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RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - Shannon - 03-26-2016
(03-26-2016, 11:16 AM)helloworld Wrote:(03-26-2016, 10:34 AM)Shannon Wrote:(03-26-2016, 09:11 AM)maxx55 Wrote:(03-26-2016, 08:43 AM)helloworld Wrote:(03-26-2016, 08:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: And compared to what I have seen the 6G prototype do, EHPRA 2.0 is a kitten compared to a full grown adult male tiger in the prime of his life.
I haven't figured out everything just yet, but I think you'll agree that 6G is going to be expensive for good reasons - and worth every penny and a lot more. I just hope I can find some way to streamline the build process, because it's almost a nightmare to build even single stage 5.5G stuff right now, and 6G uses a long list of much more complex and advanced technologies. If every 6G has to be individually and uniquely hand crafted and fine tuned, it may take 6 to 12 months per title to build them. Not something I am looking forward to. But now you see that I wasn't kidding when I said 6G is leaving 5G in the dust.
Time to get some apprentices and get the work load of your back and securing the future of IML...
That just might be necessary from what Shannon is saying. I hope he has some close people in mind.
I keep telling you guys... that is not possible. Unfortunately. I wish it was. Believe me. But this is all on me. And that and what I see in my pings of the predictive models strongly suggests that I will find some way to streamline the process. There is no way I can take on assistants or apprentices for this work though. Too much potential for misunderstanding, too much potential for errors, too much potential for training competitors and too much potential for someone not thinking and destroying the entire industry because they want to make their quick buck, and to hell with everyone else.
It can't be that way. This has the potential to benefit everybody, and in huge and significant ways. I can't be responsible for blowing this opportunity by being lazy or foolish like that. This is the first time in recorded human history that there has been such a potential for improving things for so many people in such significant and profound ways. Put it in the wrong hands, and you get a nightmare scenario instead. That's not going to be what I am remembered for.
Thanks for sharing the power you've discovered. I'm glad to be a part of this at this still pretty early stage, and am looking forward for seeing it grow and impact people in the future.
I though about how you could use us to your benefit. I've worked a bit with sales and marketing, and one way to leverage your sales is to used your current customers with referrals, as you probably know. Wouldn't it hurt to introduce some kind of "reward" for people who got you new clients? Or are you not yet satisfied with your product, feeling not ready to let that bomb go of? You probably have a business plan ready, just trying to make suggestios and open your mind to that as well
But maybe it would be good to have someone you trust follow you - not making products, but someone sharing your knowledge with? Hm..would be good to have a son for that task when I'm thinking about it. Understand your trust issues when this amount of influence is involved with that much trust built up into the reputation of the business.
Glad to hear about your ambition, passion and belief in your products. Sure thing it's an inspiration to others!
We had an affiliate system set up at one time. But between the scammers and the taxes, there's not enough money for someone... if the point is making money, and we're the only ones NOT making money... what's the point?
I'm writing a book on how I do what I do. It's being written as I discover new things, and it's also a "how to" manual for me. Some of these things are so ridiculously complex that I could not hope to remember them without help, and there are just far too many of them also.
But that book will only ever be seen by me unless I find someone I can trust with it. And that is not even guaranteed from a son or daughter - although I would like to think someday one of my children will take up my reigns and continue my efforts.
If it is important enough, I am sure some way will be found to make it happen.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - Shannon - 03-26-2016
(03-26-2016, 12:06 PM)helloworld Wrote:(03-26-2016, 11:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:(03-26-2016, 11:16 AM)helloworld Wrote:(03-26-2016, 10:34 AM)Shannon Wrote:(03-26-2016, 09:11 AM)maxx55 Wrote: That just might be necessary from what Shannon is saying. I hope he has some close people in mind.
