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RE: AM5 Journey - stratos - 02-18-2014
(02-17-2014, 06:30 PM)ben123456305 Wrote: Stage 1 day 17
Getting more glances from girls. That's about it. I don't feel like I am getting much out of the stage right now.
nothing much happening, just more chicks checking me out is all..lol...what else are you hoping for other than female attention? or do you not want more female attention.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 02-18-2014
@stratos
LOL the more the better. I thought Stage 1 would deal with neediness
Stage 1 day 19 2/19/14
Porn doesn't feel the same anymore the same with fapping. Weird...
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 02-22-2014
Stage 1 Day 22 2/22/14
I notice that I get attached and needy to women in general. I can literally talk to a female classmate and get attached. Hopefully this will change after AM5.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-01-2014
Stage 1 Day 29
Been feeling hopeless and depressed with my future. Worried about how I can help pay for the events in my club to college and careers. I am actually trying to find a part time job. Last week I would have been more resistant to the idea of finding a job.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-03-2014
Day 31 stage 1 3/3/2014
Stumbled upon roosh v and his forum. Wow the people there advocate a sort of AM mind set but they seem to have a very negative out look on women. Calling them operunistic cheaters And liars that when given that opperunity they will cheat. Damn after reading that I was like is that really how it is?
- last night something broke down or something or like a switch turning on. The feeling of lust came out and spread around my body.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-05-2014
Stage 1 day 33(whoops) 3/5/14
Forgot to switch to stage 2 lol. a female classmate tried to start a convo with me but I didnt realize so there was a awk silence.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-12-2014
stage 2 day 7 3/12/14
-Women seem to be more receptive, Classmate blabbing away about being super restless and energetic. she wanted to release the energy.
-for the past few days My insecurities have been coming up. Fear of being cheated on.
RE: AM5 Journey - EricNortman - 03-17-2014
Hi Guys,My Name is EricNortman i am 19 years old and i finished AM5.
I have a friend his 17 years old and he want to buy the AM5 Training Program.Is It ok for him to use AM5 In his Age,If not please explain that to me.
thank you very much.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-17-2014
I think this was explained some where but yeah the general rule is 18+ only but it seems to work for minors anyway. I think alphascorpio started am5 when he was 17.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-18-2014
Stage 2 day 13 3/18/14
Got really angry at myself for having bad grades. Felt hopeless and useless, normally I was able to shrug it off but it hung for a good while.
Recently I have been have more sexual thoughts than the normal but not sure if that's due to the sub or its just me.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-26-2014
Stage 2 day 21 3/26/14
First dream I had revealed some insecurities towards women and the second one was weird. In the second one I fought a ghost that resembled my mom but I was absolutely hostile in a attack on sight type of way. I attacked it for a momment before I retreated and huddled in fear. This a moment before I began pursuing the ghost again.
Recently I have been rather withdrawn from people. In class we had an option of working in groups but I just do it alone. Upside is my productivity has gone up. In regards to women I feel like toying with their emotions among other stuff. Weird
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 03-30-2014
Stage 2 day 25 3/29/14
Last night I decided to be more proactive with life instead of waiting for changes. The dreams after making that decision was crazy.
The first one I was being chased around by titans who tried to kill me and eventually they instead killed each other due to collateral damage. It was like a dark souls 2 themed dream.
The second one I was in a room with a naked Asian girl but I did not react to her nakedness.instead I was fascinated on the extremely weird animals in her room. I think I was afraid of having her father come in on me while I was going at it (which he did)
The third one was me getting my shit kicked in by a powerlifter/martial artist. Me and a group of people went on to a mat to spar. I took initiative and chose to be one of the five voulenteers. Then I chose to be first on the mat to face the powerlifter. After the judge explained something incoherently about charging at my enemy. I did just that and got beaten.
RE: AM5 Journey - ben123456305 - 04-01-2014
Day 28 4/1/14
In an effort to break my fear towards women I met up with a female friend of mine and was walking around the school with her. During the entire time there was a lot of physical touching. That's not too different from what I usually do but I'm trying to learn how to escalate. Any ideas on how I should go about it? Lol
RE: AM5 Journey - JackOfHearts - 04-01-2014
I bought a product from daygame for 120$ (60 per month) called girl friend sequence. It's about 40 video, and they explain everything from text to bed. They offer about 12 video with that about different topic like relationship, online dating or clothing. I really recommend it, never saw so much great advice. Just watch their trailer and you will get mad
