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RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 02-14-2024
I've started to receive questions about my sexual orientation from some female clients, which is perplexing. They seem to think I might be gay. I admit that I sometimes dress in a flashy, peacock-like manner, but that's just my style. The women I approach are aware that I'm not gay, so it could be my clothing or perhaps the aura of sexiness that AM6 projects that might be causing confusion.
They do compliment my clothes and say that I'm attractive, but at the same time, they think I'm into guys. It's frustrating because even when I tell them directly, some of them don't believe me.
It's really weird and it got me into my head.
I work in a small city.
I know when I go out to the big city people question that less. Also if I meet women from everywhere in the world in the metropolitan they know what's up.
I've stopped going out so maybe it effects me more because I don't surround myself with girls from the big city to feel I'm cool and that's alright.
For example I wear to big diamond like earrings.
In Spain I know it's very common, here it might raise some questions.
And still I am not sure if it has anything to do with the AOS as well.
Or maybe now I'm more aware of it because I'm using AM6 so it might make me look at my actions
@Frosted
Do you know anything about it?
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Frosted - 02-14-2024
I don’t remember anything about women thinking guys are gay on AM6. But I do remember some guys had that on SM3/WM2. It could be a lot of things like how you’re dressing, or perhaps less neediness. It might help to treat it like a shit test and let it go since reacting to it and getting emotional won’t help.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 02-14-2024
(02-14-2024, 01:35 PM)Frosted Wrote: I don’t remember anything about women thinking guys are gay on AM6. But I do remember some guys had that on SM3/WM2. It could be a lot of things like how you’re dressing, or perhaps less neediness. It might help to treat it like a shit test and let it go since reacting to it and getting emotional won’t help.
Thanks, man!
I guess it's not the AM6?
I don't go out very often anymore.
When I do, I get the right attention.
In my business it's usually old women who don't know what's cool.
Or young small city girls lol
Maybe it's the residual effects of using affirmations for a few years, feeling sexy, and attracting attention with my clothes.
I talked about it with my friend. He said it's because of my clothes and told me not to worry about it. Like you said, it's a test. He also mentioned that if I don't want those reactions, I can just wear a black leather jacket and remove my earrings.
I've been exploring my personal style for the past two years, influenced by my affirmations, which made me feel sexy, and the "dandy" concept from Robert Greene's "The Art of Seduction." I express myself through unique and often unconventional clothing, pushing boundaries while staying sophisticated and sexy.
Living in a small city has its challenges. I used to dress up only when going to the big city, but now I wear my unique style to work too. Usually, the reactions I get, mostly in bars, lead to interesting conversations and connections with girls. But it can happen in my business too. I meet many different types of people because I work in a small business.
My personal style does not follow societal norms in this small country. I mean, one old woman told me yesterday she thinks I'm gay. I asked why. She said because sometimes I wear a purple scarf! WTF, lol. In this country, men don't feel comfortable wearing scarves because they fear they might look gay. This is totally BS. If flashy clothes, scarves, or multiple earrings make me feel unique, then fuck it. I will not let negative judgments affect me.
For reference:
In "The Art of Seduction," the Dandy uses their unconventional style and defiance of social norms to attract attention and express individuality. They're confident, witty, and a bit rebellious. Examples of dandies include Russell Brand and Harry Styles.
P.S. It's not just once; both male and female friends have asked to wear my scarf because it's unique.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 02-15-2024
Stage 5 day 24:
Don't feel anything specific
I'm just improving on my business and thinking about my new business I want to develop this year.
Working my assoff
Did I mention becoming a workaholic?
My attention and focus with how to flirt and get women really went down.
So I'm not going out much, when I do I'm too serious and not having as much fun or know the right thing to say with women.
Daddy vibes much? I remind myself of my father being too serious. I've read on other journal ppl talk about some serious vibes on AM6 and that's about right.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 02-22-2024
Stage 5 day 30:
So, I'm in the last few days of stage 5.
I'm going to continue with it for a few more days because I've missed a day or two and didn't get enough exposure.
This program is really good!
I've been experiencing self-development at an accelerated rate.
The only thing that's bothering me is that I need to listen to it for 8 hours a day. And the lack of women's attraction is really pronounced, to be honest.
So, I just want to say there are ups and downs, but the program is really good. It does so much stuff; I cannot even start to explain how much I get from it. Sometimes it feels like I don't get anything.
The body language and voice could be much better.
But the internal mindset is very strong and grounded.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-03-2024
Stage 6, Day 7:
I feel a lot of disappointment in myself and social anxiety. Here are some examples:
Two days ago, I went out with a guy I used to go out with a year ago when I was doing affirmations for attracting women. Back then, I was very confident and had a lot of women attracted to me. However, two days ago, he was much more confident than I was, and women were much more interested in him than in me. I had social anxiety, and when I approached them, I didn't feel any attention or attraction from women. I wouldn't say I was useless, but that's clearly not how things used to be. I was really disappointed with myself. Even the guy I was out with asked me what happened to my ability to approach with ease and started giving me lessons on how I should approach them—something I didn't really need 1.5 years ago.
Also, today at my job, a beautiful girl who started working at my place four years ago came in with her mom. Four years ago, she started working under me for a few days and then told me she was accepted as a manager at another place that I was interested in visiting and seeing. So, it was very awkward when I texted her back then, saying I was coming to the mall because I had a meeting with the manager and would come by to say hello and see the business she works in. She didn't reply, and then a day after, I sent her a text saying it's a really cool store and there are some things I could buy for my family, but I didn't see her there. She texted back something like, "Thank you for the opportunity to work in your business. I already told you I've decided not to work in your business. If I want to be in touch, I will do so. Thanks."
This really triggered me, and I texted back, "Actually, working in my business is not relevant anymore. It would be much better if you just stay there. I didn't really want to be in touch. I was polite because I was interested in seeing that business in the mall. That's why I texted you. I wish you good luck. Bye."
I was really embarrassed and felt humiliated because, to be honest, she did flirt with me when she started to learn the job, and I was interested in seeing the business but also interested in having a small talk with her. The way she reacted made me feel ashamed, even though I didn't do anything wrong.
Now, anyway, her mom came to my business today, and she was with her. This time, I hadn't seen her for about four years. She's very beautiful and actually became even more beautiful than she was. I was very pissed seeing her. Basically, I felt very awkward, and I had very big social anxiety, which I thought would not happen because I'm on the alpha male program. I mean, I know for sure if I were to do some affirmations for a week or two, I would not feel this way now, but it's not a long-term solution. Anyway, I couldn't even keep eye contact, and I was just looking at my phone. Looking back, she actually did something similar; she couldn't look me in my eyes and put her head down.
The point I'm making is that I have some social anxiety. I hope it will get better.
Why would this happen on stage 6?
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-04-2024
Stage 6, Day 8:
I've caught a cold.
It's crazy how things can change from day to day. Even though I'm sick, I felt very confident and set some boundaries, which is very important to me. Also, my non-neediness is again at an all-time high, in the best way possible.
Sometimes I work with some beautiful women. They may not be the best-looking, but they carry themselves as if they are models or something, probably because of the way most people simp for them.
I'm just being myself, I automatically do my own thing and am not needy at all.
Just because that how I feel, I do it on an unconscious level. AM6 made me non needy at all and that's how I act.
It feels like they don't know what to do with it, as if there's an unspoken feeling in the air: "He doesn't care about my beauty." This isn't the case with all women, but with those who see me often and think highly of themselves.
I don't think it's the superior behavior necessarily but an Alpha Male shouldn't care about women he sees all the time so it does make sense for it to be in the program.
I've texted a beautiful girl who used to work with me few years ago. She's really hot and we used to flirt a lot!
And then as I texted her and I see her responses I remembered why I don't want to do much with her -
She's really not stable. That's how I felt back then.
And of course using AM6 it will be what I feel now even more so. "Time waste" flag!
I did flirt and she flirted back but it doesn't look like she want anything with me.
Again it's probably for the better.
Another thing is, I've started to practice non-ejaculatory orgasms, which for now works for me, but we'll see how it goes. I did start to watch some porn again here and there, but since Stage 4/5, I've really lost interest in porn. Again, an amazing benefit. It seems like a lot of people who come in touch with me look up to me.
But it doesn't translate to women outside of work. So I guess that's a big benefit nonetheless.
Sometimes at work, with some clients, I see some girls react to me like they are super shy around me.
Again a sign of attraction - it happens naturally as I'm very dry and serious most of the time.
Of course I can joke around a bit, but AM6 made me more serious than ever.
I still have Money problems andbfell bad about...
I have a feel if I were to do 3 more run throughs of AM6 my money situation would really change for the better.
At least I want to think so.
However I think after I finish AM6 I'm going to start to use OPH 5.10 I have too many health problems.
Before I can even handle something else I should really focus on my health (pain, fibro, autoimmune conditions and so on).
Generally I'm healthy but because of pains and muscle strains it's hard for me to workout.
Yoga is much better and I should find a time to go back to it!
Still sick, but actually feel better about myself.
The ups and downs are real!
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Frosted - 03-04-2024
Glad to see things have gotten a bit better since your last post. There tends to be lots of ups and downs when growing.
I’m excited to see how your OPH run goes since I have mild hand pain I hope I might be able to cure in the future.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-05-2024
(03-04-2024, 05:42 PM)Frosted Wrote: Glad to see things have gotten a bit better since your last post. There tends to be lots of ups and downs when growing.
I’m excited to see how your OPH run goes since I have mild hand pain I hope I might be able to cure in the future.
Thank you
I'll update
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-09-2024
Stage 6 day 14:
When I go out, I notice how un-alpha my friends are, or any other player in the big city, really. Some might have good skills, but they are too insecure, and now it's more obvious than before. Their body language is painful to watch. By the way, the fact that I noticed how bad their body language is a very good sign - it means my subconscious mind is now focusing a lot on being an alpha male with alpha body language.
I've started to have more social anxiety, and I really don't talk a lot when I'm out with friends. I feel most girls I see on the streets or in bars are not interesting to me. But when I see a beautiful woman who might be worth the effort, I can't bring myself to approach her with ease! That's creating a lot of approach anxiety that wasn't there before. Now, I can speculate why this is happening, and I think the reason is the program is pushing me towards being my own independent man who doesn't need a woman and doesn't maybe approach a lot because he doesn't need and doesn't want a low quality or a lot of time wasted on women. So it's an inner conflict; on one hand, I used to be the guy who would approach, now I'm a guy who doesn't, so from the inside, it makes you feel like you need to do something that I don't. That's creating social anxiety.
I haven't mentioned it before, but I've been meditating for almost a decade now, every day. I've learned healing techniques.
I've learned about the mind and affirmations for almost a decade now. I did many courses on spirituality, including 3 courses to reach Master levels in Reiki and Numerology. Even though it's not my main job, I sometimes give numerology advice and even help to choose a new name for a person for self-improvement processes, and it works, of course. Recently, I've learned how to create Morphic Fields and Morphic Audios that can affect the mind and body.
It's very cool.
I'm saying all of that because I've decided to expand my business in the spiritual area with a friend. I don't want to go into details here.
I have a small business, and it's not going well. I've decided to expand my current working business. I'm trying to reach big manufacturers with the hope to represent them and to advertise it better. It's really not easy, and I've had so many difficulties. But I'm thinking outside of the box and trying new things with new motivation!
I've started to think about where to invest the small amount of money I have. It's not easy, nothing is, but it is very exciting. All that I'm describing to you here is very exciting to me!
So the program really helps me with business now.
I'm on the last stage; stage 6, and it seems like only now some beautiful women are starting to notice me a bit. It's like they check me out, but just a bit, and just some of them. Also, I think they are a bit more nice to me.
But it's still far from the feeling that I'm a ladies' man or a man that women want to be with now.
My speculation is the aura of sexiness is starting to take effect. I speculate that the program might try to start to develop this aura of sexiness in Stage 5 and mostly probably stage 6. That's just my speculation; I have no information about that at all. The reason I said that is because in stage 5, I thought I started to feel something like I'm starting to develop an aura of sexiness.
And now in stage 6, it feels suddenly like women notice me more, are a bit more polite, sometimes interested a bit, and look my way when I'm walking. The opposite of that was what I felt when I started the program. It's like I was a reverse magnet to women from stage 2. Again, it's all speculation. Only people in the know can answer what's going on with that. And it could be that this program is building attraction in the last stages, and if one will run it again a few more times, then the aura of sexiness might become more of who he is. Again, a speculation.
This program is really not easy, by the way!
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-12-2024
Stage 6, Day 16:
I have a love-hate relationship with this program, haha.
On one hand, it's like I've started to have so many business opportunities that it's become really overwhelming. I have limited time and energy, so it feels like I won't be able to do everything. On the other hand, that's really something I appreciate and look forward to. I'm eager to earn money, and I hope I will. It's really important to me because I'm not independent yet!
And if I don't double my income, I'll never be independent. The Alpha Male drive pushes and ensures that I will be independent, and that's something I knew when I started.
So, on one hand, I'm at the finish line, and I have so much more to do when it comes to business. I don't want to lose track of that or lose motivation!
On the other hand, I have to clear up a lot of health problems and then have women in my life. Will I be able to do everything? I hope I will.
I'm not sure if I'll jump on board with Stage 7.
I might just start OPH 5.10, and if I lose motivation, I'll use Stage 7 to become more focused again. Then, I'll probably do a women-attracting program.
I might even start with something simple like AOS 4g.
Yes! You've heard me! Even though I have SM3 on my phone already.
I want to know what a simple program like AOS and BIABW8 can do. Also I personally believe these two programs can build a good basis for SM (other than AM of course which is a prerequisite.)
My train of thought is SM AM WM are a 6.5 months programs.
DMSI is still an experimental program.
AOS and BIABW8 are both a one stage programs. And have being tested again and again.
I need to know if they can be enough in times of need.
For example let's say I've finished SM and WM but after a year or so I just want a quick pick me up.
Will the refreshers be enough? I don't know.
But I can find out sooner what a BIABW8 can do in a month see my logic?
If my mind and personality execute these simpler programs with ease they can be a good pick me up for the purpose of attracting women
I just want to know that I won't hinder my success path.
I'm saying that because I hope Sex Magnet 3.0 won't make to too focused on women instead of business and success.
I aspire to be an Alpha Male who can effortlessly attract women whenever he chooses, while simultaneously having ample time for personal growth and achieving success.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-14-2024
Stage 6, Day 18:
I'm feeling a bit on edge today. A client disrespected me and walked away mid sentence. I expected my aura of dominance and confidence to be stronger at this point. I think Alpha Male could improve in these areas. It could be due to older technology or personal execution issues. With what other programs from the 5G timeline offer, I believe do AM could enhance these aspects.
I know that just 20 minutes of affirmations in front of the mirror would have made this "client" act differently, or at least I would have immediately put her in her place! I was in shock and gave away my power in that situation, and that's not who I am or who I can be.
I hope AM7 will address issues like these, including the reluctance to approach or at least easily attract women.
The theme of not approaching women and feeling more frustrated in this area continues. It seems challenging for me to approach, and when I do, I come across as distant and aloof, which isn't attractive. Even when I see a girl I like, I can't bring myself to talk to her, and if I do, the outcome is usually negative.
