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RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 04-26-2025
For the past weeks nothing spectacular happened, my compulsive thoughts calmed down a lot and for a time now i couldn't notice anything happening, today i just experienced some of my anxiety symptoms, annoying but that's all, then i noticed i felt my jaw a bit uncomfortable, the same part of my gum that hurts but even more lower, while my gum don't hurt at all, the pain just transferred to the jaw, first time it happens.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 04-28-2025
Pretty weird, if my jaw is not hurting is my gum and if my gum is not hurting is my jaw, or in any case both hurt slightly, my body really have it hard for having to express what i can't, according to those shady sites speaking about emotions and the body my problem is related to something i can't say (there is more but actually there is indeed an issue that fits the description and live everyday, didn't want to say it since i know there is going to be troubles), guess i can't shake from my anger just yet (what i don't wanna say really piss me off), a few days ago i bumped into something from the past i really hated, the moment i touched it the anger exploded, didn't even remember the experience at all, just recalling what it means was enough to trigger the anger, i'm getting more convinced to get OGSF.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 05-06-2025
At last, my gums stopped hurting, my jaw stopped hurting the third day then most of the pain went to my head but finally i can say goodbye to my gums hurting, there was some kind of shift in my behavior, prioritizing my individuality instead of caring if others hate me or not, crazy as it is if i couldn't get the love i wanted as a kid then i would seek hatred and be against everything (that actually helped me to escape the hive mind) i'm still saying most things are shit objectively speaking but at least i don't feel like caring if i'm hated by others.