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RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 09-28-2013
Day 4
Thats going to be the first and last time I will write a sexual act in details. Its the first time I ever had such an expirience and I want to share it here knowing that it will be kept secret from close friends. Also to insure my self, take that as warning for people who are not at proper age to read such things.
So today the girl from the bar texted me asking when I will be at the hotel so I told her I would be there at 12:00 in the loby bar.
When I got into the bar from the pentry room I saw her waiting for me next to the counter just to the left of the door. She gave me a hug and I told her to come around and I opened her the small door on the other side of the bar and she gave me another strong hug lol. We went into the pentry room and I gave her a bottle of water and took one for my self. She was in bikini and a jeans shorts with the top butto undone and a zip. She looked so sexy.
After few minutes of flirting she had her hands around my neck and my hands were around her waist. While looking in her eyes I asked her where her family is and she answered me that they are all in the pool and her room is empty! while looking in my eyes so I went for the kiss and we made out and I broke the kiss and she told me we should go to her room I calmly said to her "don't worry babe, we can have our pillow fight at another time lets just have fun now" while moving my right hand grabbing her breast and we kept making out and I moved my right hand down on her side slowly until it riched her zip and I paused and looked in her eyes and having a naughty playfull smile and than I unzipped her and took of a little bit her shorts and slided my hand and started to rub her down there and while starting kissing her neck going down to her breasts taking down her shorts and kissing her through her panties and her inner thighs and when the shorts were off I lifted her up and put her on the table and Istarted to eat her through her bikini and boy she was putting her hands on her mouth screaming of pleasure and she had an orgasm and her bikini got so wet
After that I moved her bikini to the side a bit and inserted my finger and started to make out with her while fingering her and she now was screaming in my mouth lol.
After she had an orgasm she was breaving heavily and I asked her how were her dreams, seemed silly to ask that but she told they were not as good as this (bingo!)
After that she gave me a bj (amazing)
She went back to the pool to her family and she told me she will let me know when she is coming again alone.
Still havn't seen the girl at the bus on my way back home.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - SargeMaximus - 09-28-2013
Great results dude! What experience have you had with women previously?
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 09-28-2013
As stated in first post: none
Basically only the expiriences that I wrote here.
I just have red and seen so much stuff about the topic of sex and seduction because I was so frustrated with my life (and still for years none of it motivated me to take action even if the material was 100% right) . Today it felt like a natural thing and it went soo smooth.
Before this topic if this would have happened to me (who am I kidding it wouldn't) I would totally freak out at the point she said that her room is empty.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - SargeMaximus - 09-28-2013
(09-28-2013, 01:00 PM)Fuzzy Wrote: As stated in first post: none
Basically only the expiriences that I wrote here.
I just have red and seen so much stuff about the topic of sex and seduction because I was so frustrated with my life (and still for years none of it motivated me to take action even if the material was 100% right) . Today it felt like a natural thing and it went soo smooth.
Before this topic if this would have happened to me (who am I kidding it wouldn't) I would totally freak out at the point she said that her room is empty.
Wow, cause I have this program already. I got it during last year's ridiculous sale, and I wonder if I should use it just to see before my run on AM 6. It's only a 3-month program, right? Do the effects become permanent?
Thanks for the insight, also for the post. Most people don't like to post sexually explicit things for whatever reason, so I'm glad you did so we could see what you're talking about, even if it's only this once.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 09-28-2013
I think it says in the description you should use it for 90 days for long term, not permanent I think. Anyway it wont hurt to replay it when I can while sleeping.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - SargeMaximus - 09-28-2013
(09-28-2013, 01:28 PM)Fuzzy Wrote: I think it says in the description you should use it for 90 days for long term, not permanent I think. Anyway it wont hurt to replay it when I can while sleeping.
Totally man! Exciting times.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 09-29-2013
DAY 5
I feel like the more expiriences lately with women I become more sexually attractive to them after each expirience.
while closing the snack bar a new girl from the entertainment staff that I met yesterday at the evening, came to me and we had a flirt and at some point she wanted something to drink so I told her to come to the fridge and she looked what there is. While she searched the fridge I looked at her and saw that the dress that she had on her had a curve going up almost showing her butt so I thought its sexy
I told her:
Me: you know what? (in a seductive voice, because I was in sexual mood)
She: what? (she gigled a little)
Me whispering in her ear while grabbing and squeezing her ass cheek: your dress is sexy
She gave me a light punch to the shoulder while laughting and saying hey! And then I was close to her again and we flirted fir couple minutes while most of it my hand was grabbing her ass. I could feel that she was turned on because she was contracting her butt muscles I continued to close the snack bar and she asked me if I am going home and I told that after closing here I am going to have a quick shower at the washroom of the pool and than open the loby bar.
I love how this subliminal makes girls around me do things in more obvious days and its just getting better and better each day.
In short version, she told me I can come up to her room and have a shower there (the entertainment staff girls have rooms in the hotel).
I had a shower in her room, a very sexual shower indeed
Currently I am still at work just chilling in the loby bar.
I want to share with you the insight of living in the moment:
In my post that I had in the pentry room, before my journey I would have freaked out at the point she said that her room is empty.
