lesbian. She liked me a lot, and so did her friend.
She said we could try to meet new women together, and we exchanged contact information to meet in the future.
Things I've noticed about myself:
1. I was very serious throughout the program, and when I started to go out more, my funny character started to come back again!
2. Controlled and confident:
For example, one friend started to talk and flirt with the lesbian, and another friend asked me if I don't care about it. I was very confident within myself and said, "No. First of all, she's a lesbian, and I don't care about her. Secondly, if a girl wants me, this guy can't do anything about it." It was a complete shift compared to my old self.
3. Non neediness:
When I talked to women, I'm very non-needy. Some don't appreciate it; it feels like they want the drama or to feel chased. But some do understand it means I don't care too much, and I'm very stable, which means I'm in control, not her. I can be less exciting because I can come across as aloof. But who cares?
4. Some women like me, some don't. I'm not on SM3, but I can be attractive to some women.
5. Subconscious mind tries to find balance between becoming a better man internally and financially. To becoming attractive to women. It appears the first part is more important.
I didn't text any of the girls. I'll wait few days.
Which is also a surprise. I used to chase them.
Now I understand I should wait after the weekend.
Lastly, I want to say that this was really not my best run. I need more exposure, I need more time to work on myself, and I need more run-throughs.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-24-2024
@Johannesbrst
@Frosted
I think there are a lot of ups and downs because of internal mindset shifts and resistance.
That's why I had depression or felt bad at some points in the program, including days when people didn't respect me and I felt down or just out of it.
I think it's all part of the process, and it can take a lot of time to fully internalize the whole program and what it tries to do.
That's a good thing btw
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-25-2024
Stage 6, Day 29:
It seems some emotional healing has occurred along the journey as well. Porn and masturbation have become less common and less attractive in my eyes.
And of course, I haven't mentioned it much, but I've had many weird dreams.
Last night, I had one of the weirdest dreams, but at least it was a good one and not a nightmare.
In my dream, I met my ex-girlfriend, who broke my heart a few years ago. It was a very traumatic experience for me and probably something that weighed heavily on my soul. In the dream, she asked for my help to meet someone new who was important for her to date, and I was happy to help and be a good friend. I was happy for her and encouraged her to date that guy. We met in a restaurant where she met the guy. In the restaurant, I sat with my mom. My ex-girlfriend saw me, smiled, and said hi as she went to sit with the guy, hoping to have success dating him. In the dream, it was a day after I'd coached her on the matter. I smiled back and had loving feelings toward her, but my mom said something nasty to her because my mom hates what she did when we were together.
I think I don't need to explain much. It means I've let go of the anger I held inside for a few years toward that person. That's a very good thing.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-27-2024
Quote:I went back to my car, and two Russian girls were going to another party; they passed by me.
I said hi, we talked, and exchanged phone numbers.
She's a really beautiful girl and much younger than the one I talked about before
It really felt in the moment as a manifestation.
And it is.
She's the only girl who is not a flake
We have good conversation and probably will meet her next week
AM6 is waiting for the user to grow till stage 6 to manifest women to the user's life?
Seems so...
And it does make sense certainly when it is the first run through. Why should they interrupt?
I guess that what Shannon has intended.
I do know stage 6 contains the manifestation part to have women "if I want to I manifest women to my life" something of that sort
Well let's see..
Anyway I'll have blooming phase really soon.
I've heard some say "no no no the blooming phase doesn't occur in a 5g/4g program" I think otherwise.
I does occur with ASC. I've read some journals and users had changes after the program completed.
See you soon it's almost the last day here hahaha
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-30-2024
Hello fellow readers,
I've finished AM6 a few days ago.
It was really hard for me. I didn't like the program in terms of how hard it is to play 8-16 hours a day. Also, the program was not fun for me personally, but I'm not looking for a fun, joyful ride all the time.
I'm looking for growth!
So I want to summarize:
I did grow as a man.
My social anxiety increased because I became less potent in social situations when I'm out in clubs. I'm not a big guy, and I have some health issues that prevent me from working out in the gym, at least currently. I just want to give a perspective. Before starting Alpha Male, I did my affirmations every day and got at least 1-5 women looking at me, approaching me, or complimenting me every time I went out. Also, I had the inner knowledge of how to talk with them and how to position myself, so in a bar or a club, I got some results sometimes. This gave me a lot of confidence in the bar and club.
