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RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 09-22-2014
Thanks for the info Shannon.
Stage 1: Day 14
Overall I guess I'm feeling calmer and a bit more unphased by my surroundings. Sometimes I feel a touch of anxiety when stepping into busy bars or clubs though I didn't really experience anything over the weekend.
There were some stunning girls around on Saturday...and I noticed that I was getting a lot of looks. Though I believe this is down to Magic Mindset by Cory Sky as I've been experiencing this for quite some time. I know what holds me back from approaching girls. If I don't have something unique or personable to say to a girl...I won't say anything. Though if I do...then 90-100% of the time I will approach. There's also some self validation aspects there too...sometimes I don't feel 'worthy' enough to go up to a beautiful girl...even though my past would contradict that..having pulled numbers and dates from some stunning girls..including models....and a runner up Miss Sweden! Need to do some work on that...
I'm getting into PSTEC more and more...side note: I did some PSTEC on money issues...whilst looking at my bank account status on my phone lol....and later that day my mum gave me £50 out of the blue as I sometimes buy vitamins and the like for her on the internet.
Was looking to purchase PSTEC level 1 and noticed that there is a coupon code box...would anyone happen to have a code?....would love to buy it and considering money is tight any money saved would be awesome.
Let's see what this week holds!
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 09-24-2014
Anybody try this?:
http://pstecaudiosource.org/attraction-phobia
Seems pretty interesting....Could help with any last remaining approach anxiety...
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - zen - 09-25-2014
(09-24-2014, 08:58 AM)Amann Wrote: Anybody try this?:
http://pstecaudiosource.org/attraction-phobia
Seems pretty interesting....Could help with any last remaining approach anxiety...
I am trying it at the moment. Though, it;s the 3rd day and I don't have much to report. Maybe after one month, at least. Also, when running it, it's better not to have expectations. Similar to running Shannon's subs.
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 10-01-2014
Stage 1 Day 23:
Feel a lot 'lighter' mentally. Things that are unimportant or trivial seem to matter very little to me.
I feel stronger in that the things people say or do around me doesn't seem to put me in an anxious or negative frame of mind.
Was using tinder quite a bit in the last few weeks..though now I've taken a step back to focus on myself and my money/career. Not very interested in using it to be honest.
Had a dream come up last night which could translate into some PSTEC work. I was on holiday and I saw a bunch of old school friends. This evoked a sense of 'what have you done recently?' type of response in that it made me evaluate where I am and where I'm going. I felt a little embarrassed in the dream as I didn't have to say about myself (others are married with babies and I'm single). Definitely need to do some PSTEC on that feeling of inadequacy.
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - jonathan4all - 10-01-2014
(10-01-2014, 03:39 AM)Amann Wrote: Stage 1 Day 23:
Feel a lot 'lighter' mentally. Things that are unimportant or trivial seem to matter very little to me.
I feel stronger in that the things people say or do around me doesn't seem to put me in an anxious or negative frame of mind.
Was using tinder quite a bit in the last few weeks..though now I've taken a step back to focus on myself and my money/career. Not very interested in using it to be honest.
Had a dream come up last night which could translate into some PSTEC work. I was on holiday and I saw a bunch of old school friends. This evoked a sense of 'what have you done recently?' type of response in that it made me evaluate where I am and where I'm going. I felt a little embarrassed in the dream as I didn't have to say about myself (others are married with babies and I'm single). Definitely need to do some PSTEC on that feeling of inadequacy.
If others get married doesn't mean u have to. You have your own realm to roar, u r alpha. Your right time comes from your own depth , wisdom And maturity. Moreover, When u r in your pick, u can try aypw sub. you are on the way of self-actualization, bring it on AMAN
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Shannon - 10-01-2014
In my highschool class, there are exactly two people who remain unmarried and without children. I am one of them. The other is a Doctor of Law. Our reasons for remaining in this state are the same: we are aware of what the consequences are, and we have concluded that it is not for us.
I plan to have children eventually, but I will never get married. She feels the same way.
The expectations of the herd are often to conform, and in doing so, stop pointing out to the herd that they might not have the end-all, be all of truth, which makes them nervous.
If you don't want to get married, or get married right now, no shame in that. If you don't want to have kids, or have kids right now, no shame in that either. Do what works for you.
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - swisston - 10-01-2014
I have been with my other half for 19 years now. We chose early on not to go the normal route of marriage and kids. We enjoy our freedom too much and stay together because we want to, not because we feel we ought to for the sake of a marriage.
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 10-13-2014
Finished Stage 1:
Feel way more clear headed and relaxed ..It's akin to a meditative level or indeed Wayne Dyer's 'Getting in the gap'. Even though my brain is saying that nothing's changed I know it has. Guess that'll be the naturalizer.
