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RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 03-22-2018
Currently on my first 'rest day' off DMSI 3.2.
Whew. I'll post updates soon but shit, I've had a hard time finding time to sit down and journal things out related to DMSI lately. Some crazy shit has been happening.
I have a weird question:
Is it possible for my aura to 'infect' or be absorbed by a female I slept with recently? Like, if it's strong enough, could just my presence attach itself somehow to the female and cause it to spread to other females, exposing my aura to them without myself even being present?
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 03-23-2018
Alright so here’s a bit of a DMSI update (Listening to a loop now as I type this). A lot just happened and it’s kind of a long story to go over so I’ll make these brief little bullet points:
- One of my plates is a chick I met over OkC who is well known in the Cosplay community. Early last year we had a thing for a few months, uncommitted, she was a plate. Always complained to me about this other cosplayer (Her Rival, I’ll say). She gave me a few red flags and I decided to drop her as a plate around April or May, hadn’t contact her since.
- In October, I went to a Halloween party to meet up with this chick (I’ll call her the Fashion Blogger) at a mutual friend’s party, and started dating this chick. At the party however, I finally met up with the “Rival” I mentioned earlier. She seemed cool. Added me on FB and that was that.
- I dated the fashion blogger for a bit, she broke up with me some time mid-December. Rival chick heard about it, slid into my DMs, we ended up banging the next day and she’s been a plate of mine since.
- At my Birthday party, she came along with a couple of friends. One of which I’ll refer to as “Ivory.” I flirt a bit with her because she's cute as hell, but mind you I’m fairly drunk. Rival plate isn’t even phased by it all. I joke about having a threesome.
- About a month ago I receive a text message from a number I didn’t recognize, saying basically, “If you hadn’t had banged [Rival] I would have super-liked you on Tinder.” I figure out who it is. Long-story short, I re-acquire her as a plate very easily.
- Drama apparently happened before this happened though, at another convention. The cosplayer and rival apparently temporarily made friends, and Ivory became friends with the cosplayer chick, but this pissed off the Rival who created a lot of drama at this convention. As result, Ivory blocked all ties with the Rival.
- Apparently, I was spoken about a lot as a ‘player’ by both chicks, the cosplayer and the rival cosplayer, among by other people. I hear certain rumors about myself and more or less laugh and am just completely amused by it all. Some of it true, some of it fabrication.
Listened to a full loop. One thing leads to another, Ivory ends up texting me out of nowhere on Tuesday March 20th(I guessed she got my number from someone, possibly the cosplayer chick), basically saying she wanted to hang out with me that night to prove she wasn’t a toxic bitch like everyone had been saying. I said, Fine, but it’s your treat.
She’s okay with this. I said I’d be there at the bar she told me she was going to be at for Karaoke. I said to her I’d be there in a few.
I receive a message that same night by the cosplayer chick basically an open invitation out to meet up for Karaoke at this same bar. In my head, I’m like- Okay, they’re going to both be there. I send her a reply back saying, ”I’ll be there in a few.” and proceed to immediately open a bottle of wine for myself, sit on the couch with my legs crossed, and watched documentaries on turtles; in other words, flake.
They text me and wonder where I’m at. After about 45 minutes, I message Ivory saying something came up. She sends me a reply back saying “Have fun getting laid.” I get a kick out of this, ignore the message until the next day, Wednesday, March 21st when I send her a reply back with screenshots of what she was saying (How she’s not a toxic bitch, but proceeds to say “Have fun getting laid” anyway when I don’t go out), along with an animated gif of Leonardo DiCaprio clapping his hands. She replied to me saying: ”It was a joke cause I was told you got laid but ok.
So, that evening, I went out with another plate (I affectionately call her my “Sock Puppet”)to a pool hall, and of course took her home for some fun.
Next day, Thursday, March 22nd (This is my rest day off of DMSI, by the way) I finally get around to responding to Ivory after having let her bake a little bit around 12:04 pm:
Me: Haha, oh yeah definitely. Every day pretty much, it’s the only way I can breathe.
Ivory: XD but that’s how I got to know you tho by [Rival] lol
Me: I’m more than a piece of meat though, lol; also, I’m not disgusting, in fact, I’d say I’m a rather palatable dish.
