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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-07-2016 (07-07-2016, 03:51 PM)Hercules Wrote: Here are links to what I'm talking about Well then it would seem reasonable to conclude that it is also possible for EHPRA 2.0 to help. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - lokko - 07-07-2016 Random blurb. ASC should be the first 6G sub. That sub in 5G seems to work for everybody. I can't imagine how well it would work in 6G. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - eternity - 07-07-2016 I got a question .. does the heavier resistance you face (i.e, feeling suicidal) provide greater breakthrough than lesser resistance, once surpassed ? I imagine it might be so, but I'm also imagining that the end result would be the same for someone who faced major resistance and the person who faced minor resistance. . RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Rocket13 - 07-07-2016 (07-07-2016, 03:10 PM)Shannon Wrote:Nice, because although I was eating like a mainiac in v1. The heat made me feel like I was burning fat. On top of the aura being stronger.(07-07-2016, 12:34 AM)jacksonchandra Wrote: Shannon, did DMSI 2.1 still using Energy Flooding from food? Or overall from non-physical sources? Or still both? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - dissonance - 07-08-2016 (07-07-2016, 03:48 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-07-2016, 03:46 PM)dissonance Wrote:(07-07-2016, 11:22 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(07-07-2016, 10:21 AM)dissonance Wrote: I went on a trip to Europe with family. Can someone update me on what's going on with this DMSI thing? Is it too late to become a tester for it? Ah ok very cool. I'm guessing once the official final version comes out, it'll also be automatically added to my downloads section? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - LionKing - 07-08-2016 (07-07-2016, 03:14 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-07-2016, 02:14 AM)LionKing Wrote: ... Well tbh I experience more shame in not being able to turn to that external focus and wallowing around like a weak little girl. Not that ashamed about how people think of me, but more shame/disappointment as in I myself think I should be stronger than that already. FEARLESS is a goal I understand; HEALED (with the loving energy in E2) brings up something much more passive for me. On ASC I feel like a hero; "healed" sounds like the hero's grandfather. Ah, movies. Anyway, the part in of your answer I put in bold font there is very clear and practical, thanks. Its almost the same as "you can stop once there is no more resistance", but "your inward focus will shift outward again" is much more concrete for me, somehow. Hopefully I'll take off like a rocket with ASC 6G from there on out. Thanks for listening, happy hoverboarding! RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - dissonance - 07-08-2016 Does the DMSI Goal #2 deal with removing subconscious approval seeking desires and behaviors, neediness, and caring what other people think? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 07-08-2016 (07-08-2016, 12:45 AM)dissonance Wrote: Does the DMSI Goal #2 deal with removing subconscious approval seeking desires and behaviors, neediness, and caring what other people think? Not directly, it's primarily aimed at overcoming gsf, self validation, overcoming resistance and creating a mindset of deserved ness for the results the program is designed to get. The whole, not all of which is mentioned, is aimed at getting the user to allow themselves to create the desired reality by executing the script. It can have those effects indirectly. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Gotcha - 07-08-2016 Hey guys. I'm on day 38 of E2, at 12-15 hrs per day. Not really noticing any effects besides a slight depression and major lack of motivation. I read reports from fellow E2 listeners having vivid dreams and feelings of joy or happiness, but I don't recall ANY dreams or any feelings besides depression on E2. My baseline emotional state before starting E2 was normally "happy", I might add. Hardly any interest in women, or hanging out with friends since a week into E2. Last two weeks I'm a hermit, playing videogames and wathing NetFlix in my lonesome... In the beginning I got fatigued from listening 16+ hours, so I scaled down to 8 and worked my way up to where I can do 12+ without feeling burned out, but I'm still tired. Is this resistance? Is E2 working for me? Should I do more/less hours? Should I be doing something to "help" E2? (I just press play, no meditation or whatever tapping is) Gaah, I'm all over the place with these doubts and insecurities! In short; is there a light at the end of this E2 tunnel, or am I seeing the train a comin'? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Catman - 07-08-2016 (07-08-2016, 03:12 AM)Gotcha Wrote: Hey guys. That's exactly what the program seems to do... Works under the surface, almost TOO well. The result is you not really seeing much different for a long time, and this odd, latent, crappy, depressed feeling in the background and a massive loss of motivation to do things. That's exactly my experience, too. You just seem to vegitate while it does it's thing, keep in mind lethargy is also a common form of resistance. So yes, all of us are going through the "silent monk/lone wolf" phase on E2, lol... It took me a good 35-40 days to see some signs of tangible life from it, I guess some of us, it takes a long time, either due to resistance, or due to us not seeing what it's doing for a long time as it's subtle and under the surface mostly. Short answer: it's exactly as it should be. Stick with it longer, and you'll see more things changing. You won't know how exactly it's changed you until you're in a situation that you struggled with in the past, and can finally have a measure to compare now versus then for progress. Until then, it'll mostly be the experience described while it does it's job. Keep going, Don Corleone! RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Natious - 07-08-2016 (07-08-2016, 03:20 AM)CatMan Wrote:(07-08-2016, 03:12 AM)Gotcha Wrote: Hey guys. Instead of being this incredibly painful journey to heal, it's way more stable low mood, until it starts going back up again. I couldn't even begin to imagine how hard it would be to deal with those things without E2, on my own. Today I'm having a quite relaxed and positive day after a long time of feeling depressed. It will get better for you too! The waves and severity of the depression seems to vary from person to person. I am actually quite glad that these things get dealt with under the surface, doing this consciously could be quite painful and hard. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - ImFreeman - 07-08-2016 (07-07-2016, 03:09 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-06-2016, 11:13 PM)Hercules Wrote: Shannon, will a complete run of EPHRA erase generational trauma inherited from our DNA. Actually there have been some experiments, where mice developed a phobia after being exposed to electric shocks, and those phobias were passed down to their progeny, that even though were not exposed to the electric shock themselves, they had the phobia nonetheless. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/science/science-news/10486479/Phobias-may-be-memories-passed-down-in-genes-from-ancestors.html Pretty interesting stuff, this also means that positive stuff that we develope in our lifetime (super confidence, good with the ladies, great learning abilities,etc), could be passed down too ? I for one can tell, that i inherited my dads very light trigger for anger, and easy to emotionally lose control, even though he died when i was 2, so i don't think i learned this directly from him. All this improved significantly with E2. Edit: oops just saw that hercules showed some links to the studies. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - DisneylandUSA - 07-08-2016 (07-08-2016, 05:14 AM)Natious Wrote:(07-08-2016, 03:20 AM)CatMan Wrote:(07-08-2016, 03:12 AM)Gotcha Wrote: Hey guys. Have you received medical treatment for depression ? it may assist you ![]() RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - ncbeareatingman - 07-08-2016 if it werent for the rejuvenizer and the clearings both from lighthealing.com I'd be in a major funk downer too. making yer self wrong for being there doesnt help either...affirming your courage for being willing to process all of this deep shit is noble as hell. I call upon MY Viking/Celtic ancestors and MY Cherokee/Tuscarora ancestors for strength as well. The Warrior SPIRIT, & prayer,intention and serving others helps me( good vitality elements from abouve,you know when you get chills from giving,or uplifting someone or telling your truth and you KNOW its da truth and you get chills,thats food fer your soul- vitality elements ,comes from life,the universe and all the elements!) and most of all remember how much yu are loved man and how love-able you are !! NO Bull, just sincere. Keith 47 days into E2. |