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RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - Ampersnd - 04-02-2014

@LionMonkey

Dunno why, but I love it when you post.
It must be because of scarcity.

What is your reasoning behind 'Woman Magnet'? You're already with your girlfriend, and I suppose having more girls hanging around MIGHT give your life some purpose. But, without some reason to having more women in your life, I don't think it will.

Some standalone subliminals you could consider running:
"Seek the Challenge"
"Carpe Dium (Seize the Day)"
"Ultra Motivation"
"Ultra Success"
"Overcome Procastination"
"Life Tune Up 5G"

Glad to hear from you again!

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-04-2014

Haha Dan :-)

Thanks for the recommendations.

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-06-2014

It is done.

Starting to use Life Tune Up 3.1 (5G) tonight!

I hope to better myself in,
- stop procrastinating
- better sense of what really matters
- more gratitude
- more social

Will post once or more every week.

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-07-2014

Yesterday, after I bought LTU 3.1, I started to play it immediately on my iPod dock.

At night time I had one of these nights where you keep doing unproductive stuff, where you lose your sense of time and suddenly it's 4 in the morning.

I think I purposely did that to make myself feel bad, so bad that I would finally realize that this must stop!

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I woke up today feeling very bad because of going so late to sleep. The night before I had written down what I will do today.

As my day started, I did a lot of productive things, and also throughout my day,

- Cleaned my whole desktop & table - made order
- Moved furnitures in order to have better energy
- Vacuumed the whole apartment
- Caught myself when I would "relax" and get lazy

I realize how important it is to have a clean, orderly home and how big of a reflection it is of what's going on inside your head.

It might very well be a mix of me getting enough of procrastinating & LTU doing it's magic.

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-08-2014

Incredible..

Last night I had a sexual dream where I had sex with a mature but beautiful blonde in her apartment, which looked nostalgic. It was very sexual, I was really turned and I liked it a lot.
I had to watch some porn today with beautiful blondes because of that. The urge to masturbate was there. I haven't masturbated for a month though and don't see myself do it either (personal reasons).

Also I did not really get hard but I definitely liked it a lot.

I don't know what it means since my girlfriend is not blonde and is not that "model" hot.

Today I felt pretty normal at home. When I went to the gym, I was very grounded.
A guy I met months ago and had a brief talk at the gym started to chat me up. Also started to chat up with another guy, who was a teacher.

It felt like a very normal thing.

I had the feeling of being in my own world and I had a good sense of controlling my attention naturally.

It's a great kind of intuition and I felt extremely comfortable in my own skin all the time.

Let's see what else we'll experience :-)

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-10-2014

Don't watch porn. It's not how it happens in real life (most of the time) and it makes you have unrealistic expectations from your female partner.

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-10-2014

Having been very sick and having a girlfriend can easily bring one down because good habits fade, bad habits grows and it is easy to become too comfortable.

I don't know if it was because I re-arranged some of my furnitures or LTU but I definitely got back my good sense of being comfortable in my own skin everywhere I go again, like when I was going out and meeting women every day.

Life is good :-)

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-12-2014

It's been 6 days with +12 hours of exposure to the subliminal. 8 hours while sleeping and +4 hours while awake.

Last night I was with my gf and went to one of her schools Campus-parties.

We got a beer and we saw some of her colleagues. 1 guy and 3 girls.

The guy said after a brief introduction, "He's a big guy.. you take care of her.. or I'll kick your ass" (he's like 15 cm taller than me. I've just become athletic)

I didn't find it funny and my girl said, "He's just kidding". I didn't feel social at all.

Then we all began to dance and I let loose. We went all up to the stage and danced. I get tapped on my shoulder by a social butterfly, hot blonde from behind. I looked and kept dancing.

I noticed many girls kept looking over and smiling, including 2 of the girls in the group. The last one was also pretty but totally stuck up.

The dude didn't like that I didn't like his "rules" (part of his social circle), so we pretty much ignored each other.