AM took it away because I've stopped my affirmations, and because AM is focused on inner growth. I want to be angry with that aspect, but at the same time, I probably shouldn't. It's part of the process, at least I guess and hope. It could be that if I run AM a few more times, I'll also have the confidence and sexuality when I go out naturally. Or maybe not, and WM/SM is needed. So I think this program could lack the confidence and sexuality in these places, but I don't know. If someone here ran AM 3-5 times and can tell me this program alone takes care of it without SM/WM, then cool.
Where my confidence went up: in work, with friends, with people I know, at some point with clients (had ups and downs), with guys too, and with women who know me. With women I don't know, I just become aloof; even if I approach, I can be too standoffish and not funny or playful. My flirting abilities went down.
I've stopped using porn naturally because of this program.
I've become impatient with the BS my friends can throw.
I've started to learn new skills to start a new job because my current business is not so successful.
I've started to also promote my current business, so maybe it will become a better one.
I've become very straightforward with my workers, not so joking around, and more efficient, expecting them to be efficient.
Self-respect is high.
Confidence could be through the roof at work.
It was very confident at work even before the program, but now I can be a little bit more alpha maybe.
Body language is not as good as it could be.
I don't have women coming into my life other than older women, some of them are rich, but I'm not interested.
I don't have young, hot girls/women who want to be with me easily.
I only now, after stage 6, communicate with one beautiful girl; she's 24 and she could be girlfriend material.
I think this program tries to attract a girlfriend rather than any beautiful girl like I used to.
So that's some good points I need to give to the program here.
Ok, it's a great program. I probably should run it again at some point. It's not fun, but it's very good to run. Overall, I'd give the program a 7.5/10.
For me, if I was a 5/10 alpha, now I'm a 7-8/10 alpha male.
Still have a long way to go.
Being alpha was not a really important thing for me, I have to be honest.
The whole concept of being an alpha guy is far from what I thought was important.
That's why I was a 5/6 out of 10 alpha.
I didn't need to feel I need to be unfriendly or aloof or wanted to have a strong alpha male body language. But I see it can be beneficial, so why not? I wanted to run it not only for SM but for inner growth, and it helped.
I hope to run it again soon!
• Increased self confidence YES NOT ENOUGH
• Increased self respect. YES
• Better self control. YES
• Little to no interest in and concern with what others think of you or your
actions. YES NOT ENOUGH
• More interest and comfort in being your own man and doing your own
thing. YES NOT ENOUGH
• Better self esteem. YES
• Better self image. YES NOT ENOUGH
• Stronger sense of self. YES
• Being able to handle rejection without taking it personally. YES NOT ENOUGH
• More social confidence. YES AND NO
• Less to no social anxiety. YES AT WORK NOT AT CLUB
• Enjoying socializing more. NO
• Much more confidence and relaxation when dealing with women in general,
and especially those you find attractive. SOMETIMES
• Willingness, confidence and ability to simply walk away from situations
you don’t like. NO
• Refusal to allow yourself to be taken advantage of, walked on or treated
poorly by anyone, but especially females. YES
• Alpha/Dominant male body language. NOT ENOUGH
• Alpha/Dominant male attitude. NOT ENOUGH
• Alpha/Dominant male “aura” of unexplainable sexual attractiveness that
women love so much. NOT ENOUGH AND NOT SURE ITS CURRENTLY WEAK
• Alpha/Dominant male eye contact and communication. SOME
• Better, more easily expressed sense of humor. NOT REALLY
• Enjoying the company of others, and especially beautiful women, more
and more comfortably and easily. TO SOME DEGREE
• More beautiful women in your life. NO
• Having beautiful women notice you more, find you more attractive, and
want to be with you more, physically, sexually, relationally and emotion-
ally. (In other words, they’ll want to spend more time around you, be
much more likely to want you as a boyfriend/lover/husband, and be more
interested in you both sexually and emotionally.) ONLY AT WORK NOT ENOUGH AND DOESN'T HAPPEN WHEN I'M OUT
• Treating socializing as just a fun game. TO SOME DEGREE
• Being entirely unconcerned with getting the interest of any woman, be-
cause you know there are plenty more where she came from. YES NOT ENOUGH
• Refusing to allow females to dominate or control you. YES
• Taking care of yourself better, in terms of exercise, eating, hygiene and
dress. NO
• Drastically reduced or completely destroyed neediness. YES! WHICH MAKES ME TOO ALOOF AND TO FLIRT LESS = LESS WOMEN IN MY LIFE
• Having purged and overcome a significant amount of guilt, shame and
fear. NOT SURE
• Having become more mature as a man. YES MAYBE TOO MATURE LESS FUN
• Having made significant progress healing and growing past emotional trau-
mas and issues. NOT SURE
• And more. YES
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 04-07-2024
A week after I've finished AM6 stage 6 I've met the Russian girl I wrote about in my journal:
It took us 1-2 weeks to meet because she traveled abroad and came back this week.