I keep telling you guys... that is not possible. Unfortunately. I wish it was. Believe me. But this is all on me. And that and what I see in my pings of the predictive models strongly suggests that I will find some way to streamline the process. There is no way I can take on assistants or apprentices for this work though. Too much potential for misunderstanding, too much potential for errors, too much potential for training competitors and too much potential for someone not thinking and destroying the entire industry because they want to make their quick buck, and to hell with everyone else.
It can't be that way. This has the potential to benefit everybody, and in huge and significant ways. I can't be responsible for blowing this opportunity by being lazy or foolish like that. This is the first time in recorded human history that there has been such a potential for improving things for so many people in such significant and profound ways. Put it in the wrong hands, and you get a nightmare scenario instead. That's not going to be what I am remembered for.
Thanks for sharing the power you've discovered. I'm glad to be a part of this at this still pretty early stage, and am looking forward for seeing it grow and impact people in the future.
I though about how you could use us to your benefit. I've worked a bit with sales and marketing, and one way to leverage your sales is to used your current customers with referrals, as you probably know. Wouldn't it hurt to introduce some kind of "reward" for people who got you new clients? Or are you not yet satisfied with your product, feeling not ready to let that bomb go of? You probably have a business plan ready, just trying to make suggestios and open your mind to that as well
But maybe it would be good to have someone you trust follow you - not making products, but someone sharing your knowledge with? Hm..would be good to have a son for that task when I'm thinking about it. Understand your trust issues when this amount of influence is involved with that much trust built up into the reputation of the business.
Glad to hear about your ambition, passion and belief in your products. Sure thing it's an inspiration to others!
We had an affiliate system set up at one time. But between the scammers and the taxes, there's not enough money for someone... if the point is making money, and we're the only ones NOT making money... what's the point?
I'm writing a book on how I do what I do. It's being written as I discover new things, and it's also a "how to" manual for me. Some of these things are so ridiculously complex that I could not hope to remember them without help, and there are just far too many of them also.
But that book will only ever be seen by me unless I find someone I can trust with it. And that is not even guaranteed from a son or daughter - although I would like to think someday one of my children will take up my reigns and continue my efforts.
If it is important enough, I am sure some way will be found to make it happen.
I'm not sure what you mean that you don't earn money.
Let say that for every new person who buy a product on my recommendation, I get $10. It generate a new sale for you, with $10 less income, new customer who probably will be satisfied --> new referral. Sure you will have people registrating with multiple accounts and buying products to themselves with $10 margin, but it is still a sale. And in the end hopefully it will generate a larger client base...
However it got me thinking that some people, maybe most, are a bit ashamed of using subliminals. I know that I have been and probably am a bit ashamed. Make it harder for referrals for a product you wouldn't brag about - even if that is a misconception it is the case...
(Sorry for posting OT in the thread OP).
Great to read about your progress thoughTell us how it goes with the crystal thing!
The cost of running an affiliate system, plus the losses to scammer, plus the taxes due, plus the payout to the affiliate leaves only a small amount of the value of the sale for a further split between Andrew and I. The amount remaining made it not worth the time and hassle to do at this time. And residual sales are far from guaranteed.
Why on earth would you be ashamed of using subliminals? That seems absurd to me.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-27-2016
Note to self: on weekends, 12-14 hours of ultrasonic and the rest in masked, both at highest comfortable volume seems to be ideal.
Also, has anyone had issues with accidentally moving your head while wearing the sleepphones and pausing the track in the middle of the night? It happened to me last night and I have no idea exactly when so I just subtracted 4 hours.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-28-2016
Today I felt a lot of resistance. Nothing bad even happened today at all. I've just been keeping my hours high and trying to get my work done as soon as possible.
The thing is, I didn't even feel bad about going to the class that I don't like. I started to get a pain body attack just walking through the campus, simply because I passed by some hot girls. That's really ridiculous to think about, but it happened.
I'm in an odd place right now. I've wondered to myself if I should go talk to the girls now or later. I was feeling a bit better about it late last week, but with the way it was today, I feel inclined to wait until all the rage, anger, and resentment towards girls are gone before I start actively meeting new girls. I think that if I don't wait, I'll only be able to produce the same results I have had in the past.