I had great fun dancing in my whole own way and retarded way. My girl got very hot for me and said, "you are dancing with me!" when I looked away and did my own thing.

Later the dude came and spoke to me and indirectly "apologized" for his cockiness in the beginning. He's a cool dude behind the mask.

That night I didn't even feel much turned on by my girl when we came home.. But then she started to initiate sex, and I was doing almost nothing.. I saw my girl orgasm so hard.. such a beautiful thing to see...

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1. Lots of female attention - I'm very handsome and I got good style.

2. Not yet very good in being put in social situations where I'm "supposed" to talk to someone. I'm much better at initiating myself when I want to.

3. Carefreeness - Have practiced this a lot when I was meeting girls every day.

- I really want to improve 2. but I'm not clear on how to do it.

I like LTU 3.1 a lot so far. It pushes me in the right direction.

Starting to Journal every night - LionMonkey - 04-20-2014

I’m starting to do this in order to keep track of my life, to get a better sense of where I’m headed and to get a clearer picture of the lessons in the reflections.

No one has ever taught me anything about this.

I’ve read a biography of Benjamin Franklin, one of the founding fathers of the U.S. and helped create the American government system.
Franklin would write in his journal every night and it would be a gift for his future son.

I’ll do the same. Even if I get a daughter, I may share it with her too.
I'll post most of my entries on here too.

Day 1. - Steering back to the right path - LionMonkey - 04-21-2014

Last night I ate 2 pizza’s in order to get my calories per day in order to grow.

I woke up today feeling bad. Never eat pizzas or fast-food for that sake, late night, again.

I’m in my 3rd phase of my workout program. Each phase last 4 weeks and today was arm day.
I almost didn’t go because the weather was very great and hot today. I was very tired somehow, probably because of the bad food from yesterday.
I finally did get myself up from my nap and went to the gym. My arms have always been the weakest part of my body. Though I had a great intense workout today.

After that I went to my parents and we ordered thai food. I had some chicken with red curry, vegetables and bamboo-shoots which tasted amazing.

I talked a lot with my mother and my brother about this new application I bought for a steal-price in a bundle. It’s an application that can make new applications, XOJO it’s called.
I’m gonna give it a try for the next 30 days and see what kind of app I could create to make someones life easier.
My mom had doubts, it’s not her fault, she was raised that way.
(Update: After I made my first simple application, I realize that it is very time consuming and difficult without any knowledge or experience in programming, and at the same time I didn’t find it fun to do in any way. My strength doesn’t lie there).

And I also ordered 5 new books. The first 3 is from Tai Lopez, a self-made multimillionaire, entrepreneur, investor and a member of MENSA. I got introduced to him by Owen Cook / Tyler from Real Social Dynamics because he referred Tai in his article and had embedded a video/audio-podcast of Tai (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELJGTOfr584).

1. Speed Reading For Dummies - Richard Sutz

2. Awaken the Giant Within - Anthony Robbins (a very famous and well-reviewed book)

3. The Essential Drucker - Peter F. Drucker (a book containing all the most important stuff on management by the guy who invented management)

4. A Guide to the Good Life - William B. Irvine (stoic philosophy. About working hard in order to enjoying things in life)

5. Ayn Rand - The Fountainhead (famous too about self-perspective)


I had only a brief talk with my girlfriend on Skype since it is very late and we are gonna Skype again tomorrow noon.

I’m headed towards a good path, which I was on when I moved out from my parents 2013 February where I stopped playing video-games and stopped watching sit-coms.. basically just stopped doing anything unproductive.

From February 2013 till 2013 end November I had lived in 3 different locations in central Copenhagen. I lived with a friend of mine who only wanted to become a millionaire and sleep with lots of girls.

I also was very proactive in meeting girls and studying social dynamics. When I moved to the last apartment before I moved in here, (my flat which my parents originally bought to my brother, located close to my parents) I made a decision to talk to at least 3 girls every day for 21 days to make it a habit.

