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RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-07-2024
E6 is amazing.
It’s so understated. I’m watching incredible changes happen like I’m watching a running river. It’s like, “oh yeah that’s a river”, but if you look closely it’s not “just” a river, it’s something of beauty. So too is the process I notice happening to me. It seems ordinary. But it’s not.
I mean in the end our pain is “just” our pain. It’s not anything special. But at the same time how many people do you think overcome such deep rooted issues? Probably very very few. Even the top people focusing on this stuff probably don’t ever fully overcome their issues. I think E6 has the potential to actually do this.
For so many years humanity has been in an echo chamber of pain. 450 dollars for an audio track to overcome the roots of most human suffering kind of has an absurd cosmic humor to it.
I’m thinking of continuing to post more (no promises though!). I kind of want to give back to the community and feel like I’m more apart of it. I really do think this community will become something truly special in the near future. Like an oasis in a world filled with dog shit as far as the eye can see.
I’m one of only a few active members keeping the embers alive right now. I love these subliminals and I love this forum and what it could become. I want to be a part of that brilliant future I see coming.
Thank you Shannon. As someone who has used your programs for almost a decade, this program is something truly special. I can’t wait to see what you do with 6G. You’re about to have a very large impact on the world.
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-07-2024
Today was interesting. The first half I kept shifting from feeling a lot of shame and fear to love and gratitude. Later on I stabilized more and felt myself enjoying myself around people more and genuinely had a good time. My energy felt better than it has in that context to my memory.
Without even realizing it I’m expressing AM6 programming. I’m not sure if I just wasn’t aware this whole time or if it’s just been unlocked more. That seems to be a theme though, the old programming coming out more the more I clear/heal.
Also noticed more of that sensitivity coming up (don’t know if I mentioned it in this thread). I think it’s parts of me coming back to life and needing time to mature and adjust properly. I’m noticing I feel more alive in a lot of ways. My senses feel more alive. For example I feel the wind on my skin more. I also feel more emotional sensations and more emotional depth than before. Like old parts of myself I had forgotten about.
I feel more relaxed and comfortable in general and that feeling is growing with time. I actually think a lot of the discomfort I’m feeling inside is in response to that. The love/relaxation causes negative energy to flow as it is released and I feel it as it is being dissolved. Kind of like watching debris on the surface of a flowing river (callback!).
But yeah. Right now I feel like a balloon tied to a small rock. The wind lifts the balloon into the air, but the rock causes it to sink back down. E6 is making that rock smaller and smaller.
I suspect I’m further along than I think and the naturalizer is just pulling one over on me, but we’ll have to see.
RE: EHPRA6 - Topaz - 08-08-2024
It's funny I feel some AM6 programming coming to the surface in some parts of SM3
I guess the healing helps it manifest and maybe it is easier for AM6 to manifest than others?
RE: EHPRA6 - callie - 08-08-2024
How much resistance do you typically experience with subs, specifically E6?
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-08-2024
(08-08-2024, 09:21 AM)callie Wrote: How much resistance do you typically experience with subs, specifically E6?
A little bit about me. When I first started subs in 2015 I was in a haze of pain. I was so psychologically debilitated it’s a miracle I’m where I am now mentally. I was probably as low as anyone could go. Don’t know how to describe this concisely in a way that is convincing so you’ll have to take my word for it that I was really fucked up.
In the past I’ve had extreme resistance. In 5G especially. It was chipping away at my problems but very very slowly compared to newer tech. I noticed changes, but it had a hard time overcoming gsf, trauma and general emotional pain. 5.75G was when I started to notice things picking up. That’s when I ran LTU6 for 2 years. That’s when things started to change and I started noticing myself pulling out of this cocoon of debilitating pain (gsf, trauma etc.). I felt myself shifting to a more cooperative attitude towards subs. It took awhile though and it wasn’t a complete thing.
Then I started using 5.9G with OF4 and OGSF1 and that started picking up even more. OGSF2 is when things got crazy and E6 even more.
Yes I’ve noticed a lot of resistance in the past. On OF - E6 I don’t know how much was resistance and how much was just dealing with the pain from the programs but I have definitely experienced a lot of pain on those programs. I remember OGSF2 being extremely painful. E6 has its pain too but I don’t think it’s resistance. I think it’s just the stuff I’m dealing with.