I'm planning to have enough time to do tai chi and a short ab workout tonight. I think I definitely should do the tai chi.
Shannon, if you read this, how come I still feel the emotional attacks while I'm listening to the subliminal? I thought the in the moment state shifting would stop that, but maybe I didn't fully understand.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - Shannon - 03-28-2016
(03-28-2016, 04:45 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Today I felt a lot of resistance. Nothing bad even happened today at all. I've just been keeping my hours high and trying to get my work done as soon as possible.
The thing is, I didn't even feel bad about going to the class that I don't like. I started to get a pain body attack just walking through the campus, simply because I passed by some hot girls. That's really ridiculous to think about, but it happened.
I'm in an odd place right now. I've wondered to myself if I should go talk to the girls now or later. I was feeling a bit better about it late last week, but with the way it was today, I feel inclined to wait until all the rage, anger, and resentment towards girls are gone before I start actively meeting new girls. I think that if I don't wait, I'll only be able to produce the same results I have had in the past.
I'm planning to have enough time to do tai chi and a short ab workout tonight. I think I definitely should do the tai chi.
Shannon, if you read this, how come I still feel the emotional attacks while I'm listening to the subliminal? I thought the in the moment state shifting would stop that, but maybe I didn't fully understand.
ITM-SS puts you in the ideal state for achieving the goals, as mitigated by what is safe for what you are doing at that time. That's all it does.
It is still going to be true that various aspects of your awareness are not involved. It is still going to take time to work through everything and clear it out.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-01-2016
Update For The Week
A friend I haven't talked to in a while contacted me to share the company he's working with, it's affiliate marketing. In my mind I thought "Oh, I already know I'm gonna see his video and then just say no". But the thing is his company ticked off a couple of things that no other company did that I thought were important. Essentially, the only thing for me to risk would be my time. So I'm thinking about it.
I only had 1 headache and that was on Thursday. Maybe it was because I didn't have much water until later in the day, not sure. I had only 1 headache last week as well.
This week was less rough than the last. I still felt some anger, resentment, and discomfort towards some girls though.
Earlier in the week, I felt like I was generating that feeling within myself of feeling at ease and getting into a flow. I had this feeling daily back when I was doing everything I could to learn game. I see the difference now though. Back then, I relied on being in as many interactions with people as possible to feel awesome. I did it to be in a constant flowstate. I only was able to maintain that state by hanging out and approaching new girls on a very regular basis. My state was dependent on interacting with others. I enjoyed their reactions and I thrived off it, whether good or bad.
I'm thinking that with E2, I'm going to get to the point that I'm in the flowstate just by getting ready for class in the morning and going. By consistently meditating and doing tai chi every day. By reading books from high vibrating sources. By observing nature and understanding how we are all the same.
I felt like the ego came back this week. I had more subjective thoughts towards people like "oh, she's fat" or even separative thoughts that compared me to others. Like I remembered Julien did his World Tour going to a new city pretty much every day non stop and how he was exhausted. I compared that to my schedule this week which was essentially listen to subs, try to get 8 hrs of sleep, wake up, gym, hurry for class, wait until it's time to break my fast, eat, work on my term paper, etc. This week has been a bit unbalanced towards work I think, but it's finally the weekend! The point is thinking about Julien even though I compared myself to him, I kept going and I did what I had to. I also had some narcissistic thoughts. Julien said to do hot yoga. I thought to myself "When I go, they gotta start calling it hotter yoga. People are gonna pass out once I start going". Those are the kinds of things I said before I started trying to let go of ego, so I don't know if it's counterproductive or not. It was funny though!
I went to my library and they actually had a couple of useful books I wanted to read: the Steve Jobs biography and Lover, King, Magician, and Warrior.
Current Thoughts
I want to build my masculine energy. Now that I have time to, I'll look up some sacral chakra meditations (Sarge's advice).
