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RE: The Journey of the Alpha - MJ1 - 04-25-2015
I have done AM6 once
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-25-2015
(04-25-2015, 02:41 AM)MJ1 Wrote: I have done AM6 once
how was it? and i think its great youre thinking of running am6 again...lets finish this journey brother 3rd times a charm
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - MJ1 - 04-26-2015
I experienced highest points of being a man in my life.now i know what i want better than ever and because of that i decided a financial sub i may even add OP to it.you see with AM6 there is a point when you want more , not because you need it.but you know it takes your life to the next level.
Now i work at two jobs one as R&D and another as a translator ( i translate computer tutorials) , and my both bosses know about that and that gives me more freedom as an alpha male and even more job security plus higher salary.we like it or not more money bring you more choice and more choice equal more power.
So i decided to run TLAM until i do some major changes in my financial subs.i payed most of my debts and creating some products that gonna create me passive income.my boss clearly isn't an alpha male but his money makes him alpha male in workplace so i feel confident that with my alphaness at this level i can achieve what ever i want.sure being more alpha could help but at the end everything comes to priorities
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-27-2015
hey MJ1 all I can say is do what you feel is right.
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-27-2015
Update: Stage 6 has been nothing less than awesome. I've had opportunities but opportunities are nothing if you don't act on them. I've had women, just a few, approach me directly. Now this is not what you think of a pickup approach but its more like a formal approach. I had a girl come up to me and ask me a question and ask me for a phone number so she could help me with my work. The rest were workers but I never count them. One thing I noticied is that approaching women is not that big of a deal if I have a reason that makes sense to her and I. I can't just approach a woman for no reason but if I am in a warm enviroment like a social environment with a few people then its just easier. I can talk to women easier but I don't need an interaction from a woman like I used to. I am still working on keeping state and seducing women but I have so much holding me down that I can't wait for round 2 of Am6
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-28-2015
I wasn't planning on writing but I decided to. Today I had a girl wave at me, but I didn't think it was for me r. So as I was backing out of my parking space she bend her ass as I was backing out. I'm kinda concerned that this program is making me irrestible to all women even 16yr olds like the girl. Anyways I totatly ignored her cuz she looked very young and left. Then in my campus I heard some of the girls/women talk briefly about me. I guess I must be having an effect on them.
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 05-11-2015
Before I begin my post I needed advice Asap. So I'm about to finish Am6, which is great but in 3 months I have to attend a military boot camp. I was planning on running Am6 again but I'm not allowed to bring any music players, media, phone etc. I was hoping to run the fresher before camp, then after camp I'll resume Am6 again. Is this a good idea? What should I do instead. thanks....Also hope Shannon can Respond to
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 05-14-2015
So finally I'm almost done with Am6 just one more day. I can say for a fact that Am6 changed my life, even though I've still got a long way to go things are better than they were 6 months ago. As of late, I had a girl literally follow me with her work and as soon as I left for work, I also stage 6 I didn't notice a lot of women staring at me because I wasn't looking for it. Its not that I don't get women staring at me, nope. I get looks from women all the time, not all women, but the women who do stare. which is great because women have great prepherial so they can check out a guy without him noticing Google it lol. So when she looks at you you know its on but that matters about context. Where you are and whatever? Sometimes women women check you out by turning there whole body to you but not look at you. I recently had a gorgeous Latin girl who was talking to someone behind me. I was waiting in pine and I was pissed because it was taking forever. So when we finally got in front she said something and. we begin talking. Every time I would pretend like I was not listening she would try to restart the conversation. Then after a while it got quite then she turned her back because she was facing me perpendicular and turned around her whole body to me. Anyways my success with women hasn't been as impressive because I didn't go out to clubs but just worked in malls filled with people.
I would say Am6 is not really meant to make you a sexually irrestible man like Wm and Sm, because its only 2 stages but in those 2 stages it pushes you to do something, to change.
I feel like now I'm complete but still have the aggressive nation of stages 1, 2, 3 to bs. I can't stand shit and since I was bullied when I was a kid, this program has kind of squeshed that kid and I've been kind of a jerk lately. I've tried to watch what I say but often times when I see people trying to manipulate me I stand up or something, or just act like an asshole.
There's so much I have deep inside that I need to change but round 2 of Am6 is waiting.
there were mistakes I made during my first round like using the program for inconsistent hrs, using headphones that sucked and not keeping a journal of my hours done.
Round 2 goals :
Keep a journal of my hrs in Am6 from each stage
Use sleepphones
move out of my parents out which I might be in a few months after boot camp
Just not Give a FCK and approach, Approach, Approach
I can't think of anything else but I'll write more on my half journey to Alpha when I'm not half a sleep but I'm excited because I now know I'm a man because last week I had lunch with an old friend. He's what you would consider a real man I guess, anyways this was the first time for months and he said that I've changed a lot. He called me a man unlike before I was a young boy.
