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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - findingme - 10-05-2018 Shannon, I read your banter with Sarge on my phone during lunch, and I didn't think much about it. However, upon coming home, something happened that looked exactly like your statements of "having as much sex as you allow" AND "as much as you want". I drove home from work on my scooter, got off and took off my helmet, and was too tired to take off my jacket, so I just walked to the mailbox. I noticed an attractive woman in her 30's or 40's walking my way with a beautiful white lab, just out for a stroll. I looked through my mail, actively avoiding interaction. I didn't even look at the woman, acknowledge her, or anything. In fact, I knew was actively avoiding her when I took a moment to watch her dog, a friendly fellow. A fear rose in me and I avoided all eye contact with the woman. And I thought of your quote: "as much as you allow". My fears rose up and said "protect yourself!" I'll note I've had E2 running in my pocket all day, and being home meant I could drop my defenses for a while, for fear and some old pain surfaced today, or I'd not have had that reaction at my mailbox. I equated conversing with the woman to putting on a "face" she might like, a lie. I didn't want her to see the me inside which has felt a slight pain and anger throughout the day. I'm posting this since I'm wishing to put flesh to your stance with Sarge, as I do this. I've not had sex since.....I've been afraid of having a woman really know me. Even when I'm not feeling triggered, "fleeting" may describe the way I relate with women. I'll attempt to make them smile, but pains of past failures, or fears of that pain, cloud my awareness quickly. My reaction is to make distance quickly. DMSI and E2 both heal sexual trauma, and both focus on healing our understandings of ourselves, hitting some deep sexual roots and beliefs. I know I've had E2 hit that root clearly one time this run, and I remember being in bed, realizing I didn't need to fap to relieve stress. That was a peaceful evening. In short, I'm seeking to feel ok in my own skin, and not needing another person to do that. If I'm ok with myself, feeling ok with anyone else is much easier. I've daydreamed of this while I've been writing. Also, not having fear steer me full-time will allow me a lot of growth. Just my wonderings for today. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - SargeMaximus - 10-05-2018 I had an interview with a woman (Vice President of the company) and we ended up outside her house as she wanted to show me something. If she would have invited me inside I would have, but she didn’t. As much as I’ll allow so long as it’s offered. Since it wasn’t, what am I to assume but it’s not enough? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - THolt - 10-05-2018 (10-05-2018, 03:39 PM)Shannon Wrote:(10-05-2018, 03:37 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:(10-05-2018, 03:18 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: The current version of USLM was impressive enough I can’t wait to see what the new one does. No such thing. Push it as far as is safely possible. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - THolt - 10-05-2018 @Shannon What should I expect when I listen to USLM2 for the first few days? I plan on jumping straight in without a break RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - ncbeareatingman - 10-05-2018 Im winning !! On da winning side yeah !! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNeXJg0Sh1Q Everythings coming OUR way !! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEm2afF8Iyo I feel like its Thanksgiving Eve,Christmas Eve and New years Eve.... a land mark voyage about to begin. that special vibe you get when some major positive shifts are about to happen and YOU KNOW IT!! RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Dmitry - 10-06-2018 Any chance USLM, Version A be upgraded to newest technology? If so, I'm impatiently waiting ![]() RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - 4Kingdoms - 10-06-2018 (10-06-2018, 02:47 AM)Dmitry Wrote: Any chance USLM, Version A be upgraded to newest technology? https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Men-s-Journals-Shannon-s-Journal-Discussion-Volume-3-?pid=207028#pid207028 (10-05-2018, 06:40 AM)KingDavid93 Wrote: Also will USLM A also be receiving these upgrades or will that remain the same? (10-05-2018, 06:45 AM)Shannon Wrote: I have to rebuild both A and B for this. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - AriGold - 10-06-2018 4Kingdoms, I click one time on the like for all the countless times you were helpful and put together the information from all around the forum. Thank you. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - AstonMartin - 10-06-2018 (10-06-2018, 03:33 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(10-06-2018, 02:47 AM)Dmitry Wrote: Any chance USLM, Version A be upgraded to newest technology? Thanks, King! RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 10-06-2018 (10-05-2018, 04:15 PM)THolt Wrote: @Shannon I'm not sure. We are doing an experiment with turbulence. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Amann - 10-06-2018 (10-05-2018, 08:59 AM)AriGold Wrote:(10-05-2018, 07:54 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-05-2018, 06:57 AM)RTBoss Wrote:(10-05-2018, 05:24 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: I disagree since I’ve wanted a lot of sex my whole life but haven’t gotten much. I know you’ll say “ well you obviously don’t want it then” but I do but I also won’t beg so there’s not much I can do except put my desires out there. So far, however, the results are lacking. But it’s not from lack of desire. Looking for the thread where Shannon said this...it was a really great set of posts...anyone know which thread it was? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Rust - 10-06-2018 Will the price of USLM change in the store for future buyers after it's been upgraded? Just wondering because of all the cool updates that's been announced (and teased) thus far. Apologies if this was clarified elsewhere. Was thinking about purchasing it soon. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Determined - 10-06-2018 I'm pretty confident that using USLM is driving Shannon to make an even better USLM lol. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Trend - 10-06-2018 (10-06-2018, 08:09 AM)Rust Wrote: Will the price of USLM change in the store for future buyers after it's been upgraded? Just wondering because of all the cool updates that's been announced (and teased) thus far. Apologies if this was clarified elsewhere. Was thinking about purchasing it soon. Waiting to pull the trigger myself ... awesome work, Shannon !!! |