Sometimes I skipped lectures in college other times I slept less but I sticked with my decision and I didn’t fail. 21 days passed and I kept going because it was fun and I learned to be extremely fun & attractive with girls. Besides that I went regularly to the gym, 5-6 times a week. It was hard to go out by myself, drinking only water and be the flame all the time. It led to, fun times, sexual adventures and my current girlfriend.

After having become lazy and began to play video-games a lot and watching tons of movies, I’m ready to take the next step. Now I feel like I have clarity and clear sense to take the path of glory again.

It is a great feeling, a sense of hope, belief and excitement…

Day 2. - Stepping forward - LionMonkey - 04-22-2014

Today I had a little chat on Facebook with a old friend from middle-school about programming. He’s studying programming.
I asked him about if he knew the application I just bought Xojo. He didn’t.

Anyways today I decided to make my first simple desktop application. It took half an hour. It wasn’t hard to do but it was definitely not simple. I realized that this wasn’t my strength so I decided to spend my time on something else, books for example.

I’ve been thinking how fortunate I am, in a sense. I don’t work yet I’m able to live where I live and buy food, and new clothes every now and then.

At night I revisited the audiobook Prosperity Consciousness by Frederic Lehrman. I’ve been listening to it once a year or so but never really implemented what was taught. Every time my focus turns back on “money and business” I always go to this audiobook because it was recommended by a sincere, cool self-made multimillionaire, which I met in Frankfurt when I took a weekend workshop there about becoming a “bad guy” with a heart several years ago.

My mom is planning to buy a villa house for 4 million danish kr. and I also plan to move to a more modern apartment than my current one.

So I’ll begin doing the prosperity consciousness exercises from tomorrow on and make them a ritual for me to do on a daily basis. If I really want to become rich, I got to put the work into it.

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“You don’t get what you want. You get what you deserve”

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - Fonzy3 - 04-25-2014

Hey Lion Monkey, i've posted on your journal before and always found it as an interesting read. My headspace has currently shifted towards making money as well. Being rich is a habit. I wanted to understand what you thought when you heard about that news of your mom spending that amount of money. Do you feel more compelled to work and produce money because of it?

Thanks

Fonzy

RE: 2014 - The Year Of LionMonkey - LionMonkey - 04-25-2014

@Fonzy yes definitely. There's something to it when you decide to want something big and you cannot get it right now. There's some fuel of purpose to it.

Day 3. - Renouncing and fueled productivity - LionMonkey - 04-25-2014

Today was great. The easter is over and my local supermarket is open again.

I woke up and did 2 of the Prosperity Consciousness affirmations.

1. I deserve to be wealthy
2. I am now highly pleasing to myself and to people around me


I wrote each down on paper 10 times and finished off with writing “My affirmations works for me, whether I believe in them or not”. I studied 1 hour economics and went to the gym.

The weather was amazing, 18 degrees celsius and the sun shining brightly.

As I write this my shoulders are still devastated. I went to my parents to pick up some books and then went to my local grocery.
Bought a lot of stuff,
- Lemon, tomatoes, broccolli, champignon, avocado
- Peanutbutter, oatmeal, almonds, pumpkinseeds
- Milk, egg, creme, greek yoghurt, skyr, butter

Dinner consisted of,
chicken-breast with garlic & basil tomato sauce. Half fried, half cooked broccoli and tomatoes. Brown rice.

Protein & Fat: Chicken-breast, butter.
Carbs: Broccoli, tomatoes & brown rice.

Last time I made dinner was over a week ago and now I remember again how good my food taste and how healthy it is.
Exactly what I need for maintaining and growing my body and keeping my mind sharp.

The books I ordered should arrive within 1-3 days.

Tomorrow I plan to head to the gym early morning as a new habit. I’ve been thinking how fortunate I am to be able to do that. Then at noon I have a Skype appointment with my girlfriend.

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“Acknowledging the good that you already have in your life is the foundation for all abundance.” ~ Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth.