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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 07:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(07-09-2016, 07:39 PM)yeah! Wrote: Are you running AM and V2 chaos and if so how? Justified anger is still anger, and even if you're using it to achieve a positive end, it is self destructive. In that sense, there is very much something wrong with being angry. Do you think Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. would have been anywhere near as effective and powerful for effecting positive change as he was, if he had been an angry black man expressing his anger through negative means? I know full well he was angry as hell, but he transformed that anger into a positive response instead of allowing himself to be consumed by it. Same with Mahatma Ghandi. There are a lot of examples. Don't suppress it. Don't hold it in. But turn it positive and then make a positive difference with it. Negative begets negative. As above, so below also resonates to "what we are, we create, we experience". You should know that. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 08:14 PM)Objectivist Wrote: "The 2.x series really only needs two things and a few minor tweaks: It needs to have an "omnivorous" engine (uses any and all available energy from appropriate and optimal physical and nonphysical energy sources), and it has to target the correct subset of the population to achieve the best possible results." The goal for whom this one attracts is going to be different than V1 and V2.0 and 2.1. I am trying to make it as effective and universally appealing as possible. The aura is always projecting in both 1.0 and 2.x, but the source of energy appears to be insufficient in terms of ingestion and expenditure for it to be obvious at all times, which I expect to be fixed with 2.2. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Raykon - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 08:56 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-09-2016, 09:11 AM)sawell54 Wrote: Anybody noticing increased luck on dmsi? maybe its coincidences What's OE? The X24 Subliminal Audio Aphrodisiac (OE)? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - chaosvrgn - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 09:11 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-09-2016, 07:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(07-09-2016, 07:39 PM)yeah! Wrote: Are you running AM and V2 chaos and if so how? You're absolutely right on all points. I could've handled this a lot better and more in-line with forum rules and natural law. It's something I've been struggling with for awhile now. For so long, that anger has shaped and defined me that I'm not sure what I'll do once it's gone. In fact, I'm pretty sure that I've been resisting the removal of this anger for awhile now. I'm resisting something so fiercely that it's manifesting as body resistance -- phantom aches, pains and even the sudden emergence of these weird boils (sorry, TMI). While writing in my alchemy journal the other night, I realized that I'm absolutely terrified of running E2 when AM6 is complete. Took me awhile to discover the core: I've started to attain so much respect and acknowledgement from two runs of AM6 that I'm afraid of losing what I've gained, even though I know it's an unfounded fear, and I know E2 is going to help me get to the level of emotional, mental and spiritual maturity that I want. The fear is so ingrained that I was seriously considering skipping E2 and running AM6 for a third time. Which I'll still probably do, after E2 does it magic. Gentlemen -- Catman, Terry and Dilettante -- I think it's pretty obvious that I vehemently disagree with your views regarding black men and white women. However, it was not right for me to try and silence your opinions, as I believe that's one of the main reasons that American society's suffering. I didn't live up to my own standard of "realz before feelz" (because I was definitely feeling some kind of way) and for that, I apologize. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - ncbeareatingman - 07-09-2016 I TOTALLY AND ABSOLUTELY AGREE a 1,000 percent with Shannon !! E2 helps transform the causes for the anger in to positives as well it doesnt suppress it I Know coz Im cussing like a muther lately and my anger levels have been medium high as a result of using E2..excersise,good diet ,good chosen give and take with others,prayer,intention and related all help as well man. (07-09-2016, 07:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(07-09-2016, 07:39 PM)yeah! Wrote: Are you running AM and V2 chaos and if so how? Justified anger is still anger, and even if you're using it to achieve a positive end, it is self destructive. In that sense, there is very much something wrong with being angry. Do you think Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. would have been anywhere near as effective and powerful for effecting positive change as he was, if he had been an angry black man expressing his anger through negative means? I know full well he was angry as hell, but he transformed that anger into a positive response instead of allowing himself to be consumed by it. Same with Mahatma Ghandi. There are a lot of examples. Don't suppress it. Don't hold it in. But turn it positive and then make a positive difference with it. Negative begets negative. As above, so below also resonates to "what we are, we create, we experience". You should know that. [/quote] RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - ncbeareatingman - 07-09-2016 I totally agree with you C Man and I respect you for saying so and I honor you in the sacred for doing so and I am NOT bull sheetin' ya man. it takes balls to own yer part in it, your shit.... hugs and please know how courageous you are to even be on this site,even making great effort to reframe and re-do your reality man its NOT always easy man but it is do-able in respect sincere and genuinely. Keith. p.m-ing ya shortly. (07-09-2016, 09:11 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-09-2016, 07:59 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(07-09-2016, 07:39 PM)yeah! Wrote: Are you running AM and V2 chaos and if so how? You're absolutely right on all points. I could've handled this a lot better and more in-line with forum rules and natural law. It's something I've been struggling with for awhile now. For so long, that anger has shaped and defined me that I'm not sure what I'll do once it's gone. In fact, I'm pretty sure that I've been resisting the removal of this anger for awhile now. I'm resisting something so fiercely that it's manifesting as body resistance -- phantom aches, pains and even the sudden emergence of these weird boils (sorry, TMI). While writing in my alchemy journal the other night, I realized that I'm absolutely terrified of running E2 when AM6 is complete. Took me awhile