(I had seen in screenshots provided to me by cosplayer plate that she had referred to me and my behavior at my birthday party as disgusting, for trying to get a threesome together)
Ivory: I don’t see why someone would call you disgusting you seem like a sweetheart it’s just you’ve been labeled like a piece of meat and even label that you sleep with like three women a week and you have to make an appointment to sleep with you this is all stuff that I’ve been told by people you hooked up with that’s why I wanted to get to know you and hang out cuz I want to know the real you not the bullshit lies that were told right to my face
Me: Join me over drinks at [Local Lounge] tonight and hang out for a bit with the real me, then.
Ivory: I would but sadly I work till 9 tonight
Me: What part of town are you in? They’re open until 11 tonight.
Ivory: I live 5 minutes from [Rival] I live behind the [Casino] and I work by the Planet Fitness
Me: Perfect, we can throw balls at pins as well as hang out over drinks.
Ivory: Oh um ok lol.
Me: Lol, see you there then around 9:30 to 10ish.
Ivory: Alright
So, I meet up with her at the Casino and we go bowling (They have a bowling alley there). We have a good time, although we talk a lot about the gossip about me that had been going on, and the drama between the cosplayer and the rival cosplayer who happened to both be my plates. She would shit test me quite a bit, and I’d either Agree & Amplify or Pressure Flip or just ignore and change the subject, with a lot of kino escalation.
(Examples):
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Ivory:Is it true though you sleep with like three women a week?
Me: Now that is something that is just untrue! It’s usually at least four! (She laughs)
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(Me when I’m touching her thigh while she’s talking)
Ivory: Keep your hands to yourself.
Me: Hm? (I knew exactly what she was talking about but played dumb)
(Ivory points down to my hand on her thigh while we're sitting at the bar)
(I look down to her arm and notices her bracelet and what looked like a tattoo on her wrist)
Me: Oh what is this! (I move my hand but takes her hand with both and pulls it closer so I could examine it- doubling down on kino escalation but not acknowledging anything else) - The conversation quickly pivots to a different topic without losing frame.
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While walking around, I'm guiding her by the shoulders or waist, I notice she's leaning into me a little and accepting my guidance. At one point, I land a kiss on her cheek as we're walking. She remarks about how smooth of a move that was.
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Makes a note of how handsy/touchy-feely I am while I'm giving her shoulder and neck a slight rub while we're wandering around (I know she thought it felt good). I pull away quickly with a deer lost in headlights look, with my hands up as though I'm being approached by the police and say, "Wha-What! I'm innocent here! I swear!" , making her laugh.
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Etc, that usual stuff. We went Switzerland on the bowling and drinks; I tried to get her to pay for my drink but she said the offer to treat me expired when I flaked the other day on Karaoke, which was fair IMO.
We had a good time though. We walk back into the parking garage and she’s parked pretty close by, but I tell her I’m parked pretty far in another garage (I’m not) and say Hey, you could drive me there real quick! She’s cool with this.
We literally drive like less than 50 feet and I say, Oh shit nevermind, there’s my car! And point to it, haha.
We give eachother a hug, then I move to k-close with her and we end up making out. I rest my hand on her cheek and move it down to her throat, giving it a gentle grasp/choke. She gives a soft tiny moan and rests her hand over mine. At this point, I give her bottom lip a slight nip and pull away as if to communicate via body language Oh shit moving too fast!, and then say, Alright see ya! As I leave to my car. She’s like, Yup. while looking straight forward with this blank ‘wtf’ expression on her face.
At around 10:14 am this morning she sent me a text saying:
So last night was interesting. Thanks for coming out and hanging.
She’s really cute, with a nice body; Might drop the other plates (Cosplayer and Rival Cosplayer) just to pick her up as one (She's a cuter cosplayer than both and less fucking drama probably...she also drives too which is a plus).
EDIT: I texted her back at 2:53 PM saying "Yeah, I'd say so. It was fun."
Within less than a minute or so she responded back "I'm glad it was."
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 03-29-2018
Short little update with what I've been up to since my last update:
NoFap/NoPorn day 178
Started taking cold showers (Currently on day 2)
55 BPM resting heart rate
Had sex again with the Jewish Chick on Saturday. She just came over to my place, we hung out and banged for a bit, then she took an uber home when I was done.
