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RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - LionMonkey - 07-04-2011
Day 33, an off day
Had a bad sleep, woke up sweating and realized I only listened to the sub 6 hours. Didn't do my morning routines as usual but I still felt sexy, on a subtle level throughout the day.
Ohh an another thing is, AoS is making me pretty horny ;-p
- LM
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - ronatello - 07-04-2011
That's one good thing about AOS: arousal! If you think you're horny now, try SM2011. Once it gets going, watch out!
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - LionMonkey - 07-05-2011
Hah, I guess. In the beginning I thought that it was some kind of neediness but, I realized it doesn't matter if I'm are gonna be with the girl or not. It's just how it is.
I think I'm gonna be a very sexual creature, if I'm gonna do SM2011, after I peeked in your journal ;-)
But, gonna start AM2011 first, if I'm doing SM 2011, as recommended.
- LM
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - ronatello - 07-05-2011
Right. Do Alpha 1st and get that foundation built. When I get through with SM, I'm running AM 2011.
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - LionMonkey - 07-10-2011
You didn't do AM2011 before you did SM? If thats so, I'm curious how's that working out for ya?
Day 38,
Yesterday night, I went clubbing by myself in this city and I felt not well because the place was SO crowded that you couldn't stand your space, without being pushed and I'm not that tall, so my presence is just gone. I hate when it's that crowded.
The only place you could own your own space was at the bar in the middle of the club. I talked with a guy, telling me that I was standing at his space, where his smoke was and he offered me some.
I didn't socialize that night much but I was trying to have fun by myself.
At a point I look over to the other side of the bar and I lock eyes with a cute brunette, I smile slyly and she gives a big smile back. It lasted about 4-5 seconds before I broke it.
Later a girl touched my back and I turned a little and she asked for a cigarette, knowing that I had smoked but I knew I didn't have many left as I found them somewhere in the club, so I said no. So she asked the guy besides me.
BUT I realized it first after, that it was that girl, which I have had eye-contact with
I was doubting myself but I didn't want to doubt myself. I felt like I had a small battle inside me, which was affecting my energy.
Changes I see right now;
* I catch women much more looking at me
* Women are trying to qualify themselves to me more
* I walk and stand more confidently and more sexy (I'm doing this consciously)
* Sometimes, I often have to remind myself of being in the moment, when I'm in doubt but the change has somehow made me more aware of it
- LM
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - Mr.Mike - 07-11-2011
What's the point of doing the subs if you don't act when women show interest?
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - ronatello - 07-11-2011
@ LM: I did alpha male 2010 before SM.
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - ronatello - 07-11-2011
(07-11-2011, 08:07 AM)Mr.Mike Wrote: What's the point of doing the subs if you don't act when women show interest?LM pretty much stated in a previous post on why he didn't take proper action: doubting and limiting beliefs, which the subliminal(s) will address in due time.
RE: LionMonkeys AoS Journal - LionMonkey - 07-11-2011
Exactly Ron.
Well.. this thread is finished!
Going to AM2011
- LM