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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 02:47 AM)mat422 Wrote: Shannon, I know this isn't easy work. It never is solving problems that nobody else has figured out yet. I admire your work ethic, but I see familiar patterns in your actions that lead to burnout. On one hand I know you have a product to deliver, but on the other hand this isn't quite as simple as just running a business. I think part of being successful with anything is knowing when to push and when to back off, and that's a fine line at times.
This isn't a criticism. I just hope to see you get to a point in the future where you don't feel a never-ending pressure. I only ask this because I really relate to these over demanding patterns you exhibit. But do you feel that you might have some undiscovered or lingering beliefs that effect your behavior in this way? I might be wrong about this one, but I also feel as if when most people are under more stress their survival mechanisms kick in. Deep ingrained mechanisms that might have been developed in childhood.
Obviously I don't know you super well, so I might just be getting these impressions based solely on the more stressful aspects of this whole process.
If you think about it a little, you'll see why I feel this pressure. I have customers who like what I am doing so much that they are sometimes a bit crazy for the next release. (That's a good thing.)
I have challenges to solve that nobody else has ever solved.
I have the potential to make this world a much, much better place, relieve a lot of pain, alleviate a lot of suffering, and improve a lot of lives.
Every day I spend resting, people are suffering pain they might not have had to suffer. What if I discover a way to cause the body to turn cancer cells normal again, or overcome a major disease in the future? Those things are within the realms of possible, and in fact probable, with what I'm doing; and if that is true, then what I am doing could potentially not only alleviate suffering, pain, grief, but save lives some day as well.
There is a lot of pressure in doing this, more than you guys realize. The potential power I have in this is amazing, and the responsibility that goes along with it is also amazing. I don't want people to suffer and grieve and die when I could have prevented it. And so I feel like I have a responsibility to humanity to proceed as quickly as possible. The only thing that keeps me from working all the time is...
I can't work and do it right, if I'm not in a good place to do so. And if it's not right, it won't work.
But sometimes, being empathic, I feel the urgency of desire you guys have when you want the Next Big Thing.
I love it that you guys like my work so much that you get this excited. I just have to balance that with staying healthy enough to be able to live up to your expectations. Unfortunately, lately it's hard for me to get enough sleep in some cases. Things have been going wrong for me a lot lately for some very ironic reasons, which leads to anger and frustration, especially if I am tired and even more so if I have low blood sugar. I am trying to lose some weight, and having only two meals a day during the process, with timing restrictions on when I can eat, which leads to hunger and sometimes low blood sugar. And of course everything I need to do to make these things go away or be easy to do is not possible for me, for one reason or another.
So for the time being... I'm just going to follow those rules, and let the chips fall where they may.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 02:59 AM)enoch Wrote: Is the new USLM drop in replacement? Considering they would have different secondary ASRBs and user is in the middle of the secondary ASRB of the previous version.
No. That's why I asked you to wait until I have the ASRB2 calculated. Finish out the current cycle, or help me test for turbulence between the two by jumping from one to the other without a rest and see what happens.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - KingDavid93 - 10-12-2018
USLM2:
2-3 loops in I started getting aches at different points on my head (also felt like something was moving around in my right temple) and I started to get a dry scratchy feeling in my throat.
I started to get very sleepy and passed out (not sure if I got the full 6 since it wasnt playing when I woke up)
When I woke up this morning I still had some minor headaches and it was itchy all over my head like a dandruff like itch (I also feel like since I switched from DMSI to USLM1 my hair thinning has progressed a bit- not sure if that’s connected or it may just be a natural progression)
I do remember some of my dreams and they seemed to be me reliving frustrations I’ve had in the past with regards to money, business transactions and business relationships. And some of the others were sex related so that was interesting.
Feeling a little tired and dizzy this morning- this stuff is obviously very strong
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - ncbeareatingman - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 12:41 AM)Benjamin Wrote:(10-12-2018, 12:33 AM)findingme Wrote: Ben,
I purchased USML last night at 5:01PM EST. I downloaded the file immediately after. Had you uploaded version 2 yet, or did I download version 1?