Had sex with my Pinball Chick plate on Sunday and yesterday (Wednesday). Will be seeing her again today to finish working on my costume for an upcoming convention. I've been seeing her a lot more lately than usual and it's freaking me out a little bit, but whatever.
A female friend of mine whom I'm attracted to (but has a fiance/husband) added me as a friend on snapchat recently. Unsure what that was about.
Been getting back into the groove of working out and boxing, and keeping up with my calories burned, as well as diet, using my Fitbit again.
I flaked out on another plate of mine yesterday (To instead see Pinball Chick) even though it was her birthday, simply because I didn't want to pick her up and have to go in and see her step-dad and mom. I said eh, some other time, didn't feel like it. Her hamster went wild after that. I can post screenshots on imgur but basically she's 100% hopelessly attached to me. I'll be seeing her this Saturday, likely, at the Casino with her friends.
Before that though, I have a date on Sat with a chick I matched with yesterday on Tinder.
The main reason I'm journaling today though:
While I was staying the night at Pinball Chick's place, I woke up after 5 AM from an extremely vivid dream. It was one of the most vivid dreams I've had in a while. I had a dream that I saw an episode of Addams Family where Gomez was fighting some pink/lavender pearlescent robotic humanoid; Like, he was wrestling this thing like a mad-man, doing some major damage. However, as he continued beating it to a pulp, chinks in its armor was revealed and it actually turned out that it was some kind of sea creature (Think creature from the black lagoon) under this thing. I was impressed by how action packed Addams Family could be, and then had a conversation with my coworker about it, at which point we proceeded to 'sketch' or 'draw out' our favorite scenes or whatever from the Addams Family movie.
I drew out in great detail, the scene where Gomez and Fester were in the chamber with all the 'pulleys' that led to that slide that takes them to their secret room, except I drew Gomez out in the form of a Simpson's character- As if Homer Simpson was dressed up as Gomez. He was also giving Fester the sly 'suspicious stink-eye' as if he was suspicious of Fester, unsure if it was really him or actually an imposter, but leaning towards the latter. Very weird and odd. Extremely vivid and detailed dream. Haven't had that crazy and descriptive of a dream in a while, and have no idea why I dreamt about the Addams Family of all things...or the Simpsons for that matter. Very weird.
I also had a dream that an ex of mine from many years ago I was in an LTR with (A little over 2 years) admitted to actually being a transsexual, and I was like "Alright" with it.
EDIT: Just remembered, I also had a dream where I dreamt about a former coworker of mine and his girlfriend, and they were both wearing firefighter uniforms. Three extremely vivid dreams I can remember in one night. That normal?
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 03-30-2018
Found out my ex passed away yesterday. We broke up a year ago over fairly shitty terms (Caught her cheating on me, basically). Regardless though, I feel remorse, grief, guilt, and sadness...It's always sad to hear about the loss of human life, especially the life of those you were previously close to.
It's rather ironic then I had a dream about the Addams Family yesterday. She was a big fan of the show and movies. She even had a tattoo on her chest that said "Sic Gorgiamus Allos Subjectatos Nunc." What a crazy fucking coincidence and world we live in. Was that my subconscious potentially telling me or preparing me that some news was coming up? Wild.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Shannon - 03-30-2018
Peace be with you, my friend.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 04-04-2018
Journal Update
So, I managed to turned a chick who was originally completely disgusted and turned off by me, into obsessed with me and calling me daddy.
This is in reference to Ivory, the “Gossiping” chick I had spoken about on my journal update from March 23rd. She evidently had a fun time with me at the Casino and Bowling. She was attracted and I left a good impression enough to have her see me again, and that we did, last night. I’ll put my employed and deliberate techniques in bold for easy reading/viewing. There were a bunch, and so there will be some that I inevitably missed but I’ll try to put the most notable ones in. Throughout all this, assume there was flirtatious bant and gradual kino escalation as the night went on. I can’t be assed to describe it all in literotica-level detail.
She came over to my place. We stopped at my apartment so I could get my jacket. This was intentional, I wanted her to visit my abode and ‘induct’ her into my Frame from the very onset.
