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RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-20-2010
feeling like blah today... I am tired as hell too.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - WildFlower - 07-20-2010
(07-20-2010, 12:29 PM)spiralout1988 Wrote: feeling like blah today... I am tired as hell too.
Tiredness make everyone 'blah'. It's important not to let the tired mind run loose and have a period of negative thoughts though.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Ryan - 07-20-2010
Stick in there, Ryan, stages 1 and first half of stage 2 thus far seem the hardest. I was tired on a daily basis! It's good though, getting more sleep seems more beneficial to your growth.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-20-2010
word.. I'm gonna go to sleep soon then. because I've been getting average 6 hours of sleep a night for the past month. 'cept for weekends
EDIT: as far as the negative stuff it's been stayin out of the head quite easily because of ASC. I'm just having trouble smiling.. I'm still very considerate and nice to people but I have that whatever feeling at the moment. If it ever turns negative i'll slap myself lol
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Shannon - 07-20-2010
(07-20-2010, 07:01 AM)spiralout1988 Wrote: I don't think there is any conflict honestly. All the things I say in the mirror are pretty positive.
these are the ones I say in front of the mirror:
I love and respect myself
Women want to ***** me everywhere I go
I face my fears head on
I ***** beautiful women everyday
I didn't say there would be a conflict. That would require bad phraseology. In the case you present, I find only one possible problem, with those statements, which arises from the wide variety of possible uses for the word fuck. It's rather a multi-use word in English, so make sure you specify what it means or use a different way of stating that (have sex with). Otherwise, I think you'd know there was a conflict because either you'd have bizarre results, no results, or vacillating results.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-21-2010
lol.. ok very true. I'm sure I can trust myself using that word but I'm going to do your suggestion from now on..so I hit it home everytime.
EDIT:
Also... I thought this would be interesting to tell you guys a little story. I got some medication the other day for my sinus inflammation. I overdosed later on in the day because the doctor verbally told me the wrong amount of dosage and that's what processed first and stayed in my mind. I went to the doctors and all they said is "we'll give you a cortisone shot to fix both problems". Long story short these doctors suck because they never informed me I had overdosed nor did they tell me why it wasn't an allergic reaction. I came in thinking it was an allergic reaction but turns out the symptoms I had had nothing to do with an allergic reaction. I had to spend another 25 dollars for that doctors visit and signed a waiver that my insurance might not cover the cortisone shot. BBBUUUTTTTT I got a free couch at the end of the day. Something I had wished for about 1-2 weeks ago. Lol... I guess everything balanced out.. this manifesting thing is helping me stay positive.. Maybe I'll try to manifest some free cereal next week.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-23-2010
Today I'm feeling extremely confident but fairly anti social.
on the plus side I had a really nice connection with this beautiful blonde waitress that served me and some co workers for lunch.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-25-2010
Feeling very confident but again somewhat antisocial. I went to a church service this morning with a buddy of mine and all the older moms were checkin me out. had some more intense connections yesterday at the lake with the youth group and same with this morning. It's going to be amazing once everything in my subconscious is reprogrammed and I start manifesting beautiful women around me everywhere i go!
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - WildFlower - 07-25-2010
(07-25-2010, 11:05 AM)spiralout1988 Wrote: Feeling very confident but again somewhat antisocial. I went to a church service this morning with a buddy of mine and all the older moms were checkin me out. had some more intense connections yesterday at the lake with the youth group and same with this morning. It's going to be amazing once everything in my subconscious is reprogrammed and I start manifesting beautiful women around me everywhere i go!
What is it you mean by anti-social? Do you mean a lack of desire to socialise, or a discomfort to do so? When my confidence increased I found that one of the paradigm shifts I had was to 'socialise on my own terms', which at times could make me anti-social in the sense I just didn't want to socialise for whatever reason. I overcame this completely naturally as over a month or two confidence became the norm and I readjusted. I do think aloofness can be one of the growing pains of gaining confidence - it certainly was for me.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-25-2010
It was a lack of.. really. I find socializing is much easier for me when the opportunity arises. I tend to notice I do show genuine interest in other people's lives. I'll ask them a couple of questions about what they do or why they are here.. But these other people have no interest in me because maybe they are intimidated by my presence. There fore I do not socialize much further because I really don't care much more. If they do not reciprocate the interest then there's no reason for me to continue to be interested. i usually just go and do my own thing from then on. As of recently it's been the lack of desire though. If someone engages me then great! socialize on but I don't engage much at all atm.
I think the intimidation is caused by everyone noticing my Extreme confidence (with a capital E lol). I've also become very grounded. this has significantly changed since I started the ASC sub.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-26-2010
I started to feel a little resistance today after lunch and went until I did some natural grounding and my written affirmations. BTW for some odd reason I can actually sense the success I am having with women (or about to.) And something to add to what Ryan had mentioned in his thread. He said he has had some sporadic visualizations having success with women.. I just had one earlier doing my affirmations. I wasn't even thinking about it and it just started popping up in my head and I just let it keep going.. it lasted for a couple of minutes. Very nice. You wanna know what it was?? A very very beautiful women brought me lunch at work! YES haha
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-27-2010
oh man.. feeling mad needy right now and had a little bit of negativity show up today. Possibly because of the fact that the really hot front desk girl is leaving soon and being replaced by other girls. I'm just telling myself I'll meet more women much more beautiful than her. It's too bad because we have a really good connection through the eyes and she's soo nice. She's just one of those really really shy types so I never got to talk with her much at all. just alot of eye contact. Hopefully the day before she leaves I can slip her my number or something. I know I don't need to take advice but what would some of you guys do about it? I can def. have a last convo with her and slip her my number or I can just let the whole thing go and wait for some more beautiful women to pop up into my life.. any comments?
also to add, I've been holding back with her too because It's in the work environment.. I'm not sure how the boss's would have reacted to me flirting with the front desk girls... especially since they just turned 18 and I'm 22.
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - smash - 07-27-2010
hi spiral,
my opinion on that: F*CK OFF WHAT OTHERS THINK!! IT IS YOUR LIFE ! As long as you don´t beat up someone, go for it!
I´ve met my (till now) best relationship at business and I gave a f*ck on what others think. I would flirt with her. And: difference between 22 and 18 isn´t big. I´ve had MUCH bigger differences in age!
Go for it, you got the right mindset!
RE: Absolute Self Confidence - Spiralout1988's Journal - Spiral - 07-27-2010
Thanks for the encouragement man! I'm going to throw on the confidence subliminal for an hour tomorrow morning.. It's tough though.. I'm not makin excuses or anything but there's been some resistance as part of that WM.. I'm going to keep my mind strong though these next few weeks. Just do my thing at work and have fun with the people there
EDIT: I know women want to fuck me everywhere i go!
Alot of these affirmations have been close to internalized... now it's just getting my concious mind to really accept these things. I have some killer body language now. I'm about 90% tight on that and My voice projects more now too. I'm gonna go for it. Smash, I appreciate the encouragement again!