Trust me I thought nothing would work for me. I tried everything. I couldn’t even use hypnosis because I was so wound up I couldn’t go into a trance. These subs if you stick to them will change your life. You just gotta keep your head down and endure the discomfort. If you find it difficult to keep running programs like E6 and OGSF2, then sprinkle in things that still give you deep change but also are more enjoyable or appealing to your desires like LTU6 (although I wouldn’t go lower than 5.9G honestly and preferable I would stick to latest tech because 5.11G is absolutely awesome).
Honestly I’ve been at this for almost a decade now, but I could’ve probably gotten similar results in like 3 years or less with 5.11G. With 5.11G, I think even people that were fucked up like me probably don’t need more than 3/4 years of healing and 2 years should put basically anyone in a great place even if they’re not fully healed. You have to have the right perspective on this stuff and think long term. 2 or 3 years is nothing. I mean it’s actually way too fast in the broader context of self help. Especially on auto pilot with your subconscious doing all the work.
Edit: Time estimates are according to my own map. YMMV.
If you’re just trying to heal to get a specific result with another program maybe you don’t have to have a hardcore mindset. But depending on the goal and your specific hangups you might have to go all the way anyways. My advice is to go full “healing mode”. Focus on your comfort (without going too far). Treat yourself well and be kind to yourself while you’re healing. Don’t expect all the results in one run through, especially if you haven’t used much subs in the past and especially if you have deep issues.
6G is coming so after this run of E6 I’d recommend a run of OGSF2 and then run whatever 6G sub you want. Unless whatever you want isn’t built yet, then you could do another run of E6. By that point you would be doing awesome.
But yeah don’t expect it to be easy. Have a mindset of endurance. In the beginning, especially. Don’t believe your brain if it tells you there’s nothing on the other side or you can’t do it. You can and there are greener pastures on the other side and it’s not just endless healing and clearing. You can do this.
P.S didn’t mean to write a novel lol.
Edit: P.S.S To anyone reading this, I would say if nothing else, finish what you start. You want to be racking up cumulative gains from the subs so that you gain more and more leverage and change becomes easier and easier. All your previous growth will bleed into whatever you’re doing in the moment and before you know it the power of exponential will be working in your favor, instead of against you (your previous hang ups).
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-08-2024
(08-08-2024, 08:09 AM)Topaz Wrote: It's funny I feel some AM6 programming coming to the surface in some parts of SM3
I guess the healing helps it manifest and maybe it is easier for AM6 to manifest than others?
I’m sure I’m expressing other programs as well, it’s just the body language from AM6 is something more noticeable/measurable than say, a feeling or mindset shift or something.
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-08-2024
Woke up feeling great. I’m starting to feel good in my body just because. It’s like two opposing forces right now. The good feeling in my body and the pain that comes from my head. When I wake up it’s mostly the good vibes, but then over the course of the day my “ego” starts to come back online and the pains starts to take over again. With that said it’s nowhere near as bad as it used to be. I mean even now I still feel great.
In fact I’m fuckin excited! Can’t wait to see how the rest of this run treats me.
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-09-2024
I might be further along than I thought and discounting my growth too much.
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-10-2024
Every day lately feels like something major is shifting (good or bad day, doesn’t matter). Today I was really tired because my sleep was off, but as soon as I ate I woke up and felt an undercurrent of bliss for hours after. I felt a lot more comfortable with myself in social situations. It’s like I’m overcoming my deepest insecurities and becoming deeply secure with myself. It feels like I’m shifting into an entirely different reality. I don’t have any problems. All my problems are self created.
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-10-2024
There’s no way this is real. There’s no way I changed this much from listening to 15 minutes of an audio track at a time… It’s literally so strange I can’t get over it. Like I know I’ve been using this stuff for almost a decade but recently I’ve changed so much that’s it’s really starting to feel like I’m dreaming.
RE: EHPRA6 - callie - 08-10-2024
(08-08-2024, 11:31 AM)Frosted Wrote:(08-08-2024, 09:21 AM)callie Wrote: How much resistance do you typically experience with subs, specifically E6?
A little bit about me. When I first started subs in 2015 I was in a haze of pain. I was so psychologically debilitated it’s a miracle I’m where I am now mentally. I was probably as low as anyone could go. Don’t know how to describe this concisely in a way that is convincing so you’ll have to take my word for it that I was really fucked up.
In the past I’ve had extreme resistance. In 5G especially. It was chipping away at my problems but very very slowly compared to newer tech. I noticed changes, but it had a hard time overcoming gsf, trauma and general emotional pain. 5.75G was when I started to notice things picking up. That’s when I ran LTU6 for 2 years. That’s when things started to change and I started noticing myself pulling out of this cocoon of debilitating pain (gsf, trauma etc.). I felt myself shifting to a more cooperative attitude towards subs. It took awhile though and it wasn’t a complete thing.