After that, we went to the local Irish Pub that is one of the hot-spots in my close vicinity. Her being Irish, I thought she’d appreciate that- Plus, I had never been there before myself, and thought it would be a fun adventure for the both of us. When were getting our drinks, she asked for water. I rose a brow because you don’t go to an Irish pub to not have a drink. Low-key, I knew she was fairly broke because of a convention coming up this weekend, and with bills to pay, and her two jobs (She didn’t make very much), she probably wanted to keep the spending as light as possible. Since she had made the effort to drive 20 minutes to my place, I decided to treat her this time around since it was cheap, and hell, they had Irish cider on offer that we had both never even heard of before.
It was here, I told her what the plan was. We were going to have our drinks, then go across the street to buy a bottle of mead at my favorite meadery (And one of the spots I frequent), shoot some pool, and then head back to my place to hang out after and enjoy the mead. She was cool with this.
When we left the pub, I saw the Meadery was closed- I thought, Shit, I forgot they’re closed on Mondays and Tuesdays, Oh well. I just said we’ll get it some other time, let’s just head to the Billiards bar to shoot some pool. It was fine.
We played and, man, I just did terrible. We played three games, but I ended up winning the first and last game because she hit the 8 ball in by mistake. Whoops! Each game I won was because of her mess ups. She made some remark about it being my job to get my balls into the hole. I retorted back to her something to the effect of, ”Why put in the effort to do that when you’re getting the job done for me? Make sexual innuendos out of everything. Don’t be overt and direct about it.
There was another point too where she had her ass on the pool table to try and make a shot. I joked that she had done that on purpose to put on a show for me. She smiled saying that was exactly what she was going for anyway.
Again, whew, I was doing really bad tonight. Like, getting dominated in Pool…But regardless, I still won the set. We decided it was time to get back to my place to play some games and hang out.
When we got into my car, I made a move that looked like I was about to kiss her- She started to close her eyes and pucked her lips. Instead of kissing her, I moved to her ear with a sheepish smile and whispered softly, ”I still beat you.” I then turned back to the wheel, looking back to her a bit with a smirk as I knowingly defied her expectation for the a-typical kiss.
When we got back to my place, and into the elevator- She was isolated, so this was a perfect opportunity. I took her by her shoulders, and basically slammed her into the wall of the elevator with dominative (Not overly strong, but strong enough) force. She let out a very turned on gasp. Here, you would normally expect a voracious make-out session… But rather, I denied her of that too. In contrast to the dominative force of pushing her against the side of the elevator, I gave her a soft and gentle, tender kiss on the lips, and then pulled away with a smile- biting my lip some as I looked up to see what floor we were on. She brushed her hair to the side and just looked dazed in awe. After a few more moments, I chuckled and then pushed her up against the side of the elevator again and we made out until we finally reached our floor.
When we got to my living room, I turned the TV and game console on, and she sat on the couch and started to get comfortable. I went to use the bathroom. When I got back, I noticed she had her legs out a bit open for me. I took this opportunity to spread them out a bit more for me and made out with her, while grinding on her on the crotch area. Things were definitely getting heated up.
I pulled away as if to speak with my body language ”Whew this is moving too fast, I need to regain my composure” and let out a bit of a breath as I returned to the game; and so, we started to play a fighting game.
So, I was beating her pretty badly in this game. She was commenting how I was basically paying her back for getting owned in Pool (Even though I technically won our set, haha). She was getting increasingly flustered and pissy at me. When she’d deny me of a kiss due to being upset, I’d say ”Oooh feisty, I like it.
I noticed she was becoming more stand-offish towards me due to not being able to do much against me, blaming the controllers and so forth. At one point, I sniffed the air, like…Wait. Wtf is that smell? I sniffed again, and she was like ”What?” I started to sniff again saying “What is that smell?” and moved towards her, she started to back away a tiny bit like she would because she was being sassy- I said, hold on… Sniff… I moved towards the side of her head and neck and gave her a slight gentle sniff and said, Oh, it’s you… and sniffed a little bit more, tenderly, before moving away and returning to the TV set. ”You smell good.. This, giving me an excuse to get close to her again, disarmed her ‘standoffish’ behavior. She reacted positively to this funny little trick.
(I didn’t actually smell anything at all lmao)We played one more game, and I was starting to get bored, so I decided to just pull her in after the last fight and we started making out. We made out more and more passionately and she started to move to get comfortable, resting her legs over mine. After a few more seconds of us making out, I positioned my arms behind her back and under her legs and lifted her up and carried her to my bedroom without saying anything, and then slammed her onto my bed and closed the doors.
We continued making out on the bed, undressed, I took off my belt and tied her wrists up with them (It’s a double grommet belt, one of my favorite maneuvers to display dominance) and had her hold her hands up while we continued. Long story short, we fucked (She’d refer to me as “Daddy” because she knew I liked being called that), snuggled for a bit and had pillow talk. She expressed concern that initially she didn’t want to do anything with me at first and had only just planned to meet with me (At the Casino) to become friends. She didn’t want to be ‘the next in line’ chick, after I had already banged two of her friends, but basically said “Fuck it” when she realized how great of a time we were having and how ‘well we connected.’ (In other words, my game was just extremely sharp and I pressed all the right buttons.
She asked me at one point, ”So I have to ask, how many have you been with? What’s your count?
My response to this question was: “Like today? Just one. Wait- Hold on…” I looked at my watch to check what time it was, to see if it was past midnight and confirm. ”Yeah, just one."
She was like, Lol you dick, I meant in general. I replied, ”You really going to ask me that? Haha. Why do you want to know?”
She then responded, Because I’m curious and just have to know.
I then said, ”Well I’ve got FOIA Freedom of Information Act forms in my car- You could fill one of them out and maybe receive a response back in 20 or so years.”
She laughed in reaction to this. This line is one of my favorite shit-test disarmers to use. You never ever, under penalty of death, reveal your N-Count, no matter how low or high it is.
We got our clothes on, I put on some lounge pants that she complimented on (Hint: The design on them says “It’s over 9000!”). When we snuggled again on the couch afterwards watching TierZoo on Youtube (That shit is FIRE by the way!), she smelled my shirt and remarked how I smelled so good. Also throughout all this, she was completely enamored with the way I looked, commenting on how cute I was. Every time she did this, it was in response to me silently looking deeply into her eyes, almost past them and into her conscious, with a mental frame thinking I own your pussy. It’s amazing how subtle yet powerful this works.
It was getting late so she went home, I more or less kicked her out but it was about that time for her to leave anyway since it was almost 1 or 2 AM and I had to wake up early in the morning. She sent me a text message this morning with pictures of a couple of bruises I had left on her neck from hickeys. I texted her back saying, “That was me being gentle.”
She responded with, ”I know lol. I liked being marked by daddy
”STATUS UPDATE
I am on NoFap Day 184
Cold Showers Day 5
DMSI 3.2b Day 14:1:13 (Tomorrow will be day 14, then I’ll take rest day for ASRB)
TL;DR (But please read): I made a chick who was originally completely disgusted by me do a complete 180, and had her calling me daddy by the end of the night.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 04-04-2018
Ah! There was one other thing I forgot to mention: On our way to the Billiards to park, the conversation we were having was already becoming sexual.
She had made mention she was going to pick out or buy special lingerie for her to wear for me to take off. **I threw her a shit-test**, remarking something to the effect off *”Implying we are going to have sex huh?”*
She replied, *”Maybe, if you play your cards right.”*
Then I responded with, *”Well doll, I don’t put out that easily, you’re going to have to at least wine and dine me first.”*
She smirked in response saying, *”Ooh a challenge, huh?”*
Flipping the script on her in this way, in my opinion, made her want to have sex with me more. I received absolutely ZERO LMR when I picked her up and threw her on my bed because of this frame.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 04-05-2018
Day 14 of the loop (Of the second set of 14 days, tomorrow will be a rest day for ASRB)
Had an extremely bizarre dream last night, can't remember most of it unfortunately but it involved my ex who had recently passed away.
She had returned back to life or the death was somehow a faux, or false alarm, and we were both having a conversation together and reconciliating the issues we had. She was beautiful, and in great shape, looking almost like a younger version of herself.
