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RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 02-15-2015
I agree Benjamin, I think OGSF, which is in every stage is working strongly on me, since I have been getting many flashbacks of embarrassing moments.
Stage 1 - Day 20
- Feelings for girls from the past are completely disappearing. So much that I was surprised a bit.
- Yesterday I got an urge to go out and socialize, but I had to study. Good sign though.
- More emotional than ever, I was watching The Sopranos and almost cried.
Since I finished WM2, which is about 40 days ago, I feel like I have been going though a Deep Identity Level Change. Something is changing deeply inside of me and that's, probably, why I have been getting all these weird feelings and behaviors. And it's the first time it goes on for so long, as usually such phases lasted 2-3 days.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - AlphaMind - 02-15-2015
(02-15-2015, 02:53 AM)MadTheReaper Wrote: I agree Benjamin, I think OGSF, which is in every stage is working strongly on me, since I have been getting many flashbacks of embarrassing moments.
Stage 1 - Day 20
- Feelings for girls from the past are completely disappearing. So much that I was surprised a bit.
- Yesterday I got an urge to go out and socialize, but I had to study. Good sign though.
- More emotional than ever, I was watching The Sopranos and almost cried.
Since I finished WM2, which is about 40 days ago, I feel like I have been going though a Deep Identity Level Change. Something is changing deeply inside inside of me and that's, probably, why I have been getting all these weird feelings and behaviors. And it's the first time it goes on for so long, as usually such phases lasted 2-3 days.
You sound like Owen Cook
Nice
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 02-17-2015
Stage 1 - Day 22
Today was my last exam day. I have barely been going out the last 3 weeks because I had to study. I wanted to approach women on the streets but it was snowing so I went home.
I felt like a social boss and started talking to a stranger with ease and spent some time together since we were both lost. Later I went to a seminar and I was talking with Greek and Dutch people about getting a Master's Degree in The Netherlands. Initiated conversations with them easily.
I feel like I talk and move more slowly and steadily. I had confidence today. Came back and exercised (after a 3 week break due to exams) and now I am writing on my blog.
Tomorrow I am going out for daygame. I will probably post something about it at night.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 02-24-2015
Stage 1 - Day 26
My confidence has been building up a lot. I am becoming more social too, as I have reached out to people from my past and I have become more tolerant of people. I rarely feel shakeable now.
I went out for daygame today. Last time I went out (5 days ago) I could not approach any girls. I felt shit because of that. I am always trying to improve my dating life and when I fail I feel disappointed.I have had enough of loneliness but today I felt a bit different. It was tough to overcome my anxiety at first but then I managed to approach a very cute girl and got in a 20 minute talk on the street. It was my smoothest approach so far and because I felt very relaxed while talking to her it felt very easy. She was attracted in the first seconds.
I feel more eyes on me when I go places. The way I walk, smile and look around have a slow and relaxed vibe.
I feel 100% sure I will be having sex soon.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - Inconceivablezen - 02-24-2015
Which Dutch university will you be going to MadTheReaper??
Edit: Pretty funny. I'm in the exact same stage and almost the same day of SM3 as well. Nice to see the fearlessness, I've seen it with myself as well!
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 02-25-2015
(02-24-2015, 11:28 PM)Inconceivablezen Wrote: Which Dutch university will you be going to MadTheReaper??
Edit: Pretty funny. I'm in the exact same stage and almost the same day of SM3 as well. Nice to see the fearlessness, I've seen it with myself as well!
I hear Maasstricht University is good for Master's Degrees in Psychology. But I think Erasmus is better overall. Still looking into it.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - Inconceivablezen - 02-25-2015
Are you going for your bachelors or your masters degree?
I'm currently doing a masters degree in philosophy at Utrecht and a premasters in Health sciences, also in Utrecht.
Let me know if can help you with anything. Maastricht and Rotterdam are two great choices for having a social life.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 02-26-2015
Stage 1 - Day 28
Today I was cleaning up my house because I have a feeling people will start coming over soon. Especially girls. And so it happened, I invited over two friends and we watched Pulp Fiction.
Before that I tried making plans with two other attractive women, but they were both busy today and we will go out the following days.
Feeling very social. And a bit worried about Financial issues and University.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 03-03-2015
Stage 1 - Day 31
Two days ago I went out with the girl I approached on Day 26. We went to a bar and kissed a little, and then we went somewhere else because she wanted to introduce me to her friends. I am getting really good at kissing girls by the end of the first date. The truth is I am not really interested in her and I almost gave up on going for the kiss, but I thought "Let's see if I can do it." so I started working my magic. I will invite her over tomorrow to watch a movie but my ulterior motive is to have more fun with her.I believe she is quite attracted to me. She told me she was impressed by the way I approached her.
My body fat has been going down and I look so much better.
I can't even remember what it feels like to be needy.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - GlaizenGold777 - 03-03-2015
MadTheReaper Wrote:I can't even remember what it feels like to be needy.
Cool. That sounds really alpha. ;-)
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - MadTheReaper - 03-08-2015
Stage 2 - Day 6
Last night I lost my virginity, what else can I say.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - ffaux - 03-08-2015
(03-08-2015, 12:16 AM)MadTheReaper Wrote: Last night I lost my virginity, what else can I say.
Boom! Nice one bro.
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - Inconceivablezen - 03-08-2015
Very nice! Tell us all about it!
RE: Sex Rebel, SM3. - GlaizenGold777 - 03-08-2015
(03-08-2015, 12:16 AM)MadTheReaper Wrote: Stage 2 - Day 6
Last night I lost my virginity, what else can I say.
Woooo! You're the next Roy! Hahaha, Now I entitled you as MadTheRaper.