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RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - SargeMaximus - 10-26-2016
(10-25-2016, 09:55 PM)Shannon Wrote: AWW is, in my experience, usually a very bad thing to hear from a woman in response to you.
I agree. I've been getting it quite a lot lately in sales but am not sure why. I think I'm getting better and more alpha but the external world seems to disagree.
No BS Shannon, is it possible that an "awww" can be a shit test? Or is it definitely a cause to check yourself for betaness?
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - wolverine_i_am - 10-26-2016
Awww is on the same lines as "Omg you're so sweet / nice! Thank you so much!" It's definitely a friendzoning thing. I used to get similar things a lot. I don't think it's a shit test. She's just beta-ising the guy. So I had to learn to become more masculine and now my reactions are very different.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - SargeMaximus - 10-27-2016
(10-26-2016, 09:32 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: Awww is on the same lines as "Omg you're so sweet / nice! Thank you so much!" It's definitely a friendzoning thing. I used to get similar things a lot. I don't think it's a shit test. She's just beta-ising the guy. So I had to learn to become more masculine and now my reactions are very different.
How'd you learn to become more masculine?
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - wolverine_i_am - 10-27-2016
(10-27-2016, 01:33 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-26-2016, 09:32 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: Awww is on the same lines as "Omg you're so sweet / nice! Thank you so much!" It's definitely a friendzoning thing. I used to get similar things a lot. I don't think it's a shit test. She's just beta-ising the guy. So I had to learn to become more masculine and now my reactions are very different.
How'd you learn to become more masculine?
Change my behaviour. Perhaps DMSI helped a lot too. I look into a lot of self-help material. It's an accumulation of everything.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - SargeMaximus - 10-27-2016
(10-27-2016, 01:59 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote:(10-27-2016, 01:33 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-26-2016, 09:32 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: Awww is on the same lines as "Omg you're so sweet / nice! Thank you so much!" It's definitely a friendzoning thing. I used to get similar things a lot. I don't think it's a shit test. She's just beta-ising the guy. So I had to learn to become more masculine and now my reactions are very different.
How'd you learn to become more masculine?
Change my behaviour. Perhaps DMSI helped a lot too. I look into a lot of self-help material. It's an accumulation of everything.
Very informative, thank you... got any books that you read or something like that?
My problem is my IDGAF is so high that even extends to being beta I suspect.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - wolverine_i_am - 10-27-2016
Watch a lot of RSD and other dating channel advice. Look at guys who are really physical and dominant - Justin Wayne, etc. Learn from their behaviours. Keep approaching girls. Be carefree with girls, but at the same time actually have a sense of urgency. Too many guys don't give a fuck to the point that they stop focusing on girls altogether - don't do that. Know what you want and still dedicate time towards it, as well as other stuff like work, leisure, fitness, hobbies / passion. Be all-rounded.
I'm reading Red Knight by Aslen Claymore at the moment. Also re-reading The Rational Male.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - SargeMaximus - 10-27-2016
(10-27-2016, 02:12 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: Watch a lot of RSD and other dating channel advice. Look at guys who are really physical and dominant - Justin Wayne, etc. Learn from their behaviours. Keep approaching girls. Be carefree with girls, but at the same time actually have a sense of urgency. Too many guys don't give a **** to the point that they stop focusing on girls altogether - don't do that. Know what you want and still dedicate time towards it, as well as other stuff like work, leisure, fitness, hobbies / passion. Be all-rounded.
I'm reading Red Knight by Aslen Claymore at the moment. Also re-reading The Rational Male.
Yeah my IDGAF is more like what I was telling Shannon.
When girls go "awww" I treat it as a shit test and just ignore and move on lol.
Not anymore obviously.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - Raykon - 10-31-2016
Day 16
Noticed as I was leaving the bank this SEXY blonde milf was staring at me with GIANT seductive smile and it was extremely obvious and seems like the aura is definitely the cause of these reactions.