to discover the core: I've started to attain so much respect and acknowledgement from two runs of AM6 that I'm afraid of losing what I've gained, even though I know it's an unfounded fear, and I know E2 is going to help me get to the level of emotional, mental and spiritual maturity that I want. The fear is so ingrained that I was seriously considering skipping E2 and running AM6 for a third time. Which I'll still probably do, after E2 does it magic. Gentlemen -- Catman, Terry and Dilettante -- I think it's pretty obvious that I vehemently disagree with your views regarding black men and white women. However, it was not right for me to try and silence your opinions, as I believe that's one of the main reasons that American society's suffering. I didn't live up to my own standard of "realz before feelz" (because I was definitely feeling some kind of way) and for that, I apologize. [/quote] RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-09-2016 Chaos, much respect. When I was, unbeknownst to me, being tested for qualification for Master class training, I was given a set of challenges that tested me to the very core. My superiors wanted to see what I would do with the kind of power that level of knowledge would give me, so they threw at me several experiences designed to force my hand and reveal who and what I really am. Did those experiences make me angry? Abso-fucking-lutely. I have spent my lifetime since, more than 2 decades, dissolving that anger. Did I want to kill over it? Hell yes I did. Was how they tested me fair? No fucking way. I will be damaged physically for the rest of my life. Ironically, they patterned the effects of some of my tests after the effects of my favorite fantasy character, Raistlin Majere. My lungs are permanently damaged, and extremely sensitive now, and unless I find a way to change that, they always will be. I smell another challenge there, but that's another story. The point I am making is that they wanted to see if I have the self control I needed to be safe teaching that sort of knowledge to. They wanted to know what I really believe deep down. They wanted to see how strong I really am, when tempted, when angry, when pushed to my most extreme limits in terms of frustration, anger, mistreatment, exhaustion and other ways. The passing grade only came because I mastered my anger, instead of allowing it to master me. I didn't use my knowledge or power or skill to harm anyone else. Instead, I left those who had done me wrong to their own well-earned just desserts. Someone wiser than I would make a better judge for them, I concluded. And it took some time, but those people all got what was coming to them. One even died homeless, penniless and drug addicted in a gutter - a worse fate than I would ever have wished on her. Had I had my druthers, her life would have ended quite rapidly. Instead, I later found out, she suffered unbelievably for over a decade before she died. And the others suffered in other ways, just as much. But in the mean time, because I had released them, I wasn't wasting my time trying to "get even". I continued to grow, advance, and become even better, stronger, more skilled and more successful. And one of the seeds that grew out of those tests was this business. Because those lung issues I have forced me to find a way to make a living outside the military, firefighters, police or some other more conventional way of making a positive impact on society. The seeds of my potential for making a positive difference in this world grew out of some of the greatest injustices anyone could have been forced to endure. And that is what I am talking about. Turn it into motivation to remove from the world the injustice that was done to you, and do it in a positive way. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 09:39 PM)Rayhon Wrote:(07-09-2016, 08:56 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-09-2016, 09:11 AM)sawell54 Wrote: Anybody noticing increased luck on dmsi? maybe its coincidences Optimus Engine. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - lovinh3767 - 07-09-2016 I wonder if the primal instinct activation in DMSI causes the aura to activate racial identification in others. I see a lot of post needing to specify the race, not racist, but identify the race label.....I with this hungarian chick, I am dating black women etc... RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-09-2016 Hungarian is a race now? I thought that was a nationality. The primal instinct activation is specifically and completely directed at the animal sexual instinct. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - dissonance - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 09:54 PM)Shannon Wrote: Chaos, much respect. Master class training? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - dissonance - 07-09-2016 Also, to clarify, is the DMSI v2.1 designed to attract everyone of the opposite sex maximally, or scale to how sexually attractive you find the person to be? I remember for the poll, people voted for the maximal effect upon everyone of the opposite sex, but for the description in the product page, it sounds like it's the other option? ("sexually irresistible to people of the gender(s) you find sexually attractive, who you are personally sexually attracted to."). RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 11:22 PM)dissonance Wrote:(07-09-2016, 09:54 PM)Shannon Wrote: Chaos, much respect. I'm sure you and Chaos understand enough of what I mean for my point to be valid regardless of further explanation, which I am not at liberty to give. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Daredevil - 07-09-2016 (07-09-2016, 11:22 PM)dissonance Wrote:(07-09-2016, 09:54 PM)Shannon Wrote: Chaos, much respect. Quote from Anger Management Sub "This program is designed to help in dealing with anger management problems. It is designed to work through three separate techniques: 1. It defuses triggers to the anger response. 2. It disconnects the user from the anger itself. 3. It causes the listener to let go of and release both anger that has been built up inside, and flare ups as well. With time and use, the result is that the person is in effect trained to deal with their anger issues in ways that prevent most of the problems before they become problems, and produces effective coping responses as well. I created this program to help me through a period in my life in which I was suffering greivous wrongs that were making me extremely angry, but if I acted on that anger it would have made things much worse. It made my life vastly better in the short and long term." Seems like he was involved with people who wanted to test him to see his worthiness for information. Although doing somethingto damage the lungs is counter intuitive since that is where you get your connection to life from. I may be wrong. But Shannon, what does the anger scripting in EPHRA 2 consist of. |