(12-17-2018, 01:17 PM)Hatman Wrote: Entry 8

Another great week on USLM! A lot of important progress has been made on goal #1 and I'm beginning to gain momentum. If this keeps up, this goal should be achieved fairly soon. However, I had thought this at least a dozen times before over the last 3 years and failed each time. For this reason I am only cautiously optimistic.
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I'm currently in the midst of finals week. I have noticed that I have been studying for these tests more than usual. And it's been almost effortless!
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As for dreams, it's been mostly uneventful this week. Only during the first two nights of this cycle have I had uncomfortable dreams. And I gotta say that those dreams were the most unsettling so far. It's usually either me or other people getting hurt, but this time it involved my loved ones. It all calmed down after that though. It's as if this was the last hurrah for the resistant parts of the subconscious. I am unsure.

Oh and I also got woken up by a jumpscare once. It wasn't like the cheap jumpscares that you see in video games. It was more advanced that that. Instead of just popping up at me head on, it came from behind me and entered my field of view from the corner of my eye. I felt this thing touching me.
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Because I am gaining momentum for goal #1, and already submitted my transfer application for the school that I want to get into (goal #2), I think I will transition straight to USLM4 whenever it comes out. I will need all the luck I can get during the next month and a half, and especially for goal #2 as my transfer application is being reviewed during this time. I'm a little under-qualified, but hoping for the best.

I don't want the broad spectrum fear removal process that will come with LTU to mess with things during this critical period of time as I know that some parts of the script may not be executed fully when this process is ongoing.

Anyway, onto the next week!