This is where the dream gets really weird: When that dream had passed, I had a different vision where I was wearing black gloves and was basically working meticulously close up on a vagina. Like, building/sculpting or constructing some kind of vagina-esque object...Maybe like a fleshlight or something? I've never seen those in person. I was manipulating it and literally creating a body part. Just thinking about it takes me aback.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 04-09-2018
It's been a wild past few days.
I won't get into too many details as I don't intend for this to be a robust entry, but I wanted to check in with you guys so you know where I'm at with this program.
I'm currently on day 29:2 - Caveat is, the past two days I wasn't able to run the program just because of how busy I was. I started it back up again today though at the same time I usually always do (10:30 AM, while working and focused on something). I'm doing the FLAC version of Trickling stream, which I found to be the better option for me because the sound pattern is consistent and relaxing. Ocean Surf has it's loud moments, and super quiet moments, and as result can hear some static-y type sounds in the background which I assume is the program.
So, that being said: Recently received a raise and a bonus at the job starting this paycheck, so pretty stoked about that.
Currently surrounded with a variety of women that I'm building rapport with, and having sex with. I'm currently working on building intrigue with new prospects I've meet over the past weekend and week, setting up dates, and two or three girls who are actively chasing me. I went to a convention recently and had professional shots done of me in various outfits. Hell of a good time; danced at a rave.
On NoFap day 189
Things are going pretty well so far I'd say.
I'll admit, I may have peeped at some porn for maybe like a couple of minutes here and there, but it doesn't trigger me at all to make me want to Fap. I don't condone watching porn regularly but it does get me riled up and generates sexual energy. Some of the hiccups I've been experiencing is, I'll have moments where I'll catch myself fidgeting with or biting my nails. I noticed that mostly earlier today. It's a habit I've been working on kicking, and was doing really well for a couple of months but it has started back up again recently.
But, I mean- There has to be merit to this so far. A girl went from hating me to literally telling me her job is to keep my balls drained and stomach full.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - brightike - 04-10-2018
(04-09-2018, 07:10 PM)Tesla Wrote: It's been a wild past few days.
I won't get into too many details as I don't intend for this to be a robust entry, but I wanted to check in with you guys so you know where I'm at with this program.
I'm currently on day 29:2 - Caveat is, the past two days I wasn't able to run the program just because of how busy I was. I started it back up again today though at the same time I usually always do (10:30 AM, while working and focused on something). I'm doing the FLAC version of Trickling stream, which I found to be the better option for me because the sound pattern is consistent and relaxing. Ocean Surf has it's loud moments, and super quiet moments, and as result can hear some static-y type sounds in the background which I assume is the program.
So, that being said: Recently received a raise and a bonus at the job starting this paycheck, so pretty stoked about that.
Currently surrounded with a variety of women that I'm building rapport with, and having sex with. I'm currently working on building intrigue with new prospects I've meet over the past weekend and week, setting up dates, and two or three girls who are actively chasing me. I went to a convention recently and had professional shots done of me in various outfits. Hell of a good time; danced at a rave.
On NoFap day 189
Things are going pretty well so far I'd say.
Some of the hiccups I've been experiencing is, I'll have moments where I'll catch myself fidgeting with or biting my nails. I noticed that mostly earlier today. It's a habit I've been working on kicking, and was doing really well for a couple of months but it has started back up again recently.
But, I mean- There has to be merit to this so far. A girl went from hating me to literally telling me her job is to keep my balls drained and stomach full.
I have exactly the same experience with porn. Gets me bothered and vibing, but no desire to release at all.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 04-14-2018
So! Where am I at so far with this program? As of today, I'm on day 34:2 of DMSI 3.2b
With images this time so you can see I'm not just blowing smoke out of my ass.
Here are my thoughts on it so far:
I'm basically getting away with murder out here so far. Things that I thought would have been completely unfathomable have become more and more possible. A chick who originally hated me, is now obsessed with me.
At one point, I was hanging out with two plates at the same exact time, and they were completely oblivious that I was banging both of them on the regular. They both wanted to go home with me that night. I had to deny them of sexual satisfaction and insist on doing my own thing. :angel:
Fuck, on that same night, there was even another plate of mine who made a cameo appearance whom I danced with for a little bit. That entire weekend in general was just crazy.