I'm actually doing it. I haven't masturbated or watched porn in 2 weeks. I just watched a teal swan video and she said that people do those things to avoid or escape something and that it's important to focus on deal with the underlying issue. I know and understand that the reason I did watch porn and masturbate was because I didn't have any girls around that I'd enjoy fcking to fck. That's it. I'm doing all I know how to let this go.
I currently feel like I have a lot of sexual energy (because I want to fck). So I'm going to look into sexual transmutation/manifestation. It would be fabulous if I could use this sexual energy to manifest a few hot girls to fck. That would just be so convenient
If that's not possible, then maybe transmute it into masculine energy or to help heal me faster. Any of those would be fine.For a while, I thought not talking to girls would cause me to stagnate. I now see that I definitely needed a break from that. I don't know when I'll go back to just letting loose like that, but when I do, I'll be at the point where I can break those plateaus from before and excel.
Gonna do some research into Noopept. I really wanna try these nootropics out
Note to self: Always get in 12 hours of ultrasonic track during the week regardless.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-02-2016
I did some more research on chakras. I took a test online and most of my chakras are closed and a few of them are open, but weak. I had no strong chakras. On one hand, it's something to handle. On the other hand, I know that I've had some great periods of success in my life, so I just know that once I get all my chakras open and strong, it'll be incredible. I'm going to start off doing things to open my root chakra first. I'll work on just that one for a while. I wonder if a chakra can close after it's been opened. I don't think so though.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-04-2016
Well I just did one of two things wrong. Yesterday, I thought it'd be a good idea to start creating neural pathways relating to things I'm good at. So I saw a video online: https://youtu.be/1ZUi3XShdqA
I said the affirmation "I am extremely intelligent and I learn quickly" and used this process. I felt good when I did it.
I also learned today that you shouldn't open your chakras and leave them fully open and that it's important to cleanse the chakra first and to regularly cleanse them. I've only been focusing on opening.
I felt great on the way to class. I did feel more grounded after only working for 2 days with my root chakra. I was fine in class, better than last week. It wasn't until I went to stand in a long ass line with thousands of people in the area did I start to feel bad.
Either it was because of my own affirmations OR it was the fact that I opened my chakra, didn't cleanse it, and left it open and susceptible to other energies.
I'll handle my chakras properly from now on and no more affirmations.
If anyone is working with their chakras, I found a great source for instrumental tracks with all their respective frequencies to activate, cleanse, and balance the chakras. https://ascensionbootcamp222.bandcamp.com/album/instrumental-tracks-from-the-album-mastering-the-7-spheres-of-consciousness-with-sacred-sound
You can pay any amount and get access to FLAC tracks which is what I did or you can stream for free. I will be listening to the root track later today.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-05-2016
Fun fact: Since solfeggio frequencies are simply musical notes on a certain scale, it's just music. And since music+subs is fine, then this ancient music is fine. Also the solfeggio scale corresponds to Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti, which each correspond to one of the main 7 chakras. Righteous. From now on, I'm listening to the solfeggio with my subs whenever possible.
It's like an active meditation on the notes. I did it earlier today when I couldn't get back to sleep and I felt great today emotionally.
The tone 396 corresponds with freedom from guilt and fear, it's one of the tones in the track I listened to.
Current Goals:
Continue the upward spiral of high sub hours, meditation, tai chi.
New Goals: Cleanse all of my chakras, and build the energy in each of the main 7. Working on Root chakra.
Doing this, I'm effectively handling my issues from the belief level and energetic level. My emotions have no choice, but to be sorted out. And the result of this is a powerful clean slate and a continuous raise in vibration. Winning
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - LionKing - 04-06-2016
I know of the different chakras, but nothing about opening or cleansing. I've just noticed that focusing on them will often me me feel the kind of energy/mood that that chakra is supposed to represent. Though any mystical explanations usually raise my bs-flags pretty quickly, at least it makes perfect continued focus on a specific area of one's body will bring more "energy" to that area. Energy could be increased nervous system activity or whatever.
