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RE: DMSI V2.4 - Kingpin - 10-17-2016
First off tried V2.5 Thursday night. My roommate had a friend of hers come over. I was listening to V2.5 when she showed up and I turned off the track to go socialize. I felt really energized and kind of anxious when I went upstairs to chat and chill with them. I quickly mellowed out after meeting her and we played GTA V and watched a movie. The whole time we hung out I just felt off though. I think I was resisting it a bit because I just didn't feel my best nor good. I still socialized, but I felt like there was something me back. My worst days on V2.4 weren't this bad.
The friend ended up staying the night because we were hosting a party Friday night. I listened to V2.4 the next day for a few loops and I felt pretty good and confident again. I would have tried V2.5 again, but I couldn't afford to be anxious and off on this day. I felt good and confident and chatted with her and my roommates till it was time for the party.
This is where I kind of fucked up. The girl that stayed the night invited her single friend over because she wanted her to meet me. (She saw me in person before and thought I was good looking) My friend ended up coming a little before the party started and talked me into going to get some blow. I was down and we left before too many people got there. We got back and started doing bump after bump in my bedroom. The two girls were bored with people upstairs and followed me and my friend downstairs. We chatted and I put up some videos on my computer for us to watch. The girl my friend invited wasn't drinking because she had to drive home early and it's a long drive, but she was a super open person anyways. I teased them about lying in my bed and not partying upstairs with everybody else. I felt the new girl really liked me, but was afraid to show it. Every time I would escalate and touch her she would say don't touch me in a friendly and giggly manner and allowed me to keep touching.
I felt like I was getting close to a make-out, but she had to go upstairs to pee. Her friend went with her and when they came back my friend had his head down and lifted it up to reveal two lines in front of him. They both started laughing and the girl that was her the night before and I already knew said she could kinda sense we were doing something down her and they wanted to see it o_0. She has an older brother that makes 6 figures and does apparently so she has an eye for it. These blond hair and very christian girls aren't the type to do drugs. They were super cool though and actually hung out with us for about an hour in my bedroom. The girl I already knew said she wishes I didn't do drugs and says we have so much potential and doesn't want us to ruin it. I've heard this before and kind of agree, but they didn't totally freak out and drop us like some people when they find out you fuck with drugs. I was relieved and still kept flirting. We partied upstairs a for a few hours and by the end of the night I had everybody in my room and partying downstairs. I have a really cool room and having hue lighting helps.
The girl I was into left early and sought out to say goodbye to me when I was out on the balcony and said my secret was safe lol. I felt a lot of attraction and they all purposely sought to tell us good bye when we left. I got the girls number, but I doubt she is into me as much after finding out what she did :/ Before I left the girl that was their the day before was staying again and teased me about her sleeping in my bed and I'm not gonna be there to enjoy it. I laughed said my good byes and met up at another friends house. It's not as easy to pick up girls on coke as people think. It makes your ego huge and you wanna talk about yourself. Their is also the fact that motor mouth could get annoying if you don't control it. I think I blew it, but I had a great night. If a girl doesn't do drugs I doubt she would date a guy who does, but they seemed super interested still and attracted, so although it couldn't hurt to pursue I'll probably just keep them as friends and see what happens in the future. Overall, I got to flirt with a bunch of sexy girls and make new friends, so I'm still happy.
One last thing, It's hard to notice an aura on drugs. I have no clue if drugs cancel it out or what and I wonder if certain drugs count as energy to fuel the aura. That would be pretty crazy, but I have no clue if they even do. They might take away from it for all I know. I will probably start V2.5 very soon.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - JackOfHearts - 10-17-2016
Drugs seems so common these days that most girls doesn't care that much. Most women care about what society sees as normal. Since drugs are getting more and more "common" and accepted in our times most girls doesn't care about it unless they are born in a very restricted community.
If Drugs is a common thing where you live most girls won't care about it too. I am surprised by the amount of "good girls" that I know who accept drugs as normal and wouldn't care if a man use it or not. By good girl I mean the girl who care about her life, about her education, her future and play nice in school.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - Kingpin - 10-18-2016
(10-17-2016, 12:52 PM)Alpha360 Wrote: Drugs seems so common these days that most girls doesn't care that much. Most women care about what society sees as normal. Since drugs are getting more and more "common" and accepted in our times most girls doesn't care about it unless they are born in a very restricted community.Yeah I was kind of shocked really. They are extremely christian and didn't seem to care. Thanks for the insight. I think you may be right and I do think drugs are becoming more normal as well.
