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RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-02-2025
Continuing. Healing's going great. Some provocations here and there still, but thanks to EPHRAing I am now fully capable of simply laughing them off (sometimes quite uproariously, too, haha), normally I'd be friggin' pissed off, lol.
DRSing v2 is going amazingly as well. It does take an energetic toll on me despite the improvements which are indeed amazing, but my theory is that certain individuals, and even groups of individuals, *are actually now trying to exhaust me on purpose*, haha (not the first time either, it's the oldest trick in the book pretty much), but if it comes to that I'll simply chug a sugar-free energy drink, a protein shake (been chugging these regular so as not to lose muscle mass) or grab a quick bite - or simply go home to chill (back to dieting, it's going well, but I've still got a couple kigs to burn off).
Purposeful exhaustion vs. DRS v2 is such a terrible, terrible, TERRIBAD idea, OMG they're all so stupid, ahahaha.
Focusing on EPHRAing, DRSing and preparing for the rehearsal marathon. Pianist-bro is kindly making himself available to work with me on this stuff after the 15th.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-03-2025
So the good news is that attempts at MC appear to have ceased for now, but emotional provocations (energetic and otherwise) are still ongoing. It feels like people actually, like, want me to become angry to the point of doing something stupid so that they actually have something actionable to prevent me from doing my thing, lol.
Healing is going great and counteracts this most efficiently as well.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-03-2025
Just had a very, very fruitful emotional release of some pent-up stuff.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-04-2025
Yeah, healing's progressing and it's going strong now - like, 90% of all attacks appear to have stopped/died down for now, and I can now finally *leave my home in peace* and not be disturbed by idiots and all and sundry, lol.
Healing wise, I can tell EPHRA's working through stuff because my musical taste has veered more toward depressive Swedish melodic death metal, hahaha. It's good stuff, too.
Feeling good but otherwise maybe a little bit sad TBH.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-05-2025
Apparently, rehearsals are going to start sooner than anticipated, but I'm gonna keep EPHRAing as much as I can until then. This is an extremely good program, heh.
DRS v2 is still in play, but less so, and I'm glad of it.
The coast is clear, let's get back to work, heh!
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Shannon - 08-06-2025
You certainly are giving interesting feedback on DRS.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-07-2025
Thanks! It's a real game-changer for me.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-14-2025
Okay, so tomorrow I'll be doing my last day of EPHRA v7 for the time being and switichng back to OSC for the next month (rehearsals + premiere). Then it's back to EPHRA, and then it's DMSI-time, finally (unless life decides to surprise me).
Anyway, what's been going on - I don't want to go into too much detail as I do not want to, you know, to potentially reveal too much information about what EPHRA seems to contain - but it feels like DRS v2 is doing its damnedest to block out all sorts of negativity (including what feels like blatant hatred) that are being forced upon me through, let's call them, unfortunate emotional bonds, which EPHRA v7 is gradually dissolving while healing up the damage through which they occured.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-14-2025
Heck, let's have some depressive Scandinavian metals to go along with it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wzYpl6ZEaA
https://genius.com/Nightrage-circle-of-pain-lyrics
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-15-2025
Okay, so one funny side effect of the EPHRA + DRS v2 combo which has made itself apparent in the recent days - I can't keep myself from laughing at stuff (and people), does it include some sort of laughing gass solution or what? What the hell.
I'm rotfling incessantly.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-18-2025
EPHRA v7 ON HOLD - OSC + DRS v2 bonanza reloaded
So funnily enough, I think OSC is actually continuing, in some ways, with the healing process, but with less pain relief, lol. Anyway, still getting the occasional hate-attack, but they're becoming relatively few and far between. We'll see how it goes during the rehearsal period because I've got some serious bozos to contend with, lol. Everything seems to be indicating that *this shield will hold*.
RE: 6G Bonanza J & RM vol. 4 (EPHRA v7 + DRS v2) - Have at ye - 08-18-2025
Let's have a song to go along with it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T58AZM0mnro