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RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 03-14-2015 Stage 5 Start Date 3/13/15 What I notice till this point is even though inside I have so many insecurities while out and about in pu blic , it seems as if my persona says different. For ex. I was out shopping for a shampoo when I saw myself in one of those cameras that displays a person when they walk in. Anyways I was walking and I looked at myself and barely recognized myself. My body language was very dorminamt and confident. I also notice that my natural position of my head is always up because when I was taking a picture for my ID the guy behind the camera kept telling me to put my head down. I didn't realize that, maybe that's why now I still feel a little b it of anxiety because before I wouldn't face the world with my head up. on the woman side as usual nothing spectacular, I don't really go looking for looks from women but it does me great when they do look. I can't wait for the Aura of sexiness to kick in. I find myself doing what's necessary or I can't sleep literary. But in regards to women: I'm just looking for a Girl who's attractive but has a good personality. There's also the girl who magically started Woking right when I started the program within 2 weeks. I haven't warmed up to her but 3 weeks her and her friend were giggling when they saw me. She was attracted to me before but I can feel it coming back. I don't see as much because she was in a different section of the building where its a different company so its very hard to see her. we do talk a little but stage 5 has given Me this awesome power inside to push things sexualky I'll let you know if I make it happen lol. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 03-17-2015 I was hoping Shannon could answer this. So I talked to pm support about running Am and what not then i asked them if it was better to run Am 2× then Wm 2× or do what you said in your Forum, run Am-wm-Am-wm because it will get you better results and more out of it if you run wm after Am then back to Am. They said that they didnt understand exactly what you meant by that. They said that Running Am 2× then Wm 2× would be best. Could you please Clarify this ? thank you RE: The Journey of the Alpha - ImFreeman - 03-17-2015 (03-17-2015, 12:20 AM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: I was hoping Shannon could answer this. So I talked to pm support about running Am Im not support but i think it's better to do AM AM AM then WM WM. Mainly because all that a subliminal does is change your brain, create new neuropathways acording to the programing of the subs. If you start creating a new neuropathway (AM) and then 6 months later you go in another direction (WM) and then 6 months later you go again in another direction (AM), you won't create lasting change. You should strive to be 100% alpha for quite some time and then advance to another sub. I made the mistake of going from Am6 to BASE, and most of the effects of AM6 are gone, and base is kicking my ass real hard. I think i will need to run BASE at least 3-4 times to take full advantage of all there is. Now im regretting not doing am6 a couple of times to really cement the results.- RE: The Journey of the Alpha - CatMan - 03-17-2015 (03-12-2015, 04:59 PM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: I had a question for the Alpha Male/Woman Magnet/Sex Magnet users . This is concerning permanency . Hi! It was actually 3 runs of AM6 to be permanent. Earlier versions required more time, but with the enhanced powers of AM6, the time to permanency is drastically reduced. Of course, this depends on where you're at, some guys may need less, some more, however 3 runs is a fair assumption that by then all the programming is absorbed. Common sense things like 3 runs at 8 hours a day will yield far less results than 12 hours+ a day for 3 runs etc. In the end, 3 runs is most often the case, get as many hours per day, YMMV, and you'll get to where you need to be. It'a marathon, not a sprint. These beliefs and value systems we have that are garbage, we have been building and strengthening them for decades possibly...so it'll take some time to destroy them. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 03-18-2015 (03-17-2015, 07:57 AM)ImFreeman Wrote:(03-17-2015, 12:20 AM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: I was hoping Shannon could answer this. So I talked to pm support about running Am I agree too. My plan from the beggining has always been to run Am at least 2 times, maybe not 3 because I'm kind of impatient lol. But every time I see a woman, especially since its summer, wear mini skirts it makes me want to drop the 1 yr Am6 journey and move on to Wm or Sm. but I know that this is a journey and not a destination and I'll get most out of Wm if I run Am6 again. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - GlaizenGold777 - 03-18-2015 (03-18-2015, 05:57 PM)Alpha Male mo Wrote:(03-17-2015, 07:57 AM)ImFreeman Wrote:(03-17-2015, 12:20 AM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: I was hoping Shannon could answer this. So I talked to pm support about running Am Haha, we know that impatience and instant horny is not an alpha attitude. That's why you must run it until finished. And we will see you still have that urge for *** or not. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 03-19-2015 (03-18-2015, 08:35 PM)GlaizenGold777 Wrote:(03-18-2015, 05:57 PM)Alpha Male mo Wrote:(03-17-2015, 07:57 AM)ImFreeman Wrote:(03-17-2015, 12:20 AM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: I was hoping Shannon could answer this. So I talked to pm support about running Am Great motivation I will use it till the end. This journey just got personal lol. Am6 to overdrive RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 03-21-2015 So I've been enjoying the program a lot, I've changed a lot but I still see more room to grow. A lot of thanks to Shannon I don't think he hears that enough but its great what your subs do. Before this program I went through hell, I was so wrapped up in mythoughts, what everybody thought of me, the whole 9 yards. Now I just don't care much at all though stage 5 is making me kinda closed off I know that its just a phase. Even though I'm not what you considered alpha male yet, I know for a fact that this is just the beggining. if I compare from where I used to be to now, its amazing. last year was my coldest year, I couldn't even sit next to a girl without literary shaking now its just silly. i still get nervous from time to time but its not overwhelming . I've had women indirectly try to catch my attention, some sing to me and i didn't even know them. But im more concerned with the inner stuff now. Has anyone gone through crazy shit before using Am and how did Am change your life or how is Am changing your life? btw in stage 5 im havimg alot of sex dreams like every single night. Before maybe twice a week, also in stage 5 im starting to watch erotic movies on youtunlbe but the weird thing is I don't feel like watching porn or anything to explicit. Just a movie thatshows a woman getting nailed or two women getting it on, then i get bored because its not me. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 03-25-2015 for some reason I don't feel much happening but I know its my mind bsing me. I've been using Am6 stage 5 and one thing I've noticed is women notice me more. They actually look at me, now not all of them are horny looking to f*** a real man but I could be wrong. I've been getting looks from women and I'm not sure how you categorize a look from a come fuck me look but in the last two weeks I've had women stare at me sitting 2 feet away from me and I didn't even know them. at first I was like its nothing but she couldnt stop staring after 5 attempts to get my attention I guess lol. She was a bbw. Then at work I got a seductive look from a woman who walked into the store and she too was bbw. she looked at me and then said hi, but it wasn't like the hi unjust noticed you it was hi can I f** you now look. I've always had many female related coincidence like hot women waiting for a taxi sitting alone so I go talk to them . Some who are just there just because. Also at my campus in college, my area where I sit is surrounded by women, 2 hot, 3 with great body and 1 average. I'm not where I need to be with women, I not having sex or anything and at this point its not that point but I wouldn't mind having it. But in this stage I feel invisible when it comes to my inner state. I'm much more relaxed in stressful situations. I feel in control and at some point I've approached few not a lot of beautiful women with little to no anxiety. Usually if I get little anxiety its usually something stupid like I'm afraid she has a bf. Also I gave up on the girl I said I would bed, because she called me disgusting. which now I actually find it funny because her best friend , not attractive, has a thing for men. Every time I'm around her she acts too too nice and I only say a word, she's too polite. Also she lured me with her scent one day and its funky because we ended up alone in a staircase and her face was so red, too badiI was at work lol. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-02-2015 I didn't write a journal for a while because during this stage I've been feeling like not doing anything really. I'm not ptocastinating but ever since going back to college I've been bombarded with lots to do . Also unlike stage 4 where I was eager to go to stage 5 because I thought I'd be getting laid but I'm not, yet I feel like I've missed many opportunities from women giving me subtle signals. I have noticed a trend with lots of women in my college. its like they see me look at their phone and smile then look back at me, the problem is I get nervous whenever a woman is checking me out. I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety and insecurities regarding women and people. I also work a night shift where I don't have a lot of contact with people so maybe that's why. Also itsmuch harder to make ffriends now than it was in stage 3 and 4. I feel like this stage is bringing some inner stuff more and its hitting me hard. I can't wait for this to pass so I can try Am6 without any issues. rRegardless, I can get very calm, like zen like, when in extremely stressful situations. I used to get so nervous, but I'm way relaxed now. I also don't seem to care much for if women check me out but I kinds don't care what a woman thinks about me for the most part. I no longer have a victim mentality. my confidence is very high in areas concerning myself but not women yet. Socially I'm not adept part because my insecurities keep boiling over my head. I've had some really good days where everything was flowing and I could be attractive , when everything was on point then I get days followed by great misery where I can't talk to anyone I become closed off. My subconscious is telling me this is not working but when I look at the list of Am6 goals I feel like I've accomplished a lot. The journey to mastery is a long one and I know that it will take some time . I'll keep you guys posted but life is still pretty good despiteall the shit iI'm going thru RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-15-2015 I started Stage 6 yesterday and all I can say is that is its been one hell of a ride. I've been lifted then dropped , in regards to the program, and have faced many internal conflicts. Stage 5 was kinda fun I guess but not what I expected. But I did get women staring at me, literary, and the day before starting stage 6 I had one woman signal me that she wanted to fckk me, but she was unattractive. I also had another hot, big butt great body with tattoo, smile at me while she was with her guy. During Am I didktvapproach much I just talked to women who I worked with or rather they initiated conversations. Before I started I wanted any sexy woman but now I'm leaning towards women who are sexy, big butt of course lol..but have confidence and are fun to be around. Anyways not much to report. I guess I don't look for womens looks anymore unless they are realllyyyyy obvious. And I've had really obvious ones like a lady stare at me while walking for 20 seconds or more maybe. Also one super sexy model type girl who smiled when she saw me as I pulled out of the driveway... but that was very obvious. Her smile was huge, pointing at me RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-15-2015 Stage 6 is bringing some "discomfort" but that's something I'm familiar with and it means that I am hiding something from myself that is preventing me from growing. Probably because stage 6 has to do with the replay of stages 1-5 and making long term effects. I also had a lot of resistance from stage 1-3. I've been talking to this one bbw, and I've noticed the way I interact with her is different . At times she tries to act like she's hot stuff so I just ignore her completely, turning my back. At that point she gets very needy and tries to get my attention..so I'm teasing her a lot lol. One thing I've noticed is women that are very sexy and confident usually recognize me and are the ones to check me out, I could be wrong. Also Am6 pushed me to go back to college and in a few years I'm going to be able to move out and have my own life and live financially comfortable. Anyways like I said I'm going to try my best to write because of school and work. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - MJ1 - 04-24-2015 i subscribed to this journal because of your choice to run AM6 3 times.have done it once and if it wasn't for my financial situation i would do it again. RE: The Journey of the Alpha - Alpha Male mo - 04-24-2015 (04-24-2015, 06:43 AM)MJ1 Wrote: i subscribed to this journal because of your choice to run AM6 3 times.have done it once and if it wasn't for my financial situation i would do it again. that's great. It all depends on what you want in life OK so Am6 has a stage by stage payment so instead of paying 500 $ up front you can pay I think 200 for stage 1,2.then pay after you finish for stage 3,4 and after that you pay for stage 5,6, 7 . So your paying 200 every 2-3 months a grand total of 600. It sounds like a lot but 600 in a course of 3 transitioning stages is better than 500 up front.but its up to you. I think i might run natural seduction for men in between. the second to 3rd run |