I seriously got away with calling one of my plates a glitter cum sock puppet, and she was completely unphased by that:
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I'm working on a new prospect that I'm gaming through Facebook that is already invested in me despite her and I having not even met yet.
We had this text exchange one night (She was the last to text me):
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Since I hadn't been responding to her, she decided to message me the next day on FB Messenger- Basically inviting me to this event. I presumed she messaged me on there so she could tell if whether or not I read it/saw it:
![[Image: kb3HdC7.jpg]](https://i.imgur.com/kb3HdC7.jpg)
I noticed it around 5 PM that day, and decided to just go ahead and text her back:
![[Image: BA6uvSq.jpg]](https://i.imgur.com/BA6uvSq.jpg)
Just another example. I can tell she's already invested in me, despite having not physically even been around her. Like, again, another example/tidbit from earlier that day of my text exchange with her:
![[Image: CyPrNXh.jpg]](https://i.imgur.com/CyPrNXh.jpg)
I'm unreactive, acting like somewhat of a dick, not even directly answering her questions (Sometimes outright ignoring/dodging them), and she's built up more investment in me.
Now, as I've stated before, I've never had problems with women, but I do feel like there's some magic going on here in thanks to DMSI, working in ways I can't really fully comprehend.
It is certainly helping me with building/cultivating discipline and building new habits. It's making me more eager to get out and put myself into situations where I normally would just stay in. It is improving my game and developing a rock solid frame.
In fact, I think this is the key thing about this program; the namesake. You have to take a look at the name of what this program is called:
Develop Maximum Sexual Irresistability. It helps you develop yourself and become that individual that others you are attracted to gravitates towards. There's effort required on your part; it's not going to do all the work for you, it's only going to show you the doors. It will help you make the improvements and adjustments necessary to live that life of abundance. Whether it takes a couple of weeks, a month, or even six months, it's all about being consistent with the program, being open minded to the world around you, being receptive to and taking the actions it suggests.
It's all up to you how long it takes for you to achieve it's goals. If you have a lot of blocks, a lot of issues, or things to work out, then it might take a bit of time before you'll notice any results.
Me on the other hand...My aura has never before been stronger. Things have developed around me that made me believe I have actually stepped into a different or alternate reality. It's seriously fucking bizarre. Both good, and bad things, to be frank. Seriously, I'm not kidding. There are things that have happened that I never thought in a MILLION years that have happened- Not just to me, but to some of the people around me. The consequences of everything still yet remain to be seen, but I will still follow the program and report results accordingly.
It has gotten to the point where every time I run the program now, I can actually feel my power level literally fucking rising.
Anyway, here's some current stats:
NoFap Day 194
Cold Showers Day 14
Thursday, banged "Glitter Cum Sock Puppet"
Friday, banged "Pinball Chick"
Tonight, surely going to bang Ivory (Gossip Girl), whom by the way, I've affectionately started calling "Jigglypuff Booty"...
Which she's perfectly okay with.
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RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Determined - 04-14-2018
"glitter cum sock puppet"..."jigglypuff booty" haha you have a very interesting flirting stlye. It works well though, loving the posts and big props to your game.
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - wolverine_i_am - 04-14-2018
Awesome post. 6 likes for you!
RE: DMSI 3.2 Journal by Tesla, Musings of a PUA - Tesla - 04-16-2018
Checking In:
Running DMSI 3.2b - Currently on day 36:2 (ASRB)
NoFap Day 196
Cold Showers Day 16 (I literally just go into the tub, and turn the faucet and shower on and let it rock)
Gym in the mornings before work, Boxing Gym (Or Dancing) after work.
Currently actively managing three plates at the moment, while actively gaming two other prospects. Honestly, two to three plates is most ideal with my gym and work schedule
The nail biting habit has been curved for the most part. I'm actively working on touching my face a lot less and being alert/aware of it.
Cardio Progress:
![[Image: OpRUDGa.png]](https://i.imgur.com/OpRUDGa.png)
Honestly, I missed running DMSI yesterday because I was out all day, so to make up for it, I decided to run it once in the morning today, and then again in the afternoon.
Just thought I'd note that in here. Oh, and here is a bonus text exchange from Gossip Girl/Ivory today:
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