Anyway, as I enjoy meditation I thought I might as well use some of the chakras as my focus. Sitting on a pillow, I've been doing 10min focusing on my root chakra, then 5-10 on my chakral c. and 5-10 on my solar plexus. I also used the hand positions from HERE, as I think they help me keep focus. Love the imagery btw, I think the thumb and forefingers touching each other is depicting your anus! Solar plexus is sun shooting out, and maybe the chakral hand position looks like a pelvis?
So, if I'm doing this anyway, do you know if there's something else I might as well be doing, or something I shouldn't be doing?
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-06-2016
Thanks for the hand positions!
As far as clearing the chakras, it's all detailed here in this rsd post. The guy seems to really know what he's talking about: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/530762
And I'd recommend using the solfeggio tones I posted while you meditate. Each track is only about 10 min with an extra minute of silence at the end. These tones definitely work. I've noticed a few shifts and I've read of people having awesome results.
I'm going to buy the book Chakra Care by Nancy Hausner later today. I'll post what I think about it later.
For me, I'm taking control of my body and life through subs (belief) and chakra management (energy). You could pick one and take control of the other as result, but I'm actively doing both. If you use chakras, start by cleansing them first, then focus more on activating/opening them. Make sure you close them when you're done working with them in that moment. I close mine but still get the energy benefits without them being open to other's energy.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - LionKing - 04-06-2016
Ok, thanks Maxx!
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-08-2016
It's been a little over a month since starting E2.
This week was emotionally better overall than the last. I'm noticing that slowly I'm shifting from trying to hold on to feeling good to it being easy for me to feel good throughout the day. The length of my pain body attacks are getting weaker and lasting less time.
Over the past month, I've gotten interested in doing everything I can to raise my vibration and cleanse and take of care of my energy/chakra.
Also, some cool things happened this week.
For the third time, I tried telling one of my close guy friends about all the stuff I've learned about the universe. The first two times, a friend of theirs came in to talk to them or they had to head in a different direction than I was. This time, right as I started telling him, a group of my female friends just show up and say hey to me. I said hey, but that I was busy and I continued to finally tell my friend what I wanted to tell him. He said that I seem happier (which I thought was interesting. I wasn't trying to be happy and I didn't feel happier than what I usually feel when I'm happy). I now tend to snap into positive emotional states easier than before.
There was also a time that I got on this bus to go somewhere to eat. A girl was on the bus too (not that physically attractive to me though). We get to the plaza, and get out. I go get my food and get get back on the next bus which was already there. Then the same girl gets on this bus, we make eye contact, and she starts to laugh after a second. We both thought it was funny we just rode the bus to get food. I had a short convo with her and I didn't even have to try and I didn't feel any anxiety. Also, her laughing was ALMOST her starting a convo with me. I perceived this as physical proof my energy changing for the better.
Today when I was washing my hands about to walk out the bathroom, a couple of boys (no older than 11) in there asked me if I played football:
Me: No, I don't
Boy 1: You look like someone who'd play football for (my college)
Boy 2: Yeah you look buff.
Me: Thanks. I've thought about it [playing casually, but not for college], but never did.
Boy 1: Why don't you start now?
Me: [I was kinda stunned for minute. I don't remember the last time someone has been in the position to ask me "why haven't you done that thing you've wanted to do?" It was surprising]. I'll think about it, but I got to get to class.
Boys: See ya
That conversation was interesting. Just yesterday I thought again about playing some flag football next semester. It's just that I have no idea what my schedule will be like. But I guess this is a way for the universe to let me know I should try it. I don't remember the last time a kid came up to talk to me, I'm never around them. And I certainly have never had a kid say something that really made me think lol.
