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RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - chaosvrgn - 02-05-2017
Day 6, Quick Update:
My parents have somehow convinced me to accompany them to a church lunch and dinner thing, so I'll just make a very fast update --
Mind feels incredibly clear and sharp. Calm, amazingly confident. Body is free of pain (although I woke up kinda sore -- signs of healing, in my opinion). Knees are improving everyday. Fingers on right hand feel slightly better -- they're being really stubborn, but that's the problem with finger and wrist injuries. They take FOREVER to heal. Wrists feel better, but they usually do until I start pounding on a heavy bag, so we'll find out about that tomorrow.
I have another update I'm going to make today on my DMSI bloom journal. I feel like I'm reaching "post-bloom," where the p3 / p4 / p5 effects have worn off. I feel AMAZING. Yesterday, I was in the store and I looked dead into the pretty clerk's eyes while talking to her. No nervousness whatsoever. Very dominant and powerful. She began to blush and started grooming herself, while going out of her way to accommodate my request. But more on that later, including the "breakthrough."
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - chaosvrgn - 02-05-2017
Day 6, Part 2:
I am currently experiencing some significant resistance that's related to MHS. Turns out that I have an intense, intense fear of being healed. For years, I've blamed certain life issues on my health. Particularly, a constant sense of lethargy and fatigue that lingers over my head. Up until I started running DMSI (which seems to energize the body), I had to consume an insane amount of caffeine and nootropics to function for HALF the day. Now, with those symptoms slowly subsiding, I'm finding myself stuck in a deep depression as the subconscious realizes that once these afflictions are gone, I will no longer have anything to blame my shortcomings on.
This resistance is odd -- it hits VERY HARD and VERY FAST. So, I'm moving to a new area and I'm already setting up dates and activities and the such. I've already signed up for a free week at a rather prestigious Brazilian Jiu-Jutsu school -- one that's actually owned and administered by the Gracie family. My father -- who has a tendency to live vicariously through me -- asked what BJJ was, and we watched an episode of Fight Quest -- a (now canceled) dope ass show that was on Discovery -- on BJJ (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfswe9wNTtk).
It was a bonding moment, as my mother kept asking why I would want to submit myself to something so brutal, and my father kept smiling that I was alpha enough to want to pursue it. Afterward, I began watching other BJJ videos on YouTube, realized how awesome it was that my fingers and knees were being healed and I could even do the thing. Then BOOM -- intense, intense, intense resistance. It hit me so hard that I ran to the bathroom and dry heaved. It has subsided a little bit and I took some Noopept (an anxiolytic) just so I could function for the rest of the night. But man, that was rough.
The grip fear has over our lives is absolutely profound. Who would've thought that I would encounter THIS MUCH RESISTANCE to the idea of simply being in amazing health, and what the hell does that mean for our society as a whole? This world is so diseased -- it actively attempts to suppress our potential. Thank the Maestro that companies like IML are here to help reverse this nonsense.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - Shannon - 02-05-2017
The things my work is revealing in the last year about the real issues holding people back, and just how much we are actually being held back by them, absolutely astonishes me. But given how messed up this world is, it makes sense. When I first realized that everything boils down to fear, everyone was telling me I was just fixated on an easy solution.
Now we're starting to see the evidence.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - chaosvrgn - 02-06-2017
Day 7:
Nothing substantial to report. Fingers feel good, knees feel okay. I'm going to have to start reporting on the knees separately. In fact, let's start that now.
Right Hand (Damaged from Heavy Bag):
Minimal amount of pain. Then again, I haven't hit a heavy bag in awhile. Interestingly enough, I've had little motivation to box. This could be Optimus Engine telling me to stay away until I'm healed. I'm going to fight tonight, though. It's my last week in North Carolina and I've got some scores to settle.
Left Knee:
Minimal pain. It's much stronger than my right knee, however, namely because the left knee carries the most weight when you fight in the orthodox stance.
Right Knee:
Moderate pain. There's a bit of "pressure" at the bottom part of my knee. My entire knee used to hurt, but now it's mainly focused on the front of the knee and the bottom half. I think this is called runner's knee?
Other Effects:
I'm a bit on edge today, as you can probably tell by some of my posts. Doesn't seem to be resistance. I honestly think MHS is increasing my testosterone, or healing something that was affecting my testosterone. It feels more like a natural aggression, not the rage-based resistance that I often get from subs. Trust me, I know the difference between the two. This aggression is much more controllable. I can focus it. Rage-based resistance makes me wanna just scream uncontrollably, and it takes CONSIDERABLE mental effort to control it.
DMSI's p3 / p4 / p5 is wearing off. I'm STILL getting amazing effects, though. I was at Wal-Mart today grabbing some supplies for my move. A 7.5/10 blonde was bent over her cart, showing off a very toned, sexy ass in yoga pants. It was like she sensed my presence, spun around and locked eyes with me. Then she gave me that creepy DIHL look. Just stared and stared until I finally looked away. Kept getting looks like that all day. Men deferring to me by looking down while saying hello. Cool stuff.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - chaosvrgn - 02-07-2017
Day 8
Last night, I had my first nightmare in a long time. Growing up, I used to have nightmares at least 4-5 times a week. Was a constant theme in my life. This continued all the way up until my second run of AM6. The nightmares sorta shifted into "scary dreams," usually involving some kind of home invasion or demonic attack. Around Stage 4 of my second AM6 run, I began fighting back in the dreams and WINNING the fights. Since then, I've only had two minor nightmares -- again, involving home invasion.
Last night's dream was definitely a "lesser nightmare." It involved a man standing by window, begging me to let him in. Seemed like we were in some kind of post-apocalyptic landscape, and he wanted to be let in to escape whatever was going on outside. The man was pleading, sobbing for me to open the front door. While I was preoccupied with ignoring him, in another room, two of his colleagues had somehow unlocked the window and came through. I ran into the room and began throwing some rather brutal Shotokan techniques at them, but one of them pull a knife and got my neck. I woke up. I'm pretty sure this is related to MHS's clearing-lite modules (compared to DMSI v3a). One, yesterday I was in a state of charged aggression, meaning it was clearly working through something. Today, I feel really good emotionally, but tired as HELL. HOWEVER...
It seems like the sub's healing power is REALLY kicking in. I had a very intense boxing workout last night, and here's the results after one night of playing the hybrid:
Right Hand:
I actually damaged the damn thing at boxing last night, but not on the heavy bag. It's hard to explain unless you've done mitt work before, but the boxing coach's daughter threw her mitt a little too hard and ended up smashing my finger. It exploded in pain. I stopped working the mitts right then and there. That being said, today, there's zero to very minimal pain in that finger. Usually, it'd be throbbing right now. That means the sub is either working on it, or it's healed a lot.
Left Knee:
As I stated in the past post, this is my dominant, stronger leg. There's no pain today while standing, moderate pain while crouching, squatting, or applying weight to it. However, it's less pain that I was experiencing last week, meaning SOMETHING's being healed.
Right Knee:
The bane of my existence. This knee gives me tons of trouble. After last night's workout, this bad boy should be swollen and in significant pain. However, when applying weight to the knee (by crouching), I'm experiencing only a slight bit more pain on this knee than the right. Simply put, there's been marked improvement on both knees.
Other Notes:
I am EXCEPTIONALLY tired today. Absolutely exhausted, even after sleeping 10 hours, which is more than I usually do. I haven't eaten much because I'm moving in a few days and I get REALLY tired when I eat, so I'm kinda fasting... which probably isn't good for the sub and healing, so I'm gonna grab something light.
While sparring last night, I had INSANE endurance, able to keep up with a 15 year old in amazing condition. Know what that means? It helps with cardio. I normally fight 3 minute rounds. Last night, I did 2 x 10 minute rounds of medium sparring. Lots of moving around and throwing punches. I feel so good that I could do it again tonight.
Really eager to put this to the test when I get to my new state next week. I've already signed up for Muay Thai and Brazilian Jiu-Jutsu. For you mixed martial artists or athletes, I think cycling between MHS 5.5g and the upcoming MLS 5.5g (another day one purchase for me) would be perfect for you.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - cfact - 02-08-2017
(02-04-2017, 12:37 AM)Shannon Wrote: Based on Chaos' experience, I would say it is increasingly looking wiser and wiser to give anything with P5 at least 21 days to fade out before running other subs. If you fear missing out on DMSI, then you're not going to get far given that.
Hopefully this can be 'fixed' in a future version. If I have an accident or other acute injury, I would need maximum healing immediately... not 21 days later!!
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - Shannon - 02-08-2017
(02-08-2017, 12:26 AM)coldfact Wrote:(02-04-2017, 12:37 AM)Shannon Wrote: Based on Chaos' experience, I would say it is increasingly looking wiser and wiser to give anything with P5 at least 21 days to fade out before running other subs. If you fear missing out on DMSI, then you're not going to get far given that.
Hopefully this can be 'fixed' in a future version. If I have an accident or other acute injury, I would need maximum healing immediately... not 21 days later!!
The "P" technologies are not broken. They do exactly what they are designed to do, and that is how we make it possible for you to get good results in 2-3-4-5 loops a day and probably less in the future, because the program continues running in your head during the rest of the day at the right rate.
The fact that it is still running does not prevent you from using another subliminal while it is running in your head. There will be a period of turbulence while both are running, but nothing is stopping you from using MIR or MHS immediately if you need it.
In life there is no free lunch. If you want maximum power and performance, this is how we get it.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - cfact - 02-08-2017
(02-08-2017, 12:42 AM)Shannon Wrote: The fact that it is still running does not prevent you from using another subliminal while it is running in your head. There will be a period of turbulence while both are running, but nothing is stopping you from using MIR or MHS immediately if you need it.
In life there is no free lunch. If you want maximum power and performance, this is how we get it.
Yeah, makes perfect sense... the only thing I can think of, if acute need for healing with as little turbulence as possible, is to have an Acute MHS sub that actively negates other programming... I am sure you would not want to build such a thing [something that removes programming could persist... so you have healed, but have not sexual magnetism for a while, for example!]
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - chaosvrgn - 02-15-2017
Day 8 - 16
Damn, it's been awhile since I was last really posting. Well, I'm in my new state, new apartment and at my cushy, well-paid new job. We had one little hiccup that was quickly overcome. This looks to be a very fun, easy and drama-free position that will allow me to focus on my martial arts training and expanding my online businesses.
As for MHS, a major breakthrough has occurred:
Since I was a child, I've suffered from an intense, INTENSE sense of constant fatigue. It's the number reason why I haven't gotten as far in life as I wanted. Imagine, having such huge aspirations and dreams, but always lacking the physical and mental energy to do it. I was able to do martial arts only because I would consume insane amounts of of caffeine before doing it. Not to mention, it was the only thing that really made me happy, so I found ways to get through it.
Since running MHS, I can say that 75% of that fatigue is gone, with the rest attributed to the sub processing, plus maybe some lingering effects. MHS seems to heal you from inside out, meaning my knees will probably be the last thing that gets healed.
Also, my emotions seems to be much more stable, and people are responding to me in very kind, obvious ways. Women flirting, men being friendly (I held the door open for this tall, older but alpha type in a business suit and he thanked me profusely before going, "age before beauty, right?" ... shit, he might've been flirting). I think they can sense not only the DMSI effects, but also a strong male that's in really good health. I have a theory that women can sense how healthy a man is, just not by his muscles and such, but maybe a healthy man lets off a certain pheromone that signals his high health. There's a woman at my new job that gives me DIHL (actually, a number of women) every time they see me. Crazy.
I begin at my new martial arts school tomorrow. I'm taking classes at an official UFC gym. Really cool concept -- you book and sign up for the classes you're interested in. And there's a TON of cool ones. Check it out. Anyway, will try to update ASAP.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - TheChosenOne - 02-15-2017
I'm wondering if the surprise is The Experimental Sleep/Awakener Refresh sub. I don't have that constant burnout feeling that I used to have either...
...some real Benjamin Button sh*t going on internally with this sub.
Also, I've been consistently having many vivd dreams/nightmares related to people in my childhood, almost to the point of lucid dreaming...
...the Respect and friendliness from men, along with the attraction by women is occurring too. I was thinking it was coming from an subconscious level, but never thought to think it was coming from an unconscious level via pheromone signature. I haven't ran DMSI in a while (since last year) before MHS
so it's interesting that we are seeing similar results...
Fresh starts and new "beginnings" are always exciting. Congrats on upgrading your life and expanding your vision!!
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - Shannon - 02-15-2017
(02-15-2017, 07:17 PM)TheChosenOne Wrote: I'm wondering if the surprise is The Experimental Sleep/Awakener Refresh sub. I don't have that constant burnout feeling that I used to have either...
No, this is neither in MHS nor the surprise.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - chaosvrgn - 02-16-2017
Day 17
Woke up with a SPLITTING HEADACHE. Not sure if DMSI is still somehow bouncing around in my head or if I'm resisting MHS. I think it's the latter -- the headache cleared up too easily. Two GOODY powders took care of it quite nicely. Those DMSI headaches were lasting all day and could withstand anything.
Anyway, I went to my first morning Muay Thai class at UFC Gym. It was pretty dope. Unfortunately, the two GOODY Powders pretty much killed my ability to tell you any improvements due to MHS -- they're THAT powerful. I did notice that I was very limber and loose, despite the fact that I haven't trained anything in a week.
I ended up being paired with this very pretty tall, leggy, lithe and athletic black chick that I'd love to smash. She slipped up and called me "boo" when I thanked her for her help, then got nervous and skittered off. I was too into the training to pursue, plus I had to rush off to work.
Was gonna go to the MMA / Sparring class tonight, but it looks like I have to stay late at work for additional "training." That's fine, because I'm exhausted as hell anyway. Monday, I'll be starting BJJ-gi. Tuesday, BJJ-no gi. That means I'll really be able to put MHS up to the test.
Boring update, but yea...
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - Have at ye - 02-16-2017
(02-16-2017, 02:09 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Day 17
I ended up being paired with this very pretty tall, leggy, lithe and athletic black chick that I'd love to smash. She slipped up and called me "boo" when I thanked her for her help, then got nervous and skittered off. I was too into the training to pursue, plus I had to rush off to work.
Is the "boo" thing a form of flirting? I've never been to the States, so I'm wondering what connotation it may have.
RE: 30 Days of MHS 5.5g - RTBoss - 02-16-2017
(02-16-2017, 02:13 PM)Have at ye Wrote:(02-16-2017, 02:09 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Day 17
I ended up being paired with this very pretty tall, leggy, lithe and athletic black chick that I'd love to smash. She slipped up and called me "boo" when I thanked her for her help, then got nervous and skittered off. I was too into the training to pursue, plus I had to rush off to work.
Is the "boo" thing a form of flirting? I've never been to the States, so I'm wondering what connotation it may have.
Refer to the definitions involving "pet" names, etc.