If Drugs is a common thing where you live most girls won't care about it too. I am surprised by the amount of "good girls" that I know who accept drugs as normal and wouldn't care if a man use it or not. By good girl I mean the girl who care about her life, about her education, her future and play nice in school.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - Kingpin - 11-02-2016
Took a break from the sub for personal reasons. Started 2.4 back up a few days ago. I'm debating on switching or not.
On another note has anyone read the book "Art and Science of Personal Magnetism" by Thernon Q Dunmont? I read a little bit so far and it seems to be about Auras and how to change yours and how they influence people etc. It's very interesting so far.
Example quote from the book describing Aura Generation
"Science has discovered that the human brain, in the processes of thinking, actually
generates and uses up a certain amount of energy in the area of the brain tissue. The
generation and employment of this energy produces heat, and actually increases the
temperature of the brain areas, as may be proven by the use of the delicate registering
instruments. Found in every well‐equipped brain is as much an actual force as is
electricity or the ordinary magnetism of the lodestone, and is governed by much the
same general laws and rules. And, like electricity or ordinary magnetism, it is not
confined to the point at which it is generated, but, instead, it may be, and is, diffused to
points beyond. In other words, the thought energy of the brain of a person extends
beyond the limits of his brain, creates a thought‐atmosphere around him, and registers
an effect upon the brains of others coming within his field of energy. "
Quote about having a strong Aura or atmosphere
"The strongest personal atmospheres are those of persons of strong feelings, desires and
emotions, good or bad, for such have strong and constant mental states which impress
themselves forcibly upon their personal atmosphere, so strongly, in fact, that one who
notices these things cannot fail to perceive them."
This book seems to go really In Depth on Aura's, but I'd appreciate some opinions on it if anybody has read it
RE: DMSI V2.4 - SargeMaximus - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 12:28 PM)Kingpin Wrote: Took a break from the sub for personal reasons. Started 2.4 back up a few days ago. I'm debating on switching or not.
On another note has anyone read the book "Art and Science of Personal Magnetism" by Thernon Q Dunmont? I read a little bit so far and it seems to be about Auras and how to change yours and how they influence people etc. It's very interesting so far.
Example quote from the book describing Aura Generation
"Science has discovered that the human brain, in the processes of thinking, actually
generates and uses up a certain amount of energy in the area of the brain tissue. The
generation and employment of this energy produces heat, and actually increases the
temperature of the brain areas, as may be proven by the use of the delicate registering
instruments. Found in every well‐equipped brain is as much an actual force as is
electricity or the ordinary magnetism of the lodestone, and is governed by much the
same general laws and rules. And, like electricity or ordinary magnetism, it is not
confined to the point at which it is generated, but, instead, it may be, and is, diffused to
points beyond. In other words, the thought energy of the brain of a person extends
beyond the limits of his brain, creates a thought‐atmosphere around him, and registers
an effect upon the brains of others coming within his field of energy. "
Quote about having a strong Aura or atmosphere
"The strongest personal atmospheres are those of persons of strong feelings, desires and
emotions, good or bad, for such have strong and constant mental states which impress
themselves forcibly upon their personal atmosphere, so strongly, in fact, that one who
notices these things cannot fail to perceive them."
This book seems to go really In Depth on Aura's, but I'd appreciate some opinions on it if anybody has read it
Yet more "proof" that hate would work better than being calm and collected.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - Kingpin - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 12:33 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(11-02-2016, 12:28 PM)Kingpin Wrote: Took a break from the sub for personal reasons. Started 2.4 back up a few days ago. I'm debating on switching or not.
On another note has anyone read the book "Art and Science of Personal Magnetism" by Thernon Q Dunmont? I read a little bit so far and it seems to be about Auras and how to change yours and how they influence people etc. It's very interesting so far.
Example quote from the book describing Aura Generation
"Science has discovered that the human brain, in the processes of thinking, actually
generates and uses up a certain amount of energy in the area of the brain tissue. The
generation and employment of this energy produces heat, and actually increases the
temperature of the brain areas, as may be proven by the use of the delicate registering
instruments. Found in every well‐equipped brain is as much an actual force as is
electricity or the ordinary magnetism of the lodestone, and is governed by much the
same general laws and rules. And, like electricity or ordinary magnetism, it is not
confined to the point at which it is generated, but, instead, it may be, and is, diffused to
points beyond. In other words, the thought energy of the brain of a person extends
beyond the limits of his brain, creates a thought‐atmosphere around him, and registers
an effect upon the brains of others coming within his field of energy. "
Quote about having a strong Aura or atmosphere
"The strongest personal atmospheres are those of persons of strong feelings, desires and
emotions, good or bad, for such have strong and constant mental states which impress
themselves forcibly upon their personal atmosphere, so strongly, in fact, that one who
notices these things cannot fail to perceive them."