In terms of my physical health, I feel healthy despite my nutrition. It's not the best, but it's what I have time to buy as I go. I haven't felt sick or anything. However, this week my lower back was sore for a few days. It only got sore if started to bend forward. I changed my sleeping position and I think it's gone. But this morning, the second day since I started sleeping on my back, I woke up in the middle of the night with a burning throat. Apparently, I had some acid reflux in my sleep. I went by a doctor and he said that lots of fats before sleep could have caused it. I'm going to cut down on my fat intake. I'm looking forward to starting the Whole30 detox next month when I don't have class. This summer I'm going to get lean! Being a bit lazy about it, I think I'm somewhere between 17-20% bodyfat. It's all in my torso, mainly the stomach area, and a bit on the chest. But on a good chest day, when I'm pumped up, it's not noticeable at all.
Still keeping my hours as high as possible. Gonna apply for jobs I feel I'd enjoy. I also started listening to trickling stream at night and ultrasonic during daytime.
The first night I started trickling stream (a couple days ago), I felt a tingling sensation in my temples. No pain, just tingles. I noticed this is happening during the day as well even when not listening. Is this the state changing taking effect? The tingling just started for me.
Edit: Forgot to mention that a couple of days ago, while meditating, I shed a few real, full tears. It worth mentioning because I rarely shed actual tears anymore. The last time I did was a year ago when I was on EPRHA 1.0 and before that, I don't remember exactly.
Also, tonight I was out with a couple of friends to see a show a couple of our friends were in. I just didn't feel free. There were a lot of people. I don't know why, but I tend to not feel free in huge crowds for some reason (except for times I'm causing the crowd, like street hypnosis, then I thrive on it). On top of that, I saw a girl that I didn't have sex with a couple years ago. It's a long stupid story where both wanted sex, but apparently neither of us were able to communicate it to each other and it went downhill from there. It made me feel more uncomfortable. She's the reason I feel uncomfortable in my major (I know I'm at fault here. I mean it's the interaction at that time that took place that led me to where I am now). Why were we both under the same roof after all this time? I didn't ever want to see her again. Afterwards, I thought to myself that even after all this time I still didn't have it. I still didn't have that raw sexual magnetism that I've wanted in my life. But then I thought to myself that I can't think that anymore. I have the raw sexual magnetism within me because everything is within me. I just haven't revealed it yet.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 04-11-2016
New Realization
Last Saturday, I looked at porn. Not to simply masterbate for pleasure. I did it get myself really aroused and practice sexual manifestation. I would close my eyes when I felt the intense sensations and focus it on my goal (being emotionally healed). I can say that it was completely unlike any other time I masturbated to porn. After I busted my first nut, I proceded to bust another one. I planned on keeping my mind focused on the goal, but look at the porn the whole time (yeah, it was a little more about the pleasure than the first one).
The universe seemed to almost stop me from doing this. Immediately after busting the first nut, I went to the bathroom and came back to the computer (like 60 seconds) and it had froze. This happens from time to time, but in my past porn watchings, I can't recall it happening. I pull out my phone and think to myself "okay universe if I shouldn't do this, have my web browser crash". It didn't crash, but it fucking froze, which was even more rare than my computer freezing. I had rebooted the computer and despite the warnings, I went ahead and did what I wanted to anyway.
I did learn about performing the sexual transmutation though and I feel that this was a good learning experience. I felt the energy circulating through my body and tingling at the top of my head. Also, I didn't crave porn massively after doing this like I use to in the past. That's one of the biggest differences. No massive loss of energy like some others report (I never really experienced that). Having said that, I know now to never repeat the experience with porn.
Today throughout the day, I was constantly reminded of how I don't have a girl to fuck. I walk into class and see an attractive girl and throughout the day as I saw more, I became more bothered and I wanted to change my reality. I realized that this was probably because I watched porn so I'm only going to do sexual transmutation without porn from now on. I realize that the reality that's within me that needs to express itself is one without porn. So to watch porn is stick with the old reality. I know that now.