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RE: DMSI 3.2 Scorpio - AlphaScorpio - 03-18-2018
Cant rember what day Im on but had an interesting experience on tinder.
Matched with this chick who's a solid 8.5/10 dressed in leather with cleavage. we instantly starting dirty talking and it progressed to her asking me what my body count is, am I comfortable wearing condoms and how she has an implant. I go along and play it smooth, she then asks me what the plan is, so I say I'll come to yours , she says shes a single mum with a boy so she'll have to find a babysitter and weather im able to stay the night as she likes to cuddle after shes been abused. WTF this has to be a bot. her profile has 5 pics, 1 with friends who I mentioned to her about and she said she was close friends with one of them, has a believable bio and an anthem from spotify. I'm so paranoid its a bot or a catfish but I'll see how this pans out as I've asked for her snapchat with no reply.
In other news I feel like I'm getting really good sleep these days, I'm wanting to wake up earlier so I can runmy loop in the morning. Started reading more, socializing is easier, my jokes and timing are better than usual. My mum made a joke saying what are you thinking about Dan? Tits? I was like WTF mum!? then she jokingly said yeah the bluetits outside your window (I have a birdfeeder hanging off my window cause I love watching the different birds come - this started during DMSI 3.2 maybe my subconscious is misinterpreting the "attract sexy birds" part of the script
I've had less negging at work, I tend to speak my mind more. Feel the aura warm more when I'm socializing and eating at lunch time even around my guy colleagues, so guess this is the celebrity effect part of the aura activating?
I still have bouts of resistance, like yesterday I just felt so frustrated sitting in my room and thinking WHY can't I just go out and fuck, why can't it just be easy. It passed and I felt better today.
I love listening to my loops, currently doing Hybrid at pretty much near max volume. Stopped watching porn past 5/6 day but gave in to an intense desire to fap yesterday. Will try and limit to once a week.
Consciously doing affirmations to align my conscious/subconscious to the goals of executing using the affirmation Shannon posted in the DMSI discussion thread.
Even if this girl turns out to be a catfish I'll be glad for the experience as thinking about logistics and planning how I'm going to get laid brought up some feelings that were uncomfortable, it has at least lead me to start thinking in the mindset of someone planning on getting laid if that makes sense (that's my positive spin on it anyway).
"I now choose to willingly consciously and subconsciously execute all of the script of DMSI 3.2b, and I do."
RE: DMSI 3.2 Scorpio - AlphaScorpio - 03-26-2018
Am so torn between running version A or sticking with B. I generally don
t find it hard making decisions like this but this time...
I have received several numbers from Tinder/POF but there's something holding me back from following through. I'm afraid of the unknown, I'm also afraid I won't like them, how strange. I had an urge today to just totally quit online dating, as it feels hollow, fake and I worry it won't match up to either of our expectations in real life.
Matched with one of my exes from when I was in primary school haha, haven't seen her for years and years. manifestation?
I think I'm going to go with A for a week and see how that goes, doesn't harm in trying something different.