I've seen many unexpected benefits from AM6 in dealing with that girl!
On Thursday, we chatted and I suggested scheduling a meeting with her on Friday night.
She tried to paint a picture like I was chasing her or wanting to meet sooner.
She said, "I'm very busy today and busy tomorrow morning. I might be able to meet you tomorrow night." I was very short in my answer.
I said, "Yes, that's what I meant. Tomorrow at 22:30," and she said, "No, I cannot do it at 10:00; it's too late." So, I said we could do it a bit earlier.
"I will get back to you in the evening if I can meet you tomorrow," she replied. I said, "Cool."
Then, I never heard from her and never texted her.
On Friday, I didn't text her either.
Around noon on Friday, she texted me something like, "Hey, I'm sorry I was so busy yesterday. How are you?" So, I flirted with her a little bit and told her I'd pick her up at 20:00.
Point #1: Usually, I would text her again on Friday morning because she didn't text me yesterday to confirm if she could meet me or not, or I would text her on Thursday night to understand if she could meet me tomorrow, on Friday.
If I wouldn't do that and would wait, I would still be very pissed or angry inside or thinking about it too much.
Because of the program, I didn't care at all. I was not needy, which was a good change. I was not even too aware that she didn't text me; I didn't even pay attention to it.
We met, and we sat outside on my balcony.
She did something some girls do; she sat far away from me. Usually, that would piss me off or affect me emotionally.
I was unreactive, and it felt natural.
I leaned back like a king and just let her qualify herself to me.
Then, after an hour, I told her we were going to move to another place and go for a walk.
Point #2: I was unaffected emotionally and not chasing. I didn't tell her to come closer to me, and I didn't try to make her closer to me.
Point #3: Usually, the girl is the one who says, "Let's go for a walk," because we said we would later on. Instead of waiting for her to say it or being too clingy or needy, wanting her to come closer to me, I was like, "Let's go."
On our walk in the park, usually, the girls come closer to me, and if they don't, I try to get closer to them and chase them. This one stayed farther away from me as we walked. Instead of chasing her, I was just talking about what I wanted to talk about. I was in my world, feeling great, and I didn't care about her, and she felt that.
Point #4: I let her be away from me if she wanted to, even though usually I would try to come closer. I was so non-needy that I think she started to want me to come closer.
Then, at one point, I took her by the hand and brought her closer to me, and we kissed.
She's a lousy kisser and very unemotional and weird. We held hands on the way to the car, then she threw my hand away.
Usually, that would upset me, or I would try to chase or be pissed and want the date to be over with.
However, I didn't flinch whatsoever, and she 100% felt I didn't care.
Point #5: I didn't flinch when she let go of my hand. I was 100% Alpha and cool.
Then, she started to talk about politics and very emotional things, in her opinion.
She got really emotional about what she talked about and wanted me to react and join the conversation.
All I did was not get into that type of conversation or say my opinions.
I don't care about the subject at all.
All I said was, "Mm, really? Ok."
She continued and continued, and I just changed the subject like nothing happened.
I stopped, and we looked at the horizon. It was very beautiful, and I said how beautiful it was. She agreed.
I tried to get closer to her. I stepped half a step towards her, and she said it's very late and she wants to go to sleep. Usually, I would get upset because I tried to get closer and she says something like that. Instead, I said, "Yeah, you're right. I need to get a good night's sleep. Let's go," and I drove her back home.
Point #6: I was naturally
very alpha and holding my frame, not talking about bs that I don't care about and changing the conversation. When she tried to turn the frame like she is the prize, I said, "You're right, it's late. Let's go." It was really cool. I've been in those situations many times, so I know it is the right thing. It depends on the type of girl. This type of girl is trouble.
And she's not that attractive in my eyes, anyway, by the way.
When I dropped her home, I expected her to want to kiss me on the lips because we kissed beforehand, but sometimes they do this kind of thing where they try to make you want to kiss them, and when you try to kiss them, they give you their cheek.
Subconsciously, I probably knew that, and the program held onto the steering wheel.
I didn't lean in to kiss her on the lips.
I just leaned in to say bye inside the car.
She then chose to kiss me on the cheek, and I did the same. I bet she probably wanted me to try to kiss her on the lips and then reject me and feel so good about it, but I didn't give her the opportunity.
She then went on and said how she's grateful for me taking her for a walk and everything and to drive safely.
Point #7: Not being manipulated!
That's just from the first run through I bet it can get much better