This book seems to go really In Depth on Aura's, but I'd appreciate some opinions on it if anybody has read it
Yet more "proof" that hate would work better than being calm and collected.
Hatred is a strong emotion no doubt.
I like mixing in Push/Pull type of conversation for this very reason because it creates strong emotions of both types in women.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - maxx55 - 11-02-2016
For me personally, from the responses I've gotten from people, I don't believe others could pick up on my strong internal emotions. I naturally did my best to hide it, but supposedly people, especially girls can pick up on stuff like that.
All I can say is that I've had normal interactions with people when I know if I met someone who felt the way I did at the time, I'd be scared as shit and afraid that they'd just lose it and harm/kill me. Yet no one ever picked up on that
RE: DMSI V2.4 - SargeMaximus - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 01:24 PM)maxx55 Wrote: For me personally, from the responses I've gotten from people, I don't believe others could pick up on my strong internal emotions. I naturally did my best to hide it, but supposedly people, especially girls can pick up on stuff like that.
All I can say is that I've had normal interactions with people when I know if I met someone who felt the way I did at the time, I'd be scared as shit and afraid that they'd just lose it and harm/kill me. Yet no one ever picked up on that
Of course women's intuition IS overrated (otherwise there'd be no such thing as rape, cause women would see it coming, or murder for that matter).
However, there is something to emotions effecting things. I'm not sure exactly how it works, but I know that when in certain emotional states I get much different responses from people. There's probably more to it of course.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - Kingpin - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 01:24 PM)maxx55 Wrote: For me personally, from the responses I've gotten from people, I don't believe others could pick up on my strong internal emotions. I naturally did my best to hide it, but supposedly people, especially girls can pick up on stuff like that.
All I can say is that I've had normal interactions with people when I know if I met someone who felt the way I did at the time, I'd be scared as shit and afraid that they'd just lose it and harm/kill me. Yet no one ever picked up on that
Interesting. You could just be really good at hiding it or they aren't sensitive enough to pick up on it. Probably a lot to factor in too. I remember after running a couple loops of DMSI V2.5 I met this girl who said I reminded her exactly of a friend of mine. I'll call him "X", but she said "You remind me exactly of "X" within minutes of me meeting her. "X" is the biggest "womanizer" I know and she knows this cause her friend dated him and he cheated on her. Everytime I go to his house he has some chick over lol. Anyway I don't know if thats why she said it or not, but I act nothing like him and we were just talking casually with no mention of sex. I told her we are nothing alike.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - RTBoss - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 12:33 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(11-02-2016, 12:28 PM)Kingpin Wrote: Took a break from the sub for personal reasons. Started 2.4 back up a few days ago. I'm debating on switching or not.
On another note has anyone read the book "Art and Science of Personal Magnetism" by Thernon Q Dunmont? I read a little bit so far and it seems to be about Auras and how to change yours and how they influence people etc. It's very interesting so far.
Example quote from the book describing Aura Generation
"Science has discovered that the human brain, in the processes of thinking, actually
generates and uses up a certain amount of energy in the area of the brain tissue. The
generation and employment of this energy produces heat, and actually increases the
temperature of the brain areas, as may be proven by the use of the delicate registering
instruments. Found in every well‐equipped brain is as much an actual force as is
electricity or the ordinary magnetism of the lodestone, and is governed by much the
same general laws and rules. And, like electricity or ordinary magnetism, it is not
confined to the point at which it is generated, but, instead, it may be, and is, diffused to
points beyond. In other words, the thought energy of the brain of a person extends
beyond the limits of his brain, creates a thought‐atmosphere around him, and registers
an effect upon the brains of others coming within his field of energy. "
Quote about having a strong Aura or atmosphere
"The strongest personal atmospheres are those of persons of strong feelings, desires and
emotions, good or bad, for such have strong and constant mental states which impress
themselves forcibly upon their personal atmosphere, so strongly, in fact, that one who
notices these things cannot fail to perceive them."