What do I mean by that?
Simple, my head would be bombarded with thoughts like if I will get caught, its not allowed to do this, shit I can't have sex with her I am working, what if someone will come in here and more.
By living the moment I knew I can't have sex with her I cant go to her room but hey I am having so much fun right now why should I let it bother me?
And thats when I told her we can have our pillow fight at another time
I will update this post if anything else happenes untill I will get back to my home.
Good night!
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Mr.5' - 09-29-2013
(09-26-2013, 09:06 PM)Fuzzy Wrote: For natural grounding I mostly use the videos that are recommended by geodude.
And the natural awakening meditation I am using a paid resource but there is a free short version on youtube of the meditation http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cxsbijQXq5Y.
Hi Fuzzy, I greatly appreciate your post and your results.
Just be confused with the video. I saw it "powerliminal" name, is it a subliminal video? I heard that it is not recommended to use other sub or hypnosis with Shannon's sub.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 09-29-2013
Its meditation. The creator of those meditations calls them powerliminals. He even says "as you get into this meditation" when it starts. Its an audio meditation the video is just a background.
Also this meditation works on the concious mind and not the sub. I chose to use it with BIABW because they basically support each other the sub works on your beliefs and the meditation gives you insights and teaches you the truth about connection between the masculine and the feminine and natural grounding is connects you to true energy of the feminine.
I believe thats the reason I have progressed soo fast. I just feel awesome now
I actually thinking about adding aura of sexiness as well.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 09-30-2013
I think the sub is also making me skilled at making coffee lol
Just made a perfect cup of coffee now:
http://i42.tinypic.com/vws5s5.jpg
I also found an awesome music clip that you can do natural grounding with for guys who want different emotions than having tears in their eyes
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6ex1YkDXelo&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D6ex1YkDXelo
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Mr.5' - 10-01-2013
Thanks Fuzzy. No anxiety anymore. I will try it.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - Fuzzy - 10-02-2013
hey guys,
Havn't posted an update in the last two days. Two days ago I didn't have any interaction with women and I think I got turned off because of that. I barely sold anything at the dinning room at the dinner time and my manager who is like a best friend to me, the kind of manager I am sure everyone want's, was angry at me.
When I got home I checked the forum before I went to sleep and I looked into sarge's journal and I found an useful insight he shared there: write a question about something you want to change in yourself right before sleeping and sleep on it.
I did so and wrote down the next question:
"What I need to change inside myself so that I can feel happiness and have a high level of energy and connection around strangers, friends and family without being attached and depended on the outcome?"
When I woke up yesterday I had an urge to open youtube not knowing really why. I got into my history views and I got into that music video clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw
You are a firework!
I got to work and started to make things ready in the lobby. While cleaning the desk from the outside of the bar, I heared a girl from behind saying "excuse me" (it heared like a very off girl).
When I turned around I saw an insanely hot girl and I felt suddenly very energized and I just asked her "How are you?" while having a big smile and giving her a kiss on the cheeck and a light hug.
She said "I am great" and she suddenly had such a smile which made me feel even better and than I told her "come with me" and guided her to a comfortable sofa and told her to sit and I went to bring two bottles of water and I sat down next to her and just flirted with her for like 30 minutes.
at the end I asked her what she wanted and she said she havn't got her vip (a plate of fruits and bottle of water) and I told her that I am about to do the vip's.
But than I said to her that I will come to her room after I finish work and I will suprise her and that we can continue flirting and having fun and boy she had a big smile after I said that
At the dinner time I was ROCKING! sold lots of beers and cold drinks and 5 bottles of wine and one of them was an highly expensive one
My manager somehow noticed me with the girl and I told him I am going to her room after I am finishing working and I asked him if I can take a small bottle of wine (375 ml) and said tht of course I can and he told me have fun
So I went up to her room with the wine and 2 glasses and I heared she was in the shower and when I nocked on the door the shower stopped and she opened the door while hiding herself behind it. I went inside and put the glasses on the table, opened the bottle, filled the glasses and than I said "Lets have some wine" while turning around and she was completly naked and wet from the shower and boy she had FIRE in her eyes she just lunched herself at me making out heavily she pushed me on the bed and she took off my clothes she was on fire!
The sex was amazing, had my first intercourse! I lost my virginity!!!!
and the funny thing is I truely came to her room to just have a fun time flirting with her and nothing more than that so when we woke up today I just asked her why she was on such fire to have sex with me. she told me that she broke up from her boyfriend and he made her feel bad so she decided to go on a vacation alone to disconnect from that negativity but she still felt off and than she came to complain to me about the vip and that in just a few moments I just lighted her up and thanks to me she is happier than ever
Today is my day off so I went with her shopping and we went also to the beach and I had such a great time today and she had to leave after that.
I am going now to rest for 4 hours listening to sub since I wasn't able to do so because of the sex
Have a great day!
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - stratos - 10-02-2013
beautiful.
RE: Fuzzy's BIABW journal - SargeMaximus - 10-02-2013
Wow! That is AWESOME dude! I'm glad I had at least some part in this epic tale! Keep it up, there's no going back now.