Things that I worried about before namely women and sex are no longer as important. I'm focusing on getting a new job and furthering my wealth. I applied to a few jobs this week...something that always filled with me with dread (thoughts of whether I'm good enough or able to do the job would always arise) though I managed to do so with little backlash. I did one round of PSTEC level 1 on the issue ..so maybe that was it?
Have barely used Tinder at all..and I'm not really bothered about sending or replying to messages to be honest. If I lose these girls...who cares?...they'll be plenty more in the future.
I think that EPHRA is responsible for these changes. I know that my biggest obstacle is self validation and neediness. Something I have a lot of...even if I act like I don't.
I'm going to continue using PSTEC around past issues with money and self worth to hopefully clear up some past hurts.
Onto stage 2!
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 10-14-2014
Stage 2 Day 5:
Had a weird dream last night. Was with some friends and we're at a restaurant. For some reason I'm chewing glass and trying to spit it out. I googled what this meant and got this:
To spit in your dream, signifies an aspect of yourself that you need to get rid of. Spitting represents anger, spite and contempt. You spitting shards of glass implies its a lingering aspect your holding onto and is either holding you back or hurting you keeping it in.
Hopefully AM6 can help get of what negative issue or aspect of myself I'm holding onto!
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 10-27-2014
Stage 2 Day 17:
Think the EPHRA side of things is continuing to go well. I seem quite care free about the past. Things that I've noticed:
*Tolerance of other peoples BS is down....I'm calling people out on their BS..or when they talk sh*t
*Annoyance with other's BS is up ...seems to aggravate me..but only temporarily however.
*Feel an 'inner steel' within me..different to ASC. A more unshakeable grounded confidence seems to be appearing...only in the last week. A kinda..'nobody better cross me' type of feel.
*Procrastination seems to be down a little.
*Sexual interest is down also...don't really care about girls or sex at the moment
*Progressing my career and getting a new job are at the top my list right now
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Broski - 10-27-2014
Sounds like you are getting some pretty solid results for this early on. Today is my last day of stage 2. I cant really say ive noticed much as of yet besides a lot of odd/fear based dreams. Im thinking I should have maybe gone the lifetuneup route first before AM 6 to help prepare me for it. This is my first sub, I kind of just jumped straight into it
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 11-12-2014
Finished stage 2:
Found that my tolerance for BS has decreased dramatically and can't stand for hearing about peoples BS problems and whining. Hence be selective in reading some user journals and not others.Have started to tell my family off for not pulling their weight in various matters.
I seem to care much less about others..i.e. when I was out with my 3 month old nephew this afternoon I didn't really care that people could see me pulling faces and engaging in baby talk.
When I make plans for what needs to be done (written on paper) I seem to just get on with them.
Female interest seems to be higher...couple of girls I used to talk to seem to have returned and are trying to engage with me
I had a couple of dreams which I looked up and seemed to indicate that I am leaving old stuff behind (think it was a dream about a house I used to live in...the house when I was growing up)
Relationship with my dad was/is better...that is until he starts talking garbage and then it kinda agitates me.
Onto Stage 3!
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 12-15-2014
Starting Stage 4 today!
Recap of stage 3:
*Definitely feel stronger mentally.
*I'm much more unafraid to speak my mind and be unswayed (unless with good reason).
*I've had many dreams which involve people from my school days..which is kinda weird because I genuinely don't think about these people at all. Some dreams included people with whom I barely interacted.
*Procrastination is down..I write a list of what I've got to do and I get on with it..little resistance. I find myself not wanting to waste time ...because there is always something I could be doing to better myself or my situation.
*My relationship is better with my dad (or was until this past weekend..why does money always cause issues?)
*Regarding women ...haven't really noticed anything..then again..I haven't been out much this past month...though I see myself going out a bit drinking over the Xmas season.
Overall..I feel more upbeat and confident about life..though there are times when I dip into the negative and lose all hope. But that passes quickly.
RE: AM6 (I'm finally doing it!) - Amann - 01-26-2015
Recap of Stage 4:
Now this is where I felt the 'Big Guns':
*Way more proactive with procrastination way down.
*Feel like that Kanye West line' You can't tell me nothing'...mentally I feel stronger than I have ever felt-- don't give into people BS and am unafraid of speaking my mind and am much more confident and sure of myself.
* Way more female attention..much more gazes, staring than before. I haven't been out much but from over the Xmas period I noticed quite a bit of female attention.
*No real desire to waste time on frivolous activities.
That's all I can think of right now...but looking forward to stage 5.