Some of the IoI's I get from women can be loggicaly assumed that it may be from my body language that the women is attracted.
However some of the smiles I get including the one today was so sudden and far away and I wasn't wearing anything particularly special, in fact I was dirty and in stressed mood after work.
It was so obvious, quick and seemingly for no apparent reason other then being affected by an aura from 10 ft away.
Very very interesting. I never used to have reactions like these ever before DMS,I that is also why I am very positive auras do work and that 2.5 is more effective then previous versions in that regard.
I noticed that internally I'm getting very angry at certain situations in life, allot like how alpha male made me feel, became more internally focused recently as well.
Not sure, but it seems that there is some type of programming in DMSI that may trigger this.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - Raykon - 11-02-2016
Day 18
Went to my probation officer, who happens to be a beautiful tall indian women who looks like a model. Super attractive.
I see her every month and I've seen her for the last 8 or 9 months. Before I used to see her every 2 weeks.
I've noticed I'm more comfortable and at ease when talking to her now and that I don't have that butterfly in my stomach or anxiety feeling nearly as much as I used too. I used to always get that feeling in the waiting room to talk to her now I didn't even think about it at all or have any of those negative emotions.
Our conversation was more fluid and we spoke more then we usually do. I did more comfort game however I still didn't do comfort as much as I should have.
I shook her hand (palm down / up) as I left her office and I noticed she said "bye" again after we already said bye. Right as I was leaving the main entrance door as she was escorting me back she said "byeee" again.
That is minor and very subtle but never have I had that happen before.
My inner game is changing in a positive way.
I am going to buy her a christmas gift next month, on dec 7 when I see her next and tell her it's an early gift because I won't be seeing her until january again.
I'm thinking I get her a mug so she thinks of me everytime she drinks from that cup and it doesn't come across as too needy.
What do you guys think about gift suggestions?
She's a very feminine women and I notice I do best with these types now. They like my rugged masculine demeanor and facial hair / body language.
6 months from now when I see her for the potential last time I'm going to ask her out.
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - Raykon - 11-02-2016
I'm very interested in seeing how things will progress with her as she is one of the best testing methods i have for gauging how the program is affecting me. Although I"m only seeing her for 5 minute at a time it's every month so it's consistent
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - Raykon - 11-07-2016
Day 23 Dmsi 2.5
On the way back to the factory I work at at the end of the day I was thinking of asking that Chinese lady at my work to let me come over this weekend and make me chinese food like we've been talking about.
I see her and I say "how was your day" anyways she asks me to go Ballroom dancing with her. I reject her invitation and say that's kinda weird. and I said " are you looking for a partner?" I told her i'd only go if she paid for me.
I'm like "I suppose I can be your partner, how about you let me come over sometime and teach me how to ballroom dance?" She said no.
I said how about I come over this friday and you make me Chinese food? She also said no to that.
It doens't seem like I was rejected. It seemed more like she didn't want to come across as slutty or too easy.
Considering the fact that she asked me to go ballroom dancing with her she is definitely interested in me still.
I ended up saying "Let me know when your free' as I got up and left.
Then I saw her on her walk out of the shop and she said" See youuuuuu!!!" in a seductive tone.
I decided i'm going to bang her
RE: Rayhons DMSI 2.5 Journal I want to taste your Soul, Brain & *ussy - Raykon - 11-07-2016
I also have thoughts of messaging this chick that I had a little thing with but nothing came out of it. I've known her for years but we never banged or hooked up. Only one time I met her at the club while on AM v6 and she dry humped me really intensivly and I slapped her ass super hard in front of everyone watching us at the club. She booty called me and tried coming over while i was on Sex magnet but I was too chicken to pull the trigger and ignored her call.
I can say for sure that I'm in a much better place internally that even while on Sex magnet where I was getting some insane results (almost three some had two chicks at my house making out with both of them with our shirts off and extremely direct and sexual with my intent, could have banged one of them but she wasn't the one I was into (only made out with that one so she doesn't cockblock me.)