This book seems to go really In Depth on Aura's, but I'd appreciate some opinions on it if anybody has read it
Yet more "proof" that hate would work better than being calm and collected.
Uh-oh, "Cherry Picker" alert!
RE: DMSI V2.4 - SargeMaximus - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 01:49 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(11-02-2016, 12:33 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(11-02-2016, 12:28 PM)Kingpin Wrote: Took a break from the sub for personal reasons. Started 2.4 back up a few days ago. I'm debating on switching or not.
On another note has anyone read the book "Art and Science of Personal Magnetism" by Thernon Q Dunmont? I read a little bit so far and it seems to be about Auras and how to change yours and how they influence people etc. It's very interesting so far.
Example quote from the book describing Aura Generation
"Science has discovered that the human brain, in the processes of thinking, actually
generates and uses up a certain amount of energy in the area of the brain tissue. The
generation and employment of this energy produces heat, and actually increases the
temperature of the brain areas, as may be proven by the use of the delicate registering
instruments. Found in every well‐equipped brain is as much an actual force as is
electricity or the ordinary magnetism of the lodestone, and is governed by much the
same general laws and rules. And, like electricity or ordinary magnetism, it is not
confined to the point at which it is generated, but, instead, it may be, and is, diffused to
points beyond. In other words, the thought energy of the brain of a person extends
beyond the limits of his brain, creates a thought‐atmosphere around him, and registers
an effect upon the brains of others coming within his field of energy. "
Quote about having a strong Aura or atmosphere
"The strongest personal atmospheres are those of persons of strong feelings, desires and
emotions, good or bad, for such have strong and constant mental states which impress
themselves forcibly upon their personal atmosphere, so strongly, in fact, that one who
notices these things cannot fail to perceive them."
This book seems to go really In Depth on Aura's, but I'd appreciate some opinions on it if anybody has read it
Yet more "proof" that hate would work better than being calm and collected.
Uh-oh, "Cherry Picker" alert!
Uh-oh, AMOG alert. O.O
RE: DMSI V2.4 - RTBoss - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 01:33 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(11-02-2016, 01:24 PM)maxx55 Wrote: For me personally, from the responses I've gotten from people, I don't believe others could pick up on my strong internal emotions. I naturally did my best to hide it, but supposedly people, especially girls can pick up on stuff like that.
All I can say is that I've had normal interactions with people when I know if I met someone who felt the way I did at the time, I'd be scared as shit and afraid that they'd just lose it and harm/kill me. Yet no one ever picked up on that
Of course women's intuition IS overrated (otherwise there'd be no such thing as rape, cause women would see it coming, or murder for that matter).
However, there is something to emotions effecting things. I'm not sure exactly how it works, but I know that when in certain emotional states I get much different responses from people. There's probably more to it of course.
In my experience, there needs to be a connection to the woman for women's intuition to work. Even if it's there, it can be suppressed by the woman.
I remember, in high school, the one time I skipped work with a friend - I even parked my car in the work parking lot - was the ONLY time my mother decided that they'd drive by, and not just stay in the car, but actually go in, only to find I'd called in sick to work. I hypothesize the massive amount of guilt and fear of getting caught tipped her off.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - Blink - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 12:33 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Yet more "proof" that hate would work better than being calm and collected.
You can't really compare hatred to calm and collected, as they are 2 different things. Comparing hatred to love on the other hand is valid, as they are at the extremes of the same "volume knob".
You have found that hatred works for you. That's the strong absence of love. In the same logic, the strong absence of hatred, which would be love, would work in the same way for you as well. Hope that makes sense.
RE: DMSI V2.4 - SargeMaximus - 11-02-2016
(11-02-2016, 02:00 PM)Blink Wrote:(11-02-2016, 12:33 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Yet more "proof" that hate would work better than being calm and collected.
You can't really compare hatred to calm and collected, as they are 2 different things. Comparing hatred to love on the other hand is valid, as they are at the extremes of the same "volume knob".
You have found that hatred works for you. That's the strong absence of love. In the same logic, the strong absence of hatred, which would be love, would work in the same way for you as well. Hope that makes sense.
Of course I can, especially when the desired outcome is the same.
It's like saying "will a shoe or a steak knife cut through this material better?" They may be different things, but the result you're considering them for is the same. It's no different with emotional states.
Also, hatred is not the strong absence of love, but the strong presence of hatred.