Even though things are great I still feel like with this new found personality some don't seem to resonate with but why should I care. I've had people especially during stage 3-4 who just didn't like who I was, people I've never met. One woman said right off the bat that I look like an asshole. I didn't know this woman, she was walking with some guy and told him as I pass by, he looks like an asshole. At first I was like wtf but then I thought about it and came to this conclusion. Anyone who has time to study you either has some crazy disorder or is helplessly attracted to you. Its been a great journey, Respect is so there, confidence is up there too. I can go on but I know I've improved a lot with social situations. In the beggining I couldn't even walk into a store without being anxious but now I own the place. I still get anxious sometimes but just a little, often times its my subconscious trying to pull me back. Anyways I'll wait 2 weeks before starting round 2.
RE: The Journey of the Alpha ×2 - Alpha Male mo - 06-03-2015
So I started my Second year journey on the 29th of may, so about 3-4 days. Can't wait , already my confidence is building more and more. I'm more assertive in these 3 days than I ever have been since Stage 3 of round 1. I can't wait to see what this second run can do.
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - ffaux - 06-04-2015
It's good to see more people running AM6 more than once. Good stuff!
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - koshas - 06-05-2015
i am on my second run of am starting stage 6 tomorrow .
I just read some of your journal. Funny there are a lot of parallels.
In where you were at mentally and emotionally .in what I was experiencing .
AM6 AND EPHRA has helped me tremendously .It has been quantum leaps from where I was at over a year ago.
I read some of these journals where some of these guys rush through am6.
Then jump to a magnet.and think women are going to swarm them.
For a number of reasons they expect a lifetime of dysfunction ,watching porn etc
To overcome these things by using a sub for six months.
It takes time and personal action to get things in life you want.
The subs are just a good tool to help.
I just read some of your journal. Funny there are a lot of parallels.
In where you were at mentally and emotionally .in what I was experiencing .
AM6 AND EPHRA has helped me tremendously .It has been quantum leaps from where I was at over a year ago.
I read some of these journals where some of these guys rush through am6.
Then jump to a magnet.and think women are going to swarm them.
For a number of reasons they expect a lifetime of dysfunction ,watching porn etc
To overcome these things by using a sub for six months.
It takes time and personal action to get things in life you want.
The subs are just a good tool to help.
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 06-08-2015
(06-05-2015, 12:14 PM)koshas Wrote:i am on my second run of am starting stage 6 tomorrow .
I just read some of your journal. Funny there are a lot of parallels.
In where you were at mentally and emotionally .in what I was experiencing .
AM6 AND EPHRA has helped me tremendously .It has been quantum leaps from where I was at over a year ago.
I read some of these journals where some of these guys rush through am6.
Then jump to a magnet.and think women are going to swarm them.
For a number of reasons they expect a lifetime of dysfunction ,watching porn etc
To overcome these things by using a sub for six months.
It takes time and personal action to get things in life you want.
The subs are just a good tool to help.
I definetly agree, I know that I have one more run after this before I call a quits. I also think some guys don't use Am6 enough, some miss days, some use other Subs, etc. Then complain to Shannon that nothing is working. Like I read this one Guy's journal who did Am6 with some other sub then ran SM, then got mad at Shannon because he believed the subs didn't work for him .
I guess guys don't realize that in order to have success with the other subs like WM and SM, you have to have a strong base. No woman wants a wimpy/Fragile/ Emotional baggage sexual man. To her you're like a horny teenager, with emotional issues trying to attract her,.
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 06-08-2015
So what I've been noticing in this stage 1 is that I can't stand to live with all the things that hold my life from being whole.
im no longer content with what i am but i am striving for what i can be. I have so much bs still left in me that is hiding and i know i have to keep pushing myself. For ex. Ive been talking with a girl from a dating site and things got kinda hot between us. She said that she wanted fuck me and do all things to me. So it finally took guts to set up a time to meet her, since she lives kinda far and finally hookup. The only problem is sometimes whem Im about to call her i get into my head and pussy out. So im still working on pushing things further until we actually get together. So she agreed to meet up and its my job to make sure i dont fuck it up. Ive always been a firm believer of self trust. If you have the power to change ypyrself then you should not complain and be held accountable. A lot of people like to complain and whine at something that they can change.
Things I need to work on:
approaching more women
deciding for myself
Standing up to my boss
not care what others genuinely think
RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 06-15-2015
this second run of Am6 is definetly worth it. Its hard to describe but everything in my first run seems like its being polished. It feelsgreat when you can make strong eye contact with a beautiful women without getting nervous. Also I've done something's that have made people think twice before trying to take advantage of me. For example, telling a group of ass hole guys to stop breaking building policy( because I'm a security Guard). These guys are big guys who like to be ass holes so I let them know whose the alpha if they try to pull a bs where I work. Somethings though to mention, a lot of insecure thoughts are popping up in my head, things that are holding me back a lot. But this is only stage 1 and there's a lot more to work on.