FYI, I'm still on E2. I picked it up due to the fear removal modules.
Sounds like it might the the first version, though i'm not sure of the time difference. The way you know is by the filenames.
The original will be named Ultra Success/Luck Magnifier.
The new one is Ultra Success/Luck Maximizer.
I'm curious about the fear removal modules myself.
I can tell ya Ben the fear moduels are working. This is one strong program.I have to remindmyself that its not only the fear modules in place,but also the new updated/upgrade Maximizer's for Success and Luck(Good Fortune,sychronicity,alignment,etc) going as far as it can go...
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Oversoul - 10-12-2018
Shannon, did you just put something new to DMSI? Weird shits happening man LOL
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - SargeMaximus - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 08:20 AM)kingpill Wrote: Shannon, did you just put something new to DMSI? Weird shits happening man LOL
Concur. Online interaction been weird for me this morning.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 08:31 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:20 AM)kingpill Wrote: Shannon, did you just put something new to DMSI? Weird shits happening man LOL
Concur. Online interaction been weird for me this morning.
I haven't even started working on DMSI yet. But now that USLM2 is almost done, that is coming, soon. So maybe you're experiencing early TID from some changes I haven't yet had a chance to make. Then again, the weird stuff kingpill describes makes absolutely no sense, so who knows.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - SargeMaximus - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 08:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:31 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:20 AM)kingpill Wrote: Shannon, did you just put something new to DMSI? Weird shits happening man LOL
Concur. Online interaction been weird for me this morning.
I haven't even started working on DMSI yet. But now that USLM2 is almost done, that is coming, soon. So maybe you're experiencing early TID from some changes I haven't yet had a chance to make. Then again, the weird stuff kingpill describes makes absolutely no sense, so who knows.
Agree. What kingpill describes is a major turn off for me.
I’ve been noticing more girls acting in ways that turns me off, almost purposefully lately however. As if they trying to get rejected. Might be a thing.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Oversoul - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 08:42 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:31 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:20 AM)kingpill Wrote: Shannon, did you just put something new to DMSI? Weird shits happening man LOL
Concur. Online interaction been weird for me this morning.
I haven't even started working on DMSI yet. But now that USLM2 is almost done, that is coming, soon. So maybe you're experiencing early TID from some changes I haven't yet had a chance to make. Then again, the weird stuff kingpill describes makes absolutely no sense, so who knows.
Agree. What kingpill describes is a major turn off for me.
I’ve been noticing more girls acting in ways that turns me off, almost purposefully lately however. As if they trying to get rejected. Might be a thing.
TBH what she did turned me on for a bit, but she seemed weird lol. Kinda glad nothing happened
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Zane - 10-12-2018
Nobody can be sure if its TID or just a bad day or life..
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Oversoul - 10-12-2018
It was not a negative experience, it was a positive one.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - blth - 10-12-2018
I guess i am the only one who thinks that was actually good
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - SargeMaximus - 10-12-2018
(10-12-2018, 08:45 AM)kingpill Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:42 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:31 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-12-2018, 08:20 AM)kingpill Wrote: Shannon, did you just put something new to DMSI? Weird shits happening man LOL
Concur. Online interaction been weird for me this morning.
I haven't even started working on DMSI yet. But now that USLM2 is almost done, that is coming, soon. So maybe you're experiencing early TID from some changes I haven't yet had a chance to make. Then again, the weird stuff kingpill describes makes absolutely no sense, so who knows.
Agree. What kingpill describes is a major turn off for me.
I’ve been noticing more girls acting in ways that turns me off, almost purposefully lately however. As if they trying to get rejected. Might be a thing.
TBH what she did turned me on for a bit, but she seemed weird lol. Kinda glad nothing happened
Different strokes for different folks I suppose. I hear you about being glad nothing happened tho.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Oversoul - 10-12-2018
Slight confession- I probably would have banged her lol. It seemed weird because Ive never had someone new come do that to me