These two points were much better when I was doing conscious affirmations in front of the mirror or at least written affirmations once a day.
I could approach with ease. I had opportunities lined up for me everywhere I went. I had a cool smile and don't fuck with me stare. I was happier and I had a very strong aura of dominance and confidence!
So yes, I'm disappointed right now.
The program has pushed me in business directions in very good ways, which is significant. The non-neediness is also great. But a few things are really lacking.
I'm becoming more of a loner in a bad way. It's like being the guy who can make money or focus on himself but has nothing cool or happy about his life or aura. Just walking around the mall is less fun than it used to be. Interactions with people are not enjoyable. Everything is too serious, and while the maturity programming is cool in some ways, on the other hand, I just feel like an old James Bond guy who barely talks, barely cares, and is barely involved with people, and not really happy.
I hope this makes sense to someone here. I'm not tearing down this program because it's obviously a very good program, but I feel it lacks a lot of gratitude, happiness, confidence to approach, and attracting women. It lacks having that look that says "don't fuck with me" like I used to. Also, the cool energy where everywhere I went, people gravitated toward me and respected me is missing. Some good luck is also missing, in my opinion. I hope everything I'm saying will come across in the best way possible.
I don't think AM should be anything close to WM or SM but at least to have women gravitate towards the user or really respect the user everywhere he goes is not something I feel right now.
I have a very good feeling that @Shannon is aware of everything I've touched on and takes it into account with AM7. And if not, I hope now it will be taken into account. I do want to say I recommend AM; however, things should be better.
I hope this finds you well because I will continue with my journey and using Shannon's programs
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Johannesbrst - 03-14-2024
(03-14-2024, 02:57 AM)Topaz Wrote: Stage 6, Day 18:
I'm feeling a bit on edge today. A client disrespected me and walked away mid sentence. I expected my aura of dominance and confidence to be stronger at this point. I think Alpha Male could improve in these areas. It could be due to older technology or personal execution issues. With what other programs from the 5G timeline offer, I believe do AM could enhance these aspects.
I know that just 20 minutes of affirmations in front of the mirror would have made this "client" act differently, or at least I would have immediately put her in her place! I was in shock and gave away my power in that situation, and that's not who I am or who I can be.
I hope AM7 will address issues like these, including the reluctance to approach or at least easily attract women.
The theme of not approaching women and feeling more frustrated in this area continues. It seems challenging for me to approach, and when I do, I come across as distant and aloof, which isn't attractive. Even when I see a girl I like, I can't bring myself to talk to her, and if I do, the outcome is usually negative.
These two points were much better when I was doing conscious affirmations in front of the mirror or at least written affirmations once a day.
I could approach with ease. I had opportunities lined up for me everywhere I went. I had a cool smile and don't fuck with me stare. I was happier and I had a very strong aura of dominance and confidence!
So yes, I'm disappointed right now.
The program has pushed me in business directions in very good ways, which is significant. The non-neediness is also great. But a few things are really lacking.
I'm becoming more of a loner in a bad way. It's like being the guy who can make money or focus on himself but has nothing cool or happy about his life or aura. Just walking around the mall is less fun than it used to be. Interactions with people are not enjoyable. Everything is too serious, and while the maturity programming is cool in some ways, on the other hand, I just feel like an old James Bond guy who barely talks, barely cares, and is barely involved with people, and not really happy.
I hope this makes sense to someone here. I'm not tearing down this program because it's obviously a very good program, but I feel it lacks a lot of gratitude, happiness, confidence to approach, and attracting women. It lacks having that look that says "don't fuck with me" like I used to. Also, the cool energy where everywhere I went, people gravitated toward me and respected me is missing. Some good luck is also missing, in my opinion. I hope everything I'm saying will come across in the best way possible.
I don't think AM should be anything close to WM or SM but at least to have women gravitate towards the user or really respect the user everywhere he goes is not something I feel right now.
I have a very good feeling that @Shannon is aware of everything I've touched on and takes it into account with AM7. And if not, I hope now it will be taken into account. I do want to say I recommend AM; however, things should be better.
I hope this finds you well because I will continue with my journey and using Shannon's programs
Perhaps you need to worry less about what people do and try to control their actions and instead focus more on how you react to things happening. The problem here isn't really her disrespecting you, it's you allowing yourself to get getting upset by her behavior.
We shouldn't let people treat us badly, then we should calmly tell them that is not an acceptable behavior, but we need to train ourselves ton not get affected by what other people do or don't do. If we are affected by it, we are in reality giving away our sense of inner stability to other people and letting our moods be affected by how they choose to act.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 03-14-2024
(03-14-2024, 03:35 AM)Johannesbrst Wrote:(03-14-2024, 02:57 AM)Topaz Wrote: Stage 6, Day 18:
I'm feeling a bit on edge today. A client disrespected me and walked away mid sentence. I expected my aura of dominance and confidence to be stronger at this point. I think Alpha Male could improve in these areas. It could be due to older technology or personal execution issues. With what other programs from the 5G timeline offer, I believe do AM could enhance these aspects.
I know that just 20 minutes of affirmations in front of the mirror would have made this "client" act differently, or at least I would have immediately put her in her place! I was in shock and gave away my power in that situation, and that's not who I am or who I can be.
I hope AM7 will address issues like these, including the reluctance to approach or at least easily attract women.
The theme of not approaching women and feeling more frustrated in this area continues. It seems challenging for me to approach, and when I do, I come across as distant and aloof, which isn't attractive. Even when I see a girl I like, I can't bring myself to talk to her, and if I do, the outcome is usually negative.
These two points were much better when I was doing conscious affirmations in front of the mirror or at least written affirmations once a day.
I could approach with ease. I had opportunities lined up for me everywhere I went. I had a cool smile and don't fuck with me stare. I was happier and I had a very strong aura of dominance and confidence!
So yes, I'm disappointed right now.
The program has pushed me in business directions in very good ways, which is significant. The non-neediness is also great. But a few things are really lacking.
I'm becoming more of a loner in a bad way. It's like being the guy who can make money or focus on himself but has nothing cool or happy about his life or aura. Just walking around the mall is less fun than it used to be. Interactions with people are not enjoyable. Everything is too serious, and while the maturity programming is cool in some ways, on the other hand, I just feel like an old James Bond guy who barely talks, barely cares, and is barely involved with people, and not really happy.
I hope this makes sense to someone here. I'm not tearing down this program because it's obviously a very good program, but I feel it lacks a lot of gratitude, happiness, confidence to approach, and attracting women. It lacks having that look that says "don't fuck with me" like I used to. Also, the cool energy where everywhere I went, people gravitated toward me and respected me is missing. Some good luck is also missing, in my opinion. I hope everything I'm saying will come across in the best way possible.
I don't think AM should be anything close to WM or SM but at least to have women gravitate towards the user or really respect the user everywhere he goes is not something I feel right now.
I have a very good feeling that @Shannon is aware of everything I've touched on and takes it into account with AM7. And if not, I hope now it will be taken into account. I do want to say I recommend AM; however, things should be better.
I hope this finds you well because I will continue with my journey and using Shannon's programs
Perhaps you need to worry less about what people do and try to control their actions and instead focus more on how you react to things happening. The problem here isn't really her disrespecting you, it's you allowing yourself to get getting upset by her behavior.
We shouldn't let people treat us badly, then we should calmly tell them that is not an acceptable behavior, but we need to train ourselves ton not get affected by what other people do or don't do. If we are affected by it, we are in reality giving away our sense of inner stability to other people and letting our moods be affected by how they choose to act.
I see what you are saying and it's not new to me
What I'm talking about here is what I attract subconsciously and the energy I put out