Then I started using 5.9G with OF4 and OGSF1 and that started picking up even more. OGSF2 is when things got crazy and E6 even more.
Yes I’ve noticed a lot of resistance in the past. On OF - E6 I don’t know how much was resistance and how much was just dealing with the pain from the programs but I have definitely experienced a lot of pain on those programs. I remember OGSF2 being extremely painful. E6 has its pain too but I don’t think it’s resistance. I think it’s just the stuff I’m dealing with.
Trust me I thought nothing would work for me. I tried everything. I couldn’t even use hypnosis because I was so wound up I couldn’t go into a trance. These subs if you stick to them will change your life. You just gotta keep your head down and endure the discomfort. If you find it difficult to keep running programs like E6 and OGSF2, then sprinkle in things that still give you deep change but also are more enjoyable or appealing to your desires like LTU6 (although I wouldn’t go lower than 5.9G honestly and preferable I would stick to latest tech because 5.11G is absolutely awesome).
Honestly I’ve been at this for almost a decade now, but I could’ve probably gotten similar results in like 3 years or less with 5.11G. With 5.11G, I think even people that were fucked up like me probably don’t need more than 3/4 years of healing and 2 years should put basically anyone in a great place even if they’re not fully healed. You have to have the right perspective on this stuff and think long term. 2 or 3 years is nothing. I mean it’s actually way too fast in the broader context of self help. Especially on auto pilot with your subconscious doing all the work.
Edit: Time estimates are according to my own map. YMMV.
If you’re just trying to heal to get a specific result with another program maybe you don’t have to have a hardcore mindset. But depending on the goal and your specific hangups you might have to go all the way anyways. My advice is to go full “healing mode”. Focus on your comfort (without going too far). Treat yourself well and be kind to yourself while you’re healing. Don’t expect all the results in one run through, especially if you haven’t used much subs in the past and especially if you have deep issues.
6G is coming so after this run of E6 I’d recommend a run of OGSF2 and then run whatever 6G sub you want. Unless whatever you want isn’t built yet, then you could do another run of E6. By that point you would be doing awesome.
But yeah don’t expect it to be easy. Have a mindset of endurance. In the beginning, especially. Don’t believe your brain if it tells you there’s nothing on the other side or you can’t do it. You can and there are greener pastures on the other side and it’s not just endless healing and clearing. You can do this.
P.S didn’t mean to write a novel lol.
Edit: P.S.S To anyone reading this, I would say if nothing else, finish what you start. You want to be racking up cumulative gains from the subs so that you gain more and more leverage and change becomes easier and easier. All your previous growth will bleed into whatever you’re doing in the moment and before you know it the power of exponential will be working in your favor, instead of against you (your previous hang ups).
I believe that most of the problem I’m facing with subs is resistance. I’m not new to subliminals, and I understand that the journey is far from easy, which is OK. It has already been very challenging for me over the years, but I continue and keep coming back because I’ve had positive experiences as well. Additionally, journals like yours motivate me to keep going.
Resistance on E6 hasn’t been as intense as it’s been with other subs, but it’s still enough to leave me feeling depressed. I hope you’re right, and that it will be worth it in the end. I appreciate your novel, as you called it - it does motivate me a bit
RE: EHPRA6 - thectexperience1 - 08-11-2024
Amazing posts man, I'm happy for you
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-11-2024
(08-10-2024, 11:43 PM)callie Wrote:(08-08-2024, 11:31 AM)Frosted Wrote: A little bit about me. When I first started subs in 2015 I was in a haze of pain. I was so psychologically debilitated it’s a miracle I’m where I am now mentally. I was probably as low as anyone could go. Don’t know how to describe this concisely in a way that is convincing so you’ll have to take my word for it that I was really fucked up.
In the past I’ve had extreme resistance. In 5G especially. It was chipping away at my problems but very very slowly compared to newer tech. I noticed changes, but it had a hard time overcoming gsf, trauma and general emotional pain. 5.75G was when I started to notice things picking up. That’s when I ran LTU6 for 2 years. That’s when things started to change and I started noticing myself pulling out of this cocoon of debilitating pain (gsf, trauma etc.). I felt myself shifting to a more cooperative attitude towards subs. It took awhile though and it wasn’t a complete thing.
Then I started using 5.9G with OF4 and OGSF1 and that started picking up even more. OGSF2 is when things got crazy and E6 even more.
Yes I’ve noticed a lot of resistance in the past. On OF - E6 I don’t know how much was resistance and how much was just dealing with the pain from the programs but I have definitely experienced a lot of pain on those programs. I remember OGSF2 being extremely painful. E6 has its pain too but I don’t think it’s resistance. I think it’s just the stuff I’m dealing with.
Trust me I thought nothing would work for me. I tried everything. I couldn’t even use hypnosis because I was so wound up I couldn’t go into a trance. These subs if you stick to them will change your life. You just gotta keep your head down and endure the discomfort. If you find it difficult to keep running programs like E6 and OGSF2, then sprinkle in things that still give you deep change but also are more enjoyable or appealing to your desires like LTU6 (although I wouldn’t go lower than 5.9G honestly and preferable I would stick to latest tech because 5.11G is absolutely awesome).
Honestly I’ve been at this for almost a decade now, but I could’ve probably gotten similar results in like 3 years or less with 5.11G. With 5.11G, I think even people that were fucked up like me probably don’t need more than 3/4 years of healing and 2 years should put basically anyone in a great place even if they’re not fully healed. You have to have the right perspective on this stuff and think long term. 2 or 3 years is nothing. I mean it’s actually way too fast in the broader context of self help. Especially on auto pilot with your subconscious doing all the work.
Edit: Time estimates are according to my own map. YMMV.
If you’re just trying to heal to get a specific result with another program maybe you don’t have to have a hardcore mindset. But depending on the goal and your specific hangups you might have to go all the way anyways. My advice is to go full “healing mode”. Focus on your comfort (without going too far). Treat yourself well and be kind to yourself while you’re healing. Don’t expect all the results in one run through, especially if you haven’t used much subs in the past and especially if you have deep issues.
6G is coming so after this run of E6 I’d recommend a run of OGSF2 and then run whatever 6G sub you want. Unless whatever you want isn’t built yet, then you could do another run of E6. By that point you would be doing awesome.
But yeah don’t expect it to be easy. Have a mindset of endurance. In the beginning, especially. Don’t believe your brain if it tells you there’s nothing on the other side or you can’t do it. You can and there are greener pastures on the other side and it’s not just endless healing and clearing. You can do this.
P.S didn’t mean to write a novel lol.
Edit: P.S.S To anyone reading this, I would say if nothing else, finish what you start. You want to be racking up cumulative gains from the subs so that you gain more and more leverage and change becomes easier and easier. All your previous growth will bleed into whatever you’re doing in the moment and before you know it the power of exponential will be working in your favor, instead of against you (your previous hang ups).
I believe that most of the problem I’m facing with subs is resistance. I’m not new to subliminals, and I understand that the journey is far from easy, which is OK. It has already been very challenging for me over the years, but I continue and keep coming back because I’ve had positive experiences as well. Additionally, journals like yours motivate me to keep going.
Resistance on E6 hasn’t been as intense as it’s been with other subs, but it’s still enough to leave me feeling depressed. I hope you’re right, and that it will be worth it in the end. I appreciate your novel, as you called it - it does motivate me a bit
Thanks man I’m glad you’re inspired. The journey can be brutal at times.
If you’re highly resistant and not getting the results you want from subs I recommend sticking to latest tech and focusing on healing and clearing for the foreseeable future. That’s basically the approach I took and it payed off. What’s your sub history?
RE: EHPRA6 - Frosted - 08-11-2024
Today was rough. I’d say I handled it pretty well though. Walked in on a coworker shit talking me and even though I know their reason was bullshit and it’s petty and small, it still got to me for some reason. These kinds of things are frustrating because I feel beyond that stuff, but clearly my emotions still reacted. I focused on observing the pain and learning what I could.
I’ve been more social at work lately. Felt validation seeking at times, but it’s better than stuffing all that stuff down because it’s “bad”. Weirdly my body language was more loose and I almost felt like I was coming across too confident at times, especially with my mental state. It felt like I was making myself a target for ridicule, since I still have shame and trauma around that that isn’t fully healed.
The world giveth and the world taketh. Today felt a bit humbling but I feel a little bit clearer for some reason after the negative emotions I experienced. I was as non reactive as I could’ve been, but pain is still pain. It faded pretty quickly, but afterwards I wasn’t feeling quite as good as I had been before that.
After today I can’t tell if I still have a long ways to go or if the end goal is right around the corner. It was a weird combo of feeling more comfortable than I’ve ever felt in the background while dealing with